he kept stepping on his own toes

he had a backlog that was aching to be writtenrealised YESyes  realeyesed 

                                                                                but his dynamic duohis dreaming-self and dreamed-self or maybe dreamed-self and dreaming-self had other ideas had a toolbox at their disposal  lotsa wrenches wenches wily women the other night Marilyn Monroe  somehow he tumbled her out of bed onto the hardwood floor she jumped rightup it was precious he asked her if pleaseplease he was begging would she please jumpup and down a few more times   It’s cold.   I can see   You’re terrible . . okay. she giggledmusically as she jumped then as he held the blankets aside she jumped into bed Warm me up!

Had tha in mind baby 

   coud understood why he stepped on his toes   

1253,  Day-between-Two-Ts – end of Day of the Dead,  2  11. 22

Everly Brothers  All I Have to Do Is Dream  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tbU3zdAgiX8

rabbithole yawns

  Elmer Fudd archenemy of BugsBunny aka Wabbit Stewart Rhodes archenemy of democracy  but archenemy binds them

“If you don’t (invoke the Insurrection Act) then Biden/Kamala will turn that power on you, your family, and all of us. You and your family will be imprisoned and killed (that’s called projection). You and your children will die in prison.”

this is the kind of personmaniac the former Orange DayGlo was and is utterly willing to consort with

  Yup feels like rage

1947,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  2  11. 22

https://www.yahoo.com/entertainment/oath-keepers-founder-stewart-rhodes-172746944.html 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uM8h22DeTbA

he wokecats were up to something     he could hear

she wasnt in bedwhy wasnt she on the cats

he got upwalked into the hall

at its end in the livingroom she was sitting on the sofa laptop in her lap buds fobs whaever the fuck theyre called in her ears virtually deaf and blind

    her periphery was intact though  comingup the hall he broke itshe startedturned who else would be coming up from the bedroom atasudden put her hand to her throat  then it fell 

You’re naked.

I am

she pointed at the ear thing   

he nodded 

            he approached her she leaned her head back he kissed her then mouthed  Coffee

she nodded immediatelyreturned her attention to the laptop

turning left into the kitchen two cats raced around the edge of the refrigerator fleeing

before the sink bomber an orange tabby continued to play oblivious with the chopstick he had  the other three were scattered on the linoleum 

                         playing chopsticks sounds better on a piano

his error  he should have dried them offput them away after dinner last night

he glanced at the clock on the wall hands read 7:56 

                                                        his brain chuckled and said in his ear  Sevensixtyfive 

he chuckled  Thatd be Eightohfive 

I like Sevensixtyfive.

Are you dyslexic

Are you?

  funny brain No  But you love to fuck with meyou and your cohorts

They’re Mariachis.

As youve pronounced them

I have.

Were supposed to be a team  albeit disparate

Disparate. Yes.  Why you don’t patently listen to me, do as I say.

I don I don do wha anybody says  However I do listen to your counsel to your henchmen  heshes shehes  he smirked  

Go ahead . . you know ya want to.

  I do  Heshes shehes SHESH 

Better?

Yah much better thank you

Hey . been nice running around with you but you better get on the coffee.

Reminding me

I can osmotically, I needn’t say.

Osmotically  nice

                    After all these years ya still got it

Like you . . like you say, I have my moments.

you know 0765,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  2  11. 22  end of Day of the Dead 

1046,  Day-between-Two-Ts 

Mogwai  Danphe (check out the bird) and The Brain  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KMtEI5Og88E 

 

     his rabbithole 

                             saddledup Alice and ride her down 

politickles

    kneejerk reaction ignorance peeved him 

regarding lies liars   he became enraged

https://www.msnbc.com/rachel-maddow-show/maddowblog/trump-insists-united-states-rigged-crooked-evil-rcna55278?cid=eml_maddow_20221102&user_email=e4c91d00eead6d858374885584701152a02c6d873bb23bf387b4583a289e5951&utm_source=Sailthru&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=TRMS%2011/2/22&utm_term=Rachel%20Maddow%20Show

https://www.msnbc.com/rachel-maddow-show/maddowblog/stephen-miller-groups-ads-race-abandon-sense-subtlety-rcna55243?cid=eml_maddow_20221102&user_email=e4c91d00eead6d858374885584701152a02c6d873bb23bf387b4583a289e5951&utm_source=Sailthru&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=TRMS%2011/2/22&utm_term=Rachel%20Maddow%20Show

Ah dearie his mother would often say  Karma.

Cause  effect Maw 

In a manner of speakingyes. 

                               You’re usually so patient.

Had you named me Karma 

                             he smiledshe made him smile  My impatience is showing

That and some . . that smile looks wicked.

