hes had it

there were 385,000 American deaths from Trumpvirus in 2020

                                                                   then there was January6 2021

then the next day was January6 the next day was January6 the next day January6

every day since

January6 insurrectionists shit in the Capitol

formers been shitting on American democracy every day since

1621, reggaefriday,  4 10. 24

Gottago errrans to run

Errands.

Errrans

Am I . are you . . . am I misunderstanding your pronunciation?

If you think Im saying errands yah

                                      Errrans  Made a mistake an now I gotta runem back

Had I not Id have no errands to run

How are you spelling it?

How woud you spell it

E  R  Rcorrect?

Yah

E R R . . . R?

An

. . R A N Sno D.

Perfect

        You can spellan before you say it isnt a wordcuz youre dyin to I just made it a word so it is

air went out of his perturbed tires out of his expression

                                                         You saw . .

. . Thacoming  Arya kiddin me

                                 Yaoughta exercise your liberties more oftenyoure stiff rigid  rules aint laws theyre meant to be broken

But they’re rules.

Too  fuckin   staid

                     Lemme lemming

pickedup his iPhone punched keys  Lookinup rule noun  punched a few more    Here we are  listenin

                                                                                                             rule  “one set of explicit or understood regulations or principles I disagree governing disagree conduct disagree within a particular particular particular activity or sphere I disagree”

It didn’t say particular three times.

I did

      I woud have preferred  within an anal activity or sphere give me a fuckin break   A rule is ought to be perceived as a nicety a courtesy an I find those who might typically  seems typical to me  cite rules  often clandestinely are breakinem have some farcical selfheld belief they are better than others their  shit don stink

It do

Were miles from errrans

                              I disgress

That was quite a definition, recital, diatribe.

Yare getting the hang of it

   Are you angry?

No

You sound angry.

You havent heard me angry

                              Decidedly a decisive difference   I do not deign

Had to  Ds

              Or dese

Dese?

In your coastal vernacular these

                                   Dese

Dem  Dere  Dose  Dese

                            Can take the boy out of the city but not the city outadaboy

Dig

I suppose I do.

                     I honor rules.

Of course you do Its made you who you are

What do you mean by that?

Wha I said

             Know the song with the lyric of Oh sweet mystery of life at last Ive found you

Naughty Marietta  Shes got a legup on you

                                                  Yaint ever been naughty

1030,  reggaefriday,  4  10. 24

1123,  reggaefriday

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KlYGaPy3HJA 

what would he make of that

 

he woke used the bathroom walked into the kitchenwas probably the first time he had during the middle of the night during the time hed lived there fourteen years

the illuminated range clock

                             2:32 which was fine by him because the night before he didnt sleep well he went to bed after a cool shower not 9:00slept

woke again

his body hurting

got out of bed wentup the hall into the kitchen again

second time in fourteen years

tickled him

              6:16

was intrigued by the :16 and :32

returned to bed

despite pain he found a comfortableenough position that he fell back to sleep wondering of numerology

232 equaled 7

616 equaled 13 equaled 4

were 7 and 4 related

when he woke for good in the morning

for only the third time in fourteen years

he went to the kitchen again shits an giggles

third times a charm

power was out

no time showed on the range

                     THA  tickled him

  

was there a relationship between 7 and 4

Pythagoreans Riight whasa Pythagorean a follower of Pythagoras teaching and beliefs a Greek philosopher and mathematician

they believed particular numbers were invested with spiritual properties 

7 consists of the union of the physical 4 with the spiritual 3  7 means spirituality on a roll

obviously 4 was incorporated in 7

standalone  4 physical energetic knowledgeable clever confident can keep secrets are creative have sharp memory  rebellious sometimes overconfidentYah

    between the night the range perhaps  they suggestedurgedencouraged him to split differences

perhaps

if his assertiveness aggressiveness allowed him

                                                      ah Socrates  Know Thyself 

maxim inscribed upon the Temple of Apollo in the ancient Greek precinct of Delphi

