How pathetic

                     Im havin a hard time determiningdelineating  which  who   is worse

You surprised?

Unbelievable

                We as a species have slipped to a new low

Have bred awesome limbo dancers

    Limbo?

Jah  For lack of a better term

Oh.

      It's also a video game. 

Video

         Anya know tha why

Unlike you I’m not inured from playing video games.   

                                                          Why?

Ive better things to doexcuse me I refuse to waste my time

But they’re entertaining, helps take your mind off things.

So be it

             Appears weve come full circle

Full circle?

Pathetic

Ohyeah, though you cant be surprised given the climate.

    Pathetic sympathetic AI or pathetic sympathetic human beings

                                                                            A coin flip

Each sickly compliant

Attachment hacking

Intimacy attention economies

AI agents

              Make no mistake  They arent tools                  

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Ezra Klein interviews Yuval Noah Harari  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9NCxS__rtAo

. . . I told him if I learned he blackballed me again Id be back

    You threatened him.

 

 

Warned him

Yacant possibly be tha ignorant

That’s a threat. If it had been me I’d’ve called a cop.

Idve broken your arm if you reached for the phone

You threatened him.

                          And if you learned he screwed you again?

Idve killedim

Killed him.

            You’re being facetious ya wouldn’t have.

 

I sued him for wha he was obliged obligated to provide me 

He lied forced carpenters I worked with to confirm his accusation on the threatjah threat  hed fire them if they didnt

I beat him in court

When I recovered from my surgeries began looking for work I maintained a file of the first two hundred applications I submitted

    Then I quit keepinem

Three years later an employer I interviewed with called an asked me to return for a second interview

You have no idea how elated I was

He asked when I came to come to the back door of his business

No sooner than sitting down tha morning he told me he wasnt offering a job but tha he wanted to tell some things I needed to know

Employers don hire people who sued an employer no matter the reason

Shoud have just taken it on the chin an moved on

Last thing he said My ex-employer was badmouthing me

                                                                  Good luck

Showed me the door

I thanked him for his candor

                                                                                                           

Cost me four years of employment

    I warned him

 

And if he ha . .

. . Id have killed him

Not really.

 

Ever threaten anyone

I haven’t.

    Id suggest rather than taking a cooking class call Lisa go to church  yaoughta take a threat class

Open your fuckin eyes

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0956,  reggaefriday,  29  5. 26

Survivor  Eye of the Tiger  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XxxfQ7-aMrE

inspired by True Detective S1 E1  probably the only shorthandacronym he could tolerate

                                                                                      You get any sleep? 

whatever the character replied he didnt remember though  if asked of him

                                                                                  I don sleep I dream

S1 E1

         wondered what season what episode he was in would he have to negotiate another

asked

        Am I being pickedup

We understand they didnt its a tough game  Somebody younger may be trying to unseat you

                                                                                                  You beseech them to relent  Stop

  

I woudnt panic

You might

 

    Awright gang  Listenup

                                 Thad be the death of you 

they were big boys big girls

                                he warned them at the door  

2142,  Wednesday,  28  5. 25 a freakin year ago

2142,  Thursday,  28  5. 26

These Eyes

So

 

 

    So, what?

Whas the cooking class callin Lisa

                                       She provide other options

Go to church

Don tell me its too soon

 

Have you no compassion?

Dumb question

                    Rather you ask me have I no pity  Though

Another dumb question

 

It’s too soon.

    Listen man  Try as I may

                                     I cant summons either

In my defense . . . . love is blind.

Was blinded

                Cocktail forks   Shards of glass

    Your eyes you tell me

I didn’t see what you saw.

Saw shook his head

                     Saw   Years

cleared his throat You were played man

    You could hav . .

. . I did

            I said

You didnt hear

You didnt want to hear

 

You didn’t know her like I did.

No

        But I listened to her

 

Motherfucker  She said

My heart’s broken, you call me a motherfucker.

 

Theres something to tha

                            Howbout this

The appellation is meant for your heart

                                          You obviously have no control over it

Dickinson

Paraphrasing

The heart wants wha the heart wants

    Sorry man Don get it

                              Im not romantic began humming Guess Whos These Eyes

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c8Fc6GFs0mM

Why woud I know

What do you mean?

