9.7.18



You get yer hands up baby girl yare an outlaw like me  Right

Yes, grampa.

they highfived

he provoked her he put his hand up

in all fairness -- because he should be -- shes five



his daughter was upset
she was stewing

he could appreciate her anger it wasnt misplaced 

he crossed her

he willingly broke the law

You gonna give me an opportunity to explain myself

Pretty cut an dry, dad.

You think carseats are cut and dry

The law requires them.
The law that made the law says theyre required

No matter, dad. It’s the law.

Its the law that held hands with manufacturers to create a market that didnt exist  Then they put their hands out and profited off their legislation I take issue when laws wrappedup an bowtied pretty are touted rahrahed  sold to people that it was the laws concern for the peoples safetytheir safety  their security 

Politicians are concerned for their security  their safety

The situations are never reciprocal

They think they deserve their dueNOW fuckin short timersshort term thinkers who believe theyre due the whole enchilada that the rest of the country punches timecards dayin dayout the whole of their lives while tryin their damnedest to keep their heads above water endurin new onslaughts the law hurls at em heaves at em throwinem off step throwinem for a loop while bitchinem accusinem that their circumstances are their faults

Progress

When I was growing up there werent seat belts in carsI remember helping your grandfather install them in cars as part of an outreach through the Jaycees a young man organisation an organisation that kicked him out when he turned thirty as were their bylaws as if thirty he wasnt a uoung man any longer or had anything to offer  Horseshit 

Long story short  Laws are made to profit lawmakers

If theres nothing in it for them they aint gonna have it

That’s a dark way of looking at things that save peoples lives.

Enrich people Dont you dare take that out of the equation

Theres money in keeping people alive


Im waiting for the blatant law that outlaws death

Jesus, dad! That’s a terrible way to think.

But you admit Im thinking

Youre always thinking.

I am I think for myself I dont need commentators at the end of a speech to tell me what I just heard a waste of time Then its rethreaded and rethreaded and rethreaded I can appreciate they want you to hear it Once Otherwise its redux like this Fake President uses at his rallies 

I understand. But the girls have to know riding in a car without a carseat is wrong.

You dont think they know that  Theyve been bound every day of their lives  It isnt natural to them if theyre not 

Its something queer to me yet natural to them

Schools ringed in fences rimmed with razorwire  for their safety


Sorry baby Maybe its not queer to you or them but its queer  it offends me
 

0727,  Saturday,  7  7. 18
1301,  Sunday,  8  7. 18

8.7.18



he brought in a couple of heavyhitters Baldwin Dostoyevsky who saw as he saw  saw a very simple premise  which obviously has been passed down through time



What do you mean? his granddaughter asked him 

You got answers I got questions

her expression warped with confusion or was that confusement addled sobriety the confluence of confusion and entertainment
Ohgrampa.

nothing more 

then

Would you excuse me(soo polite)? I’ll be right back. I have to tell Momma something.

Help yourself he replied 

he helped himselfhe always hadhe never asked for permission one doesnt ask permission to flaunt or disrupt the status quowhats deemed acceptable permissible  decent  isnt it a shame that socalled looks a bit like socialed doesnt it socalled decency is prescribed by the majority that which holds itself in esteem and to step away from it deserves ridicule deserves to be despised shamed  so thinskinned   so easily bruised    so effete

he watched his granddaughter go into the house from where they sat on the front porch together enjoying conversation and the refreshment of freshsqueezed chilled oranges

he knew he confused her

he talked straight

Just say what you mean little girldont get caught up in trying to say it nicely or not to mean to hurt someones feeling  Theyll get over it  Theyll get over it as long as your intentions are goodif you meant it constructively  Youve heard of constructive criticism Ill bet  its what teachers do to help you improve  and we all can be improved  There is nothing perfect about human beingstheres really good  but never perfect
I talk straight

No. Not really grampa. You talk she struggled for the word  you talk   funny.

Funny

Like riddles. Funny riddles.  You don’t make sense.


I dont make sense
You don’t.

How dont I make sense

You don’t, that’s all.


Whatever

Huh?

Basically youre giving me whatever  I hate that term  Its dismissive onesided You cant be bothered to complete the argument so Whatever  Were done Over

Grampa, you don’t make sense.

However my little love if you were more patientan youre not youre not a patient person If you were an I know Im asking a lot from you youre only nine  but if you gave what I said some thoughtif you were patient  then Im sure youd see I make a lot of sense when I say You got answers I got questions

Use your imagination


evidently thats all it takes to chase a little girl into the house to her momma

shed be back
she forgot her orange juice



Baldwin said The purpose of art is to lay bare the questions hidden by the answers.

