21.12.21

 

  therapy
 
                 didnt work out for people he knew more suicides than saves the remaining were midwater debris floating indiscriminately undetermined  between the shores

these results made him wonder if therapy wasnt a vulgar theory
                                                                     he tagged it theorapey
theorape tempted him but rape doesnt ask consent so he tucked it away in his sock drawer next to girlie magazines to use when people are forced into therapy by the state


damn the river of time since it was impossible to dam 
                                                           he conceded everyone had to take what they got



an irksome howl betrayed this one slice of many years a near-physicalmadness crowdedcrowed till its end
                                                                                                                it had begun so clean bright innocent
                          then fell quickly apart tattered dysfunction like rotting cloth
somehow its warp and weft held an healed
                                                an time humoured ticked on slippedticking ticking ticklingtick by tick away

         joke was on him
Twosday,  16  11. 10
1506,  Twosday,  21  12. 21
Fela Kuti  Shuffering and Shmiling  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y--5IlljO78

the January6 committee ought to use the stick of inherent contempt on Pennsylvanias House Representative Perry who is not conducting himself according to the oath he swore   

“Inherent contempt . . . employed by Congress . . . directly enforce(s) contempt rulings under its own constitutional authority . . . Under inherent contempt proceedings, the House or Senate has its Sergeant-At-Arms, or deputy, take a person into custody for proceedings to be held in Congress.

if Perry were forced to cool his heels in custody until such time he is willing to tell the truth about his actions involvements regarding the insurrection on behalf of the Former

1712,  Twosday,  21  12. 21

Who Will Save Your Soul https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0wBDDAZkNtk  a real jewel


Who would bother


dated Sunday, 6  11. 16  it appeared he jotted down quickly his handwriting was rushed  How to save your soul

Aaah he remembered 2016
                              his handwriting wasnt rushedhe could barely hold a pen
the doc a specialist a rheumatologist called it RA
                                                  which was no fucking help Yah Don know what that is    

doc ogled him like he was from outer space a twoheaded alien bluntly Rheumatoid arthritis

You could have said that doc he was not fond of acronyms
                                                                But I got disagree  The questionnaire we just completedI was watching  you didnt listen to melisten to my answers  ya heard wha ya wanted to hear scored me eleven of thirteen descriptors eight more than I would agree I exhibit   As I told you

the ogle returned
                   I believe I know better than you do, young man.                                                            
I believe you believe you do but you don inhabit my body  You believe I exhibit eleven ailments to three Id agree with you on

ogle went glare

doc ignored himexplained hed provide him a prescription after he went to the hospital to determine baselines for his organs

Baselines 
           he asked the top of the his head because he was notating his file

Excuse me? wasnt listening again off in his own hewed little world

Baselines

Yes. The medication could affect some of your internal organs; not that it necessarily will mind you.

To alleviate my pain an sleeplessness

doc was handing him the referral to the hospital
                                                   To hopefully heal you or create a more comfortable stasis.


Well doc for my sake the sake of my organs Ill figure out how to mitigate my pain without poisoning myself
                                                                                                               Youll excuse me if I don thank you for your time  Your fee ought to be thanks enough

he stood and left the doc squatting on his stool

 

2016 that was a real tough year
                                     he came out the other side with minimal impairment


Who will save your soul
                          Take a good look in the mirror
1147,  Twosday,  21  12. 21

20.12.21


he tried the skiings  water most accessible cross-country downhill
                                                                   didnt do anything for him
hed rather swim canoe rivers streams sail lakes the ocean 

snowshoed


he understood what put him off
                                   skiings elitistness  cultists looking down their nose

I skied Heavenly over Christmas vacation, what did you do?

I went sledding at West Park sometimes he tobogganed at Caldwell or Schiller Woods

West Park. that was always accompanied with a puss That’s nowhere.    

Well man welcome back to Nowhere
                                       Its where you live
they were kids he couldnt be paid to hang out with
                                                        whatever was up their ass made them run funny
they couldnt keep up with him


anYES  moneyed  another name for elitist
                                              moneyed an not-moneyed mix like oil an water
evident since he was young wasnt rocket science
                                                    he tried to give those kids some latitude maybe their parents had been ignoranthadnt explained to their children how fortunate they were



a moneyed buddy SEE one made the cut was going to Tahoe to ski had a family cabin there ofcourse there was
                                                                                                                            You think thats wise

Wise? How do you mean?

