12.10.24

Ya did it again.
                  she laugheddidnt howl but approached it

    I did  didnt I

Yadid. What’s with that?

No fuckin idea I consistently get the two confused
                                                       Fortunately we were talkin
You’d be embarrassed otherwise?
OhHellno
           Embarrassment a waste of blood flow
WOW.
        That’s a statement.

You don think so
                  Id rather have other capillaries veins arteries corpora cavernosa la vida loca goin off

Oh for cryin out loud! You kiddin’ me?

Ya got corporacaverns too Tell me you don agree

I do I agree.

    Then
           Why waste blood blushing

I can say I’ve never thoughtever considered that before.

Arent ya happy ya have

Could say so . . although if I error, make a mistake, misspeak, I’m prone to embarrassment.  I blush.

If I were a god when that happened Id fill your corporacaverns to the brim to overflowing
                                                                                               Yawouldnt be able tawalk
You’re awful.

Im me   Now
                Its DUI not IUD   Whaever Occasionally prone to spiegelschrift
Yeswha?

Mirror writing

    Ah.   You.

Something else

Yasaid it.

6PMish,  reggaefriday,  11  10. 24
1249,  Saturday,  12  10. 24
Ricky Martin  Livin’ La Vida Loca  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p47fEXGabaY

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2117809/

she ate with her handsimmediately adored herthought Id Neanderthal her

What’s that expression on your face?
Damn
           Yacaught me
I thought you were engrossed eating

I wasthis is so delicious I looked up to tell you.

Thank you A favourite I enjoy preparing

Did you brine the pork chops?

I did
      Juicy huh
My God.
          So good.

Thank you My Maw taught me

she smiled killer dimples
                          thought Oh fuck me
Wha

Looks like you got a lot goin’ on upstairs.

Tell me youre not a mind reader

Not a mind reader.
                   Your face . . eyes.
she leaned over the table fingering a Brussels sproutheld it to him smacking her lips as she did

taking it into his mouth her thumb and finger entered she finished the feedpushing the sprout with her buttery thumb thengently thumbedrubbed his lips when he closed his mouth to chew
Erotic

she laughed brashlynot covering her mouth
                                              Now . NowIcan read . . your . . . mind.

2215,  Sunday,  6  10. 24
1120,  Saturday,  12  10. 24

6669

Emergence

                  couldnt let eternity go


he had irked him with it

told him Its a system

Every system has a beginning
                                 “In philosophy, system theory, science, and art, emergence occurs when a complex entity has properties or behaviors that its parts do not have on their own, and emerge only when they interact in a wider whole. Emergence plays a central role in theories or integrative levels and of complex systems.”

You said The whole is greater than the sum of its parts
                                                            Misconstrued attributed to Aristotle
Though in the ballpark

Shall we talk about my emergence

You think you have emerged?

Emerged  Evolved
                   You

Depends upon what you mean.

Wha it means to you might be the better question asked
                                                                 Or unasked if you wishwhacha got

You’re confusing me.

Youre easily confused
                        Answer or not the question

You have to say like that?

Your option
              Have you emerged Consider yourself an insect metamorphosizing
Egg  Larva  Pupa  Adolt

Adult.

To some though Im referring to you
You’re an asshole.

An asshole with an asshole

What do you mean?

What does it mean to you
                           But lets not slip my first inquiry  Have you emerged

I don’t know where this is going.

It aint goin anywherestagnant until you   dare I  begin
                                                              Or are you tha eternity you insist is without beginning without end
Boorish

Emerged


    I don’t know how to answer you correctly.

Theres no right or wrong answer
                                    All you have to do is say
Fuckinsaysomething


he stoodpat blinking   erratic
                                 a yellow  faulty  caution  light
Nothing

    Thinking.

Doesnt look like thinking
                             Looks like eluding

Like you’d know what that looks like.

Im looking at it
                  Or maybe its simple evasion
I getting ready to roll you a dunce cap
No right or wrong answer

It feels like there is.

