they called him out

                        buttinskys

he cracked the doorthey kicked it wiide open

   Marys

Seven Minutes in Heaven

who knew Heaven was so invitingso  wellendowed

                                                       he almost swallowed his tongue

then the flashlight went out

there forward  everything up for grabs

                                          for  pinched fondling grabass

who grabbed his cock

neither admitted it later

seven minutes went long

it was dark

couldnt see their watches

                                 not that they owned one

things got crazy rambunctious   got    heated

                                                     he got gobbled

                                                     neither admitted it

how could they

mouth was stuffedfull

DID YOU GET THAT

                                  if they got pripioca

tugged at the waist of his bluejeans

                                PAYINATTENTION

Brazil the Amazon

Metaphysical Club

                        he was also aroused by other words

mamelucos Portuguese  a person of mixed European an Amerindian ancestry                 

cafuzos  ditto person of mixed African an Indigenous Brazilian ancestry

mulattoes English mixed African an European ancestry derived from Spanish – Portuguese words mulato an mulata

cabocos person of mixed Indigenous an European ancestry  less commonly  a culturally assimilated or detribalized person of full Amerindian descent  

                       Brazil  caboclo refers to this specific typer of mesticoBAM Threefer

   Well gang

                  Get an earful

 

We heardya

               Got all your yippinbout ancestry

Well assume incestry didnt lag or trail far behind

Particlespartickles  my ass

2320,  Thursday,  27  3. 25

1320,  reggaefriday,  28  3. 25

Wha

          read it again  . . . mocas (young Brazilian women  the Amazon) were nicely dressed in white muslin & jewelry with flowers in their hair & an excellent smell of pripioca.

in The Metaphysical Club  Louis Menand

pripioca

 

              happened again

certain words appeal to him  stand out 

he finds themwithout knowing what they mean  attractive

                                                              sudden blackanwhite pin-ups

Jane Greer  later starred in Out of the Past

how could he not be WOWed

   WOWed

                Youre kiddin

Nobody askd

No

     But

Understand wha occurs to you  filters through your brain   tidbits particles inadvertently   how do I wannasay  are     revealed  to us

                                          Like

In a dark closetSeven Minutes in Heaven  flashlights momentarily turned On  turned Off

                                                                                                Yasee

No mistakin

We remember

                 The Marys

Yafollowed them in anin the dark off came their blouses bras  they flashed the flashlight

                                                                                                Yasaw

Its like tha  shrugged

                               Just like tha

Pripioca

Captured your attention

 

Whadoes it smell like

I havent smelled it   Its described as woody an spicy with floral an vanilla hints          

Not thaya coud

OhHellno

2320,  Thursday,  27  3. 25

1036,  reggaefriday,  28  3. 25

Ya yahooChrist

               Science has wormed its way so far up your ass its burrowedlaid eggs in your brain

they were going to dispute Gaia

                             whenever bringing Her up he watchedknew what was coming  for that dullglint dust  abrasion   discomfort in his eyes

Need I reiterate

It’s not science.

Gaia According to Loveloc . .

. . I kno . .

. . Mother of All Life

                     The living Earth tha gives rise to everything tha follows  She operates as a whole

   She?

She too big a job to entrust to a man

                                        Gaia  Dropdead female

Men struggle finding their ass with either hand  been accommodated too long

                                                                                 Got dick   So special

White

       Meant to rule the world

My ass

You’re white.

I am

A man.

I am

So what's your issue?

   Aint got a damn thing Im interested in  Nothing to see there

                                                                   Ill leaveem for you for whaever reason ya constantlyconsistently size up

Have at it knock yourself out

Gaia

       She  I revere

As close to religion Ill ever be

1253,  Thursday,  27  3. 25

0933,  reggaefriday,  28  3. 25

https://www.greenpeace.org/international/story/24978/gaia-ecology-earth-is-connected-rex-weyler/#:~:text=Lovelock%20and%20Margulis%20stitched%20all,it%20operates%20as%20a%20whole.