past two nights 

piece of work

               pieces

he hoped the rest of the world that could slept like babies

reggaefriday,  4  10. 24

1009,  reggaefriday

sleep

                      he wasnt sure what that washe sleptdreamed twothree hours  woke  wouldnt open his eyesknew it was still dark  and let hypnopompic and hypnagogic fight a tug-of-war over him

bizarre

         though uncommonly delicious visuals                                                                                                   

when he gotup out of bed he couldnt say he was rested

                                                             couldnt say what he was

except

        entertained

153preferred to 1353hrs,  Thursday, 3  10. 24

0912,  Friday,  4  10. 24

Arnyd  Lustrous  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ur9gOu4WHEk

they gobbled sativa edibles 7.5mg poured some coffee his black bros with French Vanilla creamer   Cant do milk  

No.   went outside under shade trees to solve all the problems of the world discuss politics science an inevitablyexorbitantly bros high school Glory Days

CHRIST

         when he went off hed think Somebody shoot me

                                                                 Ive heard this before no brakes  evidently it was important he hear it again

when he finally ends  retold beautifully immaculately same details hed ask him  Why don’t you talk about high school?

Didnt care for it

                  I liked competing in sportsreally  really liked the nude showers said tha to fuck with him he was a bit of a homophobe although vehemently denied it  YOU ARE  he also forgot that the house he grewup in only had a bathtub  as teenager he was partial to showers  now typically he bathed than showered

Jesus. disdain Nude showers.

Jesus didnt shower

                      Suppose I was like Jesus until junior high

Please.

Would you slow down?

Cant keep up

No.

     You’re hard to follow.

Then say

           Wha didnt ya follow

All of it.

Jesus man Why didnt you interrupt earlier

I couldn’t think how.

Open your mouth  Transition too quick expositions are legit cogen . .

. . I couldn’t follo . .

. . Not like Im bleating Tourette whelps

                                         Introduced the next thingmaybe not twothree maybe twofourthree but even out of order theyre relatable

To you to you.

                Like Jack and Jill tumbling down the hill.

Id help you up Jill  help pushdown your skirt so youre not exposedembarrassed

I’m not Jill.

Actually no Jill would be able to keep up

                                           Nonetheless  Id help you push your skirt down so you werent too embarrassedexposed

his sigh said it all

Tellya wha

            Lets go inside shoot some pool  You can practise your geometry annot think about your poor sense of fashion

stood was walking to the door before bro could get a word out

felt bad

usually he let ladies go first

0650,  2sday, 17  9. 24

1209,  Thursday,  3  10. 24

a windingcurvy no-shoulder tree- brush-lined road coming down out of the hills after dark  wildlife aplenty

he should have left before dark

                                       knew betterWHA

called the police on his cell then AAA to tow  the vehicle was badly damagedhe was okay grateful he didnt have airbags

he explained to the officer

                            Appeared in front of me had virtually no time to react despite covering my brake

It . . jumped out?

No   As I said earlier

You didnt see it . . leave . run off?

    Run off  Yakiddin me

                                It appeared in the road disappeared from the road

Saw chrome yellow

Chrome yellow.

Know your fire hydrants

I do.

Shimmy up that embankment  Take a real good look at the one up there

                                                                              I did while waiting for you

Really?

    Take a good look

he picked up a painted piece of his vehicle

Take this with you

You want me to scale that embankment?

Investigation is part of your job I want yourexcuse me sumptuous report so Im not dancin goin roundanround with insurance Got out of the vehicle an called Everything is as was

the cop returned

                   I’ll be a sonofabitch. 

Crazy huh

Nuts.

         Whodathought?

So much for inanimate

I also took photos which Ill share with you

                                               Sawya scrap paint off it into an evidence envelope

I did. Compared ‘em.

                       I’ve no doubt.

Nor explanation

None.

