he could pity him

                      but then he didnt have that in him

broheim-of-a-broken-heartso he said two months ago was going out into the world again with his eyes on the prize

          TO GET LAID

Broheim

Date

If it leads to tha  fine

Otherwise

Date

       which was going to be next to impossible because he was monogamous  not a pretty word

You don think so

Nobody asked you

freakin mariachi an he thought Alexa Amazons eavesdropping electroniccreature was bad

I thought we were playing pretty word not pretty word

No

       I was thinkin monogamous

You were

I was

           I was married  But thinking about it now we didnt have to get marrieddidnt need the marital contract

We coud have had our kids our lives without it

Youll not get married again

    Rhetorical

                 Tell me  rhetorical

digging their toe in the dirtmuttered  Rhetorical

 

hes monogamous

                     “True… referring to previous marriages and steady girlfriends… dating a different dynamic”

broheim didnt date

                      cat was doomedcant change his stripes  evenif he wanted to

on the other hand he juggled  Once upon a time in Miami  five female friends

                                                                                      then he met his wife

then he pruned then he shed then he fell in love

it was nice that she in turn fell in love

 

“… dating a different dynamic”

                                   sounded like a challenge to him to at least cast breadcrumbs for him to follow on his way through the forest perhaps   jungle

                                                                  actually  fated

per his usual  at random he selected a book an opened it

                                                                James Crumleys Dancing Bear

page 64:

    “I’ve got one rule,” she said, her voice in the darkness above me, “one rule you should know about.”

    “No business in bed,” I suggested with a muffled voice.

    “No all-nighters and damn few repeaters,” she said, moaning and moving under my tongue. “That’s how-how I keep my life simple. No-no baggage.”

 

Broheim  Date

                 No-no baggage

    if he were to offer a suggestion

which he wouldnt

broheim was a big boy

                           would be nice if he could pity him though

0909,  Tuesday,  23  6. 26

1037,  Tuesday

R B Greaves  Take a Letter, Maria  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DSbXNjsLdRM

    Acalculia

What?

Wha   Exactly

    I don’t know.

The Roman emperor

Emperor?

Caligula no Although their pronunciations deliciously close   Deliciouslyclose

                                                                                     Acalculia 

Defined as an acquired difficulty with calculations  Often associated with other cognitive impairments such as alexia agraphia

                       Its A meaning  AN meaning  without not  Absent of Caligula   Amoral

I do not believe he was immoral

Alexia  Alexa   Not the same

     Alexia difficulty reading versus difficulty with a piece of virtual shit  virtual assistant

I need help

                Id find a human being to source with not engage an eavesdropper Amazon devised

There is also dyscalculia

                           A specific lifelong neurodevelopmental disorder impairing ones ability to work with numbers mathematical concepts

Dys prefix  Greek   Meaning bad ill abnormal difficult  painful

                                                                       Possibly foundational to our current sense of dissing

Possibly

 

I don’t know.

Innarested

    Not really.

1338,  Sunday – Fathers Day,  21  6. 26

1932,  Monday,  22  6. 26

Sam Cooke  (What a) Wonderful Word  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VzlLi5jX_C4

Woudnt it be cool

I don’t know . . . . cool?   Maybe. Maybe not.

    Id give your left tit so I coud see colours when I said specific wordsnot   not every word certain words

My girlfriend has tha ability

                                 She said its synesthesiawhich  yahave to excuse me    Pretty

Ohno, no, please no. somehow she didnt challenge him pawning her left tit to see colours

Wha

You’re gonna go off, fishhook.  One in eleven letters

                                                                   Y.

Why not

           Words titillate me

    Then imagine words firing colour into my eyes

Fuckin cool

she crossed her arms

                     I don’t know.

Drop your arms

Body language arms a shield

Let go

              Imagine

I haven’t that kind of imagination.

If youd let go   Ya might

    I don’t think so.

                      I’m happy with who I am.  Maybe . . . 

Maybe if I’d met you when I was younger.

Supple  Elastic

                     More plastic

    Maybe

 

Soft sifting colours

    That’s appealing.

It is

      Softsifting

It’s made your lis . .

. . It has

    Fuck Tolkien?

It has

 

Anyone ever tell you you’re ridiculous?

                                          she laughed gayly fantastic dimples  if he didnt have a girlfriend

1315,  Thursday,  21  5. 26

1307,  Monday,  22  6. 26

https://www.apa.org/monitor/mar01/synesthesia

https://www.apa.org/news/podcasts/speaking-of-psychology/synesthesia

. . . lack of semen to grease the wheels provides onsetcouldnt happen at a worse time dementia  Demontia

                                                                                                                      Fuck

Thereya go again.

