27.8.25


he mentioned Raymond Burr
                               Was in a movie with Jimmy Stewart Princess Grac . .
. . Grace Kelly  She wasnt yet
                                   Rear Window
Yes.
        Rear Window.

Its what made me who I am

flinched   Made you who you are? tad incredulous

I saw it at the movies with my Maw

You certainly saw a lot of films with your Maw.

I did  I was her date
                       My Dad didnt like cinema  Raised on radio film was too explicit for him it didnt allow his imagination its way kick in roil his mind I get it
                                                       However
Hottest sex scene Ive ever seen in film

                                          Gone With the Wind
Rhett picksup Scarlett charges up stairs This is one night you’re not turning me out, Scarlett.

Jaysus


    So what did Rear Window do to you?
Yafuckin kiddin me
Whadya see

See?

You saw the film 

Wha was it about

It was a Hitchcock murder mystery.

And

What and?

Arya kiddin me

    I’m lost.

Made me who I am

                      A freakin enormous hint
I readilyunashamedly acknowledge its true.

 

 

I don’t know.

    Rear Window made me the voyeur I am today

1830ishness,  Tuesday,  26  8. 25
1511,  Wednesday,  27  8. 25

Irish whiskey

American whiskey

                       however
Canadian Scottish Japanese whisky

somewhere in the crystalcaverns his glaciallicked skull he wanted Irish whisky

                                                                                      Why

Must you mariachi

I was hangin out mindin my own business an it got chilly
                                                              Lookin for a reasonexcuse me  I happened to listen in on your internal monologue

Youre able to distinguish between me an auditory hallucinations
Ohshitja
           They cant compete with your enunciationslur their words  stop an go  like AM talk radio slowly tunedslid one way then back the other to where it began

    I didnt know tha

Ya woudnt

              Youre not inclined to hearem
Theyre so much white noise to you  Ignored
                                                Although

Me an others have caught you tappin your foot to it

Im oblivious
Anya do it so well

    Ill take tha as a complement

Meant it as one

                      I reiterate  Why

Ah  This isnt a test

Its not
          I was curious ansince I took time interrupted you  admitted my interloppin  I coudve lopped away unacknowledged  Ja
                            Why
Awfully mundane

Not an affliction you suffer

    Youre a peach

Thank you

I was writing them out  W  H  I  S  K  E  Y   W  H  I  S  K  Y  an the jump  K  E  Y   K  Y    K  Y reminded me I had to go to the store an  buy . . .

                                                         Wha
Jelly

My peach jelly my peachy preserve my sanity

Here for you man

I like youse havin my back evenif on occasion crossing lines

    Youd say thas why they exist

1830ishness,  Tuesday,  26  8. 25
1420,  Wednesday,  27  8. 25

he was exhausted
                      Im exhausted

Why are you exhausted?

    Listen buddy
                     I do all the heavy liftin  Itd be nice on occasion if youd grab an end

I help. plaintive not really invested

I cut the trail you follow behind me
                                        Take the machete  Hack for a while

If I did tha . .
. . Id be up behind you shovin

Yeah you would. You’re not patient with me.

there was something to that
                               Theres something to tha

I know, that’s why I said.
                             It’s better I draft off you follow in your wake.

Appropriate


 

 

What’s appropriate?

Wake
        Ya havent looked up Whenever were out here ya don look around as much as me

I see it all the time. It’s my piece of the forest.

Woudya look up

he leaned back in his chair looked

Wha woudya say
                      Easy twothree dozen buzzards

Wow.  Ohyeah.
                  Easy. Three.

Were dead

We just don know it yet

This animation between us is outside of our bodies tha we cant see any longer
                                                                                    Buzzards are here to feed
They are lowering.

Lower since first I saw before we were dead
                                                I thought for sure youd follow as I watched

Far easier than followin my illlogic the phantasmagory I patiently painstakingly describe in minute arresting detail  I paint so you can better see

 

    You try.

Youre not very susceptible
                              Its like pulling teeth 

Want to tip you back in a dentist chair sometimes an pullem all out

I can see that.

1830ish,  Tuesday,  26  8. 25
1300,  Wednesday,  27  8. 25

she stoppeddead on the landing overlooking the great room partially the kitchen called to him
                                                                                                    He needed to know that, why?

he walked out of the kitchen so they could see each other
                                                              the boy was having cereal
Cheerios  Grape Nuts
told him thats how he grew up big and strong

kid idolised him

kid didnt know idolise

though he knew it

she knew it


he admired her in her heather sage flowerblossom kimono
                                                                Why
Yes.  Why?

