12.10.24

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Emergence

                  couldnt let eternity go


he had irked him with it

told him Its a system

Every system has a beginning
                                 “In philosophy, system theory, science, and art, emergence occurs when a complex entity has properties or behaviors that its parts do not have on their own, and emerge only when they interact in a wider whole. Emergence plays a central role in theories or integrative levels and of complex systems.”

You said The whole is greater than the sum of its parts
                                                            Misconstrued attributed to Aristotle
Though in the ballpark

Shall we talk about my emergence

You think you have emerged?

Emerged  Evolved
                   You

Depends upon what you mean.

Wha it means to you might be the better question asked
                                                                 Or unasked if you wishwhacha got

You’re confusing me.

Youre easily confused
                        Answer or not the question

You have to say like that?

Your option
              Have you emerged Consider yourself an insect metamorphosizing
Egg  Larva  Pupa  Adolt

Adult.

To some though Im referring to you
You’re an asshole.

An asshole with an asshole

What do you mean?

What does it mean to you
                           But lets not slip my first inquiry  Have you emerged

I don’t know where this is going.

It aint goin anywherestagnant until you   dare I  begin
                                                              Or are you tha eternity you insist is without beginning without end
Boorish

Emerged


    I don’t know how to answer you correctly.

Theres no right or wrong answer
                                    All you have to do is say
Fuckinsaysomething


he stoodpat blinking   erratic
                                 a yellow  faulty  caution  light
Nothing

    Thinking.

Doesnt look like thinking
                             Looks like eluding

Like you’d know what that looks like.

Im looking at it
                  Or maybe its simple evasion
I getting ready to roll you a dunce cap
No right or wrong answer

It feels like there is.

Yahwell Im not tellinya how to feel thas on you
                                                    Need an example to getya goin

You do to begin
                 You call me granular
Correct

I have.
Progress
           Anwhy

You’re particular.
                   Detailed.

Youre broadstrokes

You could say.

I did
         Emerging from granular I admit I am holistic  Originally I thought thorough then I thought anal who likes to be analdifferent from liking anal   Now I believemore correctly  I am obstinate
                                                                                  Evolved   Evolution      

Whachagot



    yellow  light  kept  flashing

424,  Saturday,  28  9. 24
1015,  Saturday,  12  10. 24

https://www.britannica.com/topic/eternity

https://sententiaeantiquae.com/2018/07/06/no-aristotle-didnt-write-a-whole-is-greater-than-the-sum-of-its-parts/

Chicago  Beginnings  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lI-BMDnti4c

11.10.24


has no idea how he falls upon these things or they on him
                                                              The Panther  Chapman University newspaper
Chapman was due east of Palos Verdes Estates where he was visiting
                                                                           rather helping a friend meet too many doctor appointments for his own good

maybe the paper a castaway he found on office coffee table
                                                                 maybe
recalled Panther attracted him
pickedup somewhere
visit atasudden concluded
distracted foldedup under his arm
                                    rashly tossed in his bookbag with a clipboard books New York Review of Books he hadnt finished reading yet
                            who knew reviews could be so cool about things that prior held no interest for himIDIOT

Pink Empowerment
                         Duh he thoughtOh social political financial feminine empowerment
How crass am I

he could hear the Mariachi mass inside his head

No no none of tha Crass was rhetorical  I donwanna hear any of your shit  Journal

Journal made him laugh

Laugh it up funny boy

I said none of tha

Well talk later
                Im tryin to talk myself down off a ledge
Jump

Everyones a comedian  Fuckyall

You journal

Enough
           shame on him
he often chummed  had them rise to the bait
                                                I apologise I apologise   Well return to this
they knew he was good to his word


Pink Empowerment

they have the vag
                    he was surprised they hadnt been ruling the world for hundreds of years milleniums
cut the cocks off
not literally
            deny them access to their bodyYAHyah  they have needs too
                                                                             BUT
when was the last time it was recorded a woman raped a man


he had daughters  attractive daughters
                                          Head on a swivel girls  Be alert aware less likely targeted
he got them Mace

keyrings that doubled as brass knuckles

went a step beyond most parents
                                    had them instructed in knifefighting provided them some wicked stilettoes
                                                                                                                    not heels
they could buy those for themselves


Of course  pink   empowerment

    a Mariachi Woudya quit thinkin vag
Cant
       If Gawd didnt wantem eaten why did He makem look so much like a taco   Touche

Ouch Touche    Agree

I said well talk later

he was told it was 401 but it was probably 402,  Saturday,  28  9. 24
1304,  reggaefriday,  11  10. 24

(now 6666point5)

Hey Joe, excuse me, slow up.

voice behind him had just left a coffee shop where he was supposed to meet his girl but things went awry and she couldnt make it
                   Tomorrow? a plead
Of course kiddo Ill miss you today
                                     Tomorrow AM were good
Oh goodie. I miss you too.


they met unexpectedly
                        had been going togetherconsidered themselves a couple better than a month

not a lot of people they knewpeople they didnt know were keen

she beat him to the punch that was saying something
                                                     Fuckem.
she was awright
                  she was the last thing he expected in his life would be the last in his life


he turned  Joshlyn  Yes

Could I talk with you?