Little Red Riding Hood wolf wicked

                                    Wha big teeth you have  The better to eat you   In the original the wolf eats her

You wouldn’t eat them.

Might depend upon how they were prepared  Were you talking figurativelymetaphorically or literally

she screwed up her face

                           I get them confusedI can’t tell.  Speaking plainly, are you teasing me?

Lets pretend were in the Andes he teased her time and again The Uruguayan rugby team she wouldnt  he said Then thered be more for me to eat

You’re teasing me. 

Aren’t you?

Are you? 

   not that the opportunity would present

1134,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  2  11. 22  end of Day of the Dead

Sam the Sham and the Pharoahs  Lil’ Red Riding Hood  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xNEYfIUDkh8

censorship

https://www.blogger.com/content-policy?hl=en of a post made at 2053 this evening

theres nothing to review

maybe theywhoever THEY are ought to review FOX 

919preferred,  Twosday,  1  11. 22

FOX hellholes  

                24:45minute-mark  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L8YN6QAmd4M

one by one FOX  the Murdochs  their employees could come downkneel blow him  anhe meant gagging blowjobs 

although to his dismay hed have to be able to tap out an have a legion of stand-ins  there were many more mouths to stuff than he could possibly provide 

                                      anhe didnt want a one to walk away without their gullet filled  an iridescent cumbubble dancing on their lips

2028,  Twosday,  1  11. 22

Jose Feliciano  Guantanamera  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0f0sbCp_VVc

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   analogies tickled himhe wasnt ticklish 

                                                   the Titanic – the United States of America

we hit an unnamed iceberg and sink

or we acknowledge the iceberg an dont 

                                           democracy survives

0717preferred,  Twosday,  1  11. 22

Talking Heads  Once In A Lifetime  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5IsSpAOD6K8 

17:55 minute-mark  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GILZ2S3vXpE

 

HURRY!  HURRY!  HURRY! hollers the carnival barker

Give up your freedom!

Give up your lives!

MAGA WANTS YOU! you miserable lousy ignoramuses  Were gonna ride you like the braying asses you arelike the dumb fuckin brutes you are 

                       Gittyup bitches!Gittyup!  AMEN.

1704,  Twosday,  1  11. 22

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KDS5K9azSRw

pull-quote 

           “Studies in the 1940s showed that 75% of Americans reported ‘rarely’ or ‘never’ seeing any color in their dreams.”

BULLSHIT his hypnopompic hypnagogic states were slatheredbathedbuttered in hyper-- quiet colour  or not

some fella Sam Enright runs an on-line publication Fitzwilliam agreed with him 

                                                                               “There’s no plausible way that the small proportion of time people spent watching visual media could radically change dreams about the things we see in colour every day. Rather, people don’t know whether they dream in colour. his underline”

. . . we see in colour every day 

                                  our everyday sight is the lush palette we work from which informs us or ought to inform us Yes OUGHT  he wasnt giving any wiggleroom  Houdini would have dieddrowned clasped in his OUGHT chains and bracelets 

OUGHT to be informed not informedFORMED by monetising pixelated flat-screen farces who vie to enforce their/ITs

realities upon us 

  NO  not cunt social media

bout1300,  Twosday,  1  11. 22 

https://commonplacefacts.com/2020/06/03/the-colorful-connection-between-television-and-black-and-white-dreams/ 

https://www.lesswrong.com/posts/3JfhAiDpu8XD5AgrE/before-colour-tv-people-dreamed-in-black-and-white

Ohbrutha  yet another pull-quote 

                                   sometimes when he steps in it he brings it right insmears the carpet awful footprints  cats look at him like he has two heads  Jesus man, couldn’t have checked your shoes before you came in?COULDN’T smell that? 

             No I coudnt smell tha Im up herenose is up here feet are way down there

What a pitiful excuse for a human being.

since he watered an fed them he thought theyd be more guardedless likely to mouth off

reading his mind You don’t hold your tongue, why should we?

no argument there 

                   short thrift was his middle name  they had him dead to rights 

the antagonising pull-quote was “We invent veterinary drugs specifically to kill pets, in some instances, (but) we don’t design drugs to kill people.”OHYES WE DO 

                                              Can you say compounding pharmacies

states execute condemned inmatesOHYES WE DO

terribly funny  we provide our pets mercy we wont allowed ourselves

                                                                          Turning off the TV IM DONE WATCHING

some argue it is committing suicide  the religious who HAVE to put their thumbs on every fucking butchers scale 

Whose Life is it 

sidle up to the bar

Name your poison, partner.

Funny you should put it that way barkeep   Cyanide Put a head on it

Coming right up . butya gotta pay in advance . . can’t open a tab.

