I rarely use I

he was a juggler

                  as long as a third or fourth ball wasnt introduced into the mix  distracking himdisturbing his concentration

I had serious thoughtsdoubts  regarding his ability to concentrate 

what Id seen of it resembled a moth frantically fluttering around a bulb lighting a small halo in the night

I listen to the words that come out of his mouththe lies  and I know I have to pay attention to what he does rather than what he says

the times I take him at his word are particularly when he exercises his disgust  it rivals my disgust of him

I enjoyed when he argued he wasnt amoral  he was immoral  explaining that he thought outside the boxhe saw it necessary to twist the status quo drop being PC awful political correctness  cowardly we stand behind itwere too polite  things have long needed to be said bluntly  and if feelings are hurt that was understandable  but feelings shouldnt and cant limit an honest discussion (I hear disgustion)  being PC was unacceptable

things needed to be said unflinchingly  bravely

he was bravehe said

he was charismatic he said

maybe he doesnt understand that one doesnt say either about themselves 

they are conferred by others

I suppose he was just trying to save us some time

I can only speak to the way I see things an Gawd knows I dont limit my tether  I have a fast appreciation of fantasy the absurd the confusion the Inanimate sows

it served his purpose to be immoral 

it feeds his white rallies

however when things catch up with him and the faithful crowd size falters  hell get fussy 

and when the facts are pointed out to him hell argue that those who are against him are amoral  they are the FAKERs

what happened before is implacable

it is irrelevant to the present

(the past is a nice place to hide)

however I recognise that the present is a continuum from the knowable past and forward into an unknowablebut possible or probable future

we are unlike each other

                          and I should think he would be as revolted by me representing him as I am of him representing me as a American citizen in the worlds eye

last week,  July,  2018

1144,  Friday the Thirteenth,  2018

Cat Stevens  Where Do the Children Play  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MPr_WQm0-UY