Me neither

              Crazy

737preferred to 1937hrs, day-between-2-Ts,  3  10. 24

0954,  Thursday,  3  10. 24

https://www1.wsrb.com/blog/is-there-meaning-behind-the-color-of-a-fire-hydrant

    smutty

               reminds him of rummy

which he hasnt read since early Hemingway or heard since Humphrey Bogart called Walter Brennan one in To Have or Have Not

  

Ken Bruens character Jack Taylor reminded him referred to Ems – Emeralds – mother as a rummy

                                                                                                         sounds better than a drunk

rummy needs no discourse  selfevident    smutty follows in kind

                                                                     though hed question Whakind porn smutty

smut porn

   smut homophone BANG! POW! ZAP! Same Bat-time same Bat-channelSMUT!

where are Warhol Peter Max Roy Lichtenstein when he needs them

                                                                        what would they have done with the earnip a bullet gave cunt

thin threads of blood on his fat cheeks or   OR  the nonexistent second attempt

                                                                                     cant duck a punch not thrown

though difficult to representPOP art

                                       perhaps a coweringcringing crybaby

perhaps fluttering eyelids

                          FLINCH

left hand up openpalm protecting himself from a righthanded blow like a beat child

                                                                                       maybe like a beat dog who believes hes due

whaever

          would have been a treat

a simmering alkaline hydrolysis since he wasnt an alky

                                                             a rummy

full circle

0630,  2sday,  17  9. 24

1302,  day-between-2-Ts,  2  10. 23

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=30DSfAA0brs

Joe he said to himself   Im gonna missya when youre gone

he wasnt quite convinced he was going away with Joe when he died

                                                                           not a spook

but a spirit striking at the heart of people who really needed to be assertivetake no shit  confrontationalnot walked all over

     STOMP

anif they wouldnt

hed inhabit them

What came over you?

I . . I think . . . I think I was possessed.

    Possessed.

Yah.

About time.

1600,  Sunday,  29  9. 24

1157,  day-between-2-Ts,  2  10. 24

Survivor  Eye of the Tiger  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=54B_fSXn7o8

he woke before she did

turning his head on the pillow he nearlyfainted at her profile

                                                                her untroubled brow magnificent Native nose hair sexmussed that they rode without a care into unconsciousness  sleep

the twisted sheet lay across her hips a leg stuck out

he gently turned onto his sidequietly slippeddown not to wake her scarcelynuzzled her breast laid his hand flat low on her belly  closed his eyes

napped hypnagogic   

 

 

she woke

               Baby.

startled No

            Ohno I didnt wake you did I

No.   No.

he looked over the round of her breast into her face

What’s wrong, love? A dream?

he nodded nuzzledkissed the side of her breast

                                                     Among dreams

she put her arm over his back took his shoulder in hand

    You dream

No, not that I remember.  she giggled

                                        I was pretty exhausted, boyo.

he laughed

              Me too

But you dreamed.

Theyre always waiting at the door for me

she smiled Christ how she could light the room  made him smile

                                                                  Want to say?

I do please

              he turned onto his belly up on his elbows kissed her nipple

she touched his cheek ran her fingers through his hair a fingertip gently at his temple

                                                                                           So.

    Immediately captured my attention the earth beneath us . .

. . Us?   

        Me?

Something huh

Yes.  Terribly rare.

Yah

      Why Im fixated

I didn’t mean to interrupt.

No  Okay

              The earth was formed like a waffle depressions units between them that separating them they were walkways prisonish   It felt contained unseen walls unseen ceiling definitely not outofdoors but because I couldnt make out the confinement  the atmosphere was similar to outdoors

There were punishments a lottery Not violent anya know how violent my dreams can be

she nodded

They   I hate they Unseen officials Punishment  It was an extraction of intelligenceI don know how they did itpeople yahstrangers  all strangers   returned to their depressionstheir units   docile

The lottery remanded people to the same extractionkennels . . .

Kennels?

