29.6.22


Do we have to do politics? she whined

Yes Yare lookin at it the wrong way   Politickles
Cute. 
        You going to be longwinded or succinct?                                

I can say so three points before you can cut your toenails

she looked at him kind of peculiar

   Wha

Do my toenails need cutting?
Wha

Did I scratch you last night?

Scratch No nonono
                     Was trying to take up a different spin on how fast I could say butya gotta be listening Thisll frost your fanny 
            he looked at her kind of peculiar
What?

I love frosting your fanny

Ohmygawd, you’re a piece of work. Tell me already.

Cuz yare aching to know

No. So we’ll get onto something else.

You may become embroiled

It’s politics . .
. . Politickles

Whatever. she smiled despite herself  Tickle me.

he smiled
          he coudnt wait to tell her what began roving around in his mind at tickle me
Awright
         This will blow your mindPlease tell me to blow you
Ohmygawd.

Ill blow you afterwardsafter I tickle your fancy This is beginning to read like a menu

Would  you   just.
Yes
     You recall jackass Flynn lied to Justice Former pardoned him

I do because of you.

Yah Ought to be rotting in prison
                                   He testified before the JanuarySix Select Committee  was deposed by Liz Cheney

Dick’s daughter?

Yes Dick Thas a whole other storywha a prick
                                                 Cheney asked him “Do you believe the violence on January Sixth was justified morally?" He took the Fifth so not to incriminate himself

Needless to say taking the Fifth he incriminated himself.
Yah
     Hes a sack of shit  Cheney asks him “Do you believe the violence on January Sixth was justified legally?" He took the Fifth

Again?

Yah
     "General" I don’t know why she referred to him by a rank he has despoiled  "Flynn, do you believe in the peaceful transition of power in the United States of America?" 
He responded "The Fifth."

Jesus.
        He should have stayed in Russia.
Ohshit ya remembered                                    

You braying politickles, how could I forget?

You impress the hell out of me

Thank you. she began undoing her skirt  Now blow me. 

Yes maam

after 1000,  Twosday,  28  6. 22
223preferred,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  29  6. 22

 archaic see no evil hear no evil speak no evil
 
theyre sleepwalking


other than Honorable Ketanji Brown Jacksons confirmation testimony he not heard or witnessed such compelling testimony than that of Dr Christine Blasey Ford and Ms Cassidy Hutchinson
                                                                                     three courageous women

cowardly the red Senate minimised Dr Ford to the countrys detriment  it refused to stand on their hind legs twice to impeach the former yet the House did  thats History                                                                                                                                   they wont be able to ride roughshod over Ms Hutchinson
John Waynes cavalry has no legs

he hopes her oath and testimony sticks in their craw and they choke on it

336preferred,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  29  6. 22
629preferred,  Day-between-Two-Ts


Your list of dealbreakers is mighty pointedharsh . to my thinking . . but I’m curious . . . have you ever taken one down, let one fall?

Whamakes ya ask

he actually rubbed his chin missing hair on his chinnychinchin As I said, it’s severe I don’t have half of what you have . . but I got to thinking that maybe over time somethingone thing fell aside . . maybe you made an exception.

he smiled appreciated that occasionally his wheels turned
                                                             Gotta say ya surprised me Occasionally you reveal a pothole in your brain

Pothole?

Yaint a deep thinker It exhausts you

Come on . .
. . You comon
               You holdup the truth Aint gonna stop now arya

No.   I’ll admit it hurt. he laughed raucously

it was infectious he laughed with him


I’m gonna believe oneonly one has fallen away . . and you made an exception . yes . . you made the exception.

I did  Took me weeks to let it go

Weeks?

Yah I placed her assets up against her minusesshe had very few On a scaleriding a teeter totter minuses pedaled their legs in midair  No way down 
So I let one go
                  To confirm your thinking  I made an exception

She was exceptional?

  Clever  She was Evidently her flaw was apparent only to me my eyes my tastes

 


You going to say?

You have my admission 

You’re killing me.
                   Please I’m begging . . say.

Yare begging

I am begging.

