29.4.22


eyes buggedwent side to sidewidened  What are you doing

I did it didnt I

Yadid

Whell shit . .
. . Ya beat yer Maw up for it

  I did
          Relentlessly              

I recall

Drove me nuts

It did 

No idea why I did it  just came out naturally


Yasayin yer Maw couldnt help herself

I didnt say that

Yasaid  naturally

Ya think its natural to write a letter mail it then during a phone call tell someone what you wrote in a letter to them

You said naturally

I did  hmmm

Ya spend a lot of time being thoughtful  mindful 
                                                        Yaslippin

Have to work a little harder is all My fortune is I slipped speaking to Paw

Yes that was fortunate  He didnt remember what he had for lunch
                                                                       Anya always pump him for that
I do

He hasnt mentioned his crossword puzzles in a bit

He hasnt has he

No
    Seems the mystery writer Patterson is consuming his attention

Look at you ya remembered

I remember because you remember
                                    All of us remember because you remember


Ever think I remember because all of you remember ya fortify me

Are you sayin we do

  Hell  Whynot
                 Two headstwenty heads are better than one

Have ya made a head count

I have not

Ever thought to

I have not

Me neither

I take youse asya come
                          Seems through slick unseen sex or asexual budding but like snowflakes no two alike

Callin me a snowflake

I didnt say that did I

  Lemmethink
                    No  yadidnt
Feel better


Yah as a matter of fact I do

Good for all of us Me Rick youse Louies

Looks like the beginning of a beautiful friendship

Has been Yes   Beautiful

0857,  ReggaeFriday,  29  4. 22
1214,  ReggaeFriday


A tactic?

Attack tick

Huh?

Im playingIm in a mood I think I know where yare going with this news over the past couple days concerning former

How do you do that? I didn't gave you a hint, any pretext.

Yadid

I did?How do you mean?

Ya get a look on your face like ya smell bad cheese or got shit in your mouth Formers shit Its a tell just tellinya

Dammit. Dammit. So what do you think?

I like that Greene was the warm up act After her gazpacho Gestapo cable cabal Marshall martial formers lethal fruit tomatoes an bananas an prunes OhMy whose bed did I leave my ruby slippers under kinda fell on its face
                                                                                                                 Rank idiocy atop rank idiocy I wonder if 31 Flavors can build that doubledip tripledip ice cream cone but with all the others on deck might wanna a sundae instead likely a cones gonna topple

he shook his head
                    I did ask.

But to answer your question a tactic
                                       Tactictoe tictactoe Its a game to former Were in a Venn diagram inside the overlap of stupid an scary 
                            Lemme quote historian Timothy Snyder his new afterwords to Bloodlands in paperback Mendacity untruthfulness of a certain scale affects politics over time, making democracy ever so difficult.

Snyder let Hitler take a bow

Hell got Vance running for Senate in Ohios primary with formers blessing after calling him America’s Hitler

Cant make this shit up

2232,  Thursday,  28  4. 22
1317,  ReggaeFriday,  29  4. 22


Sergei lapdog Lavrov Russian Foreign Minister  administering all that is foreign alien and obscene to common sense and fact sezs NATO is ”going to war with Russia through a proxy and arming that proxy . .”

Arms deliveries to Ukraine said proxy invaded brutalised raped by Russian criminals  arms deliveries from NATO countries are a "legitimate target"

Russia at a poker table
                         it knows and understands the mutual defence pact is integral existential to NATOs alliance  which by all appearances seems to be growing larger   

might be Mr Lavrovs balls are tingling because retaliatory attacks have been made inside Russia  more are coming

Russians have proverbs idioms
                                 Cant have your cake and eat it too Chickens come home to roost things come in threes What goes around comes around

Russia withdraw begin rebuilding the destruction its heaped on sovereign Ukraine prepare defences against criminal prosecutions

1004,  ReggaeFriday,  29  4. 22


28.4.22


  riddle
             What are snowflakes?

Have to remember it is a riddle
                              he turned it over and over in his mouth Wha are snowflakes  he languished  thinking

Someone else?Anyone else?

he wasnt intimidated

hed answer in time

he heard voices answerdidnt hear the answers   several answered

You. What are snowflakes?

You he meant him

Im thinking

Time for thinking is ove . .
. . Im thinking

voices he hearddidnt hear earlier murmured
Quiet!
        Boy!

What are snowflakes?

Do you need to repeat it again an again so you don forget
Impertinent . .
. . The question is not a riddl . .
. . I said it was.

