she telephoned

it was late

no matter

hed talk whenever she wanted

she was drunk

he didnt mind

Aww . . you really don’t mind?

Ahnah love whenever you want to talk . .

. . I do

I don mind

           Unfortunately  Im here an yare there

Unfortunately.

                  You moved away.

   Yes

But you said since you were young you weren’t going to live here.

   Yes

         An I knew then Id miss you every day  Im happy you called 

Really?

he chuckled  Yes I am very happy you called . .

. . You don’t mind?

Not ever

          Whas up baby

Baby . . . I love you call me baby . no one else does.

Yare my baby

               Ever since I laid eyes on you when Mom and Dad brought you home  You were a beautiful baby curly auburn hair rosysuch rosy cheeks

I’m not so beautiful anymore.

                                she wasnt fishing  seven years battle cancer takes its toll

Yare beautiful inside an out love

                                 Nothing  nothing coud make me think otherwise  I love you

You better.

You bet

    You better . you bet . . ah The Who.

A favorite

When we were kids.

Were still kids

Still  ?

Still love Forever 

1346,  ReggaeFriday,  22  7. 22

0907,  Saturday,  23  7. 22

Marvin Gaye  Mercy Mercy Me  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=efiDnHS3fzk

The Who  You Better You Bet  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UCfO9zClQ8I

he was on a roll

                without tryingwhatever caught his eye he watched six foreign films in a row this evening hed watch The Secret in Their Eyes a Spanish film   seven

they were from allround the world

he noticed

it tickled him

no matter the country

traffic lights

Green means Go

Red means Stop

 No means No

                Yes

2003,  Thursday,  21  7. 22

0944,  Saturday,  23  7. 22

Y’Akoto  Y’Akoto’s Babyblues  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LwGHiG-7CfI

Isn’t it about time you got a new car?

hed heard that shit before he slipped on his blanched disinterested puss  A new car if he wore glasses hedve slipped them down his nose too  They arent making a car I want 

I want transportation nahfuckin bells and whistles A key to insert in the doors trunk ignition Ill concede the luxury of power windows an locks

You’re not serious; they don’t make cars like that.

No they don an why I dig mine  PointA to pointB an back baby

How many miles you got on it . .

. . Her

Her?  On her?

Diggers gone threehunredfiftysixthousand miles

his head bobbed  She was made last century.

  I was made last century

                              You were made last century

You have to be a pain in the ass.

I didnt start this conversation

                                Do me a favor when they build one that takes a key an has bumpers separate from its body talk to me

1459,  Thursday,  3  2. 22

1515,  Thursday,  21  7. 22  

Enemies of the People in the States

Tha gets battedbout like a kittens catnip toy

it depends upon ones side

                          the countrys cutupfaceted like an mediocre diamond one coud pay a lot of money for it if they didnt do their homework  he knew whathawas from his schooling had homework since First Grade

Bush the Youngers GWOT Global War on Terror  which had nothing to do with Iraq

Obamas Kill List which had something to do with American citizens their extrajudicial executions its chilling effect

the Former the Fake News Media the exception FOX remains the enemy of the people

he believed during the 2014--2015 runup to the Presidential election that for-profit media was the enemy of the state  they couldnt resist making gobs of moneyresisted being the Fourth Estate

theres advertisement

                       then theres avertisement he believed they excelled at it  which they also excelled at after September 11 

                today it pretends that there are two political parties in States

                                                                                  Everybody  get yer ya--yas out

1450,  Thursday,  3  2. 22

1309,  ReggaeFriday,  22  7. 22

https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2151659/Barack-Obamas-kill-list-Terror-targets-president-wants-wipe-revealed.html

https://www.businessinsider.com/history-of-president-trumps-phrase-an-enemy-of-the-people-2017-2

Rolling Stones  Jumpin’ Jack Flash  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hdlVfuaKwRI

         numbers

                                    numb-ers

the world population

1918 – 1.5B

              an estimated 50M died from the Spanish influenza of 103.7M Americans 675,000 died

1945 -- 2.3B

              an estimated European/Soviet Union population  359M   6M Jews were exterminated

2022 – 8.3B

              US population 329.5M   Trump virus  1,051,235 deaths and rising to be on par with the 1918 epidemic  2,141,750 deaths  49.08% of the way there

                                                 he wished it would stop

Eventually.

                Isnt thawha Former said

1441,  Thursday,  3  2. 22

1222, ReggaeFriday,  22  7. 22

https://www.marshallindependent.com/opinion/local-columns/2021/03/our-1918-pandemic-the-numbers-then-and-now/

https://www.worldometers.info/coronavirus/country/us/ 

https://www.factcheck.org/2020/05/trump-baselessly-claims-coronavirus-will-go-away-without-vaccine/

https://www.rollingstone.com/politics/politics-news/trump-said-the-coronavirus-would-go-away-1054585/

   You can shaddup now   said he held his lower lip between his teeth

I can shaddup? Shaddup.  That’s rud . .

