4.11.22


he snickeredmuttered to himself   The is have it

Ya think yare clever

Arent we pointing a finger back at an inner

Ya really gonna drag me into this

Drag you  I muttered The is have it an you had something to sayboutit 
                                                                               Eavesdropping
NO  you said it loudnough . .
. . I muttered 
                  Muttered 


Then if I may . is this a foreveranever change in spelling . . . or shortlived . while it tickles ya

   Havent decided

Again . one more time please

U  N  I  N  H  I  B  I  T  I  D  

Screw the e 

Who needs it 
               Such a person would love eyes on them exhibitionist  More  titillitingfuck the a too 
Yare doing it again 

Yah  Uninhibitid
                   T  I  T  I  L  L  I  T  I  N  G                                                                      
between 7 & 8AM,  ReggaeFriday,  4  11. 22
Songs of the Humpback Whale  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sjkxUA041nM


he performed foreplay for better than two hours 
                                                 but before giving himself a big heroic pat on the back or someone elses thought to particularly his divine sexaddledLooks like saddled   NO divine sexaddled grinnin mis amores   Im just saying   Anyare notorious for sayin Sexaddled   Im surprised you can talk   Theres tha twenty minutes ago I woudntve been able to   Sexaddled   Yes   Sounds like a beautiful destination   Ohyes 
                                                                                 however before patting himself he had to admit the foreplay wasnt physicalrather episodic roiling while he dodgedbout in hypnagogic states consciousnesssubconsciousness edging towards sleep but not arriving states stations stops like for the El buses trains All aboard! keenlyaware of departures Ya really have to go we were hitting it off so well and the newlyarriving Wellhello hello HELLO taking in a deep breath of their fragrances

   as vivid as they were he thought theyd gatherclamour at the front gatebehind his forehead  forebrainWRONG

    Wrong 
            I was following my noseWRONG

turns out the episodesthe minxes reoccurring new were actually firing in his ventral default mode networkYAHtha hurt his head which spans the brain regions known as the hippocampus that cuddles the thalamus that sits on the throne of his brainstem and also the precuneus precunteus thats comforting no wonder its vivid 
Ya said brainstem

I did

I heard braisedstem       

I wish I didwha a kick its visual is kahrazy

Asya were sayin

Turns out the precunteus plays a role in itch sensations

Itch in your prick 
Likelyhuh 
           Reportedly while theyneuroscientists cant pinpoint wha the precunteus does in itch its uniquelytheir word uniquely activated with itch not pain Thas fascinating 
Isnt it

   Yes  itch in my dickforeplay in mind hippocampus precunteus crowning my braisedstem I like it   Thank you   No thank youkind of rolls off the tongue Such a freakin network 
                                                                 Anwhile this has nothing to do with my hypnagogic statesstationssensations just down the stem another component medulla oblongata   Sounds like a sensational Club Med location   It doesIll give ya tha   Aw ya knew Id have something to say   Medulla oblongata ya kiddin me Thawas loaded just teed it up   Felt good   Like a good itch   Possibly Wha more about your states and the statesstatuses of your minxes
Mis amores   Yasure   We came hard they shutteredrevolved round me asif aboard a fantastic sunlitglittering merry-go-round

   Yagonna say

Thought youd never ask 
                           Spelled S  U  N  L  I  T  G  L  I  T  T  I  R  I  N  G 
Is have it

They dothey certainly do    

between 636 and 838AM,  ReggaeFriday,  4  11. 22
1324,  ReggaeFriday

3.11.22


   truth
           I am who I am  an wha I am is fortunate to have loved her  to have held her

1252,  Thursday,  3  11. 22

wink


she was lousy at it 
                       Baby no no  thas not seductive
Dammit . . which eye am I supposed to wink.

he laughed 
            anwhile laughing he winked 
Oh shit, that’s hot!
Which eye

  Oh  she thought  
                     Could you do it again? I got itbut I missed it.

Again
        Yawatchin
she laughed 
                Okay I swear I swearya flustered me my brain went out of my head.     Okay

he winked
she thrilled 
            Left eye left eye!

Shoot me one doll she was fucking beautiful

she winked

he startled hercame over the table scattering the Scrabble game grabbed her by the ears and kissed her hard  then relaxed after their laughter kissed her again   deeply
 
I love you buckwheat

I love you too.