Yahwell Im not tellinya how to feel thas on you
                                                    Need an example to getya goin

You do to begin
                 You call me granular
Correct

I have.
Progress
           Anwhy

You’re particular.
                   Detailed.

Youre broadstrokes

You could say.

I did
         Emerging from granular I admit I am holistic  Originally I thought thorough then I thought anal who likes to be analdifferent from liking anal   Now I believemore correctly  I am obstinate
                                                                                  Evolved   Evolution      

Whachagot



    yellow  light  kept  flashing

424,  Saturday,  28  9. 24
1015,  Saturday,  12  10. 24

https://www.britannica.com/topic/eternity

https://sententiaeantiquae.com/2018/07/06/no-aristotle-didnt-write-a-whole-is-greater-than-the-sum-of-its-parts/

Chicago  Beginnings  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lI-BMDnti4c

11.10.24


has no idea how he falls upon these things or they on him
                                                              The Panther  Chapman University newspaper
Chapman was due east of Palos Verdes Estates where he was visiting
                                                                           rather helping a friend meet too many doctor appointments for his own good

maybe the paper a castaway he found on office coffee table
                                                                 maybe
recalled Panther attracted him
pickedup somewhere
visit atasudden concluded
distracted foldedup under his arm
                                    rashly tossed in his bookbag with a clipboard books New York Review of Books he hadnt finished reading yet
                            who knew reviews could be so cool about things that prior held no interest for himIDIOT

Pink Empowerment
                         Duh he thoughtOh social political financial feminine empowerment
How crass am I

he could hear the Mariachi mass inside his head

No no none of tha Crass was rhetorical  I donwanna hear any of your shit  Journal

Journal made him laugh

Laugh it up funny boy

I said none of tha

Well talk later
                Im tryin to talk myself down off a ledge
Jump

Everyones a comedian  Fuckyall

You journal

Enough
           shame on him
he often chummed  had them rise to the bait
                                                I apologise I apologise   Well return to this
they knew he was good to his word


Pink Empowerment

they have the vag
                    he was surprised they hadnt been ruling the world for hundreds of years milleniums
cut the cocks off
not literally
            deny them access to their bodyYAHyah  they have needs too
                                                                             BUT
when was the last time it was recorded a woman raped a man


he had daughters  attractive daughters
                                          Head on a swivel girls  Be alert aware less likely targeted
he got them Mace

keyrings that doubled as brass knuckles

went a step beyond most parents
                                    had them instructed in knifefighting provided them some wicked stilettoes
                                                                                                                    not heels
they could buy those for themselves


Of course  pink   empowerment

    a Mariachi Woudya quit thinkin vag
Cant
       If Gawd didnt wantem eaten why did He makem look so much like a taco   Touche

Ouch Touche    Agree

I said well talk later

he was told it was 401 but it was probably 402,  Saturday,  28  9. 24
1304,  reggaefriday,  11  10. 24

(now 6666point5)

Hey Joe, excuse me, slow up.

voice behind him had just left a coffee shop where he was supposed to meet his girl but things went awry and she couldnt make it
                   Tomorrow? a plead
Of course kiddo Ill miss you today
                                     Tomorrow AM were good
Oh goodie. I miss you too.


they met unexpectedly
                        had been going togetherconsidered themselves a couple better than a month

not a lot of people they knewpeople they didnt know were keen

she beat him to the punch that was saying something
                                                     Fuckem.
she was awright
                  she was the last thing he expected in his life would be the last in his life


he turned  Joshlyn  Yes

Could I talk with you?

Sure Wha about

she was a freckled vivacious redhead quick wit they liked her an awful lot

It’s about . . it’s . ohmy . . . about . . well . . you and your girlfriend.

Were good  Unfortunately something came up an she wasnt able to make it this morning  We broke our streak huh

Yeah. Can set a clock by you two.
                                     I’m happy to hear things are okay.
Thank you  Whasup

Well, as I said, it’s about you and her.

she tilted her head like a small bird

    About you two.

