she was keen on texting  :  I love you so much

he  notsomuch  :  I prefer hearing you tell me so

often his texts would hang out in s p a c e or wherever it was texts stayed while waiting to be read for hours

it wasnt communicating

communication is spontaneous a give-an-take often its excitement made one talk over the others words one talk over everyones words  sometimes belligerently  to be heard above the din

it seemed if she didnt like what he texted one would assume she opened it

                                                            she didnt respond

                                                                                                           

he told hershe must rememberhe told her so many times it irritated him  it had to irritate her  hearing him saying it again and again   Its not so much what people tell you  its what they do

he didnt hang his hat on anyones words

:  So youre saying you dont trust me

:  Im saying if I can I have to verify what you say  Our perceptions will always be different even if its just a matter of degrees  Up close that degree isnt much  Half block away that degree goes utterly wide misses its target

he texted that hours ago

hed bet when she finally texted him itd be about something else  as if he never texted what he did

despite it recorded in her fone

itd make no sense for him to reiterate what he said before addressing the new bit she chose to share with him

it was buried under other communications

out of sight out of mind

as if her memory her recall was disabled

when is a disability a matter of avoidance

:  Im not good with confrontationyou know that

:  An you know I confront everything  blatantly             

   You know I do so there’s no confusion, we know exactly where we stand

:  It’s always an argument with you.

:  If asking you a question or questions is argumentative

   Then I have to agree with you

   In good conscience I can’t blindly offer you my opinion without knowing the context

   You also know that about me

:  Sometimes I can’t talk to you.

:  This aint talking

   I don’t know how you confuse the two

that was yesterday afternoon

he was within twentyone minutes of todays afternoon

relatively he only received texts from her

he could check his Inbox

he could check his Message details

he could read the Date an Time she texted  :  I love you so much

maybe that would console him

maybe not

1025,  Sunday,  26  11. 17   

Tricky  You Don’t Wanna  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iqJX_fevm78