2.1.18



he was so attunedaware of spider suicides that even in the candleamberlit colour in the shower he could discern their flailing dark bodies moving towards the drain on the fresh run of warming water sprayed by the shower head

their size didnt offput or creep him out though bending quickly to snatch them up he was flummoxedSHOCKED that spiders sought his shower

he mentioned it to others 
                    but apparently they ran their showers without looking or ran them a long time before they entered them and thereby the suicides complete

they had no idea what he was talking about

furthur  they were conflicted why he would save a spider  particularly if it was determined to kill itself


he found that very telling about the particular individual

maybe it was an odd thing to hold against ones character

however he had found over time that minor deficiencies or defects usually lead to larger and more serious ones  and albeit an awkward one were revealed  it was only a matter of time before others manifested themselves

                                                                       thats how he culled the herd


he stooped quickly and scooped a large black spider up inches from the drain

its legs collapsed onto it and he laid the black tangle up on the windowsill to let the water drain offthe shock erode the book lung or trachea clear of water

they usually resuscitated and moved to the wall off the sill before he exited from showering 

hed saved appleseed three times

she was the longest-lived of the spiders that found his bathroom

I cant believe you allow them to build their websthat you dont take them down when you discover them his girlfriend said  it was a point of contention  If you think Im showering in there youre nuts

she had to bring up his nutsdidnt she

he usually allowed her to cool

                            before snatching her off her feet and plunging fullyclothed into the showerstripping her naked as the water heated and disrobing before soaping her up washing her hair delighting in whatever sex play that evolved

she was a good sportshe was a great sport



when he exited the shower he saw the spider hadnt untangledhadnt moved

he didnt think he injured it

he was ginger  adept


it laid in a heap where he set it down


when he finished toweling off and Qtipping his earshe hated that sensationthat aquamute that accompanied showers baths swimming  he was never far from a Qtip if he knew water and immersion were imminent  Whadafuckin boy scout
be prepared  always had condoms  no stranger called him Daddy

then hanging his towel up on a hook on the wall to the right of the windowthe whole time watching the spider for the slightest movement  he sighed   he reasoned he couldnt save them allreasoned there werent many human beings that saved spiders    and drawing near it his sorrow reverted itself his humour smiled and tickled him

he saved a ball of lint 
                  probably the pell from the pairs of thick cotton sweats he wore inside the house rather than firing up the heat to warm it  it was an old house and hemorrhaged air during the summer heat in the winter so he withstood the extremes until the cold extreme forced him  he had a trick knee an artificial shoulder that didnt play nice in the cold

gayly he snatched the moist lintball and tossed it into the toilet

utterly comfortable he wasnt exhibiting a deficiency or defect

evening,  Sunday,  31  12. 17
1616,  Monday,  1  1. 18
Alexandre Desplat  The Creature (The Shape of Water) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HhS1rI6H0dg



Israeli Ruling Party Votes to Annex West Bank and Seize Last Palestinian Lands 

Great!  Jewish mooks taking a Presidential cunt at his word

“This is a historic event that we have been waiting for,” Likud extremist Natan Engelsman told Focus Information Agency.

"If the president of the United States believes Jewrusalem is ours, there is no reason (of course -- no sane reason) why a right-wing party and coalition cannot. It's important for us to show Trump what the ruling party in Israel wants, and since he loves the Jewish people,sooner or later, he will come to the same conclusion," the activist added. 



Happy New Year!

1333,  Twosday,  two  1. 18

1.1.18



a young blackanwhite cat was feeding turkey vultures along the roadside


ya got it right  it was dead


he could have written it differentlybut thats how he perceived it




the ceaseless unperturbed slaughter was tipping him


he found himself imagining ways to create equality between beasts and inhumans 

they were all earthlings but inhumans valued themselves second to none above all other earthlings                                                                  
they enjoyed a terrifying oblivion obsession

a horrifying self entitlement



his breath caught in his throathe shook his head again as he had so many times before
and he crossed the street frightening the vultures off it though that was not his intent  he bought deeply into lifes circle

the kill wasnt old

the young cats body was supple rigor mortis had not set in

eyed by the soaring vultures he picked it up gently and moved it well up onto the sparse brown grass an graveled shoulder  

he set it down gently


no sooner had he crossed road again and walked a short distance the vultures descended and fed



what occurred to him as he walkedwhat delicious accountability climbed into his skull to equalise the cats murder That was accidental  Its not accidental when youre oblivious  he saw clear-as-day that electronic technically-savvy automobiles could self-destruct when they determine they have been an accessory to the killing of a flesh-and-blood animal

itd be standard built into every vehicle  like the inane reversing cameras  because people cant bother to turn their heads and look and see

no amount of money can disable it  aint no senators son aint no fortunate one  Byebye Betty buhbye    

the only money that will affect it is more money to assure and affirm an instantaneous lights-out death  which would thereby also affirm and confer to their victim an instantaneous death  not the twisting agonising death that hed seen happen too many times and stopped doubledback and put the animal out of its misery with a Marine tool bar knife he kept in his glovebox unfortunately expressly for that purpose 

better he had the knife than the brick he wanted to carry to hurl through offending windshields 

there were laws that protected people 


few protected animals



BAH BOOM

he really liked his idea


Sunday afternoon,  31  12. 17
1337,  Monday,  1  1. 18
Creedence Clearwater Revival  Fortunate Son  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ec0XKhAHR5I
Carmen Miranda Chica Chica Boom Chic  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WJbF3qHdwfI