Yah  Yasaid

It’s about, well, customers have complained.

Complained

Yes. PDA.

he looked at her as if she had two heads

she saw

he wasnt keen on acronyms
                               Joshlyn I know S an M   Not PDA

You know. sounded like she was pleading Wha the hell

I told you wha I know

Really? exasperated

    Joshlyn  Wha

PDA. Public display of affection.

he followedgrimaced assholes  smiled
                                         Shouldnt tha be PDOA
incredulous Are you joking?

No
      Who

What do you mean who?

Whos complaining

You know . . . customers.

Why are they complaining to you

What do you mean?  I’m the manager.

You manage the coffee shop
                             Not customers  Not their feelings

But they’re complaining.

Who are they
                Are any of they in there this morning

It would be uncomfortable for me to say.

Uncomfortable for you or  them

Them. I’m sure.

Shouldnt they be out here addressing meIll tellya wha  Joshlyn
                                                                      Youve pointed it out to me Thank you
    Now You can tellem youve spoken to me an you can tellem if they have future complaints they can take it up with me personally whomever they be you you witness anything untoward between us

I’m not on the floor all the time.

All the time is one hour in the morning an were usually the first people you greet
                                                                                     Yah 
Yah. shook her head curls went every which way  Yes.

Not on the floor doesnt answer my question


    I have not seen anything untoward between you.

No you havent

An were not

             So
Tellem to take it up with me

    You won’t be ugly?

Am I ugly

No.
     Actually you’re very handsomeIm attracted to you.

Thank you  he smiled
                        Im taken

gently he chucked her chin
                             Im going to hug you
he did

she blushed

Thank you for approaching me Joshlyn
                                          A learning curve  Something for you to put away keep
Don be a middle man when it has nothing to do with ya
Particularly
              When youre such a goodlookin woman

351preferred,  Saturday,  28  9. 24
1127,  reggaefriday,  11  10. 24

(6666point5 now)

he boast I do nuance.

Yahyado
           I asked you the time anya said threethirtyone Its threethirtytwo Nuanced  Yaoughta be ashamed of yourself

What? Why?
                I like odds.

I didnt ask you whaya liked I asked you the time ya lied
                                                              Lying aint nuance
If you had the tim . .
. . I did

    Ifya had the time why ask me?
Because
            When I asked earlierya don have to read hands on a clock your phone displays time digitally   You paused thought then you said
Ya don have to think to read time 

Thawas also an odds time as you like to say


So I let enough time to pass before I asked
                                             Had my phone knew the time because I suspected youd lie to me  again

It’s only a minute nothing in the big scheme of things.

Big scheme of things he shrugged like talking to a child
                                                         If youll lie about a minute what else woudya lie about
Christ.
        Like I committed some great crime. I was only joshing, I mean, what’s a minute long or short?

Aint nuanced

An joshing  I didnt mean it he didnt mean it
                                                Sound like every press secretary the former has had
Fuckin low blow.

Didnt like thahuh
                    Ask you the time please tell me exactly wha time it is not wha you want it to be 
  
331,  Saturday,  28  9. 24
0946,  reggaefriday,  11  10. 24
Chamber Brothers  Time Has Come Today  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hIqwzQ7g-Cc

10.10.24


    therefore  thus
                    his keyboard hadntno ones did the mathematical glyph that would be an equilateral triangle without sides only vertices dots one above two below
she was wrong
                 hardheaded woman

Youre wrong I looked it up You know I don take anyone at their word

she spewed must have touched a nerve Three dots at the vertices of an equilateral triangle sitting on its base sides not drawn

One Yes   However your other two were incorrect
                                                      Ill email wha I found
Don’t.

Awfully curt kiddo

Don’t.

Ill tryyare tempting me three in a row
                                           Got a real bugup your ass
Don’t.
 
he sang
         Be cool boy real cool Gotta rocket in your pocket be cool boy coolie cool boy
Ya better take a deep breath
                               Coming after your eternityyou also incorrectly fashioned has always existed  Something anything has to start at a beginning As you posed nothing exists without being in relation or related to something else No cold the absence of heat no evil the absence of good darkness the absence of light Shabby
                                                                                                  Eternity  absence of finite
Everything in our existence is finite  According to Death

Eternity has always been.

