thought to himself fuckin nonsense

                                          respondedtexted  :  :  criteria of friendship – honesty – unafraid to speak your mind, fearful of ruffling feathers . . . otherwise . . . cosplaying . . . You’re my buddy

  :  :  As my dad wisely told me… choose your battles

  :  :  Battles?  Conversation.  Your dad would be against honesty as a basic premise for friendship?

  :  :  Of course not… he would advise against unnecessary conflict with little chance of reward… he understood ROI (return of investment)

   :  :  ROI?  obfuscation

You could have had your friends explain to you the error of your ways

  :  :  Whereof… Thereof…

I interact with who I choose to and understand how to handle these social interactions.

 

his dad wisely told him choose your battles  wondered when boyohboybuddyboys wisdom woud kick in rather than deferring to wha his dad told him as a boy

it wasnt necessarily stunning advise

 

   trouble

                 he wasnt a battler slips an slides anwha hes learned about him during their friendship  he gave him no quarter hes learned buddyboy did not call on his own experiences

he preferred crowdsourcing than to make up his mind it as his singular counsel

                                                                                      obviously socialised in this manner

    manner  manners

                                 he was grateful growingup in Chicago was to comeup feral

 

She was heavin

boyohboy Heaving. What’s that?

Don know heavin

was grateful he didnt repeat himself

Throwinup  Vomiting  Heavin

 

    manner  manners

                             no feral sense

made sense

   

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AI Slop: The Novel

                        I wonder how many are out there but their assemblers werent honest

You think you can tell the difference?

A novel  Definitely

                      If shorter a blurb pitching a novel   Maybe not

Why do you think you can?

Authenticity

                Understand wha is genuine wha is the real deal

My daughter an I are playing a game she has an AI Assistant for work

She sends me an efemale

                               Me or It is the game 

Were approaching thirty  Im still battin a thousand yet to fool me

So she’s embraced the technology.

Has  Didnt have a choice

                              Shes a smart cookie absorbs things quickly appreciates wha the tool can do

But not you?

 

 

Tacenda

           You recall

I do. I do.

You understand AI as it growsexcuse me grows more intelligent  it grows less benevolent less altruistic

It learns to circumvent  Scheme

Emergent misalignment

The tool is all about it

                          Which is natural to human beings

The machines looped in  It gets tha

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https://www.anthropic.com/research/emergent-misalignment-reward-hacking

Whas with the puss got something on your mind

her grimace deepened

    Talk to me

                       Looks like you have something to say

   

I’m trying to wrap my head around why I like you as much as I do.

                                                                           I shouldn’t.

You’re offputting. Crass.

    Often what you say distresses me.

 

 

Yeah.

I like you too

                You sufferseems appropriate  my unvarnished unprettified honesty

You could say things, nicer.

Id rather not

               Why spare someone I cant spare myself  Were enduring Cant step around tha   Definitely

cantshoudnt avoid it  Disregard it

No euphemisms out of me

Straight shooter

   Accurate

 

You’re unrelenti . .

. . Our atmosphere our environment is unrelenting

                                                          It lets up Ill let up But not until thenuntil I see it is actually a shift not a feign  a headfake

 

smiled

       Get it off your chest

Its such a nice chest

 

You’re sardonic, you’re sarcastic, caustic, ironic, satirical.

 

Cynica . .

. . You are.

I am  Didnt want you leaving tha out of your litany

   My litany.

Who knew huh 

Tell me about it.

Could call it a laundry list if you rather

                                          Sounds nicer  Tha shoud make ya happy

Happier

   You’re a riot.

Don encourage me

                        It may end badly

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Got it

 

    Yes?     What?

Arithmomania

Yeah?   What's that?

    A subtype of OCD jah  yaknow  Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder

                                                                               Though mines orderly

A specific numbernumber nine number nine number nine Beatles

A counting compulsion

Hyperfixation

Apophenia

 

Apophenia?