2310,  Sunday,  30  10. 22
1230,  Thursday,  3  11. 22


Thas a great idea! he thought   made a mistake though 
                                                           rather than immediate penning the seed which had fallen out of Submergence the film he watched he penned the time and date  2208hrs  Sunday  October 30 
                                                                                                       then going to write
he stared at the empty page
 
which grew more empty more desolate


he finally scribbled  the fuck – went out of my head
                                                       at that particular moment he was frustratedwasnt thinking  and because he wasnt he didnt recognise the mordantly obvious solution

  Stop the film finger the time slide rewind rewatch the seminal scene    find the seed


four days later he discovered the time and date stamped page  the fuck -- went out of my head  not frustratedthinking he reverse-engineered the episode went to the prior timestamped entry 2126hrs approximately 40 minutes apart he went to Amazon brought the film up Find the 2126entry yahoo it was approximately five minutes and fiftysevenseconds into the film
              I realised I’ve never been lonely before. 

it took him fifteen minutes ridiculous he broke an hoursixty minutes into convenient fifteen minutes or a halfhourproperly chopped in quarters 
            no  probably took him sixteen to nineteen minutes he downgraded himself to asshole

the characters James (James McAvoy) shows Danny (Alicia Vikander) the headlines of a horrific jihadi bombing in Africa  he asks her to read the article


Did you read it?

Yes.

And?

I feel . . there’s nothing I can do about it.

hes abrupt You can read about it, we could get interested, we could educate ourselves and get involved in a solution.

timidly How is there a solution to a problem that has roots in ancient conflict where religion . .
. . What are you saying, you don’t think there’s a solution?

quietly  introspectively   I don’t know.

terribly forceful It is the same as your work Danny, trying to get people interested in potentially life-saving information that lies at the bottom of the sea in the dark that nobody wants to know about . . it is exactly the same thing . get them interested, educate them, get them involved in a solution and that is amazing.                                                                      This is our world too, isn’t it? 

yet more quiet  I don’t know that.
Oh. 
      So you can be stupid as well. 



very oftenunfortunately hes flummoxed how people refuse it is easier not to they refuse refuse to pursue their own information  reference cross-reference ferret it outbe fucking curious  he really hasnt the imagination to believe that othersa huge swathe of others are incurious  have to beare lead by the hand  told what to think and think what they are told 

he has been told he holds his bar too high

   maybe he did 
                       although he wasnt going to waste his time with those who couldnt get over it

redundant  2208,  Sunday,  30  10. 22
1147,  Thursday,  3  11. 22

2.11.22


he kept stepping on his own toes

he had a backlog that was aching to be writtenrealised YESyes  realeyesed 
                                                                                but his dynamic duohis dreaming-self and dreamed-self or maybe dreamed-self and dreaming-self had other ideas had a toolbox at their disposal  lotsa wrenches wenches wily women the other night Marilyn Monroe  somehow he tumbled her out of bed onto the hardwood floor she jumped rightup it was precious he asked her if pleaseplease he was begging would she please jumpup and down a few more times   It’s cold.   I can see   You’re terrible . . okay. she giggledmusically as she jumped then as he held the blankets aside she jumped into bed Warm me up!
Had tha in mind baby 

   coud understood why he stepped on his toes   

1253,  Day-between-Two-Ts – end of Day of the Dead,  2  11. 22
Everly Brothers  All I Have to Do Is Dream  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tbU3zdAgiX8


rabbithole yawns

  Elmer Fudd archenemy of BugsBunny aka Wabbit Stewart Rhodes archenemy of democracy  but archenemy binds them

“If you don’t (invoke the Insurrection Act) then Biden/Kamala will turn that power on you, your family, and all of us. You and your family will be imprisoned and killed (that’s called projection). You and your children will die in prison.”

this is the kind of personmaniac the former Orange DayGlo was and is utterly willing to consort with

  Yup feels like rage

1947,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  2  11. 22


he wokecats were up to something     he could hear

she wasnt in bedwhy wasnt she on the cats

he got upwalked into the hall

at its end in the livingroom she was sitting on the sofa laptop in her lap buds fobs whaever the fuck theyre called in her ears virtually deaf and blind
    her periphery was intact though  comingup the hall he broke itshe startedturned who else would be coming up from the bedroom atasudden put her hand to her throat  then it fell 
You’re naked.

