24.10.23


   the Republican PartyNO no  petty Republicans
                                                       he preferred Republicants
theyre no party

they are not equal or an equivalent of the Democratic Party

   so just call em Republicans


in 2015 Bannon announced Trumps intent was to deconstruct government the administrative state
                                                                                                        the former governed in kind  how many Acting Secretaries were serving him when he lost the 2020 election
Acting as badly as he acted as president   

   currently UNABLE to elect a Speaker with 217-vote  theyre doing just that  
                                                                                     theyre uninterested in anyone serving
to their constituents 
                      Take a good look in the mirror
Youve electedunleashed people more interested in celebrity than doing the hard work of governance

perhaps some are qualified to serve on high school student counsels

   maybe 

hed suggest Quit calling them a party
                                         if unable someone follow him into the can and hold his hair as he vomits


Republicans in disserve to the People  to their oath to the Constitution

2011,  2sday,  24  10. 23


her religion wasnt the only thing getting in the way of a friendship
                                                                      frankly ClarkGableish he could give a damn

she was a friend of a friend and that friend wanted her to become a friend of his
I don see tha happenin

Why?  She’s a nice person.

Tha aint either here nor there  Not a checkbox for me

What then?

A climate denier

No . . no . no . he crackledsoftly  She’s just hard to convince . .
. . Shes convinced  Gawd makes the weather
                                                Gawd makes it Has nothing to do with us people  An you look past tha

I do I said . . she’s a nice girl.

Shes an idiot You wanna befriend an idiot thas up to you

She has a safe word, butter.

   Really

Don’t you think? She grew up in the Central Valley knew where the whorehouse was.

As a religious person woud
                             Have to know so she coud make a wide berth arc around it not be seen in its general vicinity whaever the church deemeddefined as general vicinity


Her safe word is butter.

   Has she ever used it

What kind of girl do you think she is?

A girl with a safe word tha shes never going to use anya know I never use never lightly   Whas yoursmines STOP
Not subtle Though I havent had to use ithavent met a really romantic chick yet  laughed like a bull snorts
Yours

I’ll have to give it some thought.

Then while youre thinkin I think Ill ask your friend if the name of the whorehouse she sidestepped was called Husk It Lick It
NO. 
   Are you kiddin meyou kiddin me?

No
     She has a safe word She shoudnt be offended

I’m offende . .
. . Yare a prude
                  Lemme tellya wha shes your friend Shes lanky which you think is sexy an she aint got a thing I want Yare home free  Wont ever have to look over your shoulder to see if Im gaining on you  Im walking away in the whole other direction

pleading She has a safe word.

   Im soft as butter

afternoon,  Monday – Labour Day,  4  9. 23
1431,  2sday,  24  10. 23
Zeppelin  Whole Lotta Love  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_xG5sR0WWIY


She prepositioned me

I propositioned her

   Hold on hold on. What the hell are you talking about?

Pre an pro  Past is prologue
                              Weve a past

What do you mean?

Drop whaya understand a preposition is Im talking prepositioned me set me up  provoked me
                                                                                                    An falling back on our history I propositioned her ya understand tha correct

What was your proposition?

   Excuse me Thas not gentlemanly

he cleared his throat
                       We’re friends.

We are Anwhere Im from friends don ask friends because


Because?

   Because its none of their gawddamn business

bent his nose out of shape

You may have partook in locker room prattle high school beyondNope I gathered up my shit an left when tha banter commenceddidnt mind finish dressing in the hall

nose bent furthur out of shape

Yadid didnt ya Stuck around for the stories
                                                 Operative word Stories
They were my buddie . .
. . O  Tha explains it I get it

What do you get? miffed

I had very few buddies
                         An they didnt say They may have wanted to say but they knew I didnt want to hear

And you call me a prude.

You are
        Youre confusing the two Prude is not committing to an actfinding the act   unsavory for whaever your reasons Not listening to a fingerscrossed salacious story isnt being prudish

blandly Fingers crossed

Statement  Question

Question.

When I was a little kid wed lie cross our fingers behind our back  tha would disallow the lie we told
                                                                                                          Our parents were onto us Whenever they asked us something theyd sit us down an have us place our hands on the table in front of them  Game over

You could still lie.

