cat owner(s?)

bemused look on his face   hint

                                        So.    Explain to me . why?

Comin in out of the blue

                            Your expression suggests were departing our conversation

Unintended consequences

Either not thorough

                       Or

Coudnt give two shits

 

We are. Why do you say you’re a masochist?

Because I am

                 Be aware

An answer persists in my I am

    Pain.

I toldya before Im a masochist my mother was a sadist

She wasn’t, really?

You never met her  Youll have to take my word for it

                                                         Thasaid

Was our relationship

For furthur clarification

                           Pain

Id rather it physicaltake it  I refuse emotional pain

    Not a cutter

Cutter?

Please

           No

I’ve really no . . . whereof thereof.

Good plead

                Look at you

I believe selfharm my masochism is selfinflicted only in the sense tha where someone else steps away I step up step in

                 Selfharm

Methinks cutting beats suicide

The need to feel   something

Pain keeps one present

I don mind it

    My answer earlier

I am

Yes.

I

An accountable

Masochist

    Why my cats are feral have nails

I woudnt have a dog

 

You have a dog

I do.

Look how nonmasochistic you are

1347,  Sunday,  17  8. 25

1226,  Wednesday,  20  8. 25

he knew who

buddy was floundering

he wouldnt throw him a life preserver ring

                                                   not just  yet

Come on . . . help me here.

You know who youre talking about

I do.

No rush no hurry

                      No harm no foul

You knowdon’t you?

I do

Then say.

    Don be impatient  Itll come to you

Hes Italian

He is.

What’s his name?

Weve read all his books except White Holes

Picture them in your mind

Turnem over in your hands

Seven Brief Lessons on Physics

The Order of Time

Yes, yes.

Look atem

    Guido.

Jaysus

          Guido

Giuseppe?

Ohgawd  Carlo

Rovelli.

Atta boy

         Giuseppe

That’s Italian.

Thas a restaurant you frequent

    It is.

You remembered Rovelli

After you gave away the store.

I didnt

         You were looking at the books  Carlo was a trigger

I should have known.

You did

            More accurately

Ya shoud have remembered

Im tryin to bolster tha

                           You need to be patient

Not if you know.

But you know Ill know

1347,  Sunday,  17  8. 25

1109,  Wednesday,  20  8. 25

ice cream

favourite

            Once upon a time Baskin-Robbins 31 Flavors  Daiquiri Ice  sherbert   butter pecan  I  C  E  when he was a kidbefore he could spell or read his parents took them out for I  C  E

he didnt bring it up

                       buddy did     buddy

an I  C  E addict

plus toppings galore  think caloricgalore

 

How do you do that?

Not eat ice cream

Yeah.

I don think about itdon walk the refrigerated aisles at the grocery store for anything except frozen vegetables  usually shelled edamame cut okra

I‘ll acknowledge your will power.

Its not will power if one doesnt think about it

    Alright.

               Then I’ll celebrate your won’t power.

Wont  Clever

              But again not thinking of somethinganything negates any power whasoever or hold over someone

An unharmful ignorance

                           No unintended consequences

Unlik . .

. . Unlike?

    Ja

Could I complete your thought?

Am I tha obvious

Transparent.

Have at it

Unlike AI.

Correct

         Got to love it when an app Ive only heard about this  when an app performs some function its programmer did not design or anticipate anwhen asked how the event happened not only don they knowthey have no idea but  they also have no intention of learning determining why

    Id call tha malpractice

Leaves people who use it practising malpractice

1347,  Sunday,  17  8. 25

1027,  Wednesday,  20  8. 25

Overtly broad Id agree but difficult to debate   antithetical to our historic human species our human nature

The end justifies the means

Leave aside morality

Its been left aside

Any means?

Any an all

             One can appreciate the intent of morals 

Twothousandsixteen Michelle Obama

                                          When they go low, we go high.

Those days are longgone

We go to meet them

Beat them there

Beatem senseless

    Though one coud argue sense has longago left the building

I can’t agree.

Praytell

I can’t cast my morals aside.

Can put them downremember where you leftem

Pickem up again after

                        If a plausible after exists when they can be reclaimed  possessed

Idyllic

Currently idiotic

You’d set yours aside?

My ethics mean more

I think you’re confused.

                         What is moral is an internal code. Ethics, is externally imposed.

Be honest

            Who makes up my clan

Clan? You?

              You’re a freak, a one-off.

I agree

Thereby according to your happy Venn diagrams my ethics subsumes morals  Anfurthur  your internal morals internal code  Questionable  I believe the Ten Commandments are fundamentally a moral code informed from without

Form  shape   behavior

                            Behavior  How you conduct yourself

    I act without concern of what others might think my conduct

 

 

Id recommend it

If offended I offend

      

552preferred,  Thursday,  14  8. 25

1134,  Tuesday,  19  8. 25

I like proportionality

That’s bland, undescriptive.