As I said

    They’re your dreams.

Im not responsible forem

You dreamt them.

                       But you’re not responsible for them?

Im notyou believe theyre nothing more than takes on our conscious day-to-day lives

                                                                                         Reflections

What do you believe?

Im not discounting reflectionshowever theyre entertainment tooutterly without anything to do with us not derivative of us

                   Dreaming thus  were receptors

    I don’t know about that.

Ought to take the Wittgenstein

What?

         Whereof one cannot speak, thereof one must be silent.

Exactly

I dream.

Scarcely remember any

But I dream.

Although unable to reflect

                             So when you ask about two sex dreams of a womans daughter over three years but not her

Why woud I know

I do not prompt my dreams

I grabem by the mane the ears desperatelyride holdon tight try not to be thrown

    I don’t know about that.

No you don

             Yacant

Whereof broheim  whereof

  

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1312,  Thursday,  28  5. 26

The Electric Prunes  I Had Too Much To Dream (Last Night)  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xAmKKpFj1uw

Kenny Rogers and the First Edition  Just Dropped In (To See What Condition My Condition Was In)  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IgmIdWvHufs

shot him a look

began

Adrenaline

Cortisol

Dopamine

Fight-or-flight hormone providin the physical rush

Fuelin your body to handle danger while suppressing non-essential functions for survival

Neurotransmitter regulating pleasure   reward

    What the fuck are you carrying on about?

The chipmunks

                  The chipmunks going over the fence into the open field next door

Why would they?

Makes perfect sense to me

Your backs toem you havent seen

                                      Ive watched two go over

Why would they do that? The food, birdseed, corn, all here.

                                                               Doesn’t make any sense to forage next door.

Wild

Feral

Makes all the sense in the world

Youve not climbed fences

Figuratively

Literally

    As a kid.

              You’re talking about when we were kids.

Kids

Adults

        Have you been chastened

Disciplined

Punished

Severely criticised

    Why would you think that?

For your breathlessthoughtless dismissal of thrillseeking chipmunks

                                                                           The second goinover paused waved at me

  

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https://www.npr.org/sections/health-shots/2019/11/01/775198994/the-science-of-scary-why-its-so-fun-to-be-freaked-out

https://thebalance.clinic/resources/addiction/adrenaline-junkie/

I’ve not given either any thought.

Broheim  Hows tha possible

    They’re . . they’re not typical to my vocabular . .

. . These days

                  Untypical       These days

Howstha possible

Let’s agree, I didn’t bring them up in conversation, you did.

I did

        These days theyre on the tip of my tongue

You’re more political than Iyou’re the one who mentions committee hearings, testimonies, cross examinations, abdication of office, softballs, rage.

Im enraged

You are.

           And what can you do about it?

Keep it present keep you informed keep family members an friends informed when we talk on the phone

 

And we suffer you.

Ouch

        Suffer

I don’t think you don’t realize how often you go off on rants.

Ohno  I realise

                   Seems singlehandedly Im keeping everyone informed

Whether we want to be or not?

Not your choice

                   You don have to engage me pickup the telephone

I woudnt find tha rude

However when talking with me answering the phone youd find youd done nothing more than compound my ire depth an breadth an breathlessness who needs to breathe of my argument

Smarter to take me in small doses

                                         Woudnt you say

    I’d agree.

So  since Ive mentioned despite our conversation  have you a thought of either

I’m sorry. They’re really not in my vocabulary.

Not ruthless

               A trait of action

Not heartless

                A trait of character

Action ambition coldness lack of empathy

                                             They do not occur to you

    They’re in your vocabulary, not mine.

Threat  Threaten

How’s that?

Are they in your vocabulary

 

 

I can’t say they are.

