I got a joke  Its homemade

Nobody said it? All yours?

It is

     Yaknow me I give credit where credits due

You do give due.

I like it

It just came out.

Look at you

You must be rubbing off on me.

Sounds right Communicable disease

                                        Chicken pox measles German measleswhy did Germans get credit mumps  thawas a biggie

Herpes

Fuckyou.

Never contracted it

I did. But not in childhood.

She coud have said

Ya think?

    You didnt ask

                     Coudve while fumblin in your wallet for a rubber

Didn’t fumble.

                She told me she had birth control covered.

You a fuckin idiot

 

Hurt your feelins

    A little bit.

Humours the best medicine

Look at you. Back to the beginning.

Closin the loop

Cinching the knot.

Tyin tubes birth control covered

Tryin’ to make me cry?

sniff sniff  No Giveya a chuckle

Whatcha got?

    An altruistic billionaire

1934,  Thursday,  5  12. 24

1149,  Saturday – Remember Pearl Harbor,  7  12. 24

 Whacrap

I heard it Thursday December Fifth  twentyfortynine hours

                                                                 Ill say youll guess

Wait. Lemme sort it out . . you said twentyfortynine?

Yes

Thank you she did it in her head  Awright. Proceed.

tickled him Why do you do that?you didn’t serve.    Its accurate twentyfour hours in a day eight days a week  shed do that thing with her face

Do I truly have a chance of guessing?nothing esoteric is it?so you.

Illll take tha as a compliment  Youre a sharp I have no doubt

                                                                      A hint

A hint? That’s magnanimous of you.

OH tell me more  he laughedteased

                                        she laughed great fuckin dimples mouth wideopen didnt cover it with her hand  Christ  Magnanimous

Just sayin’.

Then listen

             We

As in French?

Non

shook her head Ya crack me up. We.

Correct

 

That’s the hint?

Oui

As in French?

Oui

You understand we’re getting nowhere fast.

The speed of the tortoise tha beat the hare

                                                Here we go Ready

On my markWAIT wait . . wait.

Wha

An exact quote?

Yes

You realise that’s another hint?

    I . . I suppose it is at tha

An exact quote.

                  Must have really riled you.

Quit pumpin me  You got hints

                                    Andonlook so fuckin superior

Ya kiddin’ me?it’s a great look on me.

it was

 

WE . . have to reduce spending to live within our means, and, you know, that necessarily involves some temporary hardship, but it will ensure long-term prosperity.

When did asshole mutter that?pardon pardon . . pardon my French.  she winked

Thursday or before didnt hear it till then

You know

ElonMuskhole.

0958,  Saturday – Remember Pearl Harbor,  7  12. 24

Beatles  Eight Days A Week   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZkzZ58uCRPg

The helpless act of witness which the painter wordlessly achieves.

                                                                            John Updike

he didnt like helpless acts

                             liked

being an actor

                 liked

confrontation

                liked struggle

liked winning  losing

                       winning  knowing hed lose   losing  knowing hed win

Every dog has its day

                         anlikewise

every dog doesnt

Updikes quote

                 witnessing  a helpless lot

for it involves ones self

cant be a witness if an actor

                               no longer ambivalent

the act

        even if coerced 

compassionate

provocative

sided

    Art forces witnessing

perhaps uncomfortably

    the Art the Act  committed

agree

disagree

5-ish-ness,  Saturday,  16  12. 06

0907,  Saturday – Remember Pearl Harbor,  7  12. 24

I’m very appealing to the opposite sex.

Are you

    What kind of question is that?

Whakind of pronouncement wastha

It’s not.

            It’s apparent.

    Karisa

              I like you I really do   I don find you appealing

terse   Real men do.

I am I don

    Whell . . . you certainly don’t turn away my breastmilk.

No  Im grateful   Thank you

she was miffed

                My breastmilk is appealing.

But I’m not.

 

    You approached me youmentioned  your production was copiousyou donated   I was fascinatedunfamiliar

clutchinjiggling them  Take a gander at theseOUCH jugs.

Easy kiddo

 

    You really don’t find me appealing?

I like you

            Im not attracted to you

I’m too tall?

Dated a gal sixtwo

I’m too voluptuous?

Dated as voluptuous an less

                                  Depends on the frame

What then?

Nothing then

Still hookin me up

    Has it occurred to you that you are too honest?

No such thing as too

                       I am honest

Whell.

        You certainly relish my milk.

I do

And we keep freakin’ out our coworkers.

We do

 

    Awright.  I’ll keep you on the tit.

Tits

chuckled  Thank Gawd  Yes.  Tits.

Thank you

You’re welcome.