The depressions

Ah.

Im thinking kennels nowwe had ours I could seelooking down from above onto the landscapethe depressions  We could move around inside them but coudnt leave them unless accompanied

Guards

           Why woud they do tha

The guards?

Yes

    To survive?

Thas always the excuse isnt it

Excuse.

         That’s raw.

Yes

     Punishment extractions lottery extractions  An when an individual was too dociletoo malleable   they were lead away

       his eyes began to shine 

 

Lead away?

Yah

         I saw from above  They were removed from their cells

 

And?

    And? 

Slaughtered

                Slaughtered for their flesh

OhJesus that’s a nightmare.

    A dream love   Just a dream

Nightmare.

Yes he nodded  For you

                              For you

earlyAM,  day-between-2-Ts,  2  10. 24

1057,  day-between-2-Ts

large pea gravel

it irritated him

hadnt

but for some reason recently it did

                                     he grew impatient trying to determine what the reason was

Fuckit

took a rake to the narrow flagstone walkwayyanking in one direction stopped  shoveled it into a wheelbarrow

he pulled a halfhour

                          stopped

looked over his shoulder at the jigsaw stones the raw earth beneathbetween

                                                                                   WRONG  Im wrong

Youre ohso wrong

Now you open your mouth

Had to dawn on you

                         Youdve been suspect if we interceded

    Suspect  Yes      Thank you

                                       In the future however do me a favour   Say

Say

Yah

      Ill not renege Ill recall                                                   

If I don walk me in front of a freight train

                                            Shishkabobs all around

Jesus

Paints a picture

Yah it do

he spread the gravel back

                             turned churned it looked differentlooked   better

Ask wha occurred to you

Please  You know

Yes

      Though we think you need to confirm it  Get it out release it into the ether

You harpin

Can ifya like

               Askin

   Awright

              Gravel  Minutiae

The minutiae Ive selected that at times pulls on me drags me down makes me hurt  Makes me sorrowful

Throwing it away

Wont make it go away

5AM,  Monday,  30  9. 24

1403,  2sday,  1  10. 24

aww   how sweet

                     the creditcards he holds emailed him today

they were thinking of him

                            How are you? Happy, healthy, smiling?

Nah

in a word  Splurge.

                        not an attractive word  or sensibility

reminded him of regurgitate  spew  lunge  lurch

                                                     hasty thoughtless actions certainly not a considered rap on the knee checking his reflexes

he didnt open them

wondered if they colluded

it was all three

                 Three creditcards?

Too many

Not enough.

he had to mill that over

                              How many do you have

I don’t know. I’ll have to look.

                                he took a swollen wallet from his back pocketwas immediately shorter seated

Don bother too many

No. I’m curious.

Curious

          Of your credit

Obviously I’m very creditworthy.

Guess thas a way of looking at it

he snapped them on the table like dealing stud poker

each made them grimace

counted to himself

                     then picked them up returned them to his wallet sat on it again  eyelevel again

I got a few.

Ya do

You’re not going to ask?

Im not

Why not?

None of my business

You’re being condescending.

Im not

        When Im condescending youll feel the heat my scorn contempt

The only reason I mentioned my three was because they emailed at the same time  Hasnt happened before  I was commenting on the novelty

Nothing else

But you’re not curiou . .

. . Im not not at all

I find that curious.

    Whell I am happy something arouses your curiosity

                                                             Its a good trait

That you lack.

You know better than tha

                            When Im ignorant its for the reason I choose to be

Irrevocable

Irrevocable ignorance.

                         Sounds like a death knell.

Not sounds  Is

I hav . .

. . NO Donwanna hear

                        promptly stuck his fingers in his earsclosed his eyes

yah there were some things he was childish about

                                                       he did refrain from saying Nahnahnahnah nahnahnah  Nah

1222,  2sday,  1  10. 24

Steam   Na Na Hey Hey Kiss Him Goodbye  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QaG2Acg8n60