Go

No preface.

Did preface

               Felon

We were talkin about how high gas prices are going to go away like magic he does tha graphything with his handsweeps it across his chest then precipitouslydips it like a ski jump ramp

I like tha

           Ski jump ramp

Beats the pants off cellar door

                             

   He insists  Like magic

Like 

CoVid

 

 

redux inserted:

$274K -- Killed

DRUMPF IN 2024

                   will he reinvent reimagine his MAGAggots  though in four years a lot of his elderly white cultists will be dead   

he might not want to run on his record  https://www.msnbc.com/all-in/watch/chris-hayes-we-failed-to-protect-the-most-vulnerable-americans-from-covid-97023045996

bets

1918,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  2  12. 20

https://www.msnbc.com/rachel-maddow/watch/health-officials-encouraged-to-go-rogue-defy-bad-local-leadership-as-covid-crisis-worsens-97032773619 

 

 

 

Comon man  Keep up

                       High gas prices around the world because felon had to go to war support yahoo an apartheid Israel the extermination of Palestinians Gazans West Bank

    Preface enough

Crazy way to get there. Semen.

Recaptured your wanderinattention

                                      I can see tha shit in your eyeshave to shine a real bright light intoem to penetrate tha mire you call a brain

0841,  Thursday,  4  6. 26

1049,  Monday,  22  6. 26

https://www.theguardian.com/commentisfree/2026/jun/21/the-guardian-view-on-israel-and-the-west-bank-allies-must-protect-palestinian-lives-and-livelihoods

had made instant coffee placed it in the microwave to heat it

                                                                 I don’t know what to say, man, but every time you come over, it seems for some reason, I gotta take a shit.

You’ll excuse me.

as he walked towards the livingroom to go upstairs he chased him with

                                                                             Wha can I say

I bring out the best of you

they laughed

he was gone

 

 

returned

            I was thinkin . .

. . Pots a great place

                          Rodins Thinker aint sitting on a rock

    Whatever.  What do you think?

                                            Causation or correlation?

Been the last four afternoons weve met Causation

You know what that means?

Jesus

           If I didnt I woudnt have said

To be clea . .

. . For your peace of mindjah

Causation. Cause and effect, causing something to happen.

Ditto

Correlation. Relationship that exists between phenomena, things, variables.

Ditto

So you knew?

Ditto

          You can be a real pain in the ass

Elementary my dear Watson

                                Although that iconic phrase wasnt written by Sir Arthur Conan Doyle

Who?

surprised him

                  You do the correlation

1318,  Sunday – Fathers Day,  21  6. 26

1001,  Monday,  22  6. 26

https://www.jmp.com/en/statistics-knowledge-portal/linear-models/what-is-correlation/correlation-vs-causation  

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lag22Hl2RQw

. . . live evil lived devil

                                          Wha to do with tha

You askin

I don think so

Youll tell us when you think so

    I can do tha

Shoud we consider it while you thinkget ifya woud   a jump on it

Woudnt imagine anything woud be wrong if a jump were had

                                                                                    Sure

A jump a hop a skip a leap aplomb

    Cool

Yasaid it

                   Very cool               Maybe a little later

At your beck an call

I appreciate tha thank you

Youre welcome

they were always polite

 

what to do with that nonsense 

forward

reversed

forward

reversed

obvious

oblivious

            until he printed which he did rather than scribble or doodle it out

in his ongoing background he heard The power of Christ compels you! The power of Christ compels you! The power of Christ compels you!

                                               Exorcist

almost could feel drops of Holy Water sprinkled on him

Not blasphemous

No gang not blasphemous  Background

                                              Youve heard the shit tha roils there

We cant determine if its a loop or not

Havent heard the end the beginning again

No

I havent either

                     Its entertaining nonetheless

Which is sayin a lot

                         Youre not a fan

Nah  Joe Fridayish

                      Just the facts, ma’am, just the facts.

 

 

    Nothing

                Forward  Reversed

Nah kiddos

             As close to a worddoodle one can doodle I suppose

Thought it interesting

                             Youse

Bupkis

432preferred,  Saturday,  20  6. 26

1223,  Sunday – Fathers Day – Summer Solstice,  21  6. 26

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lpyg94OzHK0

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ky6fo1AbrN8

Joe. So much for the facts.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Twre6ItGEI 

I don trust you

 

 

  what did it take to provoke that

he went to a bathroom to take a shit

a customer who was wrongthey try to convince him otherwiseWrong  Wrong     Youre wrong

wasnt buying his bill of goodsWrong

                                           pissed the customer off

a real cunt

turned on his heels

walked away

Where do you think you’re going?