You arent to say

the voices heard and unheard started  became birdharsh raucous   scolding
AN WHO ARE YOU

the room went still silent not an clingingecho  no one shifted in their seats  no table chair legs scuffed the hardwood floor
       there were breaths  anticipation   anger dislike

he didnt care


Snowflakes are memories

No two alike

An melted  irretrievable  

Unless one is willing to remember

Appear cold  brittle

Are pliant supple as they relax   melt

Memories
1934,  Thursday,  28  4. 22


I thinkDON’T! preemptively he pointed a finger at him Don’t interrupt please
                                                                                  I think there’s a big difference between men and women, and I think the best place to see it is in  construction, that said, or any job performed out of doors or is physically demanding, jobs that women don’t like, who’d prefer to stay indoors and do things women do or would rather do than work in weather inclimate weather, or where they’d have to shower at the end of the day.

    rather than declare his bitter disagreementhe assumed it evident on his face theyve had this conversation before
so rather than say he served him a dense heavyslice of silent It goes without saying an because he was curious if hed pick up on his aggravation
                          going without saying was becoming somewhat of a maxim with him of recent

Do you disagree?

You must disagree.

I can see it in your face.

   Ah yare not blind Goes without saying
                                            Ofcourse I disagree Ive disagreed with youthis tenet of yours many times before I have a hard time understanding why you continue to badger me or beat this dead horse

We’ll say I’m persistent.
                           a superior look like black mold crept across his face or the look of rot 

Its not flattering patting yourself on the back
                                                Ill reiterate  I believeI don think  I believe men an women are more alike than you think  certainly the realm is narrower than you imagine

I disagree.

Yes you do Your sexist tendencies prevail however they are understandable given your upbringing entitlement The fact of the matter is you value men more than women

That’s not true.

It is You constantly consistently disregard women in favour of men Your repeated argument conveniently omits any historical perspective does not admit women have been coerced denied have suffered have had to endure have had to contend with for thousands of years
                                       Lemme snatch a random year he smiled wryly Lets say Fiftyone after women having had their heads kneeled on since time immemorial  now because young girls have been let up off the ground you thinkya maintain they are uninterestedworse they cant do physical work  Thats ridiculous

I’m not saying they can’t do the work, they don’t want to.

An this is based on your deep knowledge and understanding of women
                                                                            Ill cut you to the quick aside from dating then marrying a women you havent raised girlshad sons  an given your premiseyour tenet had you daughters you would have raised them differently than you raised your boys Thats ignorance speaking  Mebbe ya read something once upon a time and have made it gospel but ya don know
                                                     Anything a boy can do a girl can do an by my experiences thereby valid estimations likely theyd do it better than a boy

No. sounded like a stone dropped in a deep pool of water BLUP  

  Ya don know

I do.

Book learnin
              An experiment if you would since you havent legitimate experience or data suppose boys were held in a facility girls were held in a separate facility and the boys would do what you think girls prefer let them play with dolls sew clothes bake bread likewise the girls would do what you think boys prefer let them play with toy trucks tools Lincoln logs erector sets play army   For thousands of years 
                                                                Whas the end result conclusion as high school science experiments are run  I hope  

That’s a ridiculous experiment.

Its not its been done Thought youd pickup on the hint of thousands of years 
                                                                                 If young boys hadnt a choicehistorically denied choicedenied their innate abilities I believe youd see an end product results  similar to today
                                                                                                           Boys havent been shackledhavent worn the reins anymore than white men have suffered the lash or non-personhood of slavery  of black men and women enslaved in America

  Finis
           Yasee As also earlier in our conversation  common sense aint common

1018preferred – 2218,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  27  4. 22
1720,  Thursday,  28  4. 22
Rage Against the Machine  Wake Up  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZP0imAZSSsI 

27.4.22


seduction

he the poor old thing  didnt grasp it

he wasnt seducedhadnt seduced anyone  hadnt played his cards hadnt manipulated hadnt seen the lights go outdim in their victims eyes as they submitted
                                    submitted to him against their better judgment

not that there was judgment  

that did not matter

    mentors
               menThors Gods   who exercised slyundaunting power over their acolytes and fanatics who were willing to please them  however that may be
                                           Thor  thorn  thorn in their sides

it can be disturbing how things play out when one is unwilling to displease their mentor

conceding to a perceived power

determined irrefutable

determined unquestionable

      thoroughly   onesided
                               in spite an no matter how gorgeous the facets imagined  how theyre cut manufactured womanufactured 
                  indecent  marvelous   watching themselvesseeing themselves in slenderslivered mirrors
committed

inextricable


Ya really donsee how someone is seducedcan be seduced can be enticed to do something they otherwise might not

No.  such a terrible bitter pious expression  it was hard to imagine that piousness  someone who has disavowed faith religion tarot horoscope  Bazooka Joe fortunes
                                                  "Do not ever be content to follow others. You are born to lead, and you must do so without fear of what may happen."
                                                  No I do not.