I am

she pointed at the ear thing   

he nodded 
            he approached her she leaned her head back he kissed her then mouthed  Coffee

she nodded immediatelyreturned her attention to the laptop

turning left into the kitchen two cats raced around the edge of the refrigerator fleeing

before the sink bomber an orange tabby continued to play oblivious with the chopstick he had  the other three were scattered on the linoleum 
                         playing chopsticks sounds better on a piano
his error  he should have dried them offput them away after dinner last night

he glanced at the clock on the wall hands read 7:56 
                                                        his brain chuckled and said in his ear  Sevensixtyfive 
he chuckled  Thatd be Eightohfive 

I like Sevensixtyfive.

Are you dyslexic

Are you?

  funny brain No  But you love to fuck with meyou and your cohorts

They’re Mariachis.

As youve pronounced them

I have.

Were supposed to be a team  albeit disparate

Disparate. Yes.  Why you don’t patently listen to me, do as I say.

I don I don do wha anybody says  However I do listen to your counsel to your henchmen  heshes shehes  he smirked  

Go ahead . . you know ya want to.

  I do  Heshes shehes SHESH 
Better?

Yah much better thank you

Hey . been nice running around with you but you better get on the coffee.

Reminding me

I can osmotically, I needn’t say.

Osmotically  nice
                    After all these years ya still got it

Like you . . like you say, I have my moments.

you know 0765,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  2  11. 22  end of Day of the Dead 
1046,  Day-between-Two-Ts 
Mogwai  Danphe (check out the bird) and The Brain  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KMtEI5Og88E 
 
     his rabbithole 
                             saddledup Alice and ride her down 
politickles

    kneejerk reaction ignorance peeved him 

regarding lies liars   he became enraged

https://www.msnbc.com/rachel-maddow-show/maddowblog/trump-insists-united-states-rigged-crooked-evil-rcna55278?cid=eml_maddow_20221102&user_email=e4c91d00eead6d858374885584701152a02c6d873bb23bf387b4583a289e5951&utm_source=Sailthru&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=TRMS%2011/2/22&utm_term=Rachel%20Maddow%20Show

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Ah dearie his mother would often say  Karma.

Cause  effect Maw 

In a manner of speakingyes. 
                               You’re usually so patient.

Had you named me Karma 
                             he smiledshe made him smile  My impatience is showing

That and some . . that smile looks wicked.

Little Red Riding Hood wolf wicked
                                    Wha big teeth you have  The better to eat you   In the original the wolf eats her

You wouldn’t eat them.

Might depend upon how they were prepared  Were you talking figurativelymetaphorically or literally

she screwed up her face
                           I get them confusedI can’t tell.  Speaking plainly, are you teasing me?

Lets pretend were in the Andes he teased her time and again The Uruguayan rugby team she wouldnt  he said Then thered be more for me to eat

You’re teasing me. 


Aren’t you?

Are you? 

   not that the opportunity would present

1134,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  2  11. 22  end of Day of the Dead
Sam the Sham and the Pharoahs  Lil’ Red Riding Hood  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xNEYfIUDkh8

1.11.22

censorship


https://www.blogger.com/content-policy?hl=en of a post made at 2053 this evening

theres nothing to review

maybe theywhoever THEY are ought to review FOX 

919preferred,  Twosday,  1  11. 22

FOX hellholes  
                24:45minute-mark  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L8YN6QAmd4M

one by one FOX  the Murdochs  their employees could come downkneel blow him  anhe meant gagging blowjobs 
although to his dismay hed have to be able to tap out an have a legion of stand-ins  there were many more mouths to stuff than he could possibly provide 
                                      anhe didnt want a one to walk away without their gullet filled  an iridescent cumbubble dancing on their lips

2028,  Twosday,  1  11. 22
Jose Feliciano  Guantanamera  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0f0sbCp_VVc

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   analogies tickled himhe wasnt ticklish 
                                                   the Titanic – the United States of America
we hit an unnamed iceberg and sink

or we acknowledge the iceberg an dont 
                                           democracy survives

0717preferred,  Twosday,  1  11. 22
Talking Heads  Once In A Lifetime  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5IsSpAOD6K8 

 
HURRY!  HURRY!  HURRY! hollers the carnival barker

Give up your freedom!