Dostoyevsky We have all the answers. It is the questions we don’t know.


he wasnt original 

few are

however he always sought to use his imagination
                                                    recently he read Claudia Rankines Citizen: An American Lyric who also pulled on Jimmy and Fyodor and as he told his granddaughter Ms Rankine also cited the necessity of imagination

Because White men can’t/police their imagination/Black men are dying


figurin seminal around Saturday, 3  12. 16
0653, Saturday,  7  7. 18
1054, Sunday,  8  7. 18

Kendrick Lamar  God is a Gangsta (Complicated)  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4wZytWFm7x0

7.7.18


Awright   he was wrong

but a mans gotta be able to standup on his hindlegs suck it up admit he was wrong

otherwise he aint a man

he was a man


not saying he was apologisingNoope just saying he was probably wrong
                                                                                        probably


he accused seven dwarfs of being gelded by the Russians snipsnip here an a snipsnip there an a couple of tralalas

that was probably unlikelywho the hell flies to Russia to be gelded by Slavs when one can stay stateside be gelded red white an blue style  America still has its impenetrable bastions and nobody can geld like infuriated White racists inspired by envy OHfuckin envy  no one is more envious in the world

THAT SAID
            he was probably errant  he didnt mind admitting his mischaracterisation

again it was unlikely the senators flew all the way to Russia to be emasculated by the politburo members who received them

likely the reason The Seventhey liked that The Seven it reminded them of shiny pate Yul Brunnerhis Magnificent Seven

in reality they likely went to Russia to attend a primer for Oligarchy 101

they want a significant piece of the global pie too who wouldnt


                                                                             however   theres always Timothy   

2 Timothy 3: 1 – 4: This know also, that in the last days perilous times shall come. / For men shall be lovers of their own selves, covetous, boaters, proud, blasphemers, disobedient, unthankful, unholy, / Without natural affection, trucebreakers, false accusers, incontinent, fierce, despisers of those that are good, / Traitors, heady, highminded, lovers of pleasures more than lovers of God Look at me he yelped Im SessionsIm Sanders



Awshucks   he must have been blinded by his indignation and spite

oligarchy has been honed to a razors edge by relentless selfish Russiansno matter the cost to their people

thats something to aspire to

any opportunistic Tom Dick or Harry or for that matter Richard(Shelby) John(Kennedy) Jerry(Moran) Steve(Daines) Ron(Johnson) John(Thunes) John(Hoeven) thats a lot of Johns let loose among Russias best prostitutes in the World and many of themcuriously are seated on the Senate Committee on Appropriations which has jurisdiction(jurisdicktion) over all US discretionary spending

from Alabama Louisiana Arkansas Montana Wisconsin South Dakota North Dakota Sea to Shining Sea did anyone wonder what these hicks were doing so far far away from home  did their constituencies know   did they care



these dwarfs grieved him

2052, Fourth of July, 2018
0138, Thursday, 5  7. 18


6.7.18


he wokein no small measure assisted by october his perpetually in-heat feral clawing at the walls the screened windows woken from a wavering flamelike dream a ribbon etched with manmade  manmade  manmade a strict font on and on and on and through its sheer fabric to its other side seeing forged metal tools pass flinted arrowheads spearpoints pass handhoed fields felled trees hacked stumps pass
                                                    then with a crisp turn of the wrist manmade upside down trembling then effacing fading then writover upright again a Teutonic twist menschmade  unmenschmade menschmade menschunmade  madeamen  madeamended  madeamen  madeAmen  Amen  ahmen  ahmenmade  Ahmenmade Ahmadmanmade  Ahmadmanmade  menschmade and on and on and on  ludicrous

confused he threw his hands up to his eyes halfbelieving he was blindfolded by film

of course nothing was over themnothing swathed his head

the length ran in his eyesdreamed in them

all he could do was wait  wait for the hypnagogic suggestion or insult to evaporate on its own 


he didnt mind

similar veilsthough typically panoramic played out virtually every day  as if a play acted on a stage or watched on a television or theatre screen  senthe assumed to bemuse and entertain him

he wasnt critical

he accepted what he was given as a matter of course and marveled at his fortunehis ad hoc gifts


Amen ahmen ahmenmade Ahmadmanmade Ahmad?
                                                        the strand winding through his eyes was probably the child or orphan or vagrant of his recent readings Persias Muhammad ibn Musa al-Khwarizmi The House of Wisdom Dār al-ikma where he studied mathematics and astronomy and whose text were shared and delivered to Europe by religious men which helped Western Civilisation drag itself out of the Dark Ages into The Enlightenment or him nipping at the heels of the Fall of the Ottoman Empire atthe First World Wars end or really or what seems the work of activist or political jurists on the Supreme Court who upheld the Fakers Muslim travel ban

any one of the three or all may have been formative to the mischievous unwinding in his eyes 


he wasnt one to judge what his unconscious revealed

such stern currents  if he got into their midst they might easily drag him away

he liked where he was

eyes open

ear to the ground

aware

not ignorant           


0430,  Twosday,  3  7. 18
1149,  Fourth of July,  2018
930 days remaining or less

