he wrote not a week ago that he rarely used black ink when he wrote

he had hoped he did  but now realised he wasnt being honest

not when comparing the last several weeks against years prior

he was beleaguered

he was angry

the black ink  the bile or sludge drooling off his pentip  he was grateful to the Powers that Be or That that Is that it didnt clot and come out broken uneven   

it  was  foetid

it seemed when he needed to exemplify his despair how keenly he was rattled

only black ink was explicit enough

and with every word he wrote  every sentence  every paragraph to paragraph it dramatised his disgust

plangent letter by letter words appeared   

he hoped the run-up to the 2016 Election after the primaries would address the significant challenges and issues this self-anointed indispensable nation faced  the world faced

instead pig swill was sloppily ladled out and the media always on the lookout for car wrecks and blood facilitated it  never played hardball the way he expected the Fourth Estate would  and rather it was cravenly self-interested in the bank it would make   

it was and is spectacularly repugnant  horribly superficial

it not only resembled but was the warm oily sheen and ooze of diarrhea on a sickbeds sheets

black ink

          he didnt have a choice

2013,  Thursday,  3 11. 16

0830,  Friday,  411. 16

The Rolling Stones  Paint It Black   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LHfQbM51Z90

Zappa & the Mothers  Im the Slime  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0AD5pvBY2XQ

he had to trust that one abortion would fix the cuntrys wagon not to endure a second