How many years has it been since you skied don think its like riding a bicycle

he laughed
           That’s not a false equivalence, well said. Off the top of my head, fifteen years.

So is that smart

Let me put it to you this way, I intend to dominate the moderate slopes. 

that he could say it straightface tickled him
                                              Knock yourself out man
Christ, I hope not.
                  his paleblue eyes brightened in humour
afternoon,  Thursday,  16  12. 21
1227,  Monday,  20  12. 21
Tony Allen  The Same Blood  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mcmEh7BDFoM

 

Falsus in uno falsus in omnibus
                                 Latin  false in one thing false in everything
nothing more need be said
                           although he was curious what the name was of a person who follows a liar


Wikipedia he doesnt often utilise it:
                                   “The Washington Post said in January 2020 that (the Former) had made more than 16,241 false or misleading claims as president, an average of about 14.8 such statements per day. The Toronto Star which said that, as of June 2019, (the Former) had made 5,276 false statements since his inauguration.

A liar is a liar is a liar
                       Shakespeare  Thank you
1449,  Monday,  20  12. 21


Silence  crickets  silence  crickets 
                                            What are you talking about?
Whadon you understand

I don’t understand you.
Like youve understood me 
                              Yare sweet but we don jive
Jive?

Ya dig jive

Relate?

That a girl
            We don relatenot that I wouldnt wish we did    Youll never know

But if you said we would?

Not for me to say
                   A brook exists  I accept it   You should too

So, you’re the rulemaker, the ballbuster?

No
    Im me Yare you  Were not compatible . .
. . Because you say?


Yes
       Takes two to tango We aint dancing

Because you . .
. . Yes   Because me 
                          Because me an no cajoling pleading demanding will change that  Were either in it or were not
Were not   Because I say

You say.

I say


silence  crickets  silence  crickets
2123,  Thursday,  2  12. 21
2314,  Sunday,  19  12. 21

19.12.21

 

Run through the finish run through the finishrun through the finish he always said his lungs were on fire another fifty metres he didnt want to watchclosed his eyes ran as hard as he couldpantingpantingpanting thought Must be there
he was
       he slowed staggered collapsed on the warm beach he closed his eyes again listened to the surf felt its saltbreath sweep his sweating body like a cats tongue

 


footsteps approached

he didnt open his eyes

You made it an just about in the time you said. I came out of the room onto the porch an watched you finish

No garland for my head

No.  I think victory to the victor.
                                  You won the race in your head.

You know me too well babe I did
                                        Your shower nice all refreshed
I am, baby.
                You look overheated.

A touch

I could fan you.

You could
           he rolled over onto his back

she stood over himstraddled his calves an began fanning him with her loose kaftan

Ahh  feels nice babe

I thought it might.

You smell wonderful
                     Don stop

A little more vigorous?

Just a bit I donwanna ruin your refreshment

I can always take another shower.

piqued him
          he opened one eye she was naked under her robe every time she brought her hands up holding fabric he beheld her to her underbreasts
                                 when she brought the folds down he could look up into her face behold her large widespaced eyesmischievous smile

Penny for your thoughts, love.

I gotta pay


No.
     I can read your mind. You look interested. she laugheddidnt cover her mouth

Quite the minx

Flatterer.
            I’m your whore.

breathless again
              huskily We better take this inside
2005,  ReggaeFriday,  10  12. 21
1329,  Sunday,  19  12. 21
Maneskin  I Want To Be Your Slave  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yOb9Xaug35M

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vStU79dfil4

Man, what are you listening to?

A Chilean band called Newen Afrobeat the songs Cantaros Pitchers theyre playing Fela Kutis sound a Nigerian bandleader multi-instrumentalist political activist I dig the cats music played throughout the Sixties an Seventies

Where do you come up with this shit?

Head on a swivel man head on a swivel I listen
                                                     You have trouble listening
he turned his head like a little bird
                                 I have trouble listening?