  Beggin    Awright
                                 She had bird legs midthigh up she was outrageous  topped off with a miraculous brain imaginative sharp cut like a honed butchers blade

Bird legs.

Genetic met her three younger sisters  All three    She coudntve done a damn thing about em

So you made an exception?

Really big of mehuh
                     Wha a pig

1619,  Saturday,  25  6. 22
1143,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  29  6. 22


Your grandfatheryour namesake  would not approve of your . . . you.

  Your point


I thought . perhaps . . you’d might consid . .
. . Why

Your grandfathe . .
. . Died when I was a boy

I knew your grandfather when I was a young man, he impressed me. 

Anya believebelieve you can speak for himwha he would think of me
                                                                         Arya that twisted to believe Id listen to you speak for him thirty years after he died  A lot of water significant historyAmerican history has passed under the bridge Possible he wouldnt be the man you remember

You’d embarrass him.
                         He might not be keen.

I doncare who is or isnt keen on me
                                     I don dance like a monkey for family or the tyranny they presume they have over me


We don

he glared but he didnt say anything

Were don he turnedwalked away oblivious of the eyes at the back of his head that may have wished they were gun barrels

1816,  Twosday,  28  6. 22
1008,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  29  6. 22
The Staple Singers  Respect Yourself  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-1pYKdqD1ls

28.6.22


Im tellinya men and womenaside from women being superior to men have significant tastes likenesses
                                                                                                              Although in regards to snuffling pigdomwhich men are unrivaled  but that is basic to the state of the world since humankind dragged its knuckles in primordial earth due to the fact that men physically made women submit  violence is a quick fix an that violence is virtually an has always been one way

I’m not a pig.

You are I am There are levels it is a continuum the good old blackest white to whitest black

I’m not, I refuse to be called a pig.

  Yare a pig  Refuse all ya like to hell an back but theres no changing yare a pig

And still you liken women to men.
                                     So women would be pigs.
Sows Id submit some are
                             But placed on a scale a teeter totter women are up in the air  feet nowhere near the ground

I disagree.

Example

Women are shallow.

Thas not an example

It is.

Sayin it doesnt make it so An example

Awright, women love men in uniform firefighters cops . . or men in business suits, a sort of uniform, that invokes money, power, prestige.

Arya kiddin me 
                 Men love women in uniform naughty librarians Catholic school Japanese school uniforms cheerleaders Dominatrixes   Give me a freakin break


the silence was as eerie as his expression
                                             last time hed seen anything near that was the expression on frogs he pithed for high school biology classes

he recognised inadvertently that he was taking advantage of his buddys confession he didnt want to work that hard

while his outline form would have Roman numeral Main Points capital letters Subordinate points other Subordinate points subsets 1. 2. 3. their subsets a. b. c.  he didnt have an outline
                                                                           he may have just been shooting from the hip thinking he had John Waynes six-shooter that didnt need reloading  hunreds of magic rounds 
                                                                                                     a cinematic hero

cinema is make believe

life aint

2132,  Sunday,  26  6. 22
1601,  Twosday,  28  6. 22
Elton John  The Ballad of Danny Bailey  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F8NKmP-ptfQ


    corpus callosum 
         they were really swinging nowcutting width swathes in their sapiosexuality

corpus callosum
                 a mammalian brain structure a wideband of commissural fibers uniting left and right cerebral hemispheres
sapiosexuality
               sexually attracted to intelligent people he had to correct him Ya mean attracted to intelligent women otherwise youd admit being bisexual which doesnt churn your oar an ofcourse they first had to be sexually attracted by the packagingthe shrinkwrap  skin 
                                 he didnt bring up wideband wouldnt
                                                                         his buddy was a science teacher he did  

but mentioning it in the same breath as sapiosexuality directed himnot unknowingly he had a grasp a shimmer of recognition from reading womens brains the connective tissue wiring their hemispheres was more interconnected than men theyre wired front to back few connections between the sides 
                                                           he also held and admonished him  women are smarterlikely better in everything than men are
which teacher didnt buy
                           but he was a sensitive closeted sexist  he believedwithout a doubt that men were superior they ran everythingdidnt they

Yes he admitted Through coercion through violence throughout history


it was a strange conversation

after 1523,  Monday,  27  6. 22
1219,  Twosday,  28  6. 22
Anything you can do I can do better.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WO23WBji_Z0                       


I think I’m in love.

he eyed her
               Love
she caught his eye
                    Don’t say it like that. You ought to be happy for me I thought you’d be happy for me.

