sumptinwasntright

in his chest

he went to the window to look outdoors  the trees   the sky    fast birds       high  a hawk

not right

he groanedset his coffee mug down on the windowsillMuthafucker  just made a fresh pot

Awwhe groanedgrabbed at the window trim  slick  why did they paint it why not leave it oak  varnish

notright

he put his hand flat to the glass cool   cool from the rain earlier

nawhright

raindrops

naw

teardrops

whawas he cryinbout

the sky heaved and rolled up over his toeshis head slapped against the fridge   warm   red   rain   on   the   floor

the coffee maker was on

the glass carafe was hot

the coffee had evaporated 

residue like dust

mould was forming on top of the cold coffee on the windowsill framed in the white wall

1109,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  20 12. 17

Airborne Toxic Event  All I Ever Wanted  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=43IpE8AsmMQ

Wooo  he can take my name

https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2017/dec/20/us-take-names-united-nations-vote-to-reject-jerusalem-recognition

the president can take the UNs rejection to recognise Jerusalem as the capital of Israel  --  were talking apartheid Israel remember  --  personally  but he cant speak for the people of the United Statescertainly not me

he only thinks he can

Ambassador Haley gimme a break wrote As you consider your vote, I encourage you to know the president and the US take this vote personally.

I take it personally that hes a cunt hes the president of the United States  and Haley is a bootlick  diplomat  my ass

he couldnt wait for them to crawl back under the rock they crawled out from

1016,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  20  12. 17

Maybe I was a good dog in my past life he thoughtFetch she cried  Of course you were a doga very good dog in your last life

What are you talking about Elise

Fetch  I throw the stickyou fetch it  Bring it back to me  In your mouth

Maybe I was a good dog in my last lifeYou were a really good good dogyou can trust me on that

Trust you

Comeon  What you learned then you exhibit now

Im flummoxed

Listen  Ill lay it out for you   Then you fetch the stick

Okay   Convince me to fetch

You know Im an actress

Yes

Then you know I prepare for the roles I play 

Youre convincing Ive seen some of your characters

If I were preparing to play youIve watched you this past week

Its been a nice week

It has dont distract me

Nice weekreally nice week

Yes  As I was saying  You were a good dog   Youre a good dog now

I prefer buffalo

I could see that  

I see that

No matter   Let me lay this out

Im curious

Not as curious as you think handsome

Flattery  Im not prone to it

Youre not  Youre a dog   Let me lay this outplease

Go

I hate your Go

In a week  possibly a new record

she tilted her head forwardshook it  but under her auburncoloured blunt bangs her eyes smiled  Okay   Ill go

when she lifted her head and looked at him he was smiling at her  hed shaddup

A very good dog   Youre very focused   Ive observed you swimmingsingleminded  You swim alone  You write  A singular occupation  You read off alone by yourself   I havent seen youyouve said but by your body I know you lift  Also singularly   Given how you hone your life and are so happy with it  when you commit to someone or something youre all intheres no doubtno secondguessing   Youre a dog on a meatbone   Youve the faith of a dog

You make being a dog sound very seductive

So youll fetch

Being a dog I need a reward  a treatif you will

Yes  very doggish of you

she leaned the stick against her leg and brusquelywithout embarrassment none required as hed seen pulled her yellowbuttercoloured tshirt up over her head  her ample breasts swayed with her movement     Fetch

she threw the stick

he brought it back in his mouth

he slobberedhe treated her doggystyle 

their ahs  ohs  their laughter an sighs were music

1744,  Saturday,  16  12. 17

1257,  Sunday, 17  12. 17