. . No its not

             Please     he wasnt beggin if he didnt shaddup quick then hed beg

Shaddup. That’s rude.

You been listening to yourself or talking incessantly you donave to pay attention to whayaresayin

Me? he shrugged his shoulders

                                  You remarked back to Iraq sounds like back to the rack . that's shit.

Bravo ya heard me anya coud recall it  Bellissimo

                                                        I asked if you listen to yourself

What?  he was irritated

Yare the sports freakright I hardly ever bring up sports in conversation occasionally football

I wouldn’t say freak.

NO You watch television yawatch have to watchgo home to catch basketball games yawatch football tennis baseball

the wide blue skies of golf 

                             Qualifies freak . .

. . Lotsa guys do.

Lotsa freaks

Because you don watch sportshell . you don’t even watch TV.

I do not

his head rattled  That’s freakish.

I didnt bring freak up for the purpose of defining it My point  not necessarily an obsession but howbout this  yare a sports enthusiast  freak

I’m a sports enthusiast.

You are anyare high  Im askin you to shut your mouth because yare messin with your status  Im tryin to save you from yourself

Status?

Takin a tumble off your pedestal

Pedestal?

he was tempted to play with him pederast pet an ass pudpuller decided against it  what hed reveal would frost his fanny plenty enough

                       Yes I think youd contend yare knowledgeable about sports players standings boring

It’s not boring sports are exciting, and yes, I am knowledgeable. he sniffed

Which I acknowledge an why I want ya to shaddup  Im not a fan yare killin me Yare a tad too high to be talkinyare talkin nonsense

Nonsense?

Yes Ill say then youll shaddup    Deal

You say and I’ll think about it.

The San Diego Pedros The Pittsburgh Packers

Deal.

1429,  Sunday,  30  1. 22

1036,  Thursday,  21  7. 22

she left

she left him a note

he didnt read it

its laying on the floor beside the bed where it fell when he climbed in to go to sleep

he didnt need to read it

he didnt want to know her reasons her excuses

she was gone

actions speak louder than words

words didnt matter

she was gone

2125,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  20  7. 22

2329,  Day-between-Two-Ts

Marvin Gaye  Let's Get It On  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x6QZn9xiuOE

Elyse3

Dammit off the top of his head he couldnt remember 1 or 2  someconfidence 1 was   Nah noconfidence   he didntcouldnt remember

                         itd come to him if he called it   eventually 

Elyse3

        she had to godidnt have time to elaboratetold him he was being held up for his sensuous temperament

Held up

Example.

Who

No idea, he was texting someone, needed help spelling temperament.

Where was I

Took a phone call.

My daughter

At the bar?

Yeah

Then yes. Sorry, I gotta go, wanted to keep you apprised. she hugged him and left

left him holding a bag sensuous temperament   worse things to be called but he thought itd be said to him first before heading out into the ether

he remembered him calling him a positive deviant positive deviance was more like it  sensuous temperament must be reading another selfhelp bookflipping through an on-line article 9 Simple Things That She’ll Find Sexy he was sitting apart feverishly tapping the keys of his iPhone

he walked over tapped him on the shoulder as he passed behind him 

                                                                         Im off catchup with ya later 

he didnt lookup Gotta go?

Gotta go

Later man.

a cellphone is better than blinders myopic magnified   ignorance bliss

walkinbout halfway home he whistled then blustered Here Elyse1 comere girl   Comere began pondering 

                                                                                                                  eventually

1511,  Sunday,  30  1. 22

1431,  Thursday,  21  7. 22

    sensory

              all circuits sprung gaping 

sensuallyelectric 

                  simmering seething

sensuous

Ive a sensuous temperament

I don’t know what that is?

erogenous

   erotic eerilyerotic

      seams busting circuits searedscreaming at the top of their lungs

                                                                                                           Breathe

Yamay have forgotten  Have you forgotten

Forgotten? I don’t think one forgets what they didn’t havemay not have had.

When you were a little boy

Little boys aren’t sensu . .

. . They certainly are

Then let me sayyou'll let me say . . . I wasn’t.

Do you think sensuality is a slight  mars   masculinity

I’m saying I wasn’t.

