19.9.15



Aw my gawd

                       to a teacher
they were fat



fat  complacent          
        fat  compliant
                fat  corpuscular cows

if there were another way of saying it he would have
 
but they left him no choice

they jiggled at the lead of their classes at the junior high winding their ways through chain-link fenced aisles
on crumbling tarmac walks  standing at street centers  Obviously  their students crossing from one corner to the other
under their watchful eyes

he wondered at what age a child was allowed to cross a street unaided
                                                                                                                      junior high was what age
he reckoned on average twelve and thirteen  seventh eighth graders

he was babysitting babies and tots at nine
 
but he supposed that wasnt crossing a public street in front of the grills of lethal weapons



fat

I may regret that terminology  he thought  May



though what he seen of this little Conservative hamlet

fat  was its default

if you werent it seemed you had to apologise for it
                                                                                    Yes  I know  Im working on it


trim and attractive was suspect

you couldnt possibly be happy or content


it wasnt up for debate


their ideal was to fit in
not stand out



he pulled his clandestine baggy-fitting hoodie up over his head to hide his missing chins 

lowered his eyes back into the book spread-open in his hands
 
and tried to concentrate on what he read as he walked

but was distracted by images of these children

growing fatter more lethargic and uninspired



their molds were going to be hard to break





1019,  Twosday,  8  9. 15
 0901,  Day Between-Two-Ts,  9  9. 15

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