                                  Where ya goin’ with that? 

    You

I’m uncomfortable agreeing unless I know the impetus of your remark.

I have impetus

she smiled damn those dimples

                               We know not a damn thing comes out of your mouth that hasnt ricochetted, rebounded, banked off the insidesurface of your skull, penetrated your brain.

Aww  How nice of you to say

                                 Yes  Theres a cause to my effect

I was wondering wha it woud look like if it were a womans body

A woman’s.

               I’m assuming, physical proportions?

Id say thas all tha matters but I know you better than to insist

                                                                    Butif you woud  try to imagine

Am I going to be . . . disappointed . . dismayed?

    I am

Might sppose I need some companysome  comfort

incredulous A shoulder to cry on?

Not necessarily

Gather more bees with honey.

                                chuckled  I’m not keen on flies. Never know where they were last. 

he laughed

               Lets call it company

Lets call it witness

Witness?

             Will this be dark?

Know me to be bright an shiny  Sunny

No.

     If you were I might not recognize you.

Though you do have gay moments.

I do

    Awright. I’ve prepared myself.

                                       A woman’s proportions.

Anif I may before I say  Ive always been terribly fond of your proportions.

Honey?

A dab

I’ll take it.

 

Proportionality

   

                     Imagine what a womans body woud proportionally look like as to compare Gazan Palestinian deaths to Israelis

552preferred,  Thursday,  14  8. 25

1016,  Tuesday,  19  8. 25

I have a friend who is four friends

                                     Obviously

A woman

Three of whom I like

Two significantly

One not so much at all

Shes a kick sleeping with

Really a kick when it turns out shes not the one Im fond of

                                                              Bondage much more appealing

But she doesnt showup as frequently as the others

The significant two are tours de force

The orgies mindblowing

I wake discumbobulatedturned inside outcatch myself walkin in as Im walkin outthasaid mes me

    Im not two friends

0415,  Tuesday,  19  8. 25

caustic -- facetious -- sarcastic

Witkoff rhymes with dummkopf insists Vlad – 34count felons Alaska debacle was meaningful

https://www.politico.com/news/2025/08/17/witkoff-trump-putin-meeting-article-5-security-ukraine-00512890     

              an awfully brief history lesson

       

when Ukraine submitted  allowed its ground-based nuclear weapons to be removed the Soviet Union had fallen down Boom  the 1994 Budapest Memorandum was inked and signed by UKRAINE RUSSIA UNITED STATES UNITED KINGDOM  which guaranteedup security assurances for Ukraine against threats or the use of force against its territorial integrity political independence

                                                               HOWD THA WORK OUT

yes  by all means

                     guarantee Ukraines security AGAIN

HOWBOUT

             since felons deployed the National Guard and military to Los Angeles  to Washington DC has threatened other blue state cities

lets take those bodies which have also been provided for Washington DC by West Virginia South Carolina Ohio Mississippi Louisiana

                                another brief history lesson

top four states with highest murder rates  Louisiana Mississippi Alabama Washington DC

https://www.cdc.gov/nchs/pressroom/sosmap/homicide_mortality/homicide.htm

lets take those bodies 

those diligent peacekeeping forces

preemptively situate them in Ukraine  

    eye on the Nobel Peace Prize

0909,  Tuesday,  19  8. 25

https://www.msnbc.com/rachel-maddow-show/maddowblog/national-guard-troops-dc-states-rcna225859?cid=eml_maddow_20250819&user_email=e4c91d00eead6d858374885584701152a02c6d873bb23bf387b4583a289e5951

https://apnews.com/article/washington-dc-federal-police-takeover-national-guard-fb91f9884c928b98036754885a7c0180?utm_source=Sailthru&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=8/19/25%20%20AM:&utm_term=Punchbowl%20AM%20and%20Active%20Subscribers%20from%20Memberful%20Combined

https://www.npr.org/2025/08/18/nx-s1-5506097/ex-israel-military-intelligence-chief-said-50-000-gaza-deaths-necessary

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZNBWlT2zvW4

looked at the spelling  Ghislaine

                                     How do you pronounce that name? The G H together throws me, I think, enough . . F.

Thad be at the end of the word

                                  Hers is at the beginning

Think ghost  ghetto

                       Incorrectlythough correctly  I think Jizzlane    Appropriatehuh

Jizz?

       A tad raw.

Tad raw

            Sexually abusing minors

 

Your sensibilities need tightenin

                                   Id suggest a vaginoplastyjust  exactly  whait sounds like

Jaysus.