You could lie We woudnt   Not even to save ourselves from a sound spanking


Anywho  I don thinkcorrect myself believe  I don believe youll ever have to worry about being prepositioned

afternoon,  Monday – Labour Day,  4  9. 23
1218,  2sday,  24  10. 23


origami 

had science background so sometimes pulling on wordspulling them apart dissecting he got interesting takes   origami original gamete   game he played with himself rather than just playing with himself
                                                                                                   he went to the post office to mail letters   LETTERS?   Yahletters  something else he also did
                                                                        as a matter of fact he was mailing letters and notesincluded his own letter that were written to him in the 70s fifty years old  to addresses he didnt rememberhe remembered living there but not their addresses moss doesnt grow on a rolling stone an motherfucker he was rollingliving without a care in the worldwithout a care for tomorrowLIVING in the moment
                                                                                               could be he was grateful no one had a camera

it would have been hard to explain the evidence


the mail clerk picked up one of the three yellow envelopes he set on the counter 

she squeezed it

looked at him
               Anything you want to insurewhat’s in this?

Theyre letterswhich do you have

she turned it overhe saw the address upsidedown
                                                     Origami even in that moment his brain teased him Youre a girl ya must remember origami Only guy I ever saw playing withfolding paper was the cop in Bladerunner Harrison Ford Philip K Dicks Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep actor performed in Miami Vice

I believe you folded papercoloured paper as a girl

I did.  I did. her face wistful  

it looked good on her
                      The gal thats going to origamied notesthose tight  stingy  little triangles                

I know them! they were tough to unfold.

A bitch to unfold he smiled

she was still smiling wistfully

Theyre from the seventies

Oh man.

You said it
            I thought theyd enjoy readinem again likely shake out some good memories since they wrote em

They know they’re coming?

Only one the one youre holding
                                   I gottasay Im really enjoying your expression
My expression? she blushed

If I may  a return to your girlhood   Those were the days I gather

   You have no idea . none.

No Although I am happy to have incited them 
                                                Happier yet when I think of people whose memories good moments old letters an other memorabilia are remindedremember

Yes yes.  in her eyes she was faraway


she stumbled throughconcluded his mailings  they wished each other a fine day

 

memorabilia 

trigger

game went off in his head origami  original gamete teedit up
                                                                  memorabilia
   memorable   memorabllabia


O  so many

1638,  Monday,  23  10. 23
1030,  2sday,  24  10. 23

Michael Sembello  Maniac  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AIgJenz0ZK4

Eric Carmen  Hungry Eyes  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8g0DMh1Ck_E

Chippendales Audition  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=stqG2ihMvP0

23.10.23


Awright Donnie nodding sympathetically  Ive reconsidered
                                                              Id like to extend an olive branch
Really? Regarding which inviolate subject.

Inviolate Lets not get carried away numbnuts

Numbnuts.
            Really looking to soothe the roilhuh?

Aint a gawddamn thing inviolate ya squatting on pussy hindquartersChrist thought there was something more to ya something substantial rather than being butthurt whining Had you back in Chicago ya woudnt have made it out of grade school
               Take the olive branch
Or Ill take it to you

You’re offensiv . .
. . Know me to be otherwiseYa don
                                          Ive reconsidered  I happen to believe thas mighty kind of me

Regarding wisely he skipped inviolate what?

Tinder outcome swiped left

Denied?

Yes  You recall

I do.

Ya do thas amazing 
                      Usually your memorys shit  Carry on blow me away
I remember.
             You thought it was hilarious.  Bets too . .
. . Bets Yah 
              Im sure tha kinda hurt your feelings But shes only a girl friend Youve built her up to something else in your head  She aint  
An she certainly aint All tha

That’s your perspective. You don’t know her like I do.
An I never woud 
                  Ya know how much I dislike using never so tha ought to be tellin

That’s no matter, you said as much not twothree weeks of me seeing her.

Yup Girl friend  Not girlfriend
                                   An you were looking for a girlfriend
   Were getting off the beaten path

We are.
         And so . . your remedy?

Four Tops Walk Away Renee 
                                Rather than a trombone or lack thereof  Wah waah  waaah
Ohjoy! 
          You’re a real piece of work. 

Stop
       Everyone says so

afternoon,  Monday,  4  9. 23
1632,  Monday,  23  10. 23
Four Tops  Walk Away Renee  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ojBo_E6w5ZA

silver bullet

back from walkingreading for twoanhaf hours  The Brilliant Abyss
fresh cup of black coffee
sat
     opened on-line

Vox article  Baby Boomers 1946 to ’64 are Ageing. Their kids aren’t ready.

bullet points

  *  By 2030, the US will, for the first time, have more residents over 65 than children.