 

Karisa

        had three of her own divorced  had four more as a surrogate

he only learned that years later when he ran into her

a bartender then

she recognised him before he recognised her

                                                      she didnt appeal to him

 

reverseside of paper, Friday,  17  11. 06

1427,  reggaefriday,  6  12. 24

. . . an audience participation piece

How so?

Its called murder

                    Anif Im to commit murder I wants accessories I want to admit I was aided an abetted  Murder is serious business

I cant be trumped

No intention of being collateral damage

Collateral damage?

                      You’re committing the crime.

Have to prove it beyond a shadow of a doubt

                                                      Accessories

Murder

        Go ahead say it outloud  MURDER

Softer MURDER

                      Not a terrible sounding word  Murder

Go ahead close your eyes

                              Say it again  Murder

Murmur murder

Keep your eyes shut

                          Again

Murder

             Again

Murder

Again   Murder

Open your eyes

                     Did anyone see someone

Ifya did  Okay

Ifya didnt

            Thas okay too

It took me a long time to see someone

Murder

Not a terrible sounding word

while their eyes were shut he planted damning evidence

Santa Cruz Saturday,  4  11. 06

1540,  reggaefriday,  6  12. 24

What comes next is . . .

                           then either his eyes or brain threw a monkey wrench in the worksmessed with him

    . . . next is unclear or  . . . next is nuclear

article was about the recent unrest in South Korea

                                                       the Korean presidents pretext

the opposition party is supported by North Korea or it supports North Korea

    Really he thought tha black hole on Earth at night when viewed from outer space

what about the soldiers provided Russia in its war against Ukraine

                                                                           conscripts

like Sadam threw at Kuwait

DaddyBush as agreed didnt cross the border into Iraq when chasing them back

                                                                                       pretext for Bushwhacker

the neocons  Project for the New American Century (PNAC)

    Larry Lindsey he remembered

                                      made it known in 2002 that the Iraq War would cost America $200B

Rumsfeld ridiculed him  insisted $50B

Lindsey was fired

You really have to bring all this stuff up again?

Are you really    really askin me tha

Let it go. I’d say very few people find it interesting.

You one of them

Lemme say this, I could do without.

                                       I’m obliging you.

    I should be grateful

Don’t be a pain in the ass.

    chuckled

                I live to be a pain in the ass

Remember tha

2131,  2sday,  3  12. 24

1339,  reggaefriday,  6  12. 24

https://zeteo.com/p/south-korea-deeper-story-democracy-martial-law-yoon

Larry Lindsey  https://www.bradford-delong.com/2007/10/bush-fired-larr.html

https://www.hks.harvard.edu/publications/economic-costs-iraq-war-appraisal-three-years-after-beginning-conflict

https://www.motherjones.com/politics/2011/12/leadup-iraq-war-timeline/

John Sell Cotman

                    washiness vapourousness watercolours created with an impossibly unimaginably small brush

    if he read that on a untitled menu hed order it handsdown without asking its ingredients

Anplease if I may a side of “Life is to shallow to drown in”

What the hell, man, what are you jabbering about now?

    Jabbering

                  Your consternation is adorable  facetious

Something twists you anit need not be me your puss screwsup like you smell something awful

When I say something obscure or outlandish outside the box  you have to admit your box is enormousnothing  everever occurs to you outside it  What I say troubles you

Therefore I jabber  I jabber therefore I am

Please.

         Menu. Untitled. Order. Side, what the hell are you talking about?

Tryin to imagine what food it might bewha it might taste lik . .

. . They’re words, nothing mor . .

. . Ribeye

            Just a word  Nothing more       

It’s a steak.

A word a a word   Shes my ribeye

You’re ridicu . .

. . Vapourous porous difficult to gatherthink mercurial  quicksilver

                                                                      Obscure  Which is fascinatingdropping holding partitioning its syllables  O B S   C U R E  cure if curing how can that be bad

Obscure. By your connotatio . .

. . Abstract meaning  Intension

                                    Logic The internal content of a concept

Archaic Resolution determination

Obscure  Unorthodox  Rare  Little known

                                                     Agree

    Yes.

Why be upset by itupset just because I pose it

Because it is . . . outlandish ridiculous unrealistic why you . . why they even occur to you.

My box is ridiculously small

                               Lets play with why shall we

Why?

Are you asking why or posing why

    What do you mean?

The word why  Spelled W H Y

Yes. he was not pleased

Why  W H Y 

              Why not the letter   Y

Throw a questionmark on it would suffice be understood   Correct

No

Y?

You’re playing with me now.

Were playing  I am

                      Y waste your time an effort to write the W the H   Theyre superfluous

Y me  Y knot  W X Y  Z

Jesus.

