9.8.26

Piet Hein wrote under the Old Norse pseudonym Kumbel  means tombstone
                                                                                   called some of his writing grooks in Danish gruks

two examples

Err
and err
and err again
but less
and less
and less.


I’d like to know
what this whole
show is all about
before it’s out.

everyone would likely want to know what this whole show is about before it lets out

                                                                   maybe on the other side of the shimmer

                                                                                 two way mirror

                                                                we splitting the sides of those on the other side

                                                                             Theyre just too funny

                                                                                . . . too serious

                                                                          . . . too full of themselves

                                                                     . . . reminds me of hot air balloons

                                                                              You can remember

                                                                        On occasion  A lot of the time

                                                                               Youre so lucky

                                                                                  I think so

all these blasts of hot air have caused him to wonder

                                                               which side he was on

2300,  Saturday,  8  8. 26
0913,  Sunday – Nagasaki,  9  8. 26

8.8.26


    he had what he needed

when he had more

he dispensed it

it pained him when people living within their means hadnt enough

                                                                      howbout a year one trillionanahaf budget
militarys not shy


    awright military

                        run an audit  get back to Congress  representatives of the American people
they run a forensic

                        aint kosher

backdoor draft personnel those less than thirtypercent who present themselves to recruiters

                                                                                      they can tug their cocks
twizzle their clits for PT

draw their salary

                     then

the following year the Department of Defence can submit  anew  to an audit  submit a modest reasonable  budget

         in the meantime
they can ratchetopen its black vaults liberate its clandestine secretive funds make a legitgo at living within their means

               wha   USA USA USA  ranked #1 in the world

                                        Iran  #30

 

    he had what he needed

military needs only what it needs

Americans need to have what they need

                                             no more

otherwise 

GREED   

1600,  Saturday,  8  8. 26

https://www.globalmilitary.net/compare/countries/irn-vs-usa/#google_vignette

America  I Need You  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jAQq0PV2yow

You know what they say about people who drink by themselves.

he wondered if this was a prelude to an intervention
                                                           her pantiesGawd love her  were always in a knot
she was always seeking acceptance  

 

 


    You know what they say about people who drink by themselves.

Jah

            Theyre comfortable with themselvesin their own company

Who says that?

Got it from the horses mouthwho Id rather  be known as a whore the whores mouth

                                                                                              Take it from me
Whars your backup

Backup?

This an intervention

Do you thin . .
. . Not wha I think

                          Stick a finger in your own eye

    I’m just sayin . .
. . Don

          Your two cents

Im not interested
                      If I were

    Id ask

 

I ask


You don’t think it’s problematic?

No

       The house is unclean
Am I

          No

Since Im busy with myself nearing ten hours a day

                                                           A man needs a maid

But I cant afford one

Squalor

To some  maybe

Me

       Livin tight with nature indoors

Nature filters through the shredded window screen all year long

                                                                      Havent run heat air since late March Twenty

My fortune  living in a hospitableinhabitable place


 

Wha do they say about people who drink alone

                                                       They wont get in a fistfight
Howbout this

                     You have my permission to drink alone

1334,  Saturday,  8  8. 26

https://www.verywellmind.com/drinking-alone-8723205

Neil Young  A Man Needs a Maid  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C0oeZAOSL8I

Derek Thompson  Atlantic  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qn5Idv-tjRE

liknowleum glares
                     not really Dumbos Mom in her moment of outrage https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jIVsCMBMS2I
the sliver he madeout  surfaced as a whale breathes  then slippedsubmerged

                                                                                       her eye
anyones eye
                The truth is in the eye ‘cause the eye don lie https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zo1DxtI73SE

    it was disturbing


their Disney collection VHSs he gave his daughters the films they grewup with but kept Dumbo kept Fantasia
            he was with Mrs Jumbo   prickish people need to be paddled

spare the rod spoil the child

he was never allowed to spoil

                                 seemed his shelf life  if he made it to market  would have been desirable
Beat tha ugly redheaded boy
                                fled his mouth

hopefully wherever she was in liknowleums subterranean confines or not she heard him
                                                                                                Beatem

he disliked parents who negotiated with their children when they were small

                                                                                    Whos running the show
Well, we don’t want to spank them, we abhor physical violence.

I abhor kids who are cunts

Crackem on the ass once
                              Bringem into the present

    When Im not providing for you you can do whaever the fuck you want

                                                                                   In the meantime . . .