kept walking

customer followed him

heard him

disregarded him

coworkers stepped aside giving the customer wide berth

                                                            talk about cunts  knew they werent going to intercede

why he didnt socialise with any of them

followed him into the offices bowels

followed him to the bathroom door

public access

                  for the public  for customers

Men

Women

shut the weighty door

but before he could lock it the customer kicked the door open

the rubber heel of his boot marred it

never cared for guys who wore boots

like guys who drove trucks

who werent in the trades

diesel trucks for transportation

                                   Look at his nice detailed truck

Fuckin hilarious

    kicked the door three more times as it closed on its own weight

he was going to have to hold it until he righted Wrong

                                                         buckled his belt

Ya really want to do tha

You got an idea

Jah

        Trashim with it

nodded

          Thas an idea

Not a good idea

    But an idea

 

Thas all we got

 

he walked out into the foyer at the rear of the building

went up the semi-circular steps to the second floor

Wrong in hot pursuit

went through double doors went right

                                         entered a room he hadnt been in before 

    a bedroom

his mother was standingher back to him talking on a telephone the cradle on the chenille bedspread receiver in her hand

Wrong breezed by his left shoulder turned around at the casement window to his left a mirrored dresser stepped towards him like he was going to punch him

wasnt fazeddidnt flinch

again

didnt flinch

attempting to intimidate him Wrong grew taller

like the beanstalk Jack planted

unintimidated he said  I don trust you

his mother took the telephone from her ear saidsharply

                                                            He’ll have to stand in line.

Wrong threw a punchcuffed his shoulder

didnt flinch

               but

  he began to unbuckled his belt

 

maybe they had a good idea after all 

0635,  Saturday,  20  6. 26

2333,  Saturday

Black Sabbath  Fairies Wear Boots  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nvnfi_ZBXxA

perplexed  Hot balls

Hot balls?

You said

When did I say?

Ya just did

No.

      I said Topgolf.

perplexed  Topgolf

                        Whastha

If I’m to quote the brochure I have one on the refrigeratorgimme a sec.

                                                                                         Here.

A premier social hub blending golf games, dining, and nightlife into a single destination. Thing’s, their hitting bays, are stacked three-storeys. You hit microchipped golf balls into a giant outdoor outfield. The balls track your accuracy, distance, and score them automatically on a screen in your bay.

    Is tha something you like to do

On occasion.

Sounds for couples

I hadn’t thought that.

Youve been there on dates   With your partner

I have.

Lone wolves in the barsIm assuming multiple bars

Yes.

        Bars on each floor, rooftop terraces, fire pits, multiple full-service bars.

    Doesnt sound like a venue for singles

No. I’d have to agree.

No hot balls

That might depend on one’s definition.

Hitting golf balls doesnt elicit a hot time in anyones pants let alone in the old town tonight

    Maybe not.

When youve left  have you been hot to fuck

Jesus, Papa, helluva question.

Im askin cuz cant imagine afterwards my balls creamin nuts screamin  Lets fuck

 

    That’s you.

You  

No.

       We usually come home, throw on a movie, play music, vinyls, get high.

As I said

            Singles woudnt waste their time

Maybe singles who play golf?

Dating app sez

             I enjoy hitting golf balls

Fuckin turn off

    I enjoy playin with my putter

1111,  Saturday,  20  6. 26

1623,  Saturday

Ghostpoet  (features Nadine Shah)  X Marks the Spot  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yEMmtikjmx4

not played at Topgolf  Nadine Shah  Greatest Dancer  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KYVDdnt0RUg

she texted  :  :  I woke to my recoveryroom nurse Christine screaming at me hahaha HALLIE. HALLIE. WAKE UP! WAKE UP! HALLIE, WAKE UP.  i guess i didn’t wanna wake up.

he replied  :  :  Do you lknow/wonder what you were dreaming when Christine woke you?

  :  :  god I was trying to recall. actually – you’d be the prime person to discuss this with – really been diving deep into all my experiences, with spirits, I think I have some psychopomp in me.

i swear it’s not the drugs talking.

am I imagining it?

  :  :  a psychopomp – definitely

You’re exquisitely sensitive, a superb empath . . . thereby the veil between Life and Death and  ?  is more transparent, where to others, opaque, and others – might as well be a brick wall.

  :  :  i see ghosts often.

  :  :  I am roiled by hypnopompic (coming out of sleep) and hypnagogic (going to sleep) visions

although not a psychopomp

 

       psychopomp

                         A mythical conductor or guide of souls to the place of the dead.

she was that

1211,  reggaefriday – Juneteenth,  19  6. 26

1048,  Saturday,  20  6. 26

Ghostpoet  Off Peak Dreams  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZiWvczb_hhg