Its  funny  not laughably funny

queer perhaps  is a better word

when you recognise that what youre hearing is also overdubbed with another language

aimed at those who hang on the coded words within a speech

it was irksome  he thought  that some people tried to be slick 

choosing not to be plain-spoken

refusing to hold their discourse out in front of the shimmering veil they hid it behind

not that that would happen 

being plain-spoken carries culpability

and the desire of coded words is deniability

I didnt say that

Youre putting words in my mouth

You misunderstood my intentions

coded word are articulated  acknowledging or addressing a specific subaudience

their specialised listeners

not all were dire 

                           physicians  physicists  engineers  attorneys economists

though others were

but theyd deny it

he listened to a program regarding transgender children                                                         

                                                                                           NO(he didnt have to hear it  to hear it)

Where the hell do you suppose transgender teens and adults come from

and during the discussion he picked up three parcels which were impossible not to be code

Persistent

Consistent

Insistent

they might as well have been pointing their fingers at him

at his belligerence  and affected curmudgeonness

                                                                                 though he didnt really SEE the pair as derogatory

not as other people saw them or accused him of being 

all he ever did

                        was respond when his triggers were pulled

Know Thyself

he fuckin knew himself like a book  and chose NEVER to cross himself

if that hurt someones feeling or bothered them

they best not look for apologises from him

they werent coming

persistent  consistent  insistent

having known transsexuals  now called transgender
three more potent words couldnt have been used to describe what he heard  unremittingly  in all of their life stories

they were eye-openers

they not only opened the book they tore it in half   turned it into rags

by comparison

                         anyone elses lives  were simple

it seemed  even then  he was attracted to the unorthodox      the Odd

and how unOdd they were if you stopped   and took the time to really experience them

choke down what repelled you  ignorantly

 

looked and saw what truly was revealed

he couldnt guarantee that you wouldnt wish to be pithed afterwards

to forget

              itd be the only way you could

 

   

2045,  Wednesday,  22  4. 15