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I gotta admit Im keen on the array of books that are shelved behind people interviewed on-line or those who either host or are answering questions during podcasts

I literally stopem then use a magnifying glass to look behindem to see what theyre reading or have read

Ive come away with some fantastic titles and have found an leasedem through the public library

I am not ashamed to say that when I am lookin
                                                   Im dangerously close to havin an orgasm
An orgasm?

    Whas with the puss

Seeing titles, authors, almost gives you an orgasm?

Yes


That’s nuts.

Perhaps
             But let me say this about that

they chuckled
                this and that were part of their volleys currency  they amused themselves dropping it on each other

Please do.

If I had a podcast or were interviewed Have you any idea whawoud be behind me

I believe that’s a no-brainer.

Stop
       Think outside the box youre sorting through before you say

It’s a no-brainer.

I think   no  believe    youll be surprised

I’ll go with my instinct.

It may stink

    You’d have racks of books behind you too.


I woudnt

No?

I asked you to think outside the box

You have an extensive library.
                                   Then what?

Id have pin-ups papering the wall old pin-ups Playmates motorcycle auto magazines covergirls Id have several poster drawn by Robert Crumb
Fritz the Cat fame?

Yup   Hup Zap Mister Natural Head Comix  C  O  M  I  X
                                                                   Don want you being ignorant

Really?

Yah Why no one woud want to interview melisten to my curious takes my solution to Americas inequality

You have a solution?

I do

Care to share?

Happy to
           When Romney was running for president he insisted corporations were people too

When Castro took over Cuba he nationalised American corporations  It follows then tha government can nationalise American billionaires take their ridiculous offensive wealth leaveem five million a year negotiable
They can live handsomely on tha

Then redistribute the wealth Feed educate children Bolster the social safety net bolster medical care Have clean air clean water

A fresh start



That’s crazy.

    Its crazy it hasnt been done yet

Tuesday afternoon,  15  4. 25
1639,  Saturday,  26  4. 25

Lemme get this down I just need a couplefive minutes

Help yourself. she said I’ll wanderround the house.  First time you’ve invited me.

Place is always a mess I don entertain
                                          An youre place is so sweet  Help yourself

I’ll set a timerpull you out by your hair if you’re still at it.

Five ten minutes

she laughed
                  he glimpsed herdidnt want to miss her dimples going off like Fourth of July fireworks

Ten minutes.

Yah
       Please


she wandered took in the art on the walls books books books on tabletops in many bookcases stacks on the floor the records the CDs the DVDs
                                              more books in his bedroom  boxes of books
  

she looked at her watch

twentyminutes

quietly she entered the studio behind him
                                            placed her hand on the back of his neck slipped it onto his shoulder stood behind him

Another five minutes

gently patted his shoulder
                              remained behind him
she didnt try to read what he was writing she looked at the eight canvases on the wall above his desk where when he pausedwas thoughtful maybe he leaned back in his chair and entered one or several



    There
            he leaned his head backleaned it against her breasts A long ten minutes

Not so very long.
                   I love your library.

My library sheesh
                    My daughter refers to my books as my library too

Books? No.   Library. Very eclectic.

Thank you
             Im missing some books tha I was stupid about as a kid  Woud be terribly fun to have now

What books would those be?

Twothree
           Advertised on the back pages of magazinesfuck maybe on Bazooka Joe bubblegum waxed comic strips

she laughed

he closed his eyesimagined her dimples
                                            Yah  Eric Weber
How To Pick Up Girls  Where To Pick Up Girls
                                                 Take it back  Two books

Crazy you remember the author, his titles.

Tell me about it  Obviously made an impression
                                                    It woud have been great to have bought them in the day

    You sound . . . regretful.

No  Fun to laugh at

Laugh at?

Yah
      Seein as I did very well extremely well without their help  he rolled his head side to side between her breasts

she put her other hand on his shoulderhad him leaned down  kissed the top of his head

Howbout you give me a tour of your bedroom? We don’t have to be to my parents’ house till four.

Tuesday afternoon,  15  4. 25
1353,  Saturday,  26  4. 25
Starland Vocal Band  Afternoon Delight  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UD8vSm_SDlM

Ever just pay out line see where it runs where itll take you

    Line?
          Yes  Line
Perhaps youd recognise it as goindown a rabbithole you often say you do in regards to viewing youtubes  Youdotubes

Not that, but I follow youtubes.

