. . . and then you have to think you cant take it back

not afterwards

youre tired of livingtired of living in this particular joint you found yourself in

I can do without this you say  without any anall of this 

its outrun your deliberationsoutrun what you think you can affect

I could die right now you say

Die  an be happycontent this abomination is over

at an end

I wouldnt have a fucking regret being out of it

                                                                                                                                                                         then   Gone

                                         

you regret the very next moment

when youve returned to the nothingness from whence you came

Its going on without you

Aww

      you were never relevant

1208,  Twosday,  5  12. 17

1222,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  6  12. 17

Tricky  Bury the Evidence  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qwdPDx6aaCQ