Yaought to phrase that as a statement rather than a question
Yes
     Sometimes I wonder if you are attention deficient . .
. . Deficit. It’s called attention deficit hyperactivity disorder A-D-H-D . .
. . Man that just rolled off your tongue
                                          Any truth to it
Truth?

Ah Duh Haf Duh  Duh

What are you talking about?

Playing with your acronym

Whatever.

Whawere talking about
                        Were not high so you havent any excuse

You don’t know what we were talking about?

I know
         I asked you

What part?

Any part

You threw me off with your nonsense.

Nonsense

Yes . . your . your . . mumbling.

Speak up yare mumbling

I know this.

No pressure

Saying it is pressure.

Ill shaddup

 

 

Say somethingwould you.

Something

Are you trying to provoke me?

Youll recall I tested ninety-eight percent assertive
                                                     Must assume assertive is provocative


he turned his head like a little bird again
                                        We were talking about music.
Yes
    he motioned with his hands Keep walkingkeep coming forward This way

Black music.

Thats incorrect music is music
                               For that matter its the universal language

Where do you come up with this shit?

Being redundant I listen to you
                                   Hint

You made some weird sound.

Ah Duh Haf Duh  Duh
                        Hint
Just saywould you.

Acronym
            Hint

Ohyeah . . A-D-H-D

Weve arrived at the promised land
                                       Wanna beer
1109,  Sunday,  19  12. 21
reward: Maneskin  Beggin’  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xg72z08aTXY

18.12.21

 

gagging MAGA
               don mistake or misunderstand the pretext of gagging to its sissy definition  quieting the clownsNO its more in line with shoving something in their mouthsdown their throats so they cant breathe
                                                                                              donbe shocked theres utterly nothing shocking about this sentiment hed bet it mirroredexactly their feelings towards him an his politics EXCEPT except theyd use firearms rather than their fistsrather be distant than insideupclose an personal it is personal theyre cowardlytheyd say they werent however theyre hot on the heels of the Former a center ring circus clown whohed bet has never been in a fistfight
                             a wannabe strongman without scars
he wouldnt lead anyone into a fray hes proven that hed rather shake his pompoms an cheer from a safe distance out of the line of fire


watching the film The Stranger he could relate with Edward G Robinsons character who is tracking down a Nazi Franz Kindler the architect of the Final Solution genocide
                                                     “This obscenity must be destroyed.”
                                                                                          donbe shocked again this sentiment resides on the opposite side


Aah  thats nice to be able to hawk an spit that out  it was beginning to choke him
 
combo 1707, ReggaeFriday,  10  12. 21 & 2111,  Saturday  exception 12-11-21
1555, Saturday,  18  12. 21


he found a fragment
                     found that it enticed him enough to try to make something out of it
Yawanna make something of it
                                 a favourite playground taunt  made or taken usually ended up in a fisticuff

he didnt mindhad older brothers
                                  he couldnt avoid boxing in their backyard if he wanted  so he watchedfoughtlearnedgot good quick until they werent keen on calling him out
the undisputed Backyard Champ

they upset their mother constantly 
                                   she was left to putting them back together again  ice on lumps knuckles steak for an eye  on a few occasions stitches  she was good with a needle  probably would have made an excellent corner woman in a ring
         she ministered them  

he was the family wisenheimer  he coined and shared it with his brothers and in the heyday at the dinner table seating themselves theyd tease their parents  call them Mister and Minister

he wouldnt trade one single momentnot one lump or bump black eye broken nose to be raised in another family another environment brothersblood brothers their own little gang if need be
                                                                          eventually their notoriety preceded them

strap in
         might be a wild ride  Whasup Kokomo Joe?  Just got back from a Wild West show.

not strap on
               not guns  they had fists   not strap on    they had cocks

as boys they took their father strop when they crossed him hed go to Hell before hed spoil them 
they grew into strapping young men



funny the alleys a fragment will take a fella
1755,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  15  12. 21
1247,  Saturday,  18  12. 21
Fela Kuti  Alu Jon Jonki Jon  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-vhpCNq-nbQ

17.12.21

 