5.7.18


“In his resignation letter obtained by NPR, (Scott) Pruitt (head of the Environmental Protection Agency) informed (Faker) he was leaving his post ‘effective as of July 6.’ Pruitt also wrote ‘the unrelenting attacks on me personally, my family, are unprecedented and have taken a sizable toll on all of us.’"

Mr. Pruitt fails to delineate his unprecedented unrelenting attacks on the taxpayers billfold or his flagrant disregard of norms common decency public servants should acknowledge and respect

to be fair he was hired and worked for a man who fashions his own despicable kleptocracy

1503,  Thursday,  5  7. 18
930 days remaining or less

4.7.18


SPA  a terminal getaway  in Seattle (SEA)  see?

he couldnt resist strolling over and pricing their menu who better to tap irritated human animals fed off fastfood carousels Kitchen?who needs a kitchen when you have a microwave Greens?remember how your mother made you eat your greens  youre an adult now are you still doing what your mother tells you to do

SPA was keen they knew passengers wanted things straight forth no-nonsense soBAM 1 Hour Massage $85 (because they know you know you have ample time before boarding because you came better than two hours earlier to get through the RIGamarole the sifting of Fadderland oops!my bad Homeland  Homeland Security) its a little steep cheaper at home who gets a massage at home but you always pay more for convenience pray its worth the while 90 Minute Massage $105 twenty bucksHolyChrist! pick up that extra halfhour youre a valueshopper 30 Minutes $55 because maybe the Gate lied to me it is a corporation and corporate looks after itself its bottomline BUYER BEWARE! the Gate lied to me to seat someone else a relative a deadheading flight attendant a pal a fuckbuddy Ill fool em Got to get up early in the morning to fool this bright bird Swedish Massage Deep Tissue Sports Ill get the Sports Massage Im an athlete somewhere inside although that might not be readily apparent but Im in there raring to take the field by force if necessary Prenatal Massage  she said My baby is a boy His name is Luther According to our last ultrasound hes hung like a horse and destined to be a porn star I scribbled that on his rasa tableau  he wasnt going to correct her  tabula rasa she was already suffering hemorrhoids varicose veins and was readying to stress about the IUD she was having placed without her husbands knowledge Luther would be baby number four he works she doesnt a stay-put Mom he leveraged their many arguments he was the moneymaker it was his money her name wasnt on the bank accounts and he said real men didnt wear condoms their religion didnt allow contraceptives  he paid tithe to the Churchnot ten percentbut something  she was stealing from the grocery budget


he was curious



he was tempted  
                 he had halfamind to get his hands on a black Sharpie marker and offer SPA customers a real free Menu item a pop of Dopeamine a vigorous skintingling 5 Minute Massage ending with another POP! a pith   

It is a terminal
                 now maybe Corporate wished they had a kitchen

0720,  Thursday,  28  6. 18
1242,  Monday,  2  7. 18


Aah
     its always nice to travel to get awayget out of Dodge shake things up look at something different leave the weary world behind for a few days  ignore the News 

driving on the outskirts of Pysht Washington unincorporated he read a metal green informational sign along the road LITTER AND IT WILL HURT

nicehuh
         he dug the sentiments

1315,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  27  6. 18  


seven Republican senators Doc Grumpy Happy Sleepy Dopey Bashful and Sneezy and one Republican Representative sat down across from the Russians(after slighted by Putin he didnt have time to see them)  they had nothing to say regarding Russian interference in our 2016 Election and nothing to say about Crimea(OH crymeariver!)

worthless as tits on a bull(though they might like to assume a bulls majesty and virility)

seven senators and one representative emasculated   not a single peep

1436,  Fourth of July,  2018

correction  5  7. 18: Whodathunk  the visiting House member wasnt emasculated  she was spayed shes OKay https://www.thedailybeast.com/gop-senators-to-russian-foreign-minister-we-dont-need-to-be-adversaries







3.7.18



early June a smallalbeit voluptuous young woman stood before him her purse open her wallet tapped and hmmhmmd on the difference remaining to be paid

she turned her huge brown eyes up to him

he halfexpected her to ask him to float her the difference

although he took some relief to finally look her in the eyeslook in her eyes their height differenceher leaning forward pondering her financesher lowcut summer dressher burgeoning cleavage Here let me help you with thatits gotta be killing your back Yesplease if youd take onejust one Im sure Id feel less burdened You have no idea    

his ideas didnt run to the burden ample breasts might present a fit young woman
he had ideasshe gave him ideas
to be sure some of those ideas did seek to remedy her discomfort now that she brought them up and evident and damn near out

How much am I short?