Chicago  I’m a Man  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cBGyFrHF1eU

Muddy Waters  Mannish Boy  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bSfqNEvykv0 

he was humming

  he didnt hum

what was he humming

                           he kept it up trying to findlocate  some recognisable word words  in it

Shit he said

                    Baby Mine  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iCgDgJsTR_w

Dumbo

he gave all the Disney VHS tapes he had to his daughter except Dumbo   and Fantasia  Nineteenforty

   why the humming

                             sitting at his desk a halfhour he saw why the hum resulted

on the opposite side of a collected piece of paper he scribbled  datedOFCOURSE he had

Friday  15  7. 05nearly twenty years ago  1230ish

on it he quoted someone

                            Flee, all is discovered.

who had he quoted

                       also wrote pg 286 after and circled it

who was he reading in Twothousandfive 

   he sat  and thought

 

halfhour later looked at the clock when he began evidently halfhours favoured him he quit thinking and went to the computer to Google Flee

                                                                                                                         found    Yes Ofcourse  asshole

Robert Penn Warren  

                       All the King’s Men

he remembered

                   a fascinating read

partial quote of the paragraph was

                                      (The) West is where we all plan to go some day. his West was inadvertent  he followed his wife because she was going evenif she had to go alone  she grewup in California   It is where you go when the land gives out and the oldfield pines encroach. It is where you go when you get the letter saying: Flee, all is discovered.

                he read the book another time since  saw both films

 

while Googling he copped three other quotes pertinent to the sloppy barrel of shit America was steeped in didnt want to breathe through his nose but also not through his mouth where he risked tasting it

                                                                                     The lack of a sense of history is the damnation of the modern world.  &  Reality is not a function of the event as event, but of the relationship of that event to past, and future, events.  &  It is human defect – to try to know one’s self by the self of another.

 

   Warren  fucking brilliant

1234,  Thursday,  27  3. 25

on the phone with his father Youre fadin on me Im havin to carry the ball   If shes there lemme talk with Sis I want to give her hell

muffled

            He wants to give you hell.

What did I do?

He didn’t say. Just said he wants to give you hell.

 

What did I do?

Hey Sis

           Didnt return my call

    You didn’t call.

I did

             Checking

On the Eighteenth

                    Sixteentwelve hours left a thirtyonesecond message

I didn’t get it.

Ya sound like a politician

                            I don remember

What country you were in when you were on Signal discussing classified war material

What?

Nothing

          You know me an politics I called to ask about the baby shower I understand High Tea was the theme   Finger sandwiches

Yes.

     We were supposed to wear hats.

Inside

Not hat hats.

Whas not hat hats

They’re called fascinators.

Fastenators

No. Fascinators.

Spell

F A S C I N A T O R.

Arya sure not F A S T E N A T O R    Fasten

No.

Its a real word

                European   Made of silk lace net

Why would you know that?

Dated a gal tha collected antique hats

                                             Was into blindfolds too

   Yeahokay. Brakes.

Chicken

             So you didnt wear a fascinator

No.

Know whaya shoudve worn

   Smart ass. What should I have worn?

A tiara

Dammit dammit  she roaredlaughed

                                                  You’re right you’re rightabsolutely right.

Coudve upstaged the entire gathering

                                       Made the poor pregnant gal feel like a peasant

1646,  Wednesday,  26  3. 25

1120,  Thursday,  27  3. 25

https://www.fastcompany.com/90172108/why-are-fancy-british-hats-called-fascinators-anyway

5 Man Electrical Band  Absolutely Right  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lhBm4QzEQtI

walking into the room where buddy had an eightfoot pool table foldedup gametables stacks of puzzlespulled up short  saw that he hung old family photographs artwork  onein particular  a framed poster threw him  was unlike buddy

he walked in behind him shortly thereafter carrying a tray bottles of beer tumblers of whiskey ceramic bowls containing mixed nuts pretzels

                                         motioning to the walls  This is crazy nice

Thank you. I found most of them in the boys’ closets hadn’t seen them in years. I thought they'd make the room more homey.