Might say . . .

                    Sucks to be you

 

their children grewup with their heads on straight an succeeded

                                                                     must to have done somefuckinthing right

1220,  reggaefriday,  7  8. 26
1334,  Saturday,  8  8. 26

Copy that.

    irked him cat never served  wonders why hes coopted it but is uninterest in learning or opening a door perceived to provide fuel or fodder for his seeming obsession  either trying to deign him  make less of his import  his import   not usual farenot  by any extent of the imagination
                                                                               which of course
copy that lacks                                                                                          

reason motivates copy
                        while he tends to be unreasonable irrational  not only thinking outside the box but strolling aimlessly down the highway  no thumb out   not hitchhiking
                                                                              roaming lustily
 
Copy that.
once too many times
                        Whas with tha

I’m agreeing, I heard you, I’m confirming you.

                                                        You say right on.
Jah  Wont echo you

Yeah, I’ve noticed.

                       Why not?

Militaristic

Military nomenclature doesnt appeal to me
                                                  Frankly appalls me
The military appalls you? his breath caught

It does  I took Eisenhower at his word The Chance for Peace Cross of Iron speech

                                                                                        Every gun that is made, every warship launched, every rocket fired signifies, in the final sense, a theft from those who hunger and are not fed, those who are cold and are not clothed.

Not a Department of War A Department of Defencebetter yet  Peace Department

It wants a trillionnahaf for lethal surveillance weapons production
                                                                        I want a trillionanahaf for the country
Investing in death is not investing in Americans
My biggest beef

                   Human beings foregoing their autonomy
Doing wha theyre told

    Jah

            Appalls me

Copy that

Appalling

1914,  Thursday,  6  8. 26
1248,  Saturday,  8  8. 26

https://www.presidency.ucsb.edu/documents/address-the-chance-for-peace-delivered-before-the-american-society-newspaper-editors

Domain of loss  Loss aversion
                                 “a psychological bias (emotional decision) in which the fear of losing is more intense than the satisfaction of an equivalent gain, influencing decision making and risk assessment in financial activities.”

    Jahright
only recently has economics interested him
                                              reading it not participating   particularly not now

                                               as felon manipulates it every weekend at Close

he learned of it from a PIVOT interview with Hillary Clinton https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cWjk3U_1-Gk who has never been a dumb bunny who should have knocked felon off in ’15 like knocking dried shit off her shoe

    Comey didnt help

talk about domain of loss


all of the above was transacted by made possible by no commercial interest by a thought that waft through his head  rendering him

                           Id ask if I can help you  But no one can

2244,  reggaefriday,  7  8. 26
1155,  Saturday,  8  8. 26

Prospect Theory  also domain of loss  https://www.investopedia.com/terms/p/prospecttheory.asp

Loss Aversion  https://www.investopedia.com/terms/l/loss-psychology.asp

7.8.26


After I die you know wha Im gonna do

incredulity slipping into his voice
                              After you die.

Jah

         After I die

Ya know wha Im gonna do

 

After you’re dead . . . what are you gonna do?

Have you given it any thought

as a matter of fact in his voice
                             No.  I can’t say I have.

Give it a moment

What a moment?

A thought of after youre dead

I think I’ll be dead.

Of course well be dead

                              But wha do you want to do

    I’m dead.

chuckled
         Think outside the box

 

    Obviously . . . you have given this some thought.
No

      Just occurred to me
I was thinking of womenthinking when theyre little growingup  they alwaysalways had to be fearful of men
Kinda like young black boys an men going out in the white world
                                                                      Though they have physical agency to defend themselves

    Tha occurred to me


So wha Id like to do is stand with the bouncer whos at the gateway to enter life an as entities approach us indistinct  immaterialhazy  then closer their bodies become defined boys girls  maybe moved too closely together sexuality rubbing off  possibly an explanation for transsexuality  absorbing sexuality from one ahead behind them
                           I digress

But as they near us to leap to life to every female form Ill handem a loaded top-of-the-line automatic handgun so they wont have to be afraid of men  maybe inspire men to fear for a change

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6fLDkC__qng

I think thad be worthwhile after Im dead

 

    Ya really ought to give it some thought

Being deaddead sounds like a drag
                                        
                                         I wanna make the best of time                                                        
Sunday afternoon,  2  8. 26
1250,  reggaefriday,  7  8. 26

You watching him walk?

Brilliant

    What the hell are you talking about?