Should I ought to be happy for your heartbreak

     Why do you have to be that way? she sneered like something offensive hit her in the nose

Im not being any way Im a realist  tha I know him ya might pause an wonder why I don consider him a friend
Yare lookinstaring at the bright side which can often blind  Im pointing out theres a flipside to everything The fine print


I am a realis . .
. . Yes normally 
                   So read the fine print under charming glossy advertisement


tension went out of her shoulders a tell he saw it You have something against love?

No  Ya have to change the subject 
                                     Thas a poor ploy  playing defense   Im not tellinya wha to do Im offeringsuggestin Im saying decisions yours I wont be living your life

she flushed  she was angry with him
                                         he appreciated that  thas the cost of being honest with a friend


I think I’m in love.

he chimed I think Im infactuated

You’re being mean.

Im not

You’re being cruel.

No baby if I were mean cruel I woudnt say infactuated Id say I think Im infucktuated
                                                                                           Get your rocks off  Ya don have to be in love

1457,  Sunday,  26  6. 22
0857,  Twosday,  28  6. 22
Collie Buddz  Love is Life  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FHdPRP8ouo8

27.6.22


dealbreakers
               once upon a time they determinedelaborated them  but occasionally another floated down out of the sky like a breast feather shed by a bird in flight or fright or panic


Youll have to excuse me I didnt say then  Im saying now

What didn’t you say?

A dealbrea . .
. . Another dealbreaker?Christ.
                                  Your litany's impossible.
I have a high bar

Too high for my taste.

Stopwoudya youd allow fourfive dealbreakers then question it  One kills it thas the point of a dealbreaker  One 
Beggin aint choosin

he rolled his eyes                                  

Damnright  Yad beg to get close to pussy
                                            Tellinya Next time yare up in Tahoe keep going into Nevada  Id bet yare within a halfhour of paying for it

adamantly  curt  I’m not paying for it.

he punched it up in his smartphone 
                                      My mistake  thirtyfour minutes Twentysevenpointseven miles Bunny Ranch It indicates its pricey How are your negotiating skills  Or woudya rather just beg

Fuck you.

Cant afford me
                   However  as I was sayinother dealbreaker

I said Christ. What?

High maintenance
                    I catch a whiff DOA dead on arrival

What’s high maintenance?

You know

If I knew I wouldn’t ask.

To be direct frank women you date  Which I woudnt
                                                        Between em yave dropped bank on anhave come up sexual bupkis Kiss on the cheek aint sex ya know thayah
Freshscrubbed maybe a touch of eye makeup real comfortable in jeans


So if you catch a whiff of high maintenance, dealbreaker.

Right on bro High bar 
                        Otherwise yave settled
And that’s a crime.
Thas a crime
                 Ya value yourself or you don

1700ish,  Saturday,  25  6. 22
1548,  Monday,  27  2. 22

  his Eye  that wanderintimeslyin Eye sometimes clever fell on a magazine casually tossed on a low library table
another magazine laid on top it partially obscuring the beginning of its title

his Eye declared Pornsite
                          Yasee  Porn site  When did the library begin offering porn 

I thinkya read it wrong

  Me
              You

Fine whadahell  We read it wrong

I read whaya want me to see


I see whaya show me
                         Lets shall we look again   Im pushing aside the magazine straddling it
Yer thinkin porn straddling 
Im not
        Keep peeled

rather he picked it up 

title in question  Dornsife

proven wrong unhappily Eye barked Wha the hells Dornsife

Woudya take a momentslow it down  See A USC publication  College of Letters Arts and Sciences


it fluttered   Boring so fuckin boringboring . . 
                                                  to himself hed agree  his wanderinEye spiced things up and often gave him ideas he wouldnt have had if he hadnt seen what it showed him  it never askedBAM  Yasee wha I see

it was amusing
                 evenif sometimes contentious

1619,  Saturday,  25  6. 22
1355,  Monday,  27  6. 22


in the bathroom now returning to a friend who sat outside waiting for him he thought of a couple questions to ask 

he was considering which to ask first


I have two questions

Going to the bathroom made you think. 
                                          I’d think otherwise, you'd have your hands full.

