12.8.26

he laughed
              Tha got your attention

That’s not right.

It is

No.  It’s rules are meant to be broken, you’ve said as much on many occasions as your reason for being argumentativecontrary.

Good memory

                  Jah   Being aggressive assertive
Ideals are meant to be broken

    No ideals?

That’s kind of dark.
Kinda real

Give me an example

An example?
Jah

An unbroken ideal


 

Gimme a moment.

A moment   Really

                        Ive been tossing it around for days

    I cant think of one Like they used to say Help a fella out, would you?

I remember that, who said it?

Ill find out
           If I don well never know  Right disliked it immensely  when his daughters would say that he berated them  Wrong  Don right me

That’s not true. taking umbrage

Youre kiddin me

                     When was the last time you vetted an said

I refuse to take he said she said they them him her haha

                                                                       Crap
Anya know tha

Its true

deferring to his umbraged puss  If you prefer to harbour Animosity
                                                                   Ship of Fools
Tied up thumbing over his shoulder over there bucko  Youre welcome

Hold some animosity towards me  Youre welcome

                                                           Because you know full well
I do?

What?


You don wanna work tha hard

Don’t blame me, you’re the one who researches things, always have, a researcher.

    Might suppose I am  Researcher

Hadnt occurred to me
Huh?

         I did not expect that.

Labels

Names

I prefer not to

    Well, ya got one now.


 

Vetting unnecessary

I paraphrased Humphrey Bogart The Treasure of the Sierra Madre  Say, mister, could you stake a fellow American to a meal?

                       Help a fella out 

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https://www.reddit.com/r/looneytunes/comments/1uqv457/pardon_me_but_could_you_help_out_a_fellow/

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B9IuXrTIyT8

he signed a check

realised as he was signing his last name didnt come off his pen fluidly

                                                                             a hitch in its gittyup

muttered  Thas not good
                            I better practise my signature

    why


because our signature is our brand our label our labour

we ought to be able to pull it off without thinking and signed appreciate its uniqueness

                                                                                               our stamp
our approval to whatever weve applied it to

a viable extension of who we are

 

pulled out sheets of blank text paper and exercised his hand wrist arm

                                                                               had to get it right  

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reading Brain not a mind reader  a book hes quoting

                                                       Two million new connections, or synapses are formed every second in an infants brain – as we mature fiftypercent of our synapses are pared

feelin cocky
            which means fiftypercent spared felt his brain twitch asif to say  I can trim that.
Don’t test me.

Ach

        tests were troubling

teachers laid them on his desktop  hed say  Cant we do orals
                                                                  the loooks they gave him
didnt deter him  he kept at it year after year
                                                Im tellinya Id test better orally

Id be happy to come in early before class to test  though not too early I have paper routes


    year after year

every test

every test placed on his desk nodding Yeah, yeah, yeah. his teachers must have thought they were the Beatles


despite their efforts despite ignoring him

                                            he graduated
Christ wha a gauntlet

though probably made him better prepared for life than many others adaptable scheming  hustling

    it was unfortunate Sales and Business made him cold

he probably would have been successful
maybe a career

                   which he eluded

to his parents dismay
but
      he wasnt living to please anyone other than himself


    he was inordinately  successfully  selfish

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ach burst on the scene and is challenging aww

                                                        hes tempted

You can intersperse them

Jah Itd be a shame to ditch aww been of great service to you

    Did I ask either of you

Ach we heard you they laughedthought themselves clever  funny 
                                                                  You can take a joke
Heard me

Of all us here we have the keenest hearing an it happened we were nearest you when you were tempted

You didnt tell him tha the lighting changes

Ohjah  The lighting does change
                                      Tips us when youre tempted
Youre tempted quite frequently

Though not usually by words

Not words  Not usually

You tipped us

We just tuned-in harder than usual

Had we been furthur into the room amid the gang or at the back woudnt have seen the light change or been able to hear you


    But you heard

We did consulted intersperse

AIs got nothing on us

Nothing

             Why is everyone shitting themselves over AGI agentic AI servers data centers Singularity  Unplugem

So youre aware  We  None of us   Can be unplugged

Jah

         You can die  Then well mosey along

Though unlikely to enjoy as crazy digs as youve provided

                                                                      We appreciate you

We do

 