You think not

I haven’t a fuckin’ clue what you’re thinking.

Hes shuffling

He’s driving me nuts, I keep getting ahead of him and have to stop and wait. I understand he’s not been well but you’d think he’d improve, get help, physical therapy, before coming out an . .
. . Slowinya  down

                        He coud be more courtesy less ill but   if this is it its it isnt it

    I don’t want to think that.

Ya don have to think

                          Watchim

    Jaysus.   Jaysus.

 

Brilliant

You said. What do you mean?

His shuffle toe to instep to instep  to instep  to instep  to instep    while we stride

                                                                                            Seems a strategy
A strategy?

He shuffles we stride

                           Were making our way eventually to death

Mebbe to his way of thinkin  shufflin

 

    Well get their first

Sunday afternoon,  2  8. 26
1216,  reggaefriday,  7  8. 26

Im sorry

              Is this a tactic   A tactic

  Is it?

Strategy

  Is it?

 

How well do you know me

I think I have a better idea about you than most peop . .
. . Exceptionally     exceptionallyfew people
                                                 Ninetyninepointnineninenineninenine nein   get stupid on their facescratch their heads
No fuckin clue
                  But

Ya know me better than tha

    So      Again

 

Is it a tactic, a strategy?

Fuck   Christ

Hand to mouth baby hand to mouth day by day my only plan draw breath minute to minute  hour to hour  day to day

              As my daughter says  Good times  Good times

1933,  Thursday,  6  8. 26
1154,  reggaefriday,  7  8. 26

Modest Mouse  The Good Times are Killing Me  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=auFp3-8yORQ

I have to hand it to her.

Woman to woman

Yes.

I like her a lot

There’s a lot to likeher body.

Tha goes without sayin  But you know me
                                                Beautys only skin deep anif its sheen is thin  a membrane  an there aint no brain beneath
Adios

Why I like her a lot
                       
                        You
No husband.

No partner.

No children.

No stones.

No concessions.

She knows who she is what she wants.

 

The rare beast

Of either sex.


    Jah  Ill agree

Know who she reminds me of?

You

You.

       No concessions.

Youre a tough cookie

Thank you.

               Though I concede.
To your family

                   A whole other can of worms

Yeah.

         You havent a can of worms.
Im remote been remote twothousand miles remote

Years remote.

Jah

A decision made as a kid pulled it off as a teenag . .
. . Which  You were denied

                                 You werent even allowed to be a teenager

To your credit  You realised tha you were the only responsible one

                                                                           Had I bee . .
. . Been me.

                 Youd have jettisoned them.
Tyranny of family.

                       As you say.

Only person I’ve ever heard that from.

Im selfish

Which . . . in light of knowing you . . isn’t a bad thing.

    Thank you

                     No  I never thought it was
Honest

You are grimly honest.

No concessions is also

She is.

            I adore her friendship.

    As I adore ours.

Ya thinkin a ménage à trois

No.


      You two would kill me.
An suck the marrow from your bones

1911,  Thursday,  6  8. 26
1103,  reggaefriday,  7  8. 26

The Troggs  Wild Thing  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gSWInYFVksg 

Really

You have to say it like that?

Youd go along with itI mean  you   if it was offered to you  youd accept it

I’m untried, unproven. A hundredthousand dollars to an incoming college freshman would be amazing.

 

Try not to be amazed

                         Obviously youd have to show extreme promise tha a corporation woud offer you one hunred  thousands  dollars

That goes without saying.

Ananything you create they own

                                     You have no rights to your product because you accepted the money

That’s the offer.

Thas the really

That you had to say like that.

Correct

                  Id say a no brainer
Yes.

No

You’d say no.

Well  if Im so promising tha a corporation woud invest in me  on the cheap   If I said jah I woudnt be tha sharp

    Or you could take the money and run.

Methinks thered be articles instruments in the contract you signed before they handed you the money

Taxes
        They covering the taxes on income

Once upon a time I received a thousand dollar bonus an my employer also covered the taxesgranted  only a thousand

Following year we had a falling out despite me performing better than prior   Zero bonus

Following year I was adios two week notice hadnt a successor left him holding a big steaming bag of shit

          My bonus for him

Of course no


 

 

Thinkin of course correcting to no

No.

    Aww  Youre not as sharp as I thought you might be     

Had been holdinout hope
 
Sunday afternoon,  2  8. 26
1007,  reggaefriday,  7  8. 26