Its a human construct

The concep . .
. . Construction . .
. . Eternity, timelessness, the state of that which is held to have neither beginning nor end.

Time is a human construct
                             Why you being a horses ass  Anthroholic I know of it Sells anthropology  Perhaps anthroapology  Youre drifting into religion which ya usually abuse as I do
We’re done.

You takin my line

You heard me

As you like Done
                   I want credit   Comon a little love

Come near me I’ll bust you in the mouth.

Your bust in my mouth
                         Thad be plentyplenty D-credit

she turned on her heels walked away

Whabout my bust in the mouth
                                             wondering how long it would take her to cool off

1551 though he was keen on 351,  Saturday,  28  9. 24
1306, Thursday,  10  10. 24

https://anthroholic.com/theory-of-eternity-of-life#:~:text=The%20Theory%20of%20Eternity%20of,a%20new%20form%20of%20existence.

he turned around and found he had an audience in the kitchen
                                                                  he was cuttingup veggies for homemade chicken soup second day of preparation refrigerated overnight skimmed fat off the top finished deboning what the heat hadnt
Whasup gang

four cats
          three female torties blackbrown marbled october shy leftie the neutered Tom  bomber  an orange tabby like real feral Robert his old man

Whasup

he actually thought one day one would say
                                             they remained mute communicated with their eyes big cat eyes  watching

Excuse me

he set the large pot on the electric range dialedup a threeanahalf a long slow heatmarinating heat that would provide dinner round sixthirty seven would have a couple everything bagels on the side split and toasted

he stepped back to the sinkleaned against it
                                               Whasup
they were stoic

unmoved

statuesque

made him think of Gizas Sphinx

Well Ill tellya
                Is time to pee is time to tap a kidney

    they didnt appreciate the rhyme

he steppedthey fledbats out of Hell like they were next in the pot
                                                                    obviously
they didnt understand English

0929,  Thursday,  10  10. 24
1129,  Thursday

not one to beat a dead horse


but for Microsoft Word hed make an exception
                                                he wrote “I think everything you mentioned is a sign of the timesthe way things are going. You got to go along to get along.”

he typed upwards of onehundred words a minute with exceptional accuracy but while typing if he committed an errorhiccupped he usually caught it in his periphery a queerness a glitch a tha aint right and his hands came off the keyboard he read what he wrote beating a dead horse was confirmation of Word interjecting the wonder of its algorithms   faulty algorithms
                                   . . . everything you mentioned is assign of the times . . .
trying to be clever
asshole technology

a typewriter wouldnt presume to change the letter of the key he struck or spacing
                                                                                    Hellno errors were on the typist 

now he had to worry Words interaction or if jolly about ithumoured Words interplay  it was just joshing if he hadnt written this piece he likely wouldnt have formed just joshing a phonaesthetic to combat Tolkiens cellar door
                                                                                                        Thank you Word
he wasnt impolite
                    Now if youd step up an quit the shitput down what I lay down
Youre a function

Not a creator

    yes he was talking to an inanimate-wishing-to-become-animate formation or machine  that was ever-so-slowly scratching its way to singularity
                                  besting the human mind
while in turn tempted intern  the human mind is helping itself deteriorate erode by handing off work it could do but to quote his brother-in-law “I just don’t want to work that hard.”

once declared DUNCE in grade school sat on a stool facing a corner up front behind the teachers desk wearing a DUNCE cone cap
           now
Lazy Motherfuckers  who seem to be okay with it
                                                     they have more time for entertainment 
to perform witless acts
                          Comere boycomere Comere boy  Good dog throws a bouncyball  Fetch

does what its told dog expects treats

0941,  day-between-2-Ts,  9  10. 24
0859,  Thursday,  10  10. 24