AahJesus

           off he goes again on his interminable rant of biology the cant of DNA  the reason the be all end all

It’s in your genes.

it wasnt

          Again  I gotta disagree with you  Not everything human comes down to whas in their genes

You know biology. You studied.

                                    Doublechain helix.

Doublechained. Tensile strength second to none.  Steel, baby.

Tungsten

What? rolls eyes

    Tungsten  Highest tensile strength of any pure metal

                                                             Im assuming your DNA purity is beyond reproach

Have I assumed correctly

I don’t know that tungsten has th . .

. . You know it does

                        I just told you

I should take you at your word when you don’t take me at mine?

Ja

     Vetted numerously  Numerously erroneous

Ought to write tha out

Its awfully pretty

    But back to your claim wanton desire wanton sex is driven by particularly   mens DNA  Their history of taking women because they could

They could. There’s no doubting that.

I agree

In their DNA

I would agree.

I was askin a question not agreeing

How can you possibly disagree with me?

Methinks

           Because if it were  In mens DNA   They

Would not marry

Make a contract

Vow to Gawd

 

You married.  he grinnedleared

he loved it I did

                     My wanton desire sex was satisfied by my wife

That’s not wanton.

Is

     Archaic  Noun   My wife behaved like a wanton

Something else ya can lookup

    Despite me sayinso

Sunday afternoon,  6  7. 25

1403,  Wednesday,  9  7. 25

walkingup on a small animated gathering  away from the rest of the party

                                                                                their animation attracted him

moth to a lightbulb

quick surveysaw a mismatch

six women three men

he liked the odds

Hey gang

           the circlesurprised shivered churned where it broke form he step into the circumference perimeter peripheral to heal it

                               not to be assumed  heeding it

Whas the hubbub bubs

women rolled their eyes

                         their advantage diminished he was familiar with them they of him  they recognise their legup was coming down

his reputation preceding him

Anyone

         he didnt expect anyone to come from the cowed men

could see it in their faces

That an eightyyear old man wants sex.

                                             she was right next to him

Of course he does

You agree?

Im a man

             he lifted his eyes to the three wannabes one at a time

I think when I’m eighty, God allowing, he bit his tongue Gawd had nothing to do with it  I don’t think sex will be interesting or interest me. he wasnt sure if it did now

Men are different

                    he lifted his eyes again to the wannabes  Gimme an ahmen

Were  women  all different

Wha Ill say an then leave you to your devises  chuckled luridly

                                                                    Eightyyear old men want to have sex 

But they don wanna have it with eightyyear old women

Ill be on my way

I appreciate ya breakin ranks an allowinme in  have a sayso    Thank you

backpedaled

wasnt turning his back

    not on glaring ablated women

1600ish,  Sunday,  6  7. 25

1319,  Wednesday,  9  7. 25

tinnitus

           read  “perception of sound when no external source is present”

hed have to disagree

his tinnitus drowns out soft external ambient sources he listens to as he writes  or outdoors when he works or walksreads

    what he believes  doesnt thinkbelieves

                                                  is his tinnitus is working to find its voice

find its ability language  to be able to communicate where its found harbour

room

closet

housing in his skull

 

hes not perturbed irritated or distracted

                                                listens

can hardly wait for babys first words

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Imagine Dragons  Hear Me  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Yr683VLxes

 

Oh for gawdssakes  has to be one of the best excuses hes ever heard   Holdup  Two

Actually two

We were at war.

I was just following orders.

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he wokeopened his eyes

his cat recognised he did

                          she boundup from the foot of the bed and tuckedup her head on his chestcurled into his armpit her purring mesmerising

he went with it

closed his eyes

mused

             night before he talked with his old boss on the phone

boss buttdialed him

Id have thought by now yawoudave removed me from your contacts

I thought I had.

