18.11.18




Whadaya mean by dat

I don’t follow, you talk as if you have a handful of gravel in your mouth.

An ya hear as if ya got cotton stuffed in yer ears  Ya heard meaint speaking Korean


he moved his shouldersrolled them  as if he was loosening upwarming them to throw a punch  fight  Yeah. 
I heard you.

So why the I dont follow You tryin to irritate me
What do you mean

Do I have to spell . .
. . Yah  Spell it out  spell it as if you were printing in a first grade primer perfecting your pencilmanship

You’re ridiculous.

Youre being evasive No euphemismsplease they disgust me You apparently know exactly what you mean so why are you being vague or opaquebeing as so many say Let me be crystal clear though whenever I hear that code coming out of anyones mouth I know its drivel If prefaced crystal clear it aint If I were a journalist Id drill down hard on the issue



Comon  It cant be that hard

Maybe I don’t want to hurt your feelings, or slight your intelligence.

Theyre the same thing man Feelings Dont worry bout my feelings I have nonecauterised long ago none for this conversation But by all means please try an slight my intellectmy cognition of fact versus feelings because then youll have your hands fullpossibly a real donnybrook Rock em sock em robots Sounds fun to me

Do you see, understand, you go right to violence?

No Im offering youincentivizing you a blatant overt clearcrystal clear opportunity to deescalate the situation I asked a simple question You feigned being able to understand what I asked

Be clear


You’re making a mountain out of a mole hill.

Youre dragging your feet Say precisely what you mean What you said sounded like a talking point and if you cant put an idea or concept into your own words I find it hard to accept that youve thought it outunderstand it and arent just reciting script  Possibly scripture in the sense that youre toeing the line acquiescing to dogma Dogma  Which of course doesnt existent Except to braying asses mewling sheep

Say what you mean If you can


he stood there looking at him he long since had stopped winding his shoulder they had fallen he was realising that their several year relationshipgood humour was at a juncture 



many relationships reach critical massreach breaking points and break and the intimates shrug accept the schism  the mistrust they pretend the parts they think theyre supposed to play

they quit holding hands

quit embracing

quit talking hushed


they accept cold sex


they play to the optics enforced by others


they play cowards



his buddy wasnt going to sayhe wasnt going to elaborate he was content with his dogma 

Awwell It was fun while it lasted  Everything comes to an end

Youre blowing this way out of proportion, man.

No No  Im not playing the gamenot interested Ive learned hard lessonsan Ill not diminish either one of us by sustaining what should die 

No hard feelings

Onto a new chapter

One door closesanother opens

An exit is an entrance


phrase I couldnt shake from dreaming when I woke,  1042,  Sunday,  18  11. 18
Nina Simone  Feeling Good  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OfJRX-8SXOs

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