    Aww   Thank you


Interspersing

Takinem for a test run

                             Im no eejit

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fear   physicians friend

                             doesnt matter their practise  their    perhaps once upon a time   art

seed doubt  another bosombuddy
                                         human nature

their skin in the game

is yours

medicines business

procedures pocket them money

 

his simple understanding

                                a hustle


as a kid he hustled ran two paper routes morning afternoon
                                                                 which provided him access to people who may want their grass cut leaves raked got to burn them in the street curbs in those days snow shoveled from their walks and driveways

    he got it

so when his dentist mentioned decay  that his pain must be uncomfortable  No pain doc  docs job  seed by suggestion
               he was humoured

no sooner had the dentist left he thanked his hygienist gathered up his things not even out of the operatory he was playing with the threatened painful decay despite him not eating anything that might erode the enamel of his teeth coffee stains the worse of it he was playing with decay

D  E  C  A  Y  follows  D  E  A  T  H  shared three letters

in the parking lot approaching his truck he minimised it acronymised it  D  K  although preferred  d  k

D  K letters right facing the oval of the D the sticks of the K                                          

d  k  letters provided symmetry oval of d facing left  sticks of the k right

D  E  C  A  Y  briskly rendered  d  k

                                           unlocked the car opened the door sat seat belt turned the ignition key undid the parking brake stickshifted into reverse braked

not checking his rearview mirror yet  because he couldnt see

                                                                   couldnt see beyond the d  k in his eyes  

    SOLD

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10.8.26


What’s that?

Yawanna guess methinks obvious   but my obvious tends to your obscure   Unseeing
                                                                                                 Inert

That’s not flattering.

Had no intentions to be

                                Wha
                              

Again.  What’s that?

    You don want to play

What is that?

Aww

            Bandwidth
Exists in me

               You

Sketchy

Maligning me?

You don need any help

 

expressing his bandwidth  he pointed his right indexfinger at his temple
                                                                                                hot bullet through the brain
he had one

his expression wastha others didntthis Mickey Mouse coudnt determine if he did or didnt

                                                                                                  conundrum

if ones has doubts


cats doubted since he was born

                                     because

he was plied with familial backup leverage all life long
                                                          didnt know if he had grease or who he was confrontingdancing with werent lookin past himover his shoulder at pins who wouldnt fall evenif the one-three rightie one-two leftie pocket were crushed

                                                   sixteenpound ball rattleddeflected out of the lane

    entitlement

he coudnt complain about being born into it

                                                  though itd be healthybeneficial to keep in mind

some yank him for instance   might not give two shits

                                                                 anonymity his cover
Who is that masked man?

The Lone fuckinRanger
                           no Injun sidekick

whod only jeopardise his process 

whod only be a drag

who coudnt be leveraged  because he woudnt care

                                                           he didnt play well with others
because

                he didnt play 

 

bandwidth

                 woud be an appropriate moniker

    not tha hed acknowledge it 

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    time is amorphous

                                  blew his mind

he pictured it times beginning as a threedimensional sphere radiating outward toss a pebble into still water  witness the concentric ripples moving away from center

imagine it a ball

    times beginning
                        then

imagine it a snowball hurled against a windshield viewed from inside  melting   drooling in flows fonts at once threedimensional twodimensional

time spherical

                 Did you see it dimpled   faceted

Did you see it elongating  stretching

Lobed
Tenacles
Twitching
Sloppy
        oozing around impenetrableimpediments

                                                        I did not             Evidently

    It is

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https://thundergodblog.com/2014/08/28/the-amorphous-construct-of-time/ 

https://www.salvadordali.com/melting-clocks-persistence-of-memory/


You got it all wrong

                        Youre upset shoud an extremelytalented transsexual person compete in the Olympics or talented compete in college athletics   

Tha its unfair they shoudnt

 

    Lookin at it all wrong

You don’t think that them competin . .
. . Tell me all about all the outed transsexuals youve met
                                                                 Eighteen years old college freshman I wrote a research term paper English 101 on transsexualism
Didnt even know it was a thing

I met interviewed seven

Five men to women

Two who emasculated themselves an woud have bled to death had their wives not felt something was wrong an returned home

 

Im all ears


Outed?