   Sharp cookie

 1527,  Twosday,  1  11. 22

https://www.npr.org/sections/health-shots/2021/03/09/975175847/inside-the-fight-for-the-right-to-die-logistical-and-ethical-challenges 

   was he reaching 

                          it occurred to him he was

think when you take solace or assurance   from a film 

                                                           she said  I realised I’ve never been lonely before.

he said Welcome to the planet.

                                   It’s possible he’s working his way here, right?

Or he just stopped calling. Stopped being interested.

Impossible, he’s just stuck somewhere without reception . .

. . For a month?

   Yes.  Why not?

its not implausible

Art imitates Life

his brother was serving in the Marines overseas Japan  he had a very beautiful girl inside and out waiting at home waiting on his return they exchanged letters as hot and heavy as post can be 

                                                                                  threefour letters a week for weeks

then he didnt receive anything for a week

he kept writing

then another week

he kept writing

another onetwo weeks

   he lost his shit and wrote her a scathing letter what is a Dear John letter called when it is written to a woman

his leave finally came through

she reached outcalled him left a message with their mother 

he called her back

they arranged to meet at the housetheir parents home she remembered Like I could forget.  she said

she told him how excited she was to read all his letters when she got out of the hospital

she almost died 

                     You wrote me and told me exactly what you thought of me. 

I didn’t know.

We promised each other.

 

his brother started to cry 

                          he remembered seeing them through the front window where it looked onto the front porch where they sat

where his brother introduced them

he watched his brother cry 

watched her cry 

                   then she heaved herself to her feet  crossed to where his brother sat and stood for a minute with her hand gently on top of his head  

then she left

walked down to the street curb where she parked

she got into the car and drove away          

didnt look back

 

 

   YES.  WHY NOT?

2126,  Sunday,  30  10. 22

2053,  Monday – Happy Halloween!  31  10. 22

Edison Lighthouse  Love Grows (Where My Rosemary Goes)  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TgC_cdvcDAA 

WARNING  Sexual content

                              This film contains scenes unsuitable for children GENERATION Z  Wanna give him a breakthey cut their teeth on internet porn

 

      Sexual content   What is that 

                                       hed been sucked into onetoomany films guaranteeing sexual content to see sexual content that didnt show 

                         he wasnt titillateddidnt toss humoured looks around the slatebluecoloured theatre for audience members being uncomfortable unnerved blushing  realising they were in public looking at a penis on the big screen

he didnt say a big penis on the big screen 

What is sexual content 

                         it seemed to run in Justice Potter Stewarts circle  his spectacular nondefinition of obscenity

“I know it when I see it.” 

                          hed like to know who the hell saw sexual content in any of those unsatisfying films he watched he paid hardearned money to see 

                                      LET  DOWN like opening a Chinese fortune cookie and no  damn   fortune

 

finally at long last although he didnt see it in the theatre  Blonde on Netflix

  afterwards  saying that he had he had to defend Marilyn MonroeJESUS H CHRIST  he was wellgrounded in her life had read the nonfiction the fiction  he had to remind the Ignorant who were not as steeped as he that Blonde was an artistic endeavor  not a biography

LAWD Awmighty  Sexual content 

2120,  Sunday,  30  10. 22

1223,  Monday -- HAPPY HALLOWEEN!  31  10. 22

https://www.independent.co.uk/arts-entertainment/films/news/blonde-netflix-marilyn-monroe-reactions-b2177834.html 

  ghoulish  a bit perhapsbut tis the Season   Happy Halloween

it occurred to him that during this past weekseven days he knew of as many birthdays as deathdays of family and friends 

         six birthdays seven deathdays

Why would you know that?

he exhaledtried hard but not too hard  Thawas a stupid question

immediately a burr was under his saddleofcourse it was 

                                                              he meant it to be

Well excuse me all to hell.

he let his child out to playrun barefoot through the cool grassacross the slick autumn leaves 

                                                                                               No  Theres no excuse for you

You suddenly an adolescent?

In this momentyah Ya don think thawas a stupid question  Take a breath an think  then open your mouth 

Why woud I know tha

You woud not

                 Unlike me you do not affix events to daysya didnt realise it was Halloween

immediatelyhe nodded in agreement

                                        You’re right . .

. . I am

           So  thinking about it    Why woud I know tha

Because you lived through themcelebrated them . . mourned them

Yes

You have a terribly long memory.

  Yes 

         There is much life in long memories if we choose to keep them

I do not. 

  No 

        You do not  Ill remember you

he stammered asif he was shot  You’ll remember me?

I will  Ill have to 

                       Because you wont remember me

That’s a terrible thing to say.