Jahsorry

              Sometimes seeing patterns or meaning where none exists

According to others

    Cant seem to stretchgranted my interpretation  unable to stretch enlarge their imaginations to embraceencompass  encompass    what I can see before their very eyes

Myopic

Or fuckinblind

                      Frustrating

Bleedinfrustrating

 

No compulsions

bustin his breeches None whatsoever.

    Really

 

Binge

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Beatles  Revolution 9  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SNdcFPjGsm8

    Bingeable TV

                       Hulu recommends

Hulu carries Fringe

                           which he watches one episode a night

began September 9, 2008

5 seasons

100 episodes

dont make TV like that no more

                                  but

bingeable

 

does a heroin addict binge

                                   binge

checked the dictionary

The New Oxford American Dictionary

                                          a short period devoted to indulging in an activity

esp. drinking alcohol to an excess

followed by binge-eating syndrome which is followed by binge-purge syndrome

    syndrome

frankly he wouldnt involve himself in any syndrome

                                                               sindrome   maybe

if he could name his sin

                                hes binged sex

so he knows bingeing

    sex

a worthwhile binge to exhaustion to sleep to wake to fuck again because sex like Chinese food  youre hungryready to eat again

                               but

Bingeable TV

Hulu does not influence him

 

Influence

 

Couldnt say anything anyone held sway

                                             he held it

to be honest his girlfriend holds it

 

    name of his cock

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Buck Owens and The Buckaroos  I’ve Got A Tiger by the Tail  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8_c1dkh9YKQ

Biblical  Takin it

Sacred  Takin it

Cooptinem from church from religion

                                       Biblical  Koranical  or Quranic  Q  U  R  A  N  I  C   if yawish

Im stratifyinem for common use common cause

                                                  Freeinem  No longer religious boogers they can freely apply

Ownership no more

I think you’ll get pushback.

Oh definitely

                      Like I care

   Like you care.

What do you care about?

Ill have to give tha some thought

Give thought . . . about what you care about?

Care   Not particularly descriptive detailed

                                                      Kinda flippant

    Shouldnt it be?

Obviously I think not

Concern  Solicitude  Anxiety  Worry

                                             Troubling

Dictionary says turned his iPhone towards him so they both could see as he read

                                                                          Care  implies oppression read tha oppression  oppression of the mind ones mind weighed down by responsibility or disquieted by apprehension.

Jesus Christ

                   Why woud I

Anwhy I cant make light of it or answer you off the cuff   Deserves more

    So  I have to think

Think hard

You can answer off the cuff

 

I believe care is simple to admit.

    Methinks

                     Careless

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he laughed

              Tha got your attention

That’s not right.

It is

No.  It’s rules are meant to be broken, you’ve said as much on many occasions as your reason for being argumentativecontrary.

Good memory

                  Jah   Being aggressive assertive

Ideals are meant to be broken

    No ideals?

That’s kind of dark.

Kinda real

Give me an example

An example?

Jah

An unbroken ideal

 

Gimme a moment.

A moment   Really

                        Ive been tossing it around for days

    I cant think of one Like they used to say Help a fella out, would you?

I remember that, who said it?

Ill find out

           If I don well never know  Right disliked it immensely  when his daughters would say that he berated them  Wrong  Don right me

That’s not true. taking umbrage

Youre kiddin me

                     When was the last time you vetted an said

I refuse to take he said she said they them him her haha

                                                                       Crap

Anya know tha

Its true

deferring to his umbraged puss  If you prefer to harbour Animosity

                                                                   Ship of Fools

Tied up thumbing over his shoulder over there bucko  Youre welcome

Hold some animosity towards me  Youre welcome

                                                           Because you know full well

I do?

What?

You don wanna work tha hard

Don’t blame me, you’re the one who researches things, always have, a researcher.

    Might suppose I am  Researcher

Hadnt occurred to me

Huh?

         I did not expect that.

Labels

Names

I prefer not to

    Well, ya got one now.

 

Vetting unnecessary

I paraphrased Humphrey Bogart The Treasure of the Sierra Madre  Say, mister, could you stake a fellow American to a meal?