Leave Bruen out of this

                          From here on out Im callin herreferencing her  Jizzlane   Tha Ill remember

Betcha fellow traveler fellow sexual abuser thirtyfour count felon woud agree with me

Fifteenhunred January Six pardons

                                       Shed be the cherry atop the sundae

    Doncha think

1725,  Thursday,  14  8. 25

1547,  Monday,  18  8. 25

https://www.justice.gov/usao-sdny/pr/ghislaine-maxwell-sentenced-20-years-prison-conspiring-jeffrey-epstein-sexually-abuse

Ghislaine pronounced  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qDlz5B5mgOM

No no no no no  No

                        I dare you  I  dare  you

I think you’re being a little too emphati . .

. . I dare you  Ask

I’m not going to ask.

Then shaddup

                 Yareally havent a clue wha youre talkin about

I have my opinion.

Then steel yourself your opinion  Ask a lesbian

                                                  Note I said lesbian  not lesbian woman  as your homosexual woman infers  Hard to believe wha an asshole youre being

Asshole?

Asshole  Ja

             Yasaid in your sexual diaspora wandering   headup your ass a lesbian is tryin to be more like a manshes not

Lesbians arent tryin to become men

You know what I meant.

I havent a clue

                 Point beinggo ahead  ya seem confidence in your misguided opinion tha a lesbian would identify as a homosexualshes tryin to be like a man sorry  more like a man

Once upon a time  like in fairy  fairy  get it  in fairy tales women were called homosexual  But thas been left in the rearview mirror yearsyears ago

                                                Don take my word for it  Ask a lesbian  You wont

Unlike me

Bald bearded men I asked why the beard

                                              You didnt

Lesbian  Homosexual

                            Yawont either

I’m not going to ask.

No  Afraid of gettin knocked out

No. 

       I’m just not going to ask them something offensive.

Offensive

            You think their sexuality offendsem

Brother

          Your heads tucked wayup your ass

An ostrich

    You offended by your heterosexuality

1725,  Thursday,  14  8. 25

1501,  Monday,  18  8. 25

comedian Marc Maron on MAX Panicked

                                            talked about doing his thing theres so much to attend to in this toxic undemocratic political atmosfear

earlier he told a friendspelled  F  E  A  R  tha versus  P  H  E  R  E   Keep poisoning the air we wont have to think about dying we will  Aint keen on suffocation

    atmosfear

                  and given there was so much happeningMaron overwhelmed he decided hed run errands to do his part

black humour

had to love it

                though

errands

he was unfamiliar

not chores

their difference

errands out and about

chores remediated on the homefront

                                        if he had his druthers hed really like to meet one or several one day face to face  could imagine they werent attractive  a homeless character  a hangdog incel  everyone apparently knows what they look like

if druthers hed run errands

sounds like running one could be distracted  endup not completing a single one

                                                                                     Where have you been?

You’ve been gone hours.

Running errands.

they look at him

                   You’re emptyhanded.

I forgot my list.

You were gone hours.

I was trying to remember what I had on my list.

You were gone hours.

I went down to the beach to see if I could visualize it.

At the beach?

The beach.  Yeah.

                        I couldn’t concentrate.

now he understood the difference between chores and errands

                                                                     chores usually get done

Thursday afternoon,  14  8. 25

1143,  Monday,  18  8. 25

Jefferson Starship  Runaway  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TsCrA7gEbiE 

before going to bed he texted her as he did every night  :  :  good night, kiddo

                                                                                     sweet dreams

try and beat JELL-O molds, which I dreamed of last night, wiggly shimmery colour (so grateful no fruit – no fruit cocktail)

sleep well

I love you

 

JELL-O molds

there must have been fourfive molds on the whiteclothed table  one celeryflavoured

                                                                                        chopped celery shaved carrots olives pecans

sour cream on the side

good for JELL-O thinking outside the boxWHA

                                                 heard a murmur

murmuring mariachis

NO

several heard of JELL-O molds containing canned tuna

Awright awright I don know tha   Lemme Google it

   AwGawd  Youre right

Yup

     Lime gelatin white vinegar salt green olives tuna pimento onion celery

Youd eat it

I woud

        Seein as Ive not had it before

Gotta try things twice  First time round might not have been susceptive

                                                                              Limburger cheese

We remember

               Freaked when ya went back to it   Then yadid again an againanagain

I like limburger Will always remind me of my Uncle Joe Loved that guy Was a coal miner as a boy Left school to help feed his family Died of respiratory disease

Like he didnt see tha comin

Uncle Fritz

Yaremember him too  Sweet

                              Wha a prince of a guy

You were surrounded by a good family

Thank you Ja

Who dug brilliant coloured JELL-O molds

0030,  Monday,  18  8. 25

1059,  Monday

https://www.thehomicidalhomemaker.com/tupperscare-party-ring-around-the-tuna/