  *  The physical demands, medical bills, and logistics of caretaking create an immense amount of pressure for millennials.

  *  There’s no magic bullet. However, that doesn’t mean the situation is hopeless.

  *  Caregivers say the time they spent with their parents was invaluable.

                                                                                             actually theres a silver .22
dont tell him no one remembers zip guns
                                          what parent in their right mind would want to take down their kids

their children didnt choose to have them

beats to hell a walk off into the wilderness 

1454,  Monday,  23  10. 23


I aint sayin somethings wrong  but something aint right thats what woke him

                                                                                 it was raining there was a pack of wolves
for the dogs they kept their distance

the pond outside the cabin had overflowed its banks narrowly cutting the dirtgravel road

walking up the stones under the illfitted cabin door he could see the roof hadnt leaked  hed make a fire

between the people and dogs   They can stay outside.   They aint werent for them some wolves might be fighting over your bones
             between everyone it was going to be a tight fit

night was falling
felt particularly heavy
                           daunting
what to do with a daunting night

   daunt back show teeth
                              barking up the wrong tree to think well rollover
We’ll?
          You.

Wrong
         I aint sayin you aint overestimating yourself  youre underestimating me
I get tha often

it was his secret power super power


he didnt sleep he kept the fire stoked
                                       kept his eyes on sideway eyes one at a time wolf muzzles probing under the door
a revolver rested in his lap



   the rain brokeSUN cut the cloudsblazing hotwhite slipping between breaks and cracks in the chink painted the soft secretive motes that floated in the air
                                        the intense brightness penetrated sleeping eyes waking them

as they rousedpulled off woven hatsscratched their heads he pumped water into a coffee pot tossed in handmilled coffee and hung it over the fire stoking it again

tossed some potatoes into it laid out hardtack pointed to the sieve and tin cups
                                                                                    Im laying down
he laid on a handtied rug with the sun creepingup his back
he was out

 

I aint sayin somethings wrong  but something aint right
        
                                                               . . . it was raining

AM,  Monday,  23  10. 23

22.10.23


Arya kiddin me
                  he turned to Bets  Is he kidding me

You’re turning him off.

Wha about youyou playing

I’ll play.

Excellent Want me to go first 
No no.
        You’ve probably already given it some thoughtI’d like to go first . . maybe open the door for Killjoy.   What’s going on with you?   

Nothing.

Nothing? Certainly acting like it's something.

Hes offended by lactation  Hes a prude 

Donnies shoulders lunged forward feet didnt move like he had something to say but didnt

Man I don have a fuckin clue how your brain works I was breastfed brother sister were too  You say you wereI doubt it

Let it go. If I wasn’t a bit stoned likely I’d be on the sidelines with him.

I’m not on the sidelines.

You are its Bets turn  Ill follow 
                                    But youre not following mewont even follow to make me wrong

There there boys, play nice.

he turned his attention to her  Whadasay


   I’d . say . pear flavored.
Nice

I thought so. 
                 And . . translucent pearflesh colored.
Anagin

Thank you. 
             And bright cherryred nipples . .
. . Fadingedging off to aureole   Big or small

Yes.
      And justright aureoles.

Could I eat one of thoseone of your Gummi Bears

You can eat whatever you can fit in your mouth. she giggled obviously charmed how clever she was 

Im not greedy  Twos plenty

And yours?

   Mine  Yes
               To be honest thought occurred to me but I didnt ponder it  Id get between em an pound em he didnt say

Milky powderblue   A softer red  Large aureoles

Powderblue. Nice. 
                     Would you share a couple with me? I’m not greedy either.


the pair turned to Donnie 

Don’t look at me. I want no part of this.

   Joe.

Bets

It sounds to me that you’ve been with a lactating woman . women maybe . . . beside your wife . .
. . Before my wife
                    Yahyes  I have   Im fond Im a fan

Nuts.  I don't think I'll be forgetting that.