None.

But that doesn’t mean I may have met some that I didn’t know were.

Ill grant you tha


 

What do I have wrong?

Youre worried tha they are competing unfairlyare physically superior anwhy they woud dominate a natural born female

It’s not fair that a ma . .
. . Wrong

                Wrong

They are women.

sneered Augmented.

Breasts enlargement

                            Augmented
My point


Compete with a transsexual    An beatem

    Id presumeseems to me youd be okay with tha

nodded

Lemme ask

 

 

What’s that?

Youre dating

                   Whaif a transsexual snatchedup a date out of your grasp

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The Kinks  Lola  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LemG0cvc4oU

I like Easter.

I didn’t like church.

I didnt like the church cherubs an I cant tellya the last time I celebrated Easterwhen my kids were small Easter baskets egg hunts jelly beans chocolate bunnies dug when Mounds came out with Easter Eggs
    Its been a long time

                                You still celebrate with family
Your familys here

I do.

You don’t go east.

Not for Easter Papis birthday once a year

Pretty strict.

Been at a remove since I moved away at eighteen remote by twothousand miles

                                                                                  I miss my Maws celebrations

                                                                                            Her food

                                                                                    Unfortunately shes dead

                                                                                           She wasnt

                                                                                        Id make an effort

You don go to church on Easter

I try not to.  But sometimes I have to submi . .
. . To the tyranny of family

    You say that . . .

You’re the only one I know who says that.

Its true


It doesn’t have to be.

Sometimes you go to church on Easter

                                          If youre mother was still alive Id bet youd be in church
That’s be a good bet.

Yes.  I would.

Mother tyranny  The worst
                                 You owe her
Owe?

Birthed ya

               Leverage  Hell of a cudgel

Man.  How you think.

Disagree

You could say it another way.

Dig around in my brain for it   I think not
                                              
Just being honestsayin it plainly so theres no confusion

I suppose.

             If you say.

 

Church cherubs?

Colourful huh

                    Little tiny wings on their backs     Unconvincing

What’s unconvincing?

Tha they can flutter around onem
                                      Chubby body mass
Chubby church cherubs

Now you’re going to an extreme.

No

        This is the extreme
Batten down the hatches

Batten down the hatches?

Maybe the priest was fuckin with me

                                           Maybe not
Not sexually?
Not him

Sexually? But not him?

Not him

            Finished confession
Maw sent me in so I coud take communion with her she went to church a couplethree times a week wanted me on bended knee beside her was the eldest was the example for my siblings

Finished confession

Figured Id be lighting some votive candles pray several Our Fathers Hail Marys

                                                                                      He tossed on another item

Blow one of the stone cherubs
No.
Chubby thighs  Had to partem to get to the meat the nubbins their penises poor motherfuckers
No.
Jah
eyes buggin

 

No

         I said extreme

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Naah

          I woudnt

You wouldn’t? 

Do you think you’d know?

Jah

You really think so?

Jah

       I inspectnot to sound clinical  but inspect a woman I might sleep with  One woud be stupid not to

Arya stupid

And aswell  her likewise

Inspect me

Jesus, man, I’m just saying I wouldn’t give her the boot.

If in doubt
            You can see the augmentation scars either around the lower edge of her areolas or in the natural crease under her breasts

Another observation her breasts don roll to the side when she lays down
                                                                                 Also  too perfect
One breast is usually smaller than the other

 

I don’t care.

    Sex with someone with something unnatural about them

It’s plastic surgery. They have a right to do with their bodies as they want.

They do

            I don have to participate be involved

You wouldn’t?

I woudnt

                  Lemme askya

 

 

Yeah?

Sex with a Japanese sex doll

                                 Silicon  Cyberskin     Feels like the real McCoy inside an out
Can be made to order  custom made

I don’t think so.

Unnatural huh

Augmented breasts are not in the same category.

I care to argue your point

                               Artificial

It’s not a crime.

Didnt say it was

                           Lemme ask this


If you were inclined to appropriate a sex doll


                                                     Woud you have sex or make love to them
You’re ridiculous.
Im not the one having sex makin love to the unnatural
 
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Carole King  (You Make Me Feel Like) A Natural Woman  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KQXY8zwQgmc