19.11.16




a mouthful  Testis unus testis nullus


one witness is no witness


Latin


rape in New York State years ago wouldnt be prosecuted if it wasnt witnessed by a third party

Testis unus testis nullus might suggest rape probably wouldnt have been prosecuted unless the third party was actually a party to corroborate the rape

                         or corroborape as in this instance



he couldnt see how anyone reading Testis unus testis nullus wouldnt be attracted to it

at least to the extent of knowing what it meant

he didnt know Latin

however unum(in the same ballfield) was on our dollar bills  one  that made sense

nullus  null  nothing(an informed guess)

hence  blank ONE blank NOTHING   and to be very honest which he was to a fault testis caught his eye  wholesale he turned it out as a ball one ball none and as testis usually came as a matched set testes perhaps having only one – hed never met a man who offered he was swinging one testicle – naïvely  one testis might mean a man was infertile   

infertile  and then a huge fucking hit with women who didnt want to be inseminated

itd be like letting the Lone Ranger loose in the saddle DUH  because the Lone Ranger shoots blanks too

he might be being sexist 
                   but he could assume if a woman knew her partner couldnt inseminate her that their sex would be freeflow uninhibited unencumberedIf he had sex with a woman who couldnt conceive hed be freeflowing all over the damn place unorthodoxed Howbout we dump out the fridge on the kitchen floor and fuck inside it while its still cold blow its mind it can feel the heat and its Wicked Witch-like Oh what a world what a world My perfect frostiness killed by a little girl and a little boy

hed leave his pants down around his ankles on top his laced shoes in a panic for that


See  thats how you get from a staid legitimate standard for historians to dadada da dumb  playful thought!


0820,  Monday  --  Election Eve,  7  11. 16

18.11.16

strangeland



he drove east on blue line 58 towards McKittrick 92351

then turned south up a dirt road that claimed Pozo in 20 miles

10 miles up in it traversing a coarse road terraformed by violent runoff he realised he wasnt thinking at the onset of the ride and now was suddenly pressed for time

he altered his dirt and stone road travail to catch 58 west

as he braved the back hills the Los Padres National Forest he passed small ramshackle houses and marveled at other lots that bore long rusted mobile homes and how they ever got up there




maybe it was the light





it was definitely the election

three years ago he traipsed these back roads but they didnt feel like America today


he felt like a stranger in a strange land



what he had going for himself was his whitishness and if his whitishness wasnt claim enough then in his jacket pocket he had a switchblade his fathers sap lead slag stitched up inside worked leather and knuckles a cop friend of his cousin gave him at a party long ago

he wasnt a scout for nothing

he hadnt boxed Golden Gloves for nothing




the cop was a huge Chicago cop

his cousin lived in a brownstone on the third floor accessible by one of the famous Chicago-style woodbeamed backporches and staircases  riveted and hammocked and chainswinged

he sat just inside the screened backdoor at a small linoleum kitchen table and fired up a joint

a couple of tokes in it a cop making everything around him suddenly small walked through the springloaded screen door

he took a single step to the table and menacingly grabbed his wrist

he took the joint out of his hand What have we here

eyeballed it Nice roll and took a deep hit

Wheres Jim he asked as he exhaled  Nice shit Tastes like the shit I confiscated Nobodys gonna admit they had three duffels when theyre booked on one

No he answered Nobody smart

Yeah Dopers are smarter then junkies eh

Sure  I concur

You concur

I do

I love concurring Seen it on Dr Kildare him and GillespieDamn  I concur whenever I get a chance

Small fuckin world

Yeah it is a small fuckin world Who are you

Jimmys cousin

JImmy You call him Jimmy

I do  You probably call him Jim

He prefers Jim

He does but hes Jimmy to me

I think I know of you from Jim  The crazy fuckin polack

I am a polack Dont think Im fuckin crazy

No you are if youre him  You ride bike with Jim on occasion

I do

Youre him  he went into his jacket pocket  Here man these are for you he pressed a set of knuckles into his hand he took another toke  Lifted them off a coon figured he had plenty more where those came from Might help you in your craziness someday

he tossed them in his hand admired their weight  they fit nicely  Brass  Very nice thank you

Yeah thats what I thought too really nice  Going for the coon he momentarily thought to use them against me you learn to see that the twitching in the eyes around them  Had he I would have shot him in the face  Smart coon   I patted him down took this and some ampoules  Crushed the ampoules in the alleyway smeared them in the cinders under my boot  As I said dopers are smarter than junkies


Jims cousin Ill see you inside  I understand hes got more people coming around tonight a gal in particular who Ive taken a shine to  You stickin around

With police protection Oh hell yeah

Yeah well have some fun  Some other boys in blue are coming when theyre off-shift so dont get paranoid

I dont get paranoid

No  Dont imagine you do   Youre fuckin crazy




Good point
        he was feeling like a crazy fuckin stranger in a strangeland
 


1504,  Monday,  14  11. 16
1246,  Twosday,  15  11. 16

Nahko Bear and Medicine for the People  PUEO (The Protector – Hawaiian Owl) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dM8bbQWD5mY&index=21&list=PLz0ZQqOnh7xH3s9Hlgg9Qzm6NfWQrE1DV

17.11.16






can something be interminable if its suffered only a few moments  or minutes



working a liquor store counter when no one was coming around gave him time to think

which wasnt to say he wasnt thinking hard before


a knife wound inflicted in a heartbeat severing tendons artery  survived   is interminable


a psyche devastated horrified in a single moment of dread  disgust  lingers interminable


a hand crushed an ear deafened by an explosion  is interminable





the jury was out on this thing

but he watched the whole jury duck out the back door and he wasnt very sure they were coming back

that could be interminable  

rights denied   black sites   disappearances   he was trying to get his head around the possible or perhaps probable destruction  but he might be dead before  if ever  they could be corrected

                                                            and persist interminable


someone shits in the punch bowl and unaware you drink from it  

the taste lingers

millions shit in the punch bowl

and likely your taste buds are irretrievably damaged





his thinking was that which happens in a heartbeat can be interminable  

although recognising it it was up to him to help correct it before it happened

to bear witness

             to howl  I N T E R M I N A B L E




1926,  Sunday,  13  11. 16
1355,  Twosday,  15  11. 16