No I don
          the End an Beginning


So nice to be so sure

2214,  Twosday,  26  4. 22
2356,  Twosday
Traffic  John Barleycorn Must Die  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lYMW24HgGVE


good ol’ Greeney that blonde Neanderthal bombshell  up to her old tricks
                                                                             she said cable  he said cabal
nawhshesays Marshall law  he says martial law


Martial? What’s wrong with that?

Martial She spelled it M A R S H A L L  there was the United States Marshall Plan after World War Two to help stablise European countries in its aftermath
                                      She wasnt encouraging Former to do that     

Nooo. had to love all his Os in no a lingering disbelief  She really tweeted Marshall law? I'd heard about it, though hadn’t read it.

Don take my word for it treat yourself

0952,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  27  4. 22

 

WOULD I LIE TO YOU?  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7C3HYOLJSoM

   Hmm
          Lemme ask are you a Republican
Did President Biden win the 2020 Election or was it fraudulent 
Was January6 an insurrection

Elephants in the room 
                        Who knew the room was that large                                                                                        

Former

estimated 30,000 lies  https://www.independent.co.uk/news/world/americas/us-election-2020/trump-lies-false-presidency-b1790285.html 

McCarthy

https://www.politico.com/news/2022/04/26/kevin-mccarthy-donald-trump-tape-00027986?utm_source=Sailthru&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Sentences%204/27&utm_term=Sentences 

Apparently yare cool with elected liars   an electing them

1544,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  27  4. 22

26.4.22


when Moby said it it puzzled him
                                   he knew what a glockenspiel waspreferred a xylophone preferred wood to metal keys an because he reallyreally liked the way xylophone looked   Agatha he didnt care for the way the name lookeddidnt read Agatha Christiewouldnt date a knockout named Agatha   Agatha did not appeal to him
                                                                                    Moby  phenomenological glockenspiel we are played malleted malleable “by an unseen hand” he repeated Sam Harris Neuroscientist Jimmy Olsen Superman  Harris earned a degree in Neuroscience  didnt practise
                                                           calling Horseshit


“From the perspective of your conscious mind, you are no more responsible for the next thing you think (and therefore do) than you are for the fact that you were born into this world.”  The Moral Landscape  pg104

Michael “Gazzaniga is surely correct to say ‘in neuroscientific terms, no person is more or less responsible than any other for actions.’ Conscious actions arise on the basis of neural events which we are not conscious. (wouldnt date a knockout named Agatha) Whether they are predictable or not, we do not cause our causes.” Ibid, pg217
                                                                                                   . . . we do not cause our causes   Horseshit 
                     Talkbout gettin off scot-free


  phenomenology  study of consciousness and the objects of direct experience 

a philosophical movement founded by German Edmund Husserl

Husserl elaborated critiques of historicism and of psychologism in logic based on analyses of intentionality 

historicism social and kulturell phenomena are determined by history also the tendency to regard historical development as the most basic aspect of human existence

psychologism tendency to interpret events or arguments in subjective terms to exaggerate the relevance of psychological factors Husserl claimed psychologism fails to do justice to the idea that truths are eternal

intentionality the fact of being deliberate or purposive
                                                          wouldnt date a knockout named Agatha
his cause
 
. . . we do not cause our causes


nothing personal Agathas             

Suntime hur  5:11:23,  Saturday,  23  4. 22
1306,  Twosday,  26  4. 22

https://salvomag.typepad.com/blog/2012/01/relativism-in-action.html

25.4.22


R E A L I T Y 
                     the word burgeonedbadgeredbludgeoned his dreams it wasnt spoken  spelled like playing cards turned over one at a time beginning a second time after the r and e were flipped he slapped the remaining cards roughly out of the dealers hand Quit fuckin with me five fell landing faceup i y a t l
                                                                         if it was a game it was his construct it unfolded in his head r e a l i t y 


as he evaporateddistilled towards consciousness hypnopompic fingers plucked him an bit by bit he knifed and cut the word in two real ity  real could stand alone on its two hindlegs ity needed an itsybitsybit of help had the reals l repeatedregurgitated creating lity doubled its t litty slungslang  litty is something exceptional intense fun  litty dope turnt poppin  intoxication
                            real-litty trembled  it saw whawas coming   another volley before he awoke opened his eyes
he resisted that he liked to look at what scribblingsgraffiti may have been thrownsprayedsplayed on the back of his eyelids litty morphed to laity real-laity laitys first definition distinct from clergy  laypeople  second  ordinarypeople  distinct from professionals or experts the protomolecules of mankinde culture society coacervate chimes cant help himself aqueous phase rich in macromolecules proteins nucleic acids formed through liquid-liquid phase separation LLPS Were not in Kansas anymore Dorothy leading to a dense phase in thermodynamic equilibrium protoToto macroToto  definitely not Kansas 
                       much lidscribbling biologist perhaps coacervates cluster that eyematter that sometimes crusted his eyeshad to wipe out of their corners to see clearly ocu-cluster of molecular aggregates in colloidal form bound by membrane mensbrain grows by absorbing molecules from the environment or soup ocu-soup an divides by budding
                                                                                                            maybe lidscribbler had a Joyceanhand