 

  Pity

            evidently he didnt lay on freshcut grass in the sunshine play in a pile of raked autumn leaves skinnydip in a lake swimming pool river climb a tall tree eat cold slices of watermelon on a hot blue day gaze at clouds smile at their inhabitants  nap outdoors   look up a pretty girls skirt

1426,  Sunday,  30  1. 22

0915,  Thursday,  21  7. 22

Marvin Gaye  Right On  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XTCqgk7bfkc 

kid

Yareally wanna follow my lead

Yathink I cant keep up

I didnt ask tha did I

You counsel or something

You know better than tha

I do me mine ours  wes know better

Im cool yawanna voyage with me happy to have company 

                                                              Once we head out keep the mouth shut I have a hard time telling youse apart so Ive no idea if youve been along before

Ive not

I appreciate tha thanks for saying so

Yah

Any idea how this works

Ifya know I shoud

How long ya been around

I don know

             Shoudnt you know

Ive not seen your number gathered in one place at one time lots come an go as I understand a pretty furtive lot more likely I catchya out the corner of my eye can discriminate one or several but nothing beyond ifa crowd gathers But yare correct majority knows if I know Also gotta spose if its interests them

                                                                             I aint always innarestin

Well let the chips fall where they may

I like ya kid

Obviously I like you Daddio

Awright  Lets go 

                     Sensuous 

Sensuous

Take it in Yaneednt repeat

Right

Sexual tension

Sensual tension

Consensual

Cuntsensual

Carnal

Fleshy

Unchaste

Lewd

Say

Yah

You smell pussy on my face

Ya smell cum on my breath

thabrought a huge grin cross his face  Yare awright kid yare awright  ya follow

moving out of the corner of his eye the kid smiled real big

suntime,  Sunday,  30  1. 22

1354,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  20  7. 22

You got to be kidding me. his overt surprise alarm pressed credulity   but he raised sons

he raised daughters Why woud I kid you My daughters were born oldtheir tablets scribbled all over

Tablets? he kept this up he might pop a testicle

  Yes  Yaknow tabula rasa

bugeyed

Yaknow yah

  I gotta think, I’m having a hard time thinking given your assert . .

. . Fact Not an assertion

I would define it as an assert . . 

. . Not yours to define  not someone who times has trouble finding his ass with both hands

You going to keep talking over . .

. . When ya don know whayare talkingbout yes

                                                   You didnt have to match wits with your boys My girlstheir mother sharp cookies take it as gospel Don question me or think otherwise My girls were are spooky smart anwhy I say they raised me

A fullgrown man?

We aint never fullgrown not ever ya yahoo

                                              An quit with the raised voice yare gonna hurt yourself if yaint careful

You might have something there.

  I do

       Take my word for it

ChaCha.

Yes ChaCha

Our Polish ChaCha, aunt . .

. . My little girl yes

You’re convinced . . calling ChaCha cognizant at four years old?

She tested off the charts before starting school The district wanted to know what preschool she attended how long

Boys went to preschool.

How did they test

Average, they’re average boys, girls always test well young.

ChaCha was superiorshe was cognizant

So you say, did you tout the preschool you sent her to?

She didnt go

             She had her mother her big sister and me teaching her She was reading primers before she went to kindergarten her library almost as big as her sisters

They were three years apart?

Yes Big sister adored her little sister because she was never a little sister

                                                                             Cognizant at four  Had to be fortunate and terrible at once  But her Maw and I never babytalked either girlHELL ChaCha was verging on creating her own language that only she and her sister knew Bugged the shit out of us We made her sister leave the room to force ChaCha to communicate with us

                                  Thawas a trip Kid was a bit walleyed too Outgrew it I figured it helped her see more of the worldsee it differently than we were  She was on fire

You understand your boys made it easy on you

Yeah.  I can’t say today they’re cognizant, or more than me.

  Oh Shit

          My sympathies

suntime,  Sunday,  30  1. 22

1239,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  20  7. 22

 

  Alice 

he knew her tangentially  he referred to it as tangentlyloved playing around with the language that incensed her not really friends but farmore than acquaintances 

their incommon acerbically they saw eye to eye on more things than they didnt

their cool difference humourously Alice did not appreciate that when they met he hummed Elton Johns All the Young Girls Love Alice   

                  she had not heard the song before

he introduced her 

she sneered

Stop Alice you were the girls Gym teacher for years . .

. . PE, Physical Education instructor!

Gym

Someone had to do it . .

. . Anya got fingered

                      he said it as a matter of fact straightfaced 

she eyeballed him like a hawk

he smirked

You’re not funny.

Was tha funnyI think not

                               then the laughter blew out of him

she wasnt a stick in the mud though she laughed too

                                                           Fingered . .

. . Thaswha I said . .

. . You are vile. she mirrored his smirk which looked absolutely fantastic on her . .

. . Vile Who the hell has vile as party to their vocabulary

  Me.  I was also an English teacher.

I read your college transcripts English secondmost not referred then as a minor your degree was in Home Economics Home EC

            Then a librarian                                                          

The librarian, the only high school librarian for years, had to really take my game up a notch.