they spoke nearly fifteenminutes

                                     were going to meet for beers the following week

mused

            Then

what was going on in his life

then furthurforward in his life

 

    two

            he knew he wasnt a fan of blondes

fewer Midwest blondes than on the West Coast

he defied his better judgement which to-date hadnt worked out

                                                             but

he broke his rules

usually his cock didnt get a vote

he was overruled

                    ruled over

two

college-aged women

met them five years apart

    the first

month  monthanahaf into their playful dalliance feisty flirtation

                                                                     her father committed suicide

she left

her roommate packedup her things and sent them to her

before leavingsaying goodbye  tearfully

                                            she said

he stoppedasked her roommate if she would share her address with him

she said shed ask

she did

           phoned him  she asked  she asked that she not share

 

     five years

sixfootone bodacious blonde

she was a client of his boss’ company

they met inadvertently

despite her attributes

                         she was blonde

she came around the office fourfive times

asked the receptionist shed Please. like to see him

pursued

he would be stupid not to pay her attention

                                             cock cajoling him every time she came by

ruled over

they met for a coffee before work

met for a drink after work

went out for sushi

                     he pleased her

she asked if he wouldnt mind if she fed him his wildcaught salmon sashimi

Ja sure

         I havent been fed since I was a tottler

she was thrilled

they met again for conversation walked along the beach to the pier

turning around to walk back she took his hand

they held hands back to their cars

they were to meet again at the beach when he returned from a business trip

she stood him up

he called

her mother answered

her husband committed suicide

her daughter asked that he understand

                                             Please do not pursue her.

 

he hasnt dated a blonde since

not that a few havent turned his head not that his cock hasnt tried to rule over

WONT

 

two

     was enough

so much for musing

0707,  Wednesday,  9  7. 25

    thought for a lingering moment he might let Word go  not jump it

                                                                               but

tha its a computer program and seems everyone cant help but want to shine technologys knob

hed bend it

it could break

computers are insensate

they wouldnt feel itwouldnt have to seek medical help to fix their broken dicks

                                                                                   penile fractures

he wrote ba ba ba corrected him wrote ba ba ba anagain hed fix it its ba ba ba Word desperately wanted his writing to read b aba ba

                            Whas b aba ba

he Googled it

                if he had to guess hed guess a musical structurebut he meant a farmyard ewe sound EIEIO the Old MacDonald kind

    sure enough

wasnt a bad guess

                      if he hadnt studiedplayed the saxophone he probably wouldnt have had a guess

Google says “‘b aba ba’ represents a simple form of ABA song structure in music”

wonder if ABBA stumbledformed out of that

                                                  hed let that be someone elses burden

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1255,  Tuesday,  8  7. 25

https://my.clevelandclinic.org/health/diseases/21707-penile-fracture

ABBA  Dancing Queen  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xFrGuyw1V8s

Bababa . . .

    if they were ewes hed let them get away with it

it was now four women

                           only women

he set up one said Bababa as he told her what he realised what he discovered

                                                                                      Seems only women say it

But you just said it.

I did Ja  Though I did so knowingly I did it to draw your attention to it because I believe you do it unconsciously youre unaware thaya do

                                           Ive mentioned it to three others  Youre the fourth

When I did they admitted they didnt realise they had

    Why

           Your mothers aunts girlfriends  I can honestly say Ive not heard a guy go bababa

I’ve no idea.

               Does it bother you?

No  Its music

                Saying it blends into the continuum of language of sound

Im curious where you picked it upthen made more curious tha Ive only heard women say it

Ba. Ba. Ba.

              she crossed her eyes

made him laugh

                    Thas modest Your string usually exceeds three an dependent upon how enthused your tellin is they flow undammed sometimes only ceasing whenya draw a fresh breath to further expound

    I wasn’t aware.

Im not knockin it  just curious

I . . I really have no idea.

Neither did they

                   As I said Im just curious

Why do you think you picked up on it?you’re the first ever to say.

Ive an idea Lets sling it around

                                   Have you everya hang out with more women than I do have ya heardcan you recall hearing another woman say it

    I can’t say that have.

Now If its common nomenclature for women yamight not hear it it merges as I said  flows freely

That’s possible.

                    Actually.   That’s very possible.

I agree

she gave him her best hyena grin

                                       And do you know why I think it’s possible?

Given your grin youve enticed me

                                     I woudnt dare guess at something Ive no clue about

 

Fuck.

    Fuck  Wha of it

You’re virtually unconscious you pepper your . . . what . . vernacular nomenclature speech with it.