I thought you might
                     At long last something alas youre able to follow
Joycean Oceanic  Finnegans Wake
                                       At long last
The book ends A way a lone a last a loved a long no period The book begins riverrun, past Eve and Adam’s, from swerve of shore to bend of bay, us by a commodious vicus of recirculation back to Howth Castle and Environs.
            A loop Aloof
A loved a long the riverrun past Eve an Adams

Commodious vicus I love it Translated a convenient road a comfortable path 

Vicus  A small settlement

Bustup commodious come odious vicus small settlement village ward district neighbourhood

Youre riffing.

I am
      ImImprovising  ImImImIm provisioned

Please.  Stop.

Paying out line
                 Stop.

    How do you stop going down your youtube rabbitholes
                                                               ImImImIm inclined to play in Google
Was thinking about esoterica  knowledge practices things not readily available understood by the general public

That’s very much like you.

I bumped it with erotica don think I need explain tha
                                                          Esoteric erotica
Ought to be the thirtysecond flavour of Baskin-Robbins Thirtyone Flavor Ice Creamsthough I favoured their daquiri ice terribly attracted to its pale icy bluishgreen colour

Ice?  That’s a sherbert?

I prefer ice to sherbert but sure

    Not an ice cream?

Im not fond of ice cream

But you’d eat it?

Not usually

Ice cream and pie?

Pie

No ice cream?

I see you understand  following the Joycean loop

I’m not.
Not ImImImIm
               STOP.

Youre stops more pronounced

Because you’re losing me I can’t follow you.

Then lets conclude
                     Esoteric erotica led me to William Mortensen youre a photographer youd enjoy him an to two photos Bast spelled B  A  S  T  The Eye of the Moon an Asleep
Was utterly fascinated
                         Woud dig seeinem in person
Id be careless if I didnt elaborate seeinem

Seein ‘em?

    Yah  Semen

Tuesday afternoon,  15  4. 25
1225,  Saturday,  26  4. 25

25.4.25

trifecta outro

Babysteps

Slow immersion

Little bit by little bit

Until you catchup

Catch up?

Im all in right now

 
    Can you please explain to me why?
I have 

Yes.   You have.

Cant play denial babe

she grinned gave him a small portion of the dimples she could lay on himhad
                                                                      One can try.
smiling no dimples  They can

Yes.   Yes.    Yes.

Tha resuscitated
                   I have

You have.
              You have what?


Peed 
In the tub?

Ive also gotten you in the swimming pool
                                             But tubs are so much more  intimate
Now?

Yes

Oh for God’s sake.

If there were a god hed be on my side
                                         An besides tha
Yes?  Besides?

Ya know you wanna
                       I only beat you to the punchHell you lit the candles around the tub I usually do tha 
Tipped your hand  slightly    beautiful 

Yawanna


she smiled  deepdeep dimples showed
                                             Yes.

Well   I aint goi . .     Aah  atta grrl
                                               he made her blush

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trifecta verse


Regrets.  Any regrets?

Ifya let me search my mind


                                      You
You werent gonna say were you

    I'd have to search my mind.    No I wasn’t.
                                                          You’re the loquacious . . storyteller.

Now Im curious  Like my cats
                                 Why regrets

Aren’t they more interesting, provocative, than not, or than other things, inquiries?

Inquiries

Certainly.

Interrogations


Interrogations?  Why?

    Leverage
                Knowing someones secret   Secrets

Wha youll admit to


I asked.

   Fine
A regret for a regret


No leverage in that.

No

 

Regret for a regret.

Excellent
                I regret I didnt have sexmake love more during the daytime  Morning  Afternoon

No leverage.

None

            You

Me.

         I’ve not had the life you’ve lead. 

No of course not
                   Whas your regret


I’ve not had the courag . .
. . Wasnt 


What do you call it?

Being true to that self I was born into
                                         They left a longishChrist an exhaustive crib sheet list of demands


Nor woud I ever deny who I am

1420,  reggaefriday,  25  4. 25

Esbjorn Svensson Trio  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5rFEZiPgyTE

trifecta intro


On the heels of every days a fuckin gift

                                                     Yakiddinme

    Wha


Fascinated by your femoral artery

Look at you all over it

All over it all over you
                       Nooks  Crannies    Notever hideanseek never Olly olly oxen free

    No  Spose not
                     Whas the upset

Hot  A hot bath

Not unusual

High

Not unusual

Daytime

Not unusual

Femoral fascination

    Fascinated  Yah

 

Ya gonna say

You ought to youre biting your lip

Awright

                 Exit strategy


Staging Rehearsal
                          Hearse

We donneed your sarcasmblack  humour   right now

    We get wha I give us
                               Privilege of the patriarch

Patriarch

Flashyhuh  Didnt know I had it in me

Evidently                                                                                                           

Evidently
                 No   Femoral fascination
Ya don see a paring knife a straight razor cool your jets

