11.1.17





she texted  Ugh.

he texted back  Work ugh or Ugh ugh

she texted  Both ughs.

her periods amused him she rarely bothered with punctuation while texting  it was informal not expository(she laughed whenever he said expositoryWho says expositoryI doYou doAnd they laughed together)

he texted  .

she texted  .  You get me baby


they were rarely in want of subtlety

someone awkward could supposesuppose an idiot intimacy provided subtlety to couples and partners-in-crime  lovers had nuance down patheld by the throat  they amused and tickled themselves with copious inside-jokes that would seem inane to an outsider  not to be wasted on commonerjokes that spiced-up what otherwise would be mundane interactions


he got her

she got him

and when he texted her that at that very moment he was standing on their front porch protected from the rain and imagined blue-sailed translucent jellyfish falling with itTho not really  parachuting down in-between the raindrops to the ground and landing on their tentacles they ran away helter-skelter like tall stiff-legged spiders

she texted  Oh please try and catch one for me

he dashed off the porch into the rain to do exactly that


Sorry love he texted  Theyre faster than I thought

Thank you for trying  They must have been  Youre no lummox




the last time he was a lummox was when she asked him for his telephone number and he obliged and as he walked off smiling she asked him if hed like hers




1334,  Twosday,  10  1. 17

10.1.17



James niggerkin

his own whiteskin(either reading was fine by him)


he couldnt speak for Marlon James 
                            he wrote to feed the red rapacious fire that was always hungry its raw mouth agape seething  it snorted breath and snot through its nosenever a moment not to feed  to eat  and eat   and eat

it hadnt a body to fill

its intestines strung out behind it and dumped black ash on the ground   

the ash nervously flew away

it didnt eat for sustenance

it ate to eat



he didnt complain

he made his decision to feed it

he wasnt coerced

if he didnt have a pen in hand he was either asleep or working  though the while his eyes were open his ears to the ground his sensual cilia pricked

he sensed tidbits(Golding informed him they were titbits – he was confused – he considered deferring to Golding who had been dead a long time and maybe in his heyday they were called titbits – titbits however meant something different to him – titbits were underboobs and sideboobs – tantalizing – begging him to beg for morehe wasnt beneath that – No he wasnt)  he sensed tidbits and hints





niggerkin  whiteskin

Marlon and Joe at odds

each familiar(likely foresworn) with what they knew  but always bearing an unquenchable curiousness

Marlon inhabits a different form

Joe calls his mosaic  

it reminds him of the ancient artform broken pieces of pottery glass tiles or foundstone worked together and set to form compose an image  those reliefs before Romes ascension before art twisted away from Nature to celebrate the anthropomorphic  its incessant vanity  celebrating its battles and conquests fomented destruction and slavery the many legged-horses pulling war chariots fearsome warriors bolt upright at their reins long deadly spears and broadswords bows and arrows quivers ornate shields breastplates cheires and greaves gaudy headdresses and helmets 

but this artifice also enables the weak or cowardly  

it dilutes the rich red blood of savages who used their bare hands and strength and grit



the meek shall inherit the earth

and they have


weaklings dont die at birththeir blood grows thinner and thinnerheroes fewer and fewer



whateverkin



1417,  Twosday,  3  1. 17

9.1.17



1-4-5-6  as easy as 1-2-3-(4) its TIMEman Chambers Brothers Time (oddly he didnt record either the day or its date)

1-4-5-6  as easy as1-2-3-(4)lickety-split were freestylin Beckys bright blue Karmann Ghia convertible(fuck-if-he-could-remember-her-last-name)(off to the side he heard Tom and Huck talking about another Becky) Becky was Janes best buddy RichardsonJane Richardson the younger sister of his friend Larry who he hung out with during sixth gradeobsessively
               their obsession was Larrys older sistera senior in high school who embraced the 60s sexualityfree love  and nudity

theyd beat it to his house after school and climbed on top the garage set at the back of the yard its roof nearly secreted by the limbs of apple trees and from their vantage point they waited for Larrys sister to come home  the rebel and freak
as she beat it up to her room where she remained until called down for dinner keeping an uncomfortable truce between herself and her parents

they knew she was home when they saw her shadow move across the room behind the bedroom curtains and blinds

she tore the curtains wide apart and yanked the blinds up  to luxuriate as she said in Natures pure sunlight  as it penetrated the glasspanes

she opened the windows next  letting the fresh air in and wash over her


shed stand leaning with her hands on the windowsill   eyes closed   shake her hair slowly  very slowly 

she took in deep deep breaths

and then with her eyes still closedvery slowly  she stripped off her clothes her blousebutton by buttonslowly unzipped the sidezipper of her skirt  in her bra and panties she reached back and unhook several hooks her support bra supporting her amazing breasts  then slip the straps off her shouldersher breasts barely falling and full and her nipples taut because of the cool air the tickling breeze 
                                  then she hooked her thumbs at her panties waistband and twist side to side her breasts swaying bending forward to slip them off 

they knew her panties were off when she stood upright again and slowlyheel-toe-heel-toe moved her feet apart to the side  and raise her arms up over her head at fortyfives embracing the sunlight the cool blue air the beautiful day