You achieved that

                    

                         The poster  Garth Brooks

Yes.

 

You a fan

I’m not, my wife was.

she died fifteen years earlier

Im a bit surprised its not under glass as the other pieces aresave  of course

                                                                                 The paintings

No. She wanted a frame to keep it flat.

                                             Actually . . I’m very happy she didsee the upper right?

looked saw a dull purplish stain of something splashed  beyond it samecoloured speckles

The boys were gone. New Year’s Eve. I was feeling frisky goosed her she jumped tossed her wine over her shoulder.      remembering   seeing

                                                    We daubed away what we could.

Then I started daubing her.

   Daubing

Good. Using your imagination.

                                

                                      Daubed.

 

We look at a lot of our lives through glass, television screens, phone screens.

                                                                                   Easy to lose perspective . . lack . . . scale.

I see

          If Garth were under glass  yamight not have that present memor . .

. . Yes.   Yes.

                     Every time I look at it since finding, hanging it . . .  he trailed off

Youre able to relish  again

 

   Relish.

               Perfect word for it.

handing him a tumbler he held up his  Na Zdrowie.

Heres mud in your eye

0730,  Monday,  24  3. 25

1008,  Thursday,  27  3. 25

Make America Great Again

                                  Or

AKA  Let Third World Children Die  https://www.telegraph.co.uk/global-health/science-and-disease/gavi-does-much-more-than-save-the-lives-of-children/

American measles  https://www.cdc.gov/measles/data-research/index.html

Lubbock Texas  https://www.texastribune.org/2025/03/26/texas-measles-public-health-funding-cut/#:~:text=Since%20January%2C%20Lubbock%20hospitals%20have,who%20died%20on%20Feb%2026.&text=This%20site%20is%20protected%20by,and%20Terms%20of%20Service%20apply

                                  Or

“We’ve hit (Houthi) headquarters,” Waltz told US media  https://truthout.org/articles/democrat-leaked-messages-show-waltz-admitting-to-war-crime-in-yemen-strike/

                                  Or

Climate change threat  https://www.the-independent.com/climate-change/climate-change-america-global-threat-b2722106.html

                                  Or

https://www.epa.gov/climate-indicators/weather-climate

                                  Or

                                        fuck America

2031,  Wednesday,  26  3. 25

   couldnt possibly have heard that right

                                                      Ears havin your way with me again

aint enough his eyes fuck with him

tagteamed by his senses

   they acted like they didnt hear him  played mute

                                                           he got it

he liked to play dumb too

that only worked with people who didnt know him

knowing him wasnt to love him   

   Ozempic

whenever he viewed YouTube pharmaceutical ads bombarded interruptedfuckininterrupted programs he watched

           what he thought he heard was a voiceover that recommended Ozempic to  avoid  death

that was a salespitch of All-Time

                                   TAKE Ozempic  AVOID Death

he might have to look into that

Ears

   they still werent listening

hed have to drill down

   drilling   found

                      perhaps what he hardlyheard didnt pay attention to advertisement forced on him  “When you stop using Ozempic, all the drug mechanisms mechanisms?  cogs cranks gears grates at work . . . protection will stop. Your medical conditions may worsen . . . Your risk of death . . . may increase.”

   thats terrifying

at onset of taking Ozempic he hoped those words were trottedouthollered in ones face by a raucous band of NBA cheerleaders POM POMs et al