Forgetting Halloween today is terrible

1254,  Monday,  31  10. 22

Michael Jackson  Thriller  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sOnqjkJTMaA

how did that happenwhered it come from

hed been wondering for weeks

an explanation didnt reveal itselfdint  unfurl

his H had changedhe printed in capitals 

                                         roundingright at the bottom of the strike turnedup ranback through it hafway roundedright over top then descended paralleling it 

                                                           cursive print

 

his A changed a skosh though nothing as radical as H

he suspects hell ponder it for weeksmonths to come

he didnt get return letters they called instead 

                                                 What’s with your Hs? they asked  You okay?

Im fine Thank you for asking

They're real strange looking.  another said It looks like they're held together by spider silk.

I suppose  I have no idea

 

H was the first letter of his girlfriends name food for thought 

                                                                 A thought he wasnt thinking

missive to self  this questioning prompted itself when he wrote charred trees

it occurred to him it ought to be a pensee

title subject  two syllables 

charred trees

description  in four syllables

etched in charcoal

action  seven

disintegrating ashes

setting  eight

cant see the forest for the trees

final thought  six syllables

charred trees charred trees charred trees   (epizeuxis) 

                                                               chary  charry    no charity 

if trees had their choice they would rather Mankinde burned down

0833,  Thursday,  8  9. 22

1252,  Sunday,  30  10. 22

Nadja  Fruiting Bodies  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tWBC2qdJRbI

sometimes he just had to be goofy NO nono  not goofynot that I’m cumming! face  It is so  If I wasnt cumming too Id laugh 

    JUST GOOFY 

it struck precisely at 9:13 AMWednesday  MEN’S room  Waterfront Pavilion

he was happily struck that the urinals were not partitioned 

over the years apparently guys have grown shyDon’t look at my dick.  Why woud I look at your dick I got one of my own 

      Fucking guys 

he played sports through college lots of locker rooms lots of showers lots of naked guys if he could have showered with the women it would have been his first option

                                                 stalls  no urinals however he thought itd be a kick to mount one urinal in every WOMEN’S rooms just for the goofyfuck of it 

                                                    but he digressed

this MEN’S room had three urinalsthey were immediately to his right when he walked inhe HARHARed caught his breath HARHARHARed sucked in fresh urinalcake deodorised air HARHARHAR  wiped tears from his eyes 

                                                                                                        from right to left

babybear height urinal bigger brotherbear height Daddybear height 

he sidled up because it humoured him eversomuch more to Daddybears and actually had to stand tippytoed to piss down into it not into his shoes 

                          JUST FUCKIN GOOFY

finis 1041,  Sunday,  30  10. 22

Goofy  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O_xyGrOmhXg

he gulped loudlyheard his inner Mariachis gulp 

                                                    SheshJesus

breathtaking she had to know

                                 she was a long Russian accent dressed in risque blacklatex  eyemask   Veronica Lake long  Lauren Bacall long

she walked right up to him bold as brass 

                                            Come meester . . you must tell mehow you say . . ahyes . . it is . tell me how I can blow your mind.

I  thank you I woudnt want my mind blown

Den . . I blow can whaever you like.

several Mariachis went over in a dead faint they were safe  bone honeycombed soft gray matter scattered everywhere 

                                                                                                                             Comon gang

pull yourselves together

We negotiating

Negotiating?

  One who makes give an takes  a horse trader

Horse . . trader.

                 You  did say horseDo not offend me . my English not so good but my brain fine.

Okay excuse me  Its been established

It is this thing . . Hollyween . thas not correct.

No  Incorrect  Though easy to confuse Hollywood with Halloween 

                                                                         It is Halloween

Yes . Halloween . thank you.  I dress.

Yahave 

         May I guess who you dressed as

Yasure you guess. 

                    I guess you guess wrongdo not know.

Shall we make it interesting?

Make interesting. What you mean?

Put something on it  A bet  You know bet

Money? 

No

     Something else

What else?

Say I guess   You take off your mask so I can see you better

Anyou?

        What bet is you make for me?

I will buy you two drinks this evening

I win drinks you win mask.

Yes  We bet good bet

I think this fun is fair.

Good

What you guess?to make interesting.

Veronica Lake

good thing she was wearing the mask  without it her eyesmay have popped out of her skull 

                                                                                                 Unbelievable . how you know? 

Yare her spitting image Only other guess woud have been Jessica Rabbit but shes a redhead

I no know Jessica Rabbit.

Its a compliment too 

Veronica Lake’s spitting image?

Look  build  EXACTLY like her

I did not think no one know.

Trick or Treat

                  The mask  please

icyblue eyes

they were related

blues eyes have the same distant ancestor

she didnt need to know if she didnt

wasnt trotting nowhere near incest

 

her come on was clever 

                         obfuscation  her brain fine

   

man he loved Halloween

0900,  Thursday,  27  10. 22

1306,  Saturday,  29  10. 22