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Grand Funk Railroad  I’m Your Captain  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fvOPucs7dC0

Awgawd  The Exorcist is back

                                      neighbours across the waythe lighting on their steps up to their door

Exorcist  Backlit    Silhouette

  only the silhouette is missing

but his imagination imported it

                                      Take a look at this

Yaforget the film traumatised me

No

        Why Im bringin it up

Love watchinya cringe  Verge

    

                                   On vomiting

Like the slitherinvomit under my seat tha I had to find an usher to clean up

Who vomited

Jah

         He didnt help matters

Neither did the ambulance that brought out the man who suffered a heart attack while watching it

    Jah

He died

He did

               Poor bastard only made it hafway through

Remember slamming the shoulders of people to either side of ya

When Regans head went threesixty

                                             People

They were girlfriends of my buddies

One bitched I really hurt her

The one you slept with afterwards

They had brokenup

After

          After you slept with her

    Wha can I say

You aim to please

I do

You obviously did

I did

 

And why didnt you work out

    Duh

Duh

         She cheated we  cheated on him

                                                     Leopards don change their spots

So you havent

Ive got my spots

                    But I wasnt in love with her

Love can erases blemishes

    Do they

Until Death do you part

                                I was true

    You were

Jah

        If the element of love isnt there

Don vow

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1001PMpreferred,  Wednesday,  27  5. 26

Exorcist original film trailer  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jyW5YXDcIGs

A God helmet

                 Whell whadafuckinitiallythought circumcision  Tips looks a bit like a helmet

You familiar she usually was  why they were a good pair despite the difference in their ages

I’d need a bit more, I might know it by another designation, term.

I learned tha originally the Koren helmet  named for neuropsychology researcher Stanley Koren  then media got ahold of it  It was also developed by neuroscientist Michael Persinger

    The Eighties

No.

      What’s it used for?

To test how subtle magnetic stimulation of temporal lobes influences religious spiritual experiences  Sensed presence

Sensed presence?

When someone senses sees hears another being when the actual presence of that being is not only highly improbable  but impossible

                                Alive an well in the temporal lobes of our brains

Which helps us understand and respond to our surroundings.

Jah

       How we communicate how we access memories use language process emotions

    I can imagine how a sensed presence might mess with someone, disrupt their lives.

Jah

     I can only imagine

You don’t think you’re susceptible.

Have you sensed someone

                              Rarely do I feel something in my gutwhy I defer to your sensibilities

Your senses are exquisite  

If the brain is supposed to be a limitingcensoring organ  youve got yours by the balls

Exquisite. Thank you.

                             I have sensed others.

I believe you

                As you know I ride roughshod Im crude

    You have sensibilities.

                                You have patience.

Only when drasticallyneeded

You exhibit them with me.

Because youre you

                        Because youre you

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1150,  Wednesday,  27  5. 26

https://www.discovermagazine.com/a-sensed-presence-may-be-more-than-just-an-eerie-figment-of-the-imagination-48181

Sixth Dimension  https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC7966009/

God-Spot  https://www.npr.org/2009/05/17/104067676/searching-for-the-god-spot

sensed presence  https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC10534996/

temporal lobes  https://my.clevelandclinic.org/health/body/16799-temporal-lobe

brain  limitingcensoring organ  https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC12882808/

Youve heard of a Faraday chamberbegan as a box was created to block out electromagnetic fields radio frequency  R F  signals from passing through

I have. Faraday, Michael Faraday. Along time ago. Nineteenth Century.

Eighteenthirtysix

                   Smart gal

    You think similar to a sensory deprivation chamber

Similar.

          Maybe.

Different aesthetic though.  Purpose.

John Lilly

Yes. John Lilly.

The film Altered States written by Paddy Chayefsky based on Lillys experiments while on LSD inside the chamber

  

 

 

    quiet as a mouse matching his silence  Yes.

                                                         You’d like to try?

Woud love to try

Well, you are familiar with LSD.

I am

What do you think it’d be like?

Something Id like

                    Faraday versus Lilly Lilly wins hands down

I do not mind being penetrated by electromagnetic waves or winds or wha it was Pecos Bill rod . .

. . A cyclone

Jah

       Bet thad feel good between the legs leered at her 

    That’s what I call my vibrator.

You named your vibrator

You’ve named your cock.

Actually

             You named my cock

Damn. You’re right.

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1033,  Wednesday,  27  5. 26

https://science.howstuffworks.com/faraday-cage.htm

https://www.theguardian.com/science/2017/may/22/michael-faraday-lost-better-call-saul-genius

https://www.outsideonline.com/health/wellness/sensory-deprivation-tank/?scope=anon

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mqReuzhlAJU