Which you did an excelled

she smiled

their stringent unbreakable commonality Literacy  Books

they were terribly disappointed how reading had fallen off better than half the countrys adults were unable to read at a sixth grade level

We’re doomed.  Alice sighed

Im doomed Ill be here longer than you Youre days were generouslyfor the most part  in the sun

                                                                                                      Ill have to watch it set

You're always so damn frank, Joe.

You know wha I meanunderstand me Id prefer you at my shoulder throwing a long shadow with me

That you’ll be throwing it with a book in your hand makes me smile.

her smile was odd broken  muscular dystrophy affectstwists more than the body

nonetheless he loved it  like a precious duck with a broken bill and came fast to her face when she was tickled

it always made him smile an laugh

You’re laughing at me.

Yes Your smile is priceless

Alice took it with her

she broke his heart when she died as they joked she would

0057,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  20  7. 22

0950,  Day-between-Two-Ts

Elton John  All the Young Girls Love Alice  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hQBoetp2GRQ 

Literacy  https://www.forbes.com/sites/michaeltnietzel/2020/09/09/low-literacy-levels-among-us-adults-could-be-costing-the-economy-22-trillion-a-year/?sh=60ee79dd4c90 

Alices Celebration of Life last night

   Sso  the Secret Service SS insisst that despite four attempts by the OIG one week prior to SSs devise-replacement program to begin twentyfour agents were allowed their own discretion whether to save or delete texts prior to and including January6

he couldnt help but wonder if SS agents didnt assisst in trundlingpacking TOP SECRET files that the former fled to Mar-a-Lago with and had to be retrieved by the National Archives – another violation of the law

these twentyfour agents ought to be placed on unpaid administrative leave to determine their intent

if they are found untrustworthy

let them find work elsewhere outside of government

one doesnt get to sscrew the pooch then stick around with the ssmell of the act hanging on permeating them

2029,  Twosday,  19  7. 22

1141,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  20  7. 22

https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-11029413/National-Archives-asks-Secret-Service-probe-deleted-texts.html

https://www.coloradopolitics.com/secret-service-provided-just-one-text-message-after-request-for-month-s-worth/article_f711558e-ba5f-5075-8542-7df3da27a0df.html 

https://www.npr.org/2022/02/11/1080049326/top-secret-documents-are-recovered-from-trumps-mar-a-lago-residence

Out of the Dodger blue huh

You might say.

  I did

           When was the last time you talked with Elle Dodger blue panties . .

. . I wish you wouldn’t refer to her by tha . .

. . Moniker 

Name.

Stop

      Please no knight in whiteshining armour bit or should you  If memory serves me correct ya havent been in contact with her for fourfive months Its only because baseballs back bane of my existence tha shes reaching out Besides its how I recall her name itstha little trick you tried feedin mefeed yourself  Yare the one swinging in the breeze unable to remember shit Ya remember ha tha connexion  wha OHyeah  connect a name a thought to literally anything you already know I know a lot about panties had a dresserdrawer full of em   I can’t find my panties, you see them anywhere?   I didnt I find them Ill get them back to you  Tha was always a sensational segue to secure their telephone numbers or addresses

                                    I like having breakfast with a gal who isnt wearing panties under her skirt

Made everything tastier   Punany

Oh for Christ's sake.

Christ really  sounds like you missed outdidnt conceive a delightful modus operandi  Too damn bad

                                                                                                           But back to Elle babyblue panties  Whas the word She bragginbout the Dodgers home win streakthe last three pummeling your team

his face twisted  I thought you didn’t follow baseball.

I don I listen to you bitch

I talk baseball?

 Incessantly

                Thas my cross to bear Eventually ya shaddup an I throw out red meat If ball drifts off five minutes Im home free ya forget you were talking it up  

he tilted his head dog listening to a dog whistle

I know ya don remember Thas my job 

                                              Blue panties

I wish you wouldn’t call . . . her . .

. . Elle . .

. . I know! . .

. . Butya didnt say Elle Dodger blue panties 

                                                  Im reminding you 

So you say.

Anyawere going to say

Time for red meat his internal Mariachi band bandito asked

Yes 

Me or you

Ya got something

He changed the other chicks name  abbreviated it 

He didhe does tha  he thinks its clever

                                             Nauh  I donwanna tread that path

Baseball 

Fuck you

I thought it was funny

                                We waitin on him 

Well give him a few more moments I can heard the high squeal tha accompanies accidental offlines disconnects   Hear

heshe shehe listened

                       Awshit  Sure enough

Yes

Time

Been long enough Got something

Yah Abortion tourism

Thas ugly

He probably doesnt know it was vacationing

Yes  Right on

Red enough

 Raw

       Just how we like things

151preferred,  Sunday,  30  1. 22

1250,  Twosday,  19  7. 22

KC and the Sunshine Band  That’s the Way (I Like It)  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yupPvZF6oBw