I dont mindreally didnt that she accused me

that she walked right up to me  pointed  an accused me   or that others saw

how could they not see

when something is obviousits obvious  if you dont lookdont acknowledge it youre rude for being oblivious

Ill never be accused of being oblivious unless of course Im off in my head  like a muscular conch in its marvelous shell(thats a sensational like  a stand alone)  or(I cant help myself) a great sucking black hole

but catch me out in the wide world an Im a ridiculously keen observer

I look for quirks  subtle shifts  those things that would make others somnolent

that might seem boring

but I have a predilicktion for them honed by Mr Demerest  William Demerest  Call me Bill  my secondyear high school biology teacher

Christ  first semester nearly killed mebotany

plants and fungi didnt cut it

however second semester  animals!

dissection

         I was without peer

I love the mechanics of animals

their structure humours organs 

their purposes

embryology  cells folding invaginating(hmm) differentiating

it turned me on

it went hand-in-hand with my mechanical drafting right into architecture  structure

function creates form

so No  she can accuse me all she wants

I was pleased she did

she wasnt shythat was a positive chit in her court

when she came in from the cold she didnt hide themdidnt bring her forearms up holding them to her chest as her buddy did

she was as-a-matter-of-fact

a matter of fact is true

why disguise it  

What of it

Nothing I said 

            Im very happy to see you  Happier today than the last time I did

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