In case he wants his Mommy while youre showering so I can come up and get him out of your hair winked

Oh. Look at you.
                    Really thinkin’ hard this morning. no sooner out of her mouth she blushed

Kiddo Ya make me hard every mornin

7Amish,  Wednesday,  27  8. 25
1228,  Wednesday
Harry Nilsson  Got To Get Up  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6jRh2PRa1tU

they got highspent a goodly part of the afternoon discussing either or titles
                                                                                which they would prefer as an adjective describing them


intellect – genius



polymath – polyglot

was a polymath an intellect or genius a polyglot an intellect or genius

buddy insisted a polymath and polyglot were the same

patiently replied  I wasnt asking tha  I asked you to choose either or  between them 

buddy said a person can be both
                                    he rushed a Venn diagram pointed to the overlap
There . . .

There tha slim almond sliver overlap
                                          Thas a very small very select slice of people
Particular in America where fiftyfour percent of its adults he loved this part  played into his paedophile passion argument  ages sixteen to seventyfour cant read at a Fifth Grade level
                                                                         An by the way
You are not in either campbut if you possibly were which woud you prefer to define youyou either or  nobody else

Understand  Youre not being elusive
                                           More like thick  As a brick

buddy said hed choose a polymath
they agreed
                he put a finer point on it said that he wouldnt be a polyglot because One he had no interest in travel and Two Americans believe the whole world speaks English and expects the whole world to cater to them



briefly argued religion
                         I don’t think Jesus Christ was a real person.
He was                                                                     

Sound pretty sure for someone who is a devout got the joke but wanted to irritate him  let it go  atheist.

Being an atheist has nothing to do with knowing that there was a man called Jesus Christ

There was nothing written about him for two hundred years.
                                                                    He’s hearsay.
No

He exists in the Bible.

No

Quit. What’s proof of his existence?

Pontius Pilate I wont ever forget the name I think yoga every time I read Pilate
                                                                                   Hes proof He was the Roman prefect of Judea who tried a man called Jesus Christ an had him executed

You can check your phone if you like
                                         Pilate real  Jesus real

 

Either or  Learned or wise

How do you mean?

It doesnt matter how I mean its wha you meanyou
                                                         Ansince Im askin Ill say first  Wise

again buddy rushed another Venn diagram with an expansive overlay between the twoshoved it across the table between them
                       People can be both.
They can be
               Thas not wha I asked you again   Choose

Book learned, right?

Wise  Id say practical application of wha life has taught
                                                               Common sense

    Uncommon sense. yet another wink wink nod nod moment he let ride to irritate him

If you say
              Either  Or

I’d prefer to be known as Learned.


    funny where a couple edibles took them



they argued tinnitus
                        It’s a legit medical condition.

Youre go-to Medicine  Doctors
                                  Its not
Is.  Science.  Millions of people suffer it.

They neednt suffer

I think doctors know better than you.
                                        It's sai . .
. . By whom  Who
Doctors say.
Who have vested interest in someone seeking them
They . doctors say . . you’ll accept doctors?

Don be paranoia
                   Ja


Doctors say it ranges from a mild nuisance to a debilitating symptom.
    Symptom

Of underlying issues, conditio . .
. . Tha patients need to return to see them to discover vested interest  wha the underlying issue is

You’re harsh. Millions suffer chronic, burdensome tinnitus.


Drugs

I’m sure.

Doctor prescribed
                    Vested interest
Goddammit.  You’re beatin’ that like a dead horse.

Doesnt make it any less true

    People are suffering. sounded exasperated

Maybe if they accepted tinnitus rather than suffer it   Ambient music
                                                                             Emphasise tone  atmosphere
Slow repetitive rhythms

Accepted  A backdrop for relaxation  introspection

Thoughtfulness

Mindfulness



    Thall be fifty dollars
Sorry about the steep co-pay

0909,  Wednesday,  27  8. 25

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=itPlZYjl13I

https://www.ata.org/about-tinnitus/therapy-and-treatment-options/medications/

Jethro Tull  Really Don’t Mind/See There a Son Is Born  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kaxgZbNoSlY

26.8.25

Bang Bang Shrimp

fresh off Beneath the Valley of the Ultra-Vixens 
                                                   he was in stride

 

called home
              Illinois

he was homeless otherwise  home is where the heart is
                                                                thats where he left his

his sister pickedup

her misfortune

Hiya Sis

Did you want to talk to Dad?