Give up your lives!

MAGA WANTS YOU! you miserable lousy ignoramuses  Were gonna ride you like the braying asses you arelike the dumb fuckin brutes you are 
                       Gittyup bitches!Gittyup!  AMEN.
1704,  Twosday,  1  11. 22


pull-quote 
           “Studies in the 1940s showed that 75% of Americans reported ‘rarely’ or ‘never’ seeing any color in their dreams.”

BULLSHIT his hypnopompic hypnagogic states were slatheredbathedbuttered in hyper-- quiet colour  or not

some fella Sam Enright runs an on-line publication Fitzwilliam agreed with him 
                                                                               “There’s no plausible way that the small proportion of time people spent watching visual media could radically change dreams about the things we see in colour every day. Rather, people don’t know whether they dream in colour. his underline


. . . we see in colour every day 
                                  our everyday sight is the lush palette we work from which informs us or ought to inform us Yes OUGHT  he wasnt giving any wiggleroom  Houdini would have dieddrowned clasped in his OUGHT chains and bracelets 
OUGHT to be informed not informedFORMED by monetising pixelated flat-screen farces who vie to enforce their/ITs
realities upon us 

  NO  not cunt social media

bout1300,  Twosday,  1  11. 22 


Ohbrutha  yet another pull-quote 
                                   sometimes when he steps in it he brings it right insmears the carpet awful footprints  cats look at him like he has two heads  Jesus man, couldn’t have checked your shoes before you came in?COULDN’T smell that? 
             No I coudnt smell tha Im up herenose is up here feet are way down there

What a pitiful excuse for a human being.

since he watered an fed them he thought theyd be more guardedless likely to mouth off

reading his mind You don’t hold your tongue, why should we?

no argument there 
                   short thrift was his middle name  they had him dead to rights 

the antagonising pull-quote was “We invent veterinary drugs specifically to kill pets, in some instances, (but) we don’t design drugs to kill people.”OHYES WE DO 
                                              Can you say compounding pharmacies
states execute condemned inmatesOHYES WE DO

terribly funny  we provide our pets mercy we wont allowed ourselves
                                                                          Turning off the TV IM DONE WATCHING

some argue it is committing suicide  the religious who HAVE to put their thumbs on every fucking butchers scale 
Whose Life is it 

sidle up to the bar

Name your poison, partner.

Funny you should put it that way barkeep   Cyanide Put a head on it

Coming right up . butya gotta pay in advance . . can’t open a tab.

   Sharp cookie

 1527,  Twosday,  1  11. 22


   was he reaching 
                          it occurred to him he was

think when you take solace or assurance   from a film 
                                                           she said  I realised I’ve never been lonely before.

he said Welcome to the planet.
                                   It’s possible he’s working his way here, right?

Or he just stopped calling. Stopped being interested.

Impossible, he’s just stuck somewhere without reception . .
. . For a month?

   Yes.  Why not?


its not implausible

Art imitates Life

his brother was serving in the Marines overseas Japan  he had a very beautiful girl inside and out waiting at home waiting on his return they exchanged letters as hot and heavy as post can be 
                                                                                  threefour letters a week for weeks

then he didnt receive anything for a week

he kept writing

then another week

he kept writing

another onetwo weeks


   he lost his shit and wrote her a scathing letter what is a Dear John letter called when it is written to a woman

his leave finally came through

she reached outcalled him left a message with their mother 


he called her back

they arranged to meet at the housetheir parents home she remembered Like I could forget.  she said

she told him how excited she was to read all his letters when she got out of the hospital
she almost died 
                     You wrote me and told me exactly what you thought of me. 

I didn’t know.

We promised each other.

 

his brother started to cry 
                          he remembered seeing them through the front window where it looked onto the front porch where they sat
where his brother introduced them

he watched his brother cry 
watched her cry 
                   then she heaved herself to her feet  crossed to where his brother sat and stood for a minute with her hand gently on top of his head  

then she left

walked down to the street curb where she parked

she got into the car and drove away          
didnt look back
 
 

   YES.  WHY NOT?

2126,  Sunday,  30  10. 22
2053,  Monday – Happy Halloween!  31  10. 22
Edison Lighthouse  Love Grows (Where My Rosemary Goes)  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TgC_cdvcDAA