This Isnt the Place (http://www.factmag.com/2017/07/19/nine-inch-nails-this-isnt-the-place-add-violence/)  No it isntor at least not the place I meant to beto go  Ill bet it was that turn a halfhour back I thought I ought to take but since I wasnt confident I didnt

Confidence is everything isnt it

                                  the Confidence we express with our bodies how we carry ourselves(now this nears the Warm Place (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MN6sfJ1qFQg) he intended) the Confidence we exuded in how we allow people to talk to us

                                                                               anif he had his Druthers hed have a collection of sliced off tongues hanging from a twine of catgut or rawhide from a beltloop on his holey crotch-patched Levis(you can take the boy out of FREAK but ya aint takin freak out of the boy) however  fortunately perhaps  he couldnt find his Druthers no matter where he looked  he assumed it was with his childhood toys that quietly disappearedhis mother reiterating time and time again I dont know the toy youre talking about  They were only three toys he said I had a grey(it was a battle piece of a Civil War set he and his brother received from Santa together) a grey rubber rebel runningbrandishing an upraised sword in one hand a revolver in the other  a red rubber bison bison that I imagined fifteen feet tall at the shoulders and who devastated old West false front towns and Indian encampments with extreme prejudice  and a battery-operated tottering white Atomic submarine a clear plastic roof ran its length and fit over its conning tower and periscope it launched four ballistic missiles port and starboard and had a lethal phalanx of four torpedoes fore  he was getting Closer (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HaA4zHMnwDs)  They were your toys she said  I didnt do anything with them 

in a parallel world of Druthers his mothers tongue would hang from his belt  

Confidence to know yourself and not be pushed off who you are by anyone  as the example above: those who usually assault you first are your family  his Confidence was spurred on by an old man a neighbor who taught him to invest in himself and it was that swelling Confidence that took him early and lifted him over those razorlike reefs into the wide blue Sees  he realised his Family as nothing more than other people

Thats a terrible thing to say others have said

No its not  Its simply the place I arrived

This is the place

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