Fuck if I do

              his hyena grin wasnt as good as hers  no dimples

Sunday afternoon,  6  7. 25

1156,  Tuesday,  8  7. 25

Sam the Sham and the Pharaohs  Lil’ Red Riding Hood  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xNEYfIUDkh8

stroked the sides of his ageing Proctor Silex coffeemachine 

                                                              Thank youthank you baby for making me coffee

    he regularly thanked his inanimate machines

thats how deep his appreciate for them ran

                                                       the proverbial That said 

he has yet to thank his computer

one might say No. You wouldn’t. It’s not inanimate.

    he set that one up

a computer  any computer is inanimate

                                               he just wasnt thankful

he didnt feel a need to appreciate it

his other machines didnt advertise long learning

                                                  computer pulledhard in its harness   corrected him

Lifelong learning machine. LLMs. Continually learning, adapting, like humans do.  chided mimetically

    Jaysus he wished it had eyes wanteddesperately to make eye contact

tersely  LLM Until your plugs pulled

                                          Love to watchya plug yourself back in

the whole gamut thoroughly Off

computer

surge protector 

suppressor unplugged

    Ssssh  Sleep

NOW

         if that conversation had been aired  it wasnt   he thought it

THEN

        he would have treated it as he respectfullytreats his other inanimate devises

sipped it

          she inanimate devises are female made him a nice hot cup of bitter black coffee

0856,  Tuesday,  8  7. 25

as many times as he has driven the point homehard it hasnt penetrated his thick skull yet

Man  Youve had a lifetime of experiences

                                              How come you don you call on tha

Why not

 

    I may be wrong.

                        And I'm not an absolutist like you.                                                                            

Absolutist  Nah   I don doubt my experiences

Then lemme say I’m not as assured as you.

Assured  Ifya doubt yacan vet yourself

                                            Incredibly fastfaster than ever before

Yes.

      But you understand because things move so very quic . .

. . No no   Whaya cautioned me wasnt on a hustle

                                                          It was common sense

I didn’t want you to spook them.

    Quails

Yeah. Move too quick too sudden . . they scramble.

No   Shit

I just did’n . .

. . Want me to call on my years of experience

                                                  Years of similar experiences

They didnt spook

I think they didn’t because I warned you.

I pointed them out to you

                               Deliberately    Slowly

Maybe I can put this into context tha woud be unmistakable

                                                               An probably wha youve contended with in your motheaten fabric of experience

Jesus.

         Moth eaten?

Good

       Youre listenin can hear me   Moth 

So offending me you think Ill be pliable.

No

      I think my example will put this to bed   Youll concur

Concurring I concede?

However yawanna look at it

                                  Hear me out

Youre in a bar

Lookin for company

You see her alone at a table

Shes lookinround

You ascertain shes alone   Small table Two seats

                                                        Out of the way out of traffic  Low visibility

 

 

    What?

I set the stage

                     Yasee

Yeah.

    You bullrush her

                          Or subtly approach her

Duh.

        What’s your point?

 

Quail

early Sunday evening,  6  7. 25

1645,  Monday,  7  7. 25

some might think that when he applies juggernauts to his inhouse & outdoor ferals hes misappropriating the word

        juggernaut  a massive inexorable force   unstoppable

be that as it may hed challenge them to go ahead get between the cats and their wetfud

Ya bleed Possible they might toss you in the mix regardya a portion of their canned shred gravy or pate

he has an ongoing evolving game with his inhouse october shy bomber  when hes in the kitchen divvying up wetfud he asks

                    Wheres leftie get leftie Cant do this without your ringleader

 

    unfortunately leftie died suddenly December 10

she was the slightest of the four so if he set her wet food on the floor with the other three theyd move her off it before she really got into it  she relished her food  was a mighty slow eater

what he did was makeup four plates on the counter

                                                       then calling leftie overshe worked her way between the anxious bodies  hed take her up with both hands at chest and belly and boostscoot her up the cabinet like she was scaling it with her forepaws and light her before her plate

                                                                        then hed feed shy october  bomber

bombers noise as hes waiting for his plate sounds like Where? Where?

he replies  Here  Here

 

been recent while picking on the three asking Wheres leftie  Get leftie

                                                             DAMN if they didnt leave the kitchen on a hustlespread throughout the house its a small house  going room to room  Looking for her?

    fuck if he knew

returning to the kitchen HEY KITKATS  LETS EAT   TIME

the ramshackle juggernauts returned full steam ahead

                                                           hed give it a second as they milledcurled like sharks under chum between his legs then hed set their plates down

theyve learned

                   or taught him

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1423,  Monday,  7  7. 25