I seeunderstand Im not breaking through but its not necessary

                                                                      You understand I jabber

Cool Daddy-O

                  Howbout nesses

More?

Comon

What’s a ness?

Return to the beginning Washiness  Vapourousness

                                                            I dig nesses

I’ve never thought about it.

I loveem The vast interpretation by its  single  ness  stroke

                                                                  Like a prism refracturing common white light into the involved spectrum field

You’re jabbering.

                      I’ll seeya later, I’m sure I’m supposed to be elsewhere right now.

Friday,  10  11. 06

1120,  reggaefriday,  6  12. 24

https://cotmania.org/search?q=&hPP=20&idx=prod_cotmania&p=0&is_v=1

Is he yanking our chain  again

shehe warnedsaid Think outside the box stretch your legsplumb your imagination

He said essenseI startedseveral of us started he obviously felt it becauseto leave no doubt  he spelled E S S E N S E

Thas not essence

Im listenin

Essence intrinsicindispensable quality  of somethingespecially something  abstract  tha determines its character

Abstract   Correct

    wilted a bit Yes

Might essense sense   an abstract of essence E S S E N C E

sighed  Therestha

                   There is tha

Did you hear him out before you wondered   yanking

But he continued  He said reality then immediately reasonality

                                                                    Whastha  Wha is tha

Wha he said  Arent they similar mirrored  Realityreasoned

He stretches his legs ad hoc

                               Listen to his thought beyond  I did

We quit

I didnt

         He saidSHADDUP  Listen here

He slammed his life in like an episode rearending an episode rearending an episode on an on anonanon till either he had the craziest daisy chain going or the worse icy road Midwest car wreck ever Shattered glass twisted chrome coloured taillights diamondwhite headlights oil fluids  Roadkill

                                                          Hopes an dreams reduced to gobbets of flesh  clots of meat 

Yaquit

Yadidnt heardidnt listen

Dudes a plain speakerdespite  his abstractionscreations

                                                              Hes no boring fuck

Reasonwhy I assume  youse gravitated to him as I did   Coalesced    Orbited his sun

Noonishness,  Tuesday,  21  11. 06

Friday,  1  12. 06

1433,  Thursday,  5  12. 24

. . . it was too much

he ran a hard bargain with too much

                                         was its adamantadversary  enemy    foil

but this time

   it had the legup

its head above water

he was thrashinggulping

                            being thrashed

   he couldnt die on this hill

it wasnt his

               he had come to be what defence he could

but arriving

he saw he was overmatchedhe couldnt even describe them as odds

                                                                          a sure thing    absolutely

it killed him he couldnt touch himcomfort him

                                                      . . . it was too much

Realised

he wanted to throwup than swallow

                                          he retreated

backed out of the room

tears blurred the image of his reclined silent drugged friend

                                                                before he could shut it up hard bargain brayed

YOURE DEAD YOUR BRAIN JUST DOESNT KNOW IT YET

    lesson learned

wouldnt happen to him unless something hoodwinkedambushed him

    EXIT STRATEGY

Saturday,  18  11. 06

1215,  Thursday,  5  12. 24

majority MAGA voters theyre gonna take it in the ass too

                                                                  should they think for a hotminute Americas oligarchy gives a rats ass for them

    by definition according to him becoming a billionaire once millionaire requires that they are psychopaths/sociopaths

https://nymag.com/intelligencer/article/trump-cabinet-net-worth-billionaires.html

yes a tad stale 2021  https://www.forbes.com/sites/michelatindera/2021/06/29/the-net-worth-of-joe-bidens-cabinet/

Letem buy their own groceriesrub elbow with common folk who they insist publicly they intend to serve protect who are firstforemost on their minds

1627,  Thursday,  5  12. 24

 another buddy Bobby

incognito

cog

ergo  he went to see Bobbyhad to go to him

he was confined in a sterile hospital cubicle State-of-the-Art  he couldnt touch himhug himcomfort him

    Shrinkwrapped was what he thought

to bursts of oxygenbaffled the plastic swelled crinkled writhed

Bobbys bed  green fabric

the machines surrounding him  bright  blinking   busy

                                                            chirping in concert

monitoring him feeding him watering him draining him breathing for him

                                                                              on occasion Bobby soundlessly mouthed something

eyes closed face quizzical

grows sullen

mouth purses

eyebrow raises

suddensmile fails

                    falls

he wasnt sleeping

his incapacitated friend

in the gripscoils of a technological python

is becoming a piece of machinery

a cog in the circuitry of machineliving

every  one  dependent  on  the  other

Bobby

        is at once the most dependent cog the most indispensable cog

    he shuddered at the realisation

his friend

 

a cog  

Friday,  1  12. 06

1139,  Thursday,  5  12. 24