FOX has been striving to become the state organ the state-run media
                                                                       akin to the Soviet Unions Pravda

perhaps they imagine a Soviet United States of America
                                               SUSA

as his daughters would say  Suck my dick

1834,  ReggaeFriday,  17 12. 21

 

on 2 Sep 2005 Kanye West said “George Bush does not care about black people”  does not care about black people 

on 4 Jan 2021 long after Kanye Wests failed screwball presidential campaign one of his publicistsassociates tried to squeeze Ms Ruby Freeman a Fulton County Georgia election worker to lie that she manipulated ballots

either Kanye West lied or he is not an ethical black man
                                                         Truth or Consequences Will the real Kanye West please stand up

2042,  ReggaeFriday,  17  12. 21

 

seven traitors Mark Meadows Jim Jordan Andy Biggs Paul Gosar Louie Gohmert Mo Brooks Scott Perry swore an oath 

they have defied it

the oath House Representatives swear has not changed since 1966 and is prescribed in Title 5, Section 3331 of the United States Code. It reads:
                               “I, ___ , do solemnly swear (or affirm) that I will support and defend the Constitution of the United States against all enemies, foreign and domestic; that I will bear true faith and allegiance to the same; that I take this obligation freely, without any mental reservation or purpose of evasion, and that I will well and faithfully discharge the duties of the office on which I am about to enter. So help me God.”

1942,  ReggaeFriday,  17  12. 21

they toked before they headed out for a walk an eventually windedround for a coffee at a shop across from the city mall a huge water fountain at its heart

as they sat at a table talking sipping espresso he mentioned how the towns founding fathers knocked the ball out of the park by erecting the fountain it had been one of the things that fascinatedencouraged him to move there
                                                                                                               If something happened to it I would miss it terribly

Really? I haven’t given it much thought. Kind of like a backdrop for me, something of a stage prop.

A stage prop

Yes. You tend to be . what’s the best word . . . attached . yes attached . . to things that often don’t register with me.

A onehunred year old fountain doesnt register

Well, it’s nice certainly, but I haven’t the affection you have, however, this isn’t my home town.

Its not mine either
                     Though perhaps rather its my attraction to old city halls the parks parkways reflecting pools ponds fountains that were planned in conjunction with them  Community  Sense of purpose
                                                                                          Your home town has grand old city buildings but no grounds surrounding themunless yawanna point at the significant parking lots an structures  In a word like your best word  utilitarian

It's the county seat.

Big deal

they paused a moment as a brandspankingnew pickup truck pulled up before them and stopped the occupant cracked the windows sixinches picked up a cellphone made a call then shifted his body in the seat which seemed to suggest he anticipated a long call

Macks county seat remark set off a political discussion the Former looking to pin the wrap on someone cult of celebrity Republicants without a plank nor expressed purpose other than obstructing the president the Democrats agenda the two senators who were holding it up filibuster Real America over hashtag CoVid nineteen
What the hell is that? Mack motioned with his head

he looked Wha

The guy, on the phone, in his truck.

Wha of him

What the hell’s with these guys who leave their truck running while they’re parked; a pet peeve of mine.

His truck isnt running  An I know

What do you mean his truck isn’t running?

I think yare hearing the fountain mistaking it for the truck

No. That’s the truck.
                     he shifted in his chair as if he was going to get up
Gimme a secondmight save ya some embarrassment  he paused and listened hard  as he listened he thought of Macks father who several times told him to speak slowly I can’t listen as quick anymore. made him chuckle then an now
No  Yare wrong  Its definitely the fountain

You’re wrong; I’m gonna put an end to this.
                                              he got up on his hind legs walked out onto the street behind the truck  as he approached his walk took on a stealthy attitude he was listening on the street he continued along the bed and up to the drivers window  it appeared he excused himself  the driver looked at Mack said something into the phone spoke to Mack pausedappeared to excuse himself  and returned to his call
                                                                      Mack stepped backanaway  then returned the way he went

he sat down

took a sip of his espresso


So

Said his truck was off.

So it was the fountain


Apparently.
Wow
         Yare high Ill excuse ya

It sounded like the truc . .
. . It wasntnot even apparently  Apparently   Wha crap

1407,  ReggaeFriday,  10  12. 21
1213,  ReggaeFriday,  17  12. 21
Guanabana Afrobeat Orquesta  a La Mananita https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=njUVxBC8lmk