Ill talk to you

    Oh. Okay.

Its Tuesday You guys go out for dinner Tuesdays

We do.

Know where this evening

A seafood place I like, it’s my choice tonight, we alternate selections between the four of us, sometimes five, your brother will join us.

Our brother Or your brother

Did I say your?

Yadid

Our.

Ah  So if I may . . .

 

 

What?

May I

Oh sure, may ahead.

Behind us

    You’re difficult to talk with.

You need to get out more oftenif I may an I shall   between the four of you dining this evening you go to the same four restaurants as if they were parts of a circuit

I wouldn’t say that.

I did  Wha woud you say
                             Whas the name of was the latest restaurant the four of you anmaybe our brother ate at

 

she chuckled I can’t, it’s been a while.  

Whaya havin

I really like their Bang Bang Shrimp.

    Bang Bang Shrimp
                           Sounds to me like fuckin a short woman
Oh God . . .

1017,  Tuesday,  26  8. 25

sometimes he just couldnt help himself
                                             sometimes  thats an Amish crock of shit  he could
but then what fun would that beNONE


he Chautauquas
                   watches podcasts where people discuss debate issues of the day political social scientific

reminds him of when he first began reading The New York Review of Books reviews of books had he seen at a bookstore a library hed have virtually no interest in not only reading but cracking it openperusing its contentYET
               learned to appreciate the art of writing a book review   say     blacksmithingreally
bladesmithing  a whole book

he queuedup curious podcasts

buckled in

took the ride


    was riding

and realised he was terribly distracted by both men

                                                        what was with old men dyeing their hair their beards
he had a word for it

                        feminising

he cut women some slack
                              his verb obviously named for them

but some of them went over the top

                                       ultra-feminisngQUIT  both men and women

Shakespeare lines  Vanity, thy name is woman. it wasnt
                                                              it was Frailty, thy name is woman.
Hamlet

found it was hard for him to suffer vanity in others  hence dyeing

                                                                         ageing   were all dying
he chuckled darkly
                       Ultra-feminising
he wondered if anyone rememberedsaw Beneath the Valley of Ultra-Vixens the one thing Roger Ebert wrote that he liked  a   lot
                        sweet piece of a trilogy preceded by Vixens  Supervixens sheesh Christy broke my Hartburg
nonetheless

    nonetheless   please quit feminising ultra-feminising
                                                                            his wish each time he won breaking the turkey wishbone

1727,  Monday,  25  8. 25
1111,  Tuesday,  26  8. 25

Supervixen  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nbji7on0dxQ

Beneath the Valley of the UltraVixen  https://www.youtube.com/shorts/sG_TUd7aBUs

25.8.25


It’s not funny, Dad.
Whos laughin

No peanut butter sandwiches are allowed. No peanut or almond M&Ms as a treat. The school doesn’t allow it, so don’t do it.
                    Please.

Its preschool  Kids arent fourmaybe four
                                              An I cant imagine dolts given their parentage

    It’s  school.

Ya don hinder kids immune systems
                                       Your children are not genetically predisposition
Best nip ithard in the bud
                             Letem eat dirt

You did your siblings did

And I remember Mom crawlin’ all over you . .
. . Which she was welcome to but knew her braying wasnt changin a damn thing
                                                                                      Her job took her away more than half the month

She was child three of four  me  eldest of nine       

    Way ahead of the curve

Dad.   That was then . .
. . Then  can still be
                         Sterilise the shit out of everything  hows a child to develop a fulsome robust immune system

Hate to sayanya know my feelings on hate  Wha doesnt killya makes you stronger

                                                                                        Your kids their kids continue down this path

Youre raising a generation of  of    of wha  I cant thinkwha

    Yes I can

                    Weaklings

I hope you have a better word for it

 

Dad.

         Your attitude doesn’t fly any more.

No

To the detriment of your childrens generation  An forth

cleared his throat bellowed Step right up step right up get your EpiPen

Fuckin corporate fuckin Pharma hucksters carnival barkers snake oil salesmen
                                                                                    Sell fear  doubt   agony
Money in the bank


Tellinya kiddo

                   Letem eat dirt    

1327,  Monday,  25  8. 25

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