he said Id put his ass on a train

What   she said Thatd be rude

You asked me  Thats not being rude its being cost and time efficient

Hes my brother . .

. . And weve had this conversation before Family is nothing but other people  We didnt chose to have them in our lives

Its their tyranny

But it is your choice

You chose to include me in your life   But yet again youve chosen to stand me up for your family

Our next plans  those are on you

Dont say that

Dont say thatreally  This is a simple hard fact Im relating  or reiterating  Am I not

Well    Yes

Then please dont say Dont say that Im entitled to my feelings whether you want to hear them or not theyre as worthwhile as your own  which you deem inviolable

Youre being difficult

Im not  I havent stood us up a have dozen times in a row

It hasnt . .

. . It has  You dont want me going deep and recall each and every one do you  because I can 

And to each successive time you say you feel guilty

If youre doing what you want theres no guilt to be had  Unless of course youre being dishonest  And I cant imagine youd be dishonest with me

Im not . .

. . Then youve done exactly what you wanted to do 

You cant say Im feeling guilty

It isnt guilt 

Its a bromide  Perhaps you use it thinking itll soften me in regards to your actionsNo I wouldnt ever tell you what to do any more than I would accept you telling me what to do

So whatever it is youre feeling babe its all yours to alleviate

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