her insurance settlement was coming she saidRealistically four  mebbe five grand Optimistically  Six grand

I can make a down payment on a car

With wheels I can finally come home

he didnt say she could have come home sooner earlier anytime she wanted because she had to find her own way

had to take her own road 

its turned out to be a long and winding road

as long as it has to be

and however windy

if he interceded

later she might blame him

you can take a horse to waterbut ya cant make it drink

this long and winding way  any blame or regret she endured was hers

but thats what it means to be your own womanyour own man

                                                       who wanted less?

he didnt

1408,  Thursday,  4 5. 17

1355 days remaining or less

Beatles  The Long and Winding Road  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cWpRY0flS2U

She's Leaving Home  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VaBPY78D88g