You sayin ya wanna get higher

Maybe . . . if I’ll forget . yeah.

he turned to Donnie Killjoy
                             You heard your girl friend  Fire up another bowl
Anybody else need something to drink

they did

              walkingup the porchsteps into the house

thought wasnt an offbeat ideawas certainly a playful one 
                                                                voluptuous lactating Gummi Bears

afternoon,  Monday,  4  9. 23
1830,  Sunday,  22  10. 23
Chrissie Hynde – Pretenders  I’m a Mother  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x30pMY-YlZc


The shit that comes up in my email Idve thought it go direct to Trash don stop at GO don collect $200

What shit? they asked

Tinder
they howled

irritated him
              I deleted it then followed through an deleted it from my Trash didnt want it leaving any trace fossils or thought of interest  I thought tha crap only came up on smartphones

You know what Tinder is?

Bets Youre a punk so you woud know

I know what it is.

You know wha it is Donnie because you pal around with Bets  Or   Because you went to twothree on-line dating apps
Ive fewer apps on my phone than children with phones  Zip interest anwhy children shoud have em is beyond me

It’s a hook-up app.

Whadaya mean when you say hookup Bets

To have sex.

acting it out Donnie says Swipe right to like, left to dismiss.

Have you played An when someone lefts you does your phone play Wah waah waaah

What are you talking about?

I think when someone gets ditched there oughta be an audio tha goes with it You know furthur the humiliation broadcast it to people around ya while youre out

That’s not funny.

No. said Bets It’s hilarious.

Is Tinder available in all markets  Meat markets

Its geosocial, yeah.

Geosocial  So ya mean your phone is pinging out your location

Makes sense, doesn’t it?

Christ Donnie Ive disabled my G P S but it makes sense ifya wanna get laid

That sounds crass.

Each his own
                 Aahmygawd
Bets caught his expression
                             Ya gonna say.

I am. Ought to be disallowed in Mississippi Arkansas Alabama Oklahoma East Texas Georgia 
                                                                                                    Kintucky
Jesus. Donnie shakes his head

An I think if humiliated wahwaah waaah there ought to be an immediate video option tha allows you to be able to get down on your knees an beg I mean really beg  reallyreally beg 
                                                                   Fuckin hilarious

You’re not funny.

he glanced at Bets 
                      Methinks Donnie has suffered the slings and arrows of WAH

afternoon,  Monday,  4  9. 23
1212,  Sunday,  22  10. 23
Who  Won’t Get Fooled Again  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jtb10ZwbReY


. . . How much

She said six grand. 
he flinched


I said six grand.
I heard ya

You didn’t say anything

   I was thinking
                   An how old you say she is

Fifty early fifties.
Why
      Why did she say

I didn’t ask.

Shes fifty  She confides she had a breast augmentation an you were incurious as to why  In a relationship pursuing one

I don’t know I didn’t ask.


Look at me

dramatically he set his coffee down on the outdoor café table and looked up at himWhat? 
                                                                                                anger beginning to crowd his features
If hes thinking to get angry he ought to hold onto his socks  Ill drive him over the wallround the corner
                                                                                                  Thought as much

As much what?

Unenthusiastic  Dead behind the eyes   Euthanised

What the fuck are you talking about?

How can you be so freakin incurious a fifty year old opts for a breast job . .
. . She’s had one before, then had them removed, and now she’s had another . .
. . She admitted that

She did.

She confides in you anya let tha swing in the breeze havent a question any questions any curiosity
About what?

Shes fifty She look thirtyfive

No.

Stymieing me No
                   How old does she look

Older.
Fuck me
         Older than thirtyfive forty fortyfive  older than fifty fiftyfive

Older.
Than

Than?

You heard me
                Where did this conversation take place

At a party a gathering

That twice a year high school reunion . .
. . It’s not twice a year.

Maybe not but as affectionate as you are talking about it throughout the year it feels like twice  She wasnt in your class

No.

A friend of a classmate

No.

An acquaintance or relation of a friend of a classmate  a partycrasher


Cat got your tongue   

What’s with all the questions?
Noyadidnt

What?

A question You asked a question

It was none of my business.

She made it your business

It’s none of my business.

Evasive  Lack details
                       How is it most things you paint with such broad miserable miserable strokes

I get along with . .
. . You don wanna cross anybody You wanna be Mr Nice Guy 
                                                                    Milquetoast ya understand

You’re no nice guy.

No  I aint

afternoon,  Monday,  4  9. 23
1048,  Sunday,  22  10. 23
Alice Cooper  No More Mr. Nice Guy  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=huKbLK5aC6Q