What’s that?

Yawanna guess methinks obvious   but my obvious tends to your obscure   Unseeing

                                                                                                 Inert

That’s not flattering.

Had no intentions to be

                                Wha

                              

Again.  What’s that?

    You don want to play

What is that?

Aww

            Bandwidth

Exists in me

               You

Sketchy

Maligning me?

You don need any help

 

expressing his bandwidth  he pointed his right indexfinger at his temple

                                                                                                hot bullet through the brain

he had one

his expression wastha others didntthis Mickey Mouse coudnt determine if he did or didnt

                                                                                                  conundrum

if ones has doubts

cats doubted since he was born

                                     because

he was plied with familial backup leverage all life long

                                                          didnt know if he had grease or who he was confrontingdancing with werent lookin past himover his shoulder at pins who wouldnt fall evenif the one-three rightie one-two leftie pocket were crushed

                                                   sixteenpound ball rattleddeflected out of the lane

    entitlement

he coudnt complain about being born into it

                                                  though itd be healthybeneficial to keep in mind

some yank him for instance   might not give two shits

                                                                 anonymity his cover

Who is that masked man?

The Lone fuckinRanger

                           no Injun sidekick

whod only jeopardise his process 

whod only be a drag

who coudnt be leveraged  because he woudnt care

                                                           he didnt play well with others

because

                he didnt play 

 

bandwidth

                 woud be an appropriate moniker

    not tha hed acknowledge it 

456preferred,  Saturday,  25  7. 26

555preferred,  Monday,  10  8. 26

    time is amorphous

                                  blew his mind

he pictured it times beginning as a threedimensional sphere radiating outward toss a pebble into still water  witness the concentric ripples moving away from center

imagine it a ball

    times beginning

                        then

imagine it a snowball hurled against a windshield viewed from inside  melting   drooling in flows fonts at once threedimensional twodimensional

time spherical

                 Did you see it dimpled   faceted

Did you see it elongating  stretching

Lobed

Tenacles

Twitching

Sloppy

        oozing around impenetrableimpediments

                                                        I did not             Evidently

    It is

246preferred,  reggaefriday,  7  8. 26

1529,  Monday,  10  8. 26

https://thundergodblog.com/2014/08/28/the-amorphous-construct-of-time/ 

https://www.salvadordali.com/melting-clocks-persistence-of-memory/

You got it all wrong

                        Youre upset shoud an extremelytalented transsexual person compete in the Olympics or talented compete in college athletics   

Tha its unfair they shoudnt

 

    Lookin at it all wrong

You don’t think that them competin . .

. . Tell me all about all the outed transsexuals youve met

                                                                 Eighteen years old college freshman I wrote a research term paper English 101 on transsexualism

Didnt even know it was a thing

I met interviewed seven

Five men to women

Two who emasculated themselves an woud have bled to death had their wives not felt something was wrong an returned home

 

Im all ears

Outed?

None.

But that doesn’t mean I may have met some that I didn’t know were.

Ill grant you tha

 

What do I have wrong?

Youre worried tha they are competing unfairlyare physically superior anwhy they woud dominate a natural born female

It’s not fair that a ma . .

. . Wrong

                Wrong

They are women.

sneered Augmented.

Breasts enlargement

                            Augmented

My point

Compete with a transsexual    An beatem

    Id presumeseems to me youd be okay with tha

nodded

Lemme ask

 

 

What’s that?

Youre dating

                   Whaif a transsexual snatchedup a date out of your grasp

Saturday afternoon,  25  7. 26

1253,  Monday,  10  8. 26

The Kinks  Lola  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LemG0cvc4oU

I like Easter.

I didn’t like church.

I didnt like the church cherubs an I cant tellya the last time I celebrated Easterwhen my kids were small Easter baskets egg hunts jelly beans chocolate bunnies dug when Mounds came out with Easter Eggs

    Its been a long time

                                You still celebrate with family

Your familys here

I do.

You don’t go east.

Not for Easter Papis birthday once a year

Pretty strict.

Been at a remove since I moved away at eighteen remote by twothousand miles

                                                                                  I miss my Maws celebrations

                                                                                            Her food

                                                                                    Unfortunately shes dead

                                                                                           She wasnt

                                                                                        Id make an effort

You don go to church on Easter

I try not to.  But sometimes I have to submi . .

. . To the tyranny of family

    You say that . . .

You’re the only one I know who says that.

Its true

It doesn’t have to be.

Sometimes you go to church on Easter

                                          If youre mother was still alive Id bet youd be in church

That’s be a good bet.

Yes.  I would.