her eyes remained shut


it was her ritual



Larry and he were at first uncomfortableslightly embarrassed being with one another on the roof as their cocks swelled in their jeans and they had to adjust themselves give themselves room to grow  but Larry who was held back a year more than a year older put it in perspective Christ Boners are normal for us guys when we see something sexualthink when were looking at the Playboys you pull out from under your mattresshe had a treasure trove(another story for another time)

addressing Larry that first time  he could barely square a husky Yah out of his throat


all these years later he couldnt say he saw a more perfect body that Larrys sistershe was a swimmer she competed in Nationals

she was a beast

Vicky

voluptuous Vicky


ManI think Im in love with your sister . .
. . You aint Aint love Its lust Know the difference How can you love my sister when you havent spoken but a handful of Hiyas at herHuh

he had a point
Though I know what youre sayingId love to love her too but  incest Sin  That whole soul thing


Soul  You go to church                   

Ours folks make us

Do you believe

Larry turned quietly among the leafy branches Believe

Yah

I dont my parents do  I live in their house  But I wont live in it for longIll make do for a couple more yearshigh school I figure  They wont have me the way they have Vickieshes fuckin conflictedtryin to find her way  Shes off to college in the Fall


their eyes wandered back to Vickie 

she slid her hands up her flanks to her breasts  and she felt themsqueezed them her head lolling side to side

between her long fingers her nipples grew erectshe tweaked them again and againcaught her breath 

Here we go said Larry  then  one hand at her breast  her  other  hand  slowly  slipped  down  her  body  tracing  its  form  and  shape  touching hertouching her and slipped between her spread legs   her breath visibly quickening   her fingers spread strokedstroked and slipped up inside her  quickened  quickened quickANDshe gasped gasp  gaspedgasp gasp    gaspgasp 

her whole body trembled she bobbed her legs weakened  andsuddenlygrabbed at the windowsill caught it  stopped her from fallingher gasps now pants  pants     PANTS           





                                                                       Chauvin
her last name was ChauvinBecky Chauvin

Beckys breasts nearly rivaled Vickiesnot the rest of her body though  a nice body   more plumpless athletic

he was seeing both Becky and Jane

they knew about each other

he didnt try to silence one or the other

it happenedsimply happened  neither were jealous of the otherthough they made surehe made sure they didnt spoil their friendship they were respectful   


what could possibly be wrong with two people enjoying each other  knowing out loud they enjoyed each other

heck  they even hung out togetherhe usually then joined them  plutonic    smoked a joint listened to records  bullshit


during one of their bullshit sessions quite highat Beckys her parents were rarely aroundhe got his hands on some hashlistening to The End The Doors Jane started laughing laughing  laughing so hard she put her hands to her mouth trying to stifle herself   and laughed hardertears in her eyes

of course he and Becky without explanation joined in laughing and the laughing grew nearly hystericalhis ribs and belly aching   Jane started coming off her laughing  Becky and he followed      finallyAHhh  Hilarious

Becky asked Jane what was so funny

Jane grabbed Beckys hand  they often held hands   he liked they didwere very unabashed about itnot selfconscious  it felt very endearing he really dug them holding hands

Ohwhooo  said Jane  
they wiped tears from their eyesoff their cheeks
Ohwhoooo


It occurred to menot really  I talked with my sister Vickie last night   She asked what Id been up toand talk went to who I was seeing 

I told her I was seeing youher hand went to hisheld itshe continued holding Beckys handhe could feel their connection charging back and forth through their chain  he reached out for Beckysshe took his handthe hot electricity went round and round through themtheir circleand their eyes communicated they were feeling the very same thing together  together

Vickie said she remembered you very wellLarrys friend  Wasnt it odd she asked to be seeing one of Larrys friends
No I said

Vickie remembers you really well

Nice to be rememberedI didnt think she ever paid any attention to me
Youre joking

No    When I saw her in the house I always said hellolike I said hello to you tooThen we didnt pay much attention to each other


Not when you were in the house

Not when I was in the house

Feeling a bit like an echo

they still were holding hands Becky smiled that Cheshire Cat smile that he adoredadored her dimplesher beauty then as she smiled was a fuckin tidal wavewashed over youswept you away  and Jane smiled sweetly childishly that smilethatd never go awayimpish innocentfresh rain sparkling in the grass glinting off bushes

Awright you twoYoure that stoned
Yeah chorused
Jane squeezed his hand tightlyReflexively Becky did toohe squeezed their hands back

Not when you were in  the   house said Jane
You said that
Yes

he was digging the current that ran through themround and roundfuckin redwarm coursing  they were flush  blushing  the redwarm grew hotter and hotter and hotterhe opened his hands firstthey held onto him a moment longer then let go their eyes went back and forth and backandforthbetween each other

Do you remember where  you were  asked Jane

I wasnt in the house
No 

his brow furrowed quizzicallyNot in the house

No

the quizzically went out of his brow
Jane smiled
Becky smiled

he smiled


My sister really remembers you

                           


0921,  Thursday,  5  1. 17
1234(ohshit),  Thursday,  5  1. 17

The Chambers Brothers  Time Has Come Today  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qM6HnDAeR8U