                                      he opened his eyes no crust or crumbles and on the ceiling not obscuring the fan he saw in hardblack letters R E A L L A I T Y 
                                            R E A L L I T T Y didnt make the cut both were viable candidates if he had his druthers they were vacationing he would have sided with R E A L L I T T Y real-intoxicated reelintoxic on his heels


leftie bounded up on the bed

Whas up girl Time to get the show on the road

bomber followed shy leaping up a moment later october leapt onto the window sill
                                                                                      kitkats or coacervates they were hungry  it was TIME to get the show on the road

before getting out of bed he looked up on the ceiling again faded faint REALLAITY  

it was gone when he returned to make the bed

0830,  Thursday,  21  4. 22
1242,  Anielas birthday – Monday,  25  4. 22

24.4.22


he didntNO didnt need to be prompted
                                        last thing he wanted from his eversoclever computer  reminding him of his daughters birthday
                      IT GOES WITHOUT SAYING  OR TO BE REVEALED
they shared the same birth month
                                    he remembered fortythree years ago thinking their baby might be born nearer his birthday two Aries vs. his wifestheir mothers Piscesness  teach her to eat a little humble pie   baby went long    Taurus

she was a gorgeous baby illuminated  infact she was as beautiful as their second daughter at birth was not  their little Gemini looked exactly like he did at birth  and as he aged became handsome so she grew beautiful too  the darker beauty of her sister

   tomorrow
              tomorrow is Anielas birthday     he liked to stay up and send her a text message at exactly 3:25 AM  when she was born  it tickled her pink   it tickled him

he stays awake now until the time she was born to tell herwish her happy birthday to tell her how very grateful he was she was in his lifeshe was their daughter they were her parents
                                                                    his lifetheir lives would have been less if not for her

     he didnt need a prompt from a machine

1200,  Sunday,  24  4. 22

 
   GOT GARGLE?

Moby fledhotfooted it not his cup of tea
                                          he hadnt seen someone run off like that in awhilemaybe since he was a kid on the lunch school playground the bully went after a kid who was a friend kid was fastwasnt courageous  bully wasnt courageous either

he gathered some friends seems to remember they were five they knocked the hell out of the bully after school
                                                                                                                     leaving him in the dirtfetal position standing over him You know us  This is just between us Try an hurt anyone beyond this anwell beat you again

the other guys were worried hed go to his parents or to the school
                                                                     Naw Its settled It was between him an us We aint saying  He wont say either

they didnt he didnt



Moby  Come back   Im kiddin I just love watching the expression come over your face ya freakin homophobe

from a distance
                 I am not!

For someone who pleads hes not ya certainly get squirrelly when boy on boy conversation rears its wideopened mouth deepthroating head

That’s distasteful!

Ya don mind when we talk girl on gir . .
. . That’s different! 
                    he was sauntering back

Not different

It is.

Is not

Is.

Got gargle

  Jesus
         The way you thinkthe shit that comes out of your mouth.

It was funny

You thought so.

  You did too  Before you scurried off like a bipedaling simianoccasional knuckles after the scent of mashed bananas
Admit It was funny

Maybe . . it was.

Fuck you Was


Moby had been carrying on how he couldnt imagine a guy making a play on him an ofcourse his manhood would be besmirched if man found him attractive hit on him  he swang hard right  pugilistic Offended

Yer an idiot Ya acknowledge the complimentThank you Im not interested though  Shouldnt be offended It was meant as a compliment

Yeah? A compliment?  You imagine what's running through their mind?

No You

   I can imagine.
You were sucking his fat cock
JesusChrist!
A threesome
Aw man . . you’re disgusting.
Fat cocks an Christ Period piece Sounds like the makings for a hot porn togas olive oil sandals braidedleather bonds not purely homosexualnot necessarily sadomasochistic spiced up salt an peppered toss in a couple delectable creatures from the other team
                    Im in

      crickets

Yare no fun
             Ya fail to recognise that aside from a consensual zesty homosexual encounter that some young men may have been plied willingly or not with alcohol drugs curiosity   or money
                                                                            Say Sean Conn . .
. . Leave Sean out of this.

Sean Connery  rocked it for years  He was an appealing male . .
. . James Bond.

Among other roles
                   He was comely masculine  Ya wouldntve blow him for a thousand dollarsI would have

his face pinched sucked a lemon

I would  though first would have asked 
                                          GOT GARGLE  or a good Scotch

Suntime,  Saturday,  23  4. 22
354preferred,  Sunday,  24  4. 22