                                                                     Just   Fascinated

1420,  reggaefriday,  25  4. 25 

every days a fuckin gift

dusk  urinated outside  took a leak in the grass
                                                    neighbours wanted to watch  letem
it was his backyard
he didnt pay attention to themWHY would they pay attention to him


    You’re antisocial. his broheim

Anyare  obsessivelysocial
                            Coudnt entertain yourself for all the tea dumped in Boston Harbour twohunredfifty years ago Americans were fighting an dying against the King of Englands troops

What . Boston Harbor?

Its tha time of the year

Time of the year, what the hell?

American history Good to know where we came from even though our familiesmy family didnt arrive until the early twentieth centuryyours earlier I choose not to forget then anymore than I woud forget to remember the military men an women who died in World War Two

that irritated him You. What the hell are you talking aboutI could . . . I could . . I just don’t want to.

Which means you cant

I don’t want to.

You cant
            Sayin I coud doesnt mean you can despite your maligned thinkin  I coud play with others I just don want to therefore   yah  I cant
Makeya feel better

Jesus.

I wanted to say as I was outside takin a leak tha I recognised phonaesthetically . .
. . What the fuck?

Pleasant  beautiful sounding words
                                        My Tolkien broadside  Cellar door
I can’t keep up with you.

You shoudnt try    Phonaesthetically
                                          I recognised the three random daffodil plantsno idea tha came up this year in the yard died  Daffodils died

he refrained from scratching his head  Daffodils died.

Take tha Tolkien

    What's gotten into you today?

Life tore me open like an eager child at their birthday gift

                                                                     Every days a fuckin gift
  
Tuesday,  15  4. 25
1319,  reggaefriday,  25  4. 25
Israel Kamakawiwo’ole  Somewhere Over the Rainbow  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z26BvHOD_sg


trifecta prologue

 

take a buzz into a day hot bathtub

femoral artery

daylight regret

babysteps

                                                                      2PMishmash,  reggaefriday,  25  4. 25

No ya don

    I don’t what?
Step on my lines

What . your lines?

Have to come up with something original  Tha particular variant variants unfolding off it belong to me

I don’t think I saidstepped . on your toes.

Wha do I say

About what?
Mirrors

Mirrors?

Don play stupid  Mirrors


Awright.  You don’t look in them.

Correct
            Calendars

You never sai . .
. . I did I have
                 Ive recommended in the past ya not count on your memory   Shabby at best

But everyone’s memory is shabby compared to yours.

They are

And you have no idea why.

I do

    You do?

Ive shared before

his face twisteddisturbed he didnt remember


Pain
       Pain makes you presentfast in the moment Earliest memories two years old  An forth

Yes yes.  I remember now.

Now
         So please stay off my line  Unless you want to credit me


What did I impinge on?

Impinge   Thas generous
                             Yawere virtually  verbatim
What did I sa . .
. . Wha Ive said
                   I stopped looking at calendars an mirrors a long time ago

Aah . . . . yes.

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1201,  reggaefriday,  25  4. 25

    woke ‘bruptly imagined it nothing more than a rude interruption a commercial break from dreaming he shifted backanforth sidetoside seeking a sweet spot sleeps g-spot and while seekinggesticulating subtly mercurochrome entered his mind When did he last think of that

on mercurochromes heels arrived iodine  I  O  DINE like that  the glass applicators appealed to himintrigued him as a boy when it seemed to his parents he couldnt go through a day without scraping tearing his flesh
    Can’t you be more careful?

careful
                occurred to him a curious word Why

his mother turned to his father Maybe you can talk some sense into him.

No. I don’t think I can.
                          He seems willing, aggressively so, to go his own way.

And what about other children who may follow him?

They don’t. They know better.




   I  O  DINE was followed to his muddlinchagrin by Good Times  J Js cry  DY  NO  MITE

Whaya make of tha   intruded
                           followed keenly by a mantra going off in his head  mercurochrome  I  O  DINE   DY  NO  MITE  mercurochrome  I  O  DINE   DY  NO  MITE  mercurochrome  I  O  DINE   DY  NO  MITE Fuck
             Ya kiddin me



tinctures  slender glass applicators
                                      he found his sweet sleep spot  g-spot


    asleep
scrambling back to his dreams
                                  Wharedya go?

You woudnt believe me if I said Yacoud have followed

No we couldn’t. Or would.


    Thas cool  Lets play
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