Mother tyranny  The worst

                                 You owe her

Owe?

Birthed ya

               Leverage  Hell of a cudgel

Man.  How you think.

Disagree

You could say it another way.

Dig around in my brain for it   I think not

                                              

Just being honestsayin it plainly so theres no confusion

I suppose.

             If you say.

 

Church cherubs?

Colourful huh

                    Little tiny wings on their backs     Unconvincing

What’s unconvincing?

Tha they can flutter around onem

                                      Chubby body mass

Chubby church cherubs

Now you’re going to an extreme.

No

        This is the extreme

Batten down the hatches

Batten down the hatches?

Maybe the priest was fuckin with me

                                           Maybe not

Not sexually?

Not him

Sexually? But not him?

Not him

            Finished confession

Maw sent me in so I coud take communion with her she went to church a couplethree times a week wanted me on bended knee beside her was the eldest was the example for my siblings

Finished confession

Figured Id be lighting some votive candles pray several Our Fathers Hail Marys

                                                                                      He tossed on another item

Blow one of the stone cherubs

No.

Chubby thighs  Had to partem to get to the meat the nubbins their penises poor motherfuckers

No.

Jah

eyes buggin

 

No

         I said extreme

Sunday afternoon,  2  8. 26

1107,  Monday,  10  8. 26

Naah

          I woudnt

You wouldn’t? 

Do you think you’d know?

Jah

You really think so?

Jah

       I inspectnot to sound clinical  but inspect a woman I might sleep with  One woud be stupid not to

Arya stupid

And aswell  her likewise

Inspect me

Jesus, man, I’m just saying I wouldn’t give her the boot.

If in doubt

            You can see the augmentation scars either around the lower edge of her areolas or in the natural crease under her breasts

Another observation her breasts don roll to the side when she lays down

                                                                                 Also  too perfect

One breast is usually smaller than the other

 

I don’t care.

    Sex with someone with something unnatural about them

It’s plastic surgery. They have a right to do with their bodies as they want.

They do

            I don have to participate be involved

You wouldn’t?

I woudnt

                  Lemme askya

 

 

Yeah?

Sex with a Japanese sex doll

                                 Silicon  Cyberskin     Feels like the real McCoy inside an out

Can be made to order  custom made

I don’t think so.

Unnatural huh

Augmented breasts are not in the same category.

I care to argue your point

                               Artificial

It’s not a crime.

Didnt say it was

                           Lemme ask this

If you were inclined to appropriate a sex doll

                                                     Woud you have sex or make love to them

You’re ridiculous.

Im not the one having sex makin love to the unnatural

 

Sunday afternoon,  2  8. 26

1005,  Monday,  10  8. 26

Carole King  (You Make Me Feel Like) A Natural Woman  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KQXY8zwQgmc

stopped abruptlygrimaced . . . I have to stop assuming.

Well buddyboy making an assumption is awfully human

                                                              Yamight wanna take your foot off the your neck

Look like a pretzel

Look uncomfortable

    I am uncomfortable.

                              I make an assumption then proceed from it without assessing or determining if I’m right or wrong.   I shouldn’t do that.

If its occurred to you youre ahead of the game

I’m not.

            I keep making 'em.

    Are they assumptions  Or presumptions

Shit.  Good question.

                           What’s the difference?

You’re correct that assumptions are not goodguessing without proof

                                                                        To presume  make an educated guess based on evidence  probability

Dammit.

             I really have to stop.

    Do you assume often?

No

      I pause  Then toss whaever my consideration is against Wittgensteins Whereof Thereof

Whereof one cannot speak, thereof one must be silent.

Thas it

          Im impressed  Youve memorised it

Now use it no excuse to assume anything if you can summons Wittgenstein

    Yeah.   Yeah.

                     

                        I should.

Yashoud

2217,  Saturday,  8  8. 26

1329,  Sunday – Nagasaki,  9  8. 26

Spirit  Nature’s Way  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qvQa04JP73o

It’s my birthday. We should order appetizers.

That’s a great idea, not what we usually do.

                                                turned to his girlfriend  What do you think?

It’s your sister’s birthday, if she’d like, we can make it come true.

That’s what we’ll do then.

                              What do think, Sis?

I was thinking . . . calamari.

                                Lemme see what else they have.

under the table he reached over grabbed his girlfriends thigh

                                                                 gave her a look

she redoubled his look

    Calamari.

Sis said  Don’t you think?

To be honest . . . . happy to have it for you . . but we won’t be partakinghave an issue eating a sentient sea creature.

Oh.

