21.4.18


as much as he liked physical violence  the warm sticky blood split eyebrows knuckles pummeled noses and jaws the marvelous purplingthe swelling of latent bruises
psychic violence appealed to him too 

but the twistthe reason he didnt botheras patient as he was  and he was a patient muthafucker  forced into it not intuit by surgeries and recoveries and rehabs  but he wasnt patient enoughmental enough to conceive of the plot lay the trap then exercise the mind game 

minds dont tear and bleed and mess up concrete or sawdusted bar floors feed insects living in long grass
dig

he was more visceral he needed the colour and gory the sounds of the slaps and thumps the occasional gunshots of broken bones snapped tendons  hanging spittle the queer design of its webs vagrant blood spattered on walls tabletops peoples clothing


ah  hed admit it
                  he was superficial
he lacked depth


2110,  Monday,  5  3. 18 
1636,  4/20 Reggae Friday,  2018 
Pepper  Give It Up  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EeTWI8PDJso  I am superficial 

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