Youd thinkhuh No
                     Bodily functions gears turn on their own don need my help  An having considered   Ill ask first 
Are you easily influenced Second are you forgiving

  thoughtfully he said    Easily influenced.  And Forgiving.
                                                                   I see your consternation, which to ask first.
Yah

Influenced?  Forgiving?  It’s . . different . flipped around.
                                                                 Did you have anything in mind?
No


I’d say . . I am not easily influ . .
. . Id disagree
              cold water

he turned his head sharply to look at him You’d disagree.

I woud

We'll put a pin in that . . . forgiving.
                                        I am.

Id agree
         Easily influenced you leave room to forgive whoever lead you astray

he saw distaste play on his face

Fact he wasnt trying to be hurtful The girlwhatever her name when you were in your early twenties She returned from Hawaii The next daycouple of days after sex you realisedsaw a doctor you had crabs Yasaid ya hadnt slept around while she was gone  anyou  assumedyou assumed  you gave her crabs
                                                                               Whawas that wasnt virgin birth  Fact     Influenced
You forgave her 

he didnt like hearing that his jaw set 
                                           Answer your questions. 
Answer for me
                  Ya know my answers

Not influenced. Not forgiving.

Correct

Why did you ask?

Because they occurred to me

Did you think you knew my answers?

Yah

Can you think why they occurred to you?

   Yah
          Youll recall our conversation earlier I asked about your buddieswhen you last reached out to them You said you were pretty sure you were the last who communicated it was their turn I said when they occur to you it shouldnt matter who reached out last not tit for tat text em call em  Contact them 
                                                                               The questions occurred to me
You trying to make some kind of statement?

   If I were 
               I wouldnt have asked

1700ish,  Saturday,  26  6. 22
0934,  Monday,  27  6. 22
Collie Buddz  Everything Blessed  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z2x-Khw9zQA 

26.6.22


Awwcrap wha time is it he thoughthe was curious wasnt per usual 
                                                                       he urinated  then stepped across the hall to the studio to look at the hands on the clock 1:15


he woke again took another leak 3:08   Jaysus

again  5:23
              if somebody asked in the morning Sleep good? hed probably knock them out
                                                                                            NO

people who asked had usually slept like babieswere rubbing it in  they deserved a sock on the jaw

I slept like shit you

Oh well sorry not that they werent I slept like a rock

A baby rock

  What?
             What do mean baby rock?
Nothing

it was nights like that that made him ponder exit strategy


He thinking exit again  asked one of his denizens of another
Yeah

Somebody tell himinform him hes got to pass that through us It just aint him at play but all of us Take a head count this is a democratic system

I think he thinks hes a benevolent dictator
NO
         Screw that

Howya stop him

Not me us  How will we stop him

Have we ever stopped him 

   Dammit 
                  Exit strategy Really

Aint the first time

No Its just that its occurring with disturbing frequency

An you know why

shehe heshe nodded their head sorrowfully

    Yes 

Twice  He almost lost his mind twicehe didnt consider us for a moment  Were collateral damage

Were not collateral

In the big scheme of things yah  we are

But we have his ear . .
. . When he cares to listen 
                              We never talked him out of beatings he knew he was going to take

Thats because he throws himself headlong . .
. . Fearlessly

Yes fearlessly
                Aint even bravery

Kneejerk reaction


heshe shehe nodded
                     muttered Fortunately exit strategy aint kneejerk

Until it is Fearlessness gives him that


Its suicide

Its system termination
                             Pulling the plug  

Now youre beginning to scare me

Shouldnt
           Were majority realists
Im not

You are not
             Ya sympathise and pander to his sense of the fantastic

1229,  Saturday,  25  6. 22
Beatles  A Day in the Life  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=53Dh-I0_m5Y