Eight dollars

Eight dollars she said it as if she were confused  I thought I had that and more in my purse earlier tonight.

Well it seems youve given it a thorough going overI cant believe how many pockets your purse hasthats . .
. . Amazing . .
. . Youre stealin my fire . .
. . No. Why else would I have bought it?

Its leather Its handsome Itd look good against whatever you wore dressed up dressed down

It would wouldn’t it? Yes. Though an expensive purse. I bet you wouldn’t buy for a wallet for what I paid for this purse. she stopped abruptlyher shoulders lifting
intuiting he said No ones behind you Your confusion over your missing money is timed perfectly to a lull in the action as it were Take your time take your time  gads  a good friend always said Feast your eyes  she was an artist  though he was confident she didnt envision his circumstance before this banquet


absently Where was I prior? rhetorical

she looked him deep in the eyes Did I say as we went back and forth about Happy Twosday T-W-O-S day, the way you fashion Tuesdays, what I was up to when you also asked, Having a good day?

No You asked rather than answered me and I told you I had a fine morning writing went to the gym took a sauna came to work

I’d love to take a sauna.  

Do you get guest passes?

Whoa Were wandering wide of garnering change Youre really distracting me


I’m distracting?
Youre beautiful but thats another matter Back to the matter at hand I think we can agree youve exhausted your purse

I have I have. Hmm.


Are we at an impasse


Hmm.

Hmm.
AH! she stood uprightsmiling quickly I remember! You’ll never guess.

Are you asking me to guess

No. Because you’d never guess. I know where my change the difference is.


the suspense was killing him


then without aplombas a matter of fact she slipped the fingers of her right hand inside the fabric facetiously hiding her left breast and came away with a fold of one dollars bills she counted out three then retired the fold to its fold There’s three dollars. then she slipped the fingers of her left between the fabric and her right breast and claimed a fold of fivesOH tensOH twenties folded inside a five Here’s a five. That makes eight. somehow he was able to restrain himself and not agree with her that she made a firm eight It is eight, correct?

he caught his breathcleared his throat Excuse me  Yes  It is  Eight  It is

I knew it was somewhere at hand.

It was he laughed to himself

I’m so happy I remembered.

Youll have to excuse me but I havent seen a woman at cash in that manner since my grandmother in the sixties  She died when I was a boy When odd cash was needed in a pinch shed have it safe and secure And warm And scented  Like your bills

Oh, you noticed.

I would I have that history

I saw it as a girl in an old black and white film. I remember thinking if I was welldeveloped, like the dame, I love that, dame, if I became as welldeveloped as she I’d hide money away like that too, for safe keeping.

Well  a handfulpardon the pun was kept safe You usually kept that much cash at ahhmm at hand

Search me.

Dont Im tempted   I might

she smiled  real big
                         maybe her breasts were as big to help offset her smile  her eyes


Now, the sauna . . .

     

early June 2018
1339,  Friday,  29  6. 18
0954,  Monday,  2  7. 18



thinking about the Hatch Act
                              humourously he thought about Reality struggling to hatch from its manufactured egg and finally rearing its head its eyes bright it realeyes the depravity this Fake President perpetrates and espouses day in and day out    

“Kathleen Sebelius violated the Hatch Act for endorsing a candidate during a speech at a Human Rights Campaign event. Sebelius said, ‘I clearly made a mistake. I was not intending to use an official capacity to do a political event.’”

she was not prosecuted likely because she had the balls to admitted she was wrong


yet the Faker unable to contain himself inveighs brays on a taxpayer-supported Twitter account against two female Democratic Senators  Elizabeth Warren and Kamala Harris


.@SenWarren, why are you supporting criminals moving weapons, drugs, and victims across our nation’s borders? You must not know what ICE really does. Here is a link to help you out: https://www.ice.gov/best 

@SenKamalaHarris, why are you supporting the animals of MS-13? You must not know what ICE really does. Here is a link to help you out: https://www.ice.gov/news/releases/ice-removes-salvadoran-ms-13-affiliate-irish-national-manslaughter-conviction 


HEEHAW HEEHAW in perfect pitch his ignorance truly knows no bounds


2021,  Monday,  2  7. 18
1217,  Twosday,  3  7. 18