        I didn’t think of that. I don’t have to have calamari.

his girlfriend piped up

                          If you'd like, enjoy.  I’m sorry. I can’t let this opportunity go by.

You haven’t met my dad.

I’m looking forward to when I do.

Well, this is an ideal primer, a perfect opportunity for you to see into his head.

                                                                                      He’d say, I can’t eat something smarter than me.

Then he’d make an exception.

Most women are smarter than me, but I'd eat them.

Ohjesus.

That’s my Papa.

 

they opted for boquerones en vinagre a Spanish appetizer tapa anchovies sardines either marinated in vinegar or a mixture of vinegar olive oil seasoned with minced garlic

1109,  Sunday -- Nagasaki,  9  8. 26

Psyops.

Cyclops

             Excuse me  Odd subject

I misunderstand you

Yes. I said psyops.

Ah

You know what that is?

Id suggest common sense

                             Psy psychological  Ops  Though not tha Im keen  Military operations

Why

A book I’m reading delves into it.

CIA  Then the military

Art of Lie.

It certainly is

                 Once rollin hard to pull back

Eventually they believe their lies

    Fuckem

You wouldn’t read it?I’m almost finished.

Thank you but no thanks

                             Im rummaging through fourteen right now

Five fictions amongem

Which is unusualjust over thirty percent

                                            Not usual

Fourteen books.

Jah

You bounce between them?

Its like watching TV changin channels different programs

    I couldn’t do that. I read one book at a time.

Why woudya do tha

Why would I?

                   You’re the first person I’ve met who reads multiple books at once.

I wouldn’t be able to keep track.

Youre underestimating yourself

                                    Give it a shot

Two books  Begin at two books

                                  You must have a second book linedup

she grimaced

                 I don’t.

couldnt keep the incredulity out of his voice

                                       Do  not

I don’t.

Wow  You just blew my mind

laughed

               Fourteen books.  Likewise friend.

Sunday afternoon,  2  8. 26

1130,  Sunday – Nagasaki,  9  8. 26

Hendrix  Purple Haze  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WGoDaYjdfSg

Psyops  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qaQaiOtfmIo

Have a beer?

Wha a great host

                   Please  Whayagot

Bud Lite. was enthusiastic

Bud lite

Yeah.

No thanks

Okay.   I’ve got . . lemme see rummaged through the cooler  Natty Ice . . and . . . Falstaff.

No thank you

Those are what I have.

I think Ill run out an pickup a sixpak of something

You just got here. Have a beer.

No thank you not tha selection

                                  Howd you decide on sale the cheapest youre not a beer drinker

I’m not.

           Fella who helped me said he enjoyed these, a lot of people do.

He say wha frat

Frat? Fraternity.

                     Him?

Jah

A little respect. I’m a brother.

I think I knew tha

                         Ya have tha airtha  look

    Look?

Need to belong

Belong?

Jah

 

 

You gonna clarify that?

Thas unnecessary

What if I thought it was?

Youre welcome to think whaever youd like

                                               Ill be back in fifteentwenty minutes

If Im welcome

 

laughed

               Let the Right One In

What are you talking about?

Don drink beer don watch foreign films

                                           Woudyasay there are some eclectic people in the backyard

Eclectic?

Diverse elements

I know what eclectic means.

 

 

    If Im welcome

Of course you’re welcome.

                             You’re one who stirs the pot.

You don’t know how entertaining you are.

Jah I do

           Im a riot

Hurry back. I’m curious what beer you’ll buy.

Sunday afternoon,  2  8. 26

1007,  Sunday – Nagasaki,  9  8. 26

Let the Right One In trailer  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ICp4g9p_rgo

https://www.cfr.org/articles/the-bombing-of-nagasaki

Piet Hein wrote under the Old Norse pseudonym Kumbel  means tombstone

                                                                                   called some of his writing grooks in Danish gruks

two examples

Err

and err

and err again

but less

and less

and less.

I’d like to know

what this whole

show is all about

before it’s out.

everyone would likely want to know what this whole show is about before it lets out

                                                                   maybe on the other side of the shimmer

                                                                                 two way mirror

                                                                we splitting the sides of those on the other side

                                                                             Theyre just too funny

                                                                                . . . too serious

                                                                          . . . too full of themselves

                                                                     . . . reminds me of hot air balloons

                                                                              You can remember

                                                                        On occasion  A lot of the time

                                                                               Youre so lucky

                                                                                  I think so

all these blasts of hot air have caused him to wonder

                                                               which side he was on

2300,  Saturday,  8  8. 26

0913,  Sunday – Nagasaki,  9  8. 26