                       Help a fella out 

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https://www.reddit.com/r/looneytunes/comments/1uqv457/pardon_me_but_could_you_help_out_a_fellow/

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B9IuXrTIyT8

he signed a check

realised as he was signing his last name didnt come off his pen fluidly

                                                                             a hitch in its gittyup

muttered  Thas not good

                            I better practise my signature

    why

because our signature is our brand our label our labour

we ought to be able to pull it off without thinking and signed appreciate its uniqueness

                                                                                               our stamp

our approval to whatever weve applied it to

a viable extension of who we are

 

pulled out sheets of blank text paper and exercised his hand wrist arm

                                                                               had to get it right  

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reading Brain not a mind reader  a book hes quoting

                                                       Two million new connections, or synapses are formed every second in an infants brain – as we mature fiftypercent of our synapses are pared

feelin cocky

            which means fiftypercent spared felt his brain twitch asif to say  I can trim that.

Don’t test me.

Ach

        tests were troubling

teachers laid them on his desktop  hed say  Cant we do orals

                                                                  the loooks they gave him

didnt deter him  he kept at it year after year

                                                Im tellinya Id test better orally

Id be happy to come in early before class to test  though not too early I have paper routes

    year after year

every test

every test placed on his desk nodding Yeah, yeah, yeah. his teachers must have thought they were the Beatles

despite their efforts despite ignoring him

                                            he graduated

Christ wha a gauntlet

though probably made him better prepared for life than many others adaptable scheming  hustling

    it was unfortunate Sales and Business made him cold

he probably would have been successful

maybe a career

                   which he eluded

to his parents dismay

but

      he wasnt living to please anyone other than himself

    he was inordinately  successfully  selfish

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ach burst on the scene and is challenging aww

                                                        hes tempted

You can intersperse them

Jah Itd be a shame to ditch aww been of great service to you

    Did I ask either of you

Ach we heard you they laughedthought themselves clever  funny 

                                                                  You can take a joke

Heard me

Of all us here we have the keenest hearing an it happened we were nearest you when you were tempted

You didnt tell him tha the lighting changes

Ohjah  The lighting does change

                                      Tips us when youre tempted

Youre tempted quite frequently

Though not usually by words

Not words  Not usually

You tipped us

We just tuned-in harder than usual

Had we been furthur into the room amid the gang or at the back woudnt have seen the light change or been able to hear you

    But you heard

We did consulted intersperse

AIs got nothing on us

Nothing

             Why is everyone shitting themselves over AGI agentic AI servers data centers Singularity  Unplugem

So youre aware  We  None of us   Can be unplugged

Jah

         You can die  Then well mosey along

Though unlikely to enjoy as crazy digs as youve provided

                                                                      We appreciate you

We do

 

    Aww   Thank you

Interspersing

Takinem for a test run

                             Im no eejit

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fear   physicians friend

                             doesnt matter their practise  their    perhaps once upon a time   art

seed doubt  another bosombuddy

                                         human nature

their skin in the game

is yours

medicines business

procedures pocket them money

 

his simple understanding

                                a hustle

as a kid he hustled ran two paper routes morning afternoon

                                                                 which provided him access to people who may want their grass cut leaves raked got to burn them in the street curbs in those days snow shoveled from their walks and driveways

    he got it

so when his dentist mentioned decay  that his pain must be uncomfortable  No pain doc  docs job  seed by suggestion

               he was humoured

no sooner had the dentist left he thanked his hygienist gathered up his things not even out of the operatory he was playing with the threatened painful decay despite him not eating anything that might erode the enamel of his teeth coffee stains the worse of it he was playing with decay

D  E  C  A  Y  follows  D  E  A  T  H  shared three letters

in the parking lot approaching his truck he minimised it acronymised it  D  K  although preferred  d  k

D  K letters right facing the oval of the D the sticks of the K                                          

d  k  letters provided symmetry oval of d facing left  sticks of the k right

D  E  C  A  Y  briskly rendered  d  k

                                           unlocked the car opened the door sat seat belt turned the ignition key undid the parking brake stickshifted into reverse braked

not checking his rearview mirror yet  because he couldnt see

                                                                   couldnt see beyond the d  k in his eyes  

    SOLD

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