20.3.17




his daughter said What a fine trip! though I suppose youre anxious to get back to your blog

he conceded as much

I imagine some parts of this past week will appear in itglimmers  if not reproductions

We write what we know  I think the best thing of fiction is that it is formed in the crucible of living life eyes wide openaware  observant seeing  See what actually is unfolding  then refolding it   Fiction is origami folding the paper of life

Sometimes the things you say . . .
. . . Make you think


Papa  You always make me think  Probably why talking with you at times becomes so exhausting subtly youre making points I hadnt considered . . .
. . . I say them specifically  because I know from your personality or philosophyI dont doubt your intellectHell  Im partially responsible for it  but I have the time to delve deeper into subjects  So my telling you is information you could probably gleam yourself if you had the time

And then you seem of recent to conclude with  The more I read and learn and understand the less I know

The busy world and all its attributes are unfathomable

I love how you refer to us as earthlings and place us alongside all living things on the planet

Yes  If someone is unwilling to accept they are an earthling theyre not worth knowing

My papa  Always so black and white

You kids say that about me  I think you must forget how often I wrote you in college that I celebrate a spectrum of the whitest black to the blackest white
I remember  But you seem to have honed it

I have  If somethingusually what someone has said insults me at first blush  viscerally  all these long years have taught me I know who I am
I think youve known who you are since you were quite young

Perhaps

Thats what Gram and Grampa say  They say they couldnt have done half the things they did if it wasnt for you

Its nice to be recognised


So what have you considered for the blog to open with

he leaned over the arm separating their seats on the flight to Seattle and showed her a line that he scribbled madly back and forth under  for emphasis  so he wouldnt miss it among all the pages he had written and assembled while traveling  more than half of his travel he went alone

as she read it Ohno Youre not  Not really   Are you

Not really

Papa

Do you disagree with my premise

ImIm  Im not too sure its a matter of agreeing or disagreeing  People will be offended or upset that youve written it  And you know from the getgo theyre hard to catch to encourage  Inform  Because theyre . . .
. . . Faint of heart  Weak of stomach  Or mind

I dont think it has anything to do with bodily organs  Its sensibilities  Delicacies 

Organs are considered delicacies in many many cultures across the world

Those are foodstuffs

Im teasing

I know it

I appreciate you watching out for other peoples concerns  But theyre big people  They can withstand a little buffeting a little rock the boat – Dont tip the boat over(he sang)

And what do you hope gain  Aside from your usual shock value
Shock value
You really think my purpose is simply to shock

Papa  Not much what comes out of your mouth isnt challenging or intimidating

Thats an assessment  My words and inclinations are dependent upon my audience if youll excuse the terminology
Im not performing for an audience

No  Not performing  Offending is more apt

Big people shouldnt be offended by words  It isnt like theyve never heard them before

No  But they probably havent heard them in the context youre using them in

Mastication   Masturbation

Theyre visual Papa

And all the better to utilise them  Better health through more masturbation and less mastication 
Put down the food and pick up your cock or flit your clit
Jesus

Youre not saying the possible end isnt likely to be more healthy
No
But Im stealing your punch line  Happy Endings!

Ohshit  Thats yours  It hadnt occurred to me

Drop deadhadnt occurred to you  Quit your grinning

Theyd be healthier  Organically and Orgasmically Inclined  More OOI  Less OCD(other Os or Is?)


Papa  Never a dull moment hanging out with you



0800,  Twosday,  28  2. 17
0600-ishness,  Thursday,  9  3. 17
1402 days remain or less

Hues (idiot!) Corporation  Rock the Boat  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vBYmEm-yLg8

19.3.17




she chucked him under the chin playfully  Heres your opportunity she said  Describe yourself in a run-on sentence

I can do thatIm a blackanblue steak and potatoes fruit pie occasionally never ala mode a shotanabeer black coffee and unfiltered cigarettes kind of a guy whos got an eye for an a way with the womens
Eye  Way with the womensStop



he could have walked out of a 30s hardboiled novel for as black and white as he was

if he wasnt authentic he would have made a delicious caricature  a cartoon character





Why are you bringing him up again

G o o d  q u e s t i o nshe said slowly drawing her words out as if they were blood and there was concern her vein might collapse  B e c a u s e  I m  s t ill trying to come to grips with him
Grips
Youre the one who cooled the relationship

I did  Suspended animation

You said

Yes    I did
But when I turned my head he thawed lickety-splitan I hate him when he says it  Adios mumu chawchew

he turned his back on me and walked off Never once did he look back over his shoulder

If Im not incorrect  you were taking the relationship there


I thought I was

ThoughtYou thought  You chilled out your relationship because you  thought   Thats what you said you wanted
Yes

With him Mister Black and White  Hes on the road again

You knew that about him too Christ  His very body language screams it   The mans an open book


I didnt think hed walk away from me

You
    Youre so fineMyGod  You know better than to play with fire  Hes got combustible written all over him 

He does he does  But I thought he held that for other people
Other people  You are other people doll Hes told you his family are other peopleAnd theyre blood  If he can transcend bloodmake everyone other peopleHow the hell did you see yourself outside of it

He told me he loves me


Aw sweet  Obviously love can be transcended too


I didnt think his black and white extended to me

Him  He dont even flinch   Its embedded in his DNA    He dont play games
But you knew that You knew that


I did   Still


Well honey  He aint still is he



1632,  Monday,  27  2. 17
1403 days remain or less


Badfinger  Come and get it  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bk57K4OGrAg