                                        but then   maybe

to have to endure a raucous bouncingboundingunbridled band of NBA cheerleaders might be worth taking the drug

   maybe

to be fair  a male perspective             

2157,  Monday,  24  3. 25

1347,  Wednesday,  26  3. 25

https://www.drugs.com/medical-answers/what-happens-when-you-stop-taking-ozempic-3575107/

https://www.msn.com/en-ph/video/tv/top-10-hottest-nba-cheerleaders-squads/vi-AA1qsU5s

he was going to give Jackie a ride home his teenaged daughters friend

                                                                             that was the deal

her parents could drop her off but she needed a lift home

there were three pools at the apartment complex

done deal

            a day in the sun spent swimming playing jacuzziing cold drinks cold fruit

left them to their own devices  told them to head home thirtyforty minutes so they could shower before dinner

        finished prepping potato salad was barbecuing hamburgers sausage hot dogs sweetbreads

Jackie

was a pistol

             playing Marco Polo  couplethree of the times he was It caught hergrabbed her boob  accidentally  inadvertently   she squealed with laughterpeeled out of her throat out her wideopen grinning mouth

Would you quit Jackie? his daughters cried

                                               She’s doing that on purpose, Dad.

No shit

          Jackie  Cheap thrills

ever the smart aleck

                      You callin’ me cheap?

Woudnt knowI  woudnt know

                                 shed been playful for as long as theyd known her  although her abundant blooming upped the ante

                            shed become a classic tease

her parents his friends were going to have their hands full

 

We better get a move on Jackie

Is it time . . already?

Time

Alright.

           Lemme collect my things.

she gathered magazines towels girlie stuff into a large beach bag

I'm ready.

            wore flipflops cutoff bluejeans oversized tshirt

Awright grrls  gonna get this show on the road  have the dishes done by the time I get back please

Yes Dad.

going out front he kicked off his flipflops stoopingpicked them up

                                                                     a long lawn ran before the front of twostoreys of apartments down to the parking lot the carports ran in front of his car

it felt good

Do you always walk in the grass?

Most of the time

she kicked off hers bagged them walked beside him

almost to the parking lot she said Shoot. I forgot something. handing him her bag I’ll be right back stay right here.

Ill meet you at the car

No please, stay right here.  sounded earnest

Awright

         Step it up

I will I will, thank you.

                        she ran up the grass strip went rightdisappearing behind blooming roseplants into the entryway beyond

not twentyseconds later she he thought Great  Got the lead out came into viewsomething in her hand  laughing  ran on a deadbead at him

                           her breasts movedswayed two playful pups at each other  jiggled juggled tumbled ransmack into him they went down

she laughed riotously

getting to a knee You oka . .

. . I am. poppedup off her ass onto her feetdropped her bra in the grass

Youre crazy

   Yawanna to see crazy? grabbedboth handsthe hem of her tshirttook the step to himyanked it upsacked his headpummeled his face

                              he saw Shit  he saw

almost took an eye out

0800,  Monday,  24  3. 25

1159,  Wednesday,  26  3. 25

https://www.thekitchn.com/what-are-sweetbreads-and-why-you-should-try-them-meat-basics-208248

I know you know no don gimme tha look

                                           he said it in an even tone  sternly   not harsh

bomber huge orange tabby looked over at him  paw at the windowscreen

No

with a single nail he plucked it like a harpstring

NO

       I know you know

   bomber retracted his nailremoved his paw from the screen

Thank ya big boy

                    I knew you knew

 

he shared that episode with the librarian when she remarked at the scratchscabs on his thighs she was on her knees shelving books

                            My cats  Sometimes they knead  enthusiastically

Enthusiastically?

Got cats

I have fish.

Goldfish in a bowl

                     Tha sounded like sushi

she chuckled

               It did, no, I have an aquarium.

Fresh or saltwater

Fresh. I haven’t time to maintain the kind of saltwater aquariums I’d like.

Plural

Yes.

So for the time being

Yes. They’re good companions.

                                  They and my books.

Preaching to the choir

she went to stand he held out his hand she took it

                                                      Thank you.

Youre welcome

Some of those scratches are awfully long.

Those were suddenabrupt startled leaps from my lap

                                                          Cant take the heat stay out of the kitchen

0847,  Monday,  24  3. 25

1023,  Wednesday,  26  3. 25

Ted Nugent  Cat Scratch Fever  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I47floRRAFs