Sure Wha about

she was a freckled vivacious redhead quick wit they liked her an awful lot

It’s about . . it’s . ohmy . . . about . . well . . you and your girlfriend.

Were good  Unfortunately something came up an she wasnt able to make it this morning  We broke our streak huh

Yeah. Can set a clock by you two.
                                     I’m happy to hear things are okay.
Thank you  Whasup

Well, as I said, it’s about you and her.

she tilted her head like a small bird

    About you two.

Yah  Yasaid

It’s about, well, customers have complained.

Complained

Yes. PDA.

he looked at her as if she had two heads

she saw

he wasnt keen on acronyms
                               Joshlyn I know S an M   Not PDA

You know. sounded like she was pleading Wha the hell

I told you wha I know

Really? exasperated

    Joshlyn  Wha

PDA. Public display of affection.

he followedgrimaced assholes  smiled
                                         Shouldnt tha be PDOA
incredulous Are you joking?

No
      Who

What do you mean who?

Whos complaining

You know . . . customers.

Why are they complaining to you

What do you mean?  I’m the manager.

You manage the coffee shop
                             Not customers  Not their feelings

But they’re complaining.

Who are they
                Are any of they in there this morning

It would be uncomfortable for me to say.

Uncomfortable for you or  them

Them. I’m sure.

Shouldnt they be out here addressing meIll tellya wha  Joshlyn
                                                                      Youve pointed it out to me Thank you
    Now You can tellem youve spoken to me an you can tellem if they have future complaints they can take it up with me personally whomever they be you you witness anything untoward between us

I’m not on the floor all the time.

All the time is one hour in the morning an were usually the first people you greet
                                                                                     Yah 
Yah. shook her head curls went every which way  Yes.

Not on the floor doesnt answer my question


    I have not seen anything untoward between you.

No you havent

An were not

             So
Tellem to take it up with me

    You won’t be ugly?

Am I ugly

No.
     Actually you’re very handsomeIm attracted to you.

Thank you  he smiled
                        Im taken

gently he chucked her chin
                             Im going to hug you
he did

she blushed

Thank you for approaching me Joshlyn
                                          A learning curve  Something for you to put away keep
Don be a middle man when it has nothing to do with ya
Particularly
              When youre such a goodlookin woman

351preferred,  Saturday,  28  9. 24
1127,  reggaefriday,  11  10. 24

(6666point5 now)

he boast I do nuance.

Yahyado
           I asked you the time anya said threethirtyone Its threethirtytwo Nuanced  Yaoughta be ashamed of yourself

What? Why?
                I like odds.

I didnt ask you whaya liked I asked you the time ya lied
                                                              Lying aint nuance
If you had the tim . .
. . I did

    Ifya had the time why ask me?
Because
            When I asked earlierya don have to read hands on a clock your phone displays time digitally   You paused thought then you said
Ya don have to think to read time 

Thawas also an odds time as you like to say


So I let enough time to pass before I asked
                                             Had my phone knew the time because I suspected youd lie to me  again

It’s only a minute nothing in the big scheme of things.

Big scheme of things he shrugged like talking to a child
                                                         If youll lie about a minute what else woudya lie about
Christ.
        Like I committed some great crime. I was only joshing, I mean, what’s a minute long or short?

Aint nuanced

An joshing  I didnt mean it he didnt mean it
                                                Sound like every press secretary the former has had
Fuckin low blow.

Didnt like thahuh
                    Ask you the time please tell me exactly wha time it is not wha you want it to be 
  
331,  Saturday,  28  9. 24
0946,  reggaefriday,  11  10. 24
Chamber Brothers  Time Has Come Today  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hIqwzQ7g-Cc

10.10.24


    therefore  thus
                    his keyboard hadntno ones did the mathematical glyph that would be an equilateral triangle without sides only vertices dots one above two below
she was wrong
                 hardheaded woman

Youre wrong I looked it up You know I don take anyone at their word

she spewed must have touched a nerve Three dots at the vertices of an equilateral triangle sitting on its base sides not drawn

One Yes   However your other two were incorrect
                                                      Ill email wha I found
Don’t.

Awfully curt kiddo

Don’t.

Ill tryyare tempting me three in a row
                                           Got a real bugup your ass
Don’t.
 
he sang
         Be cool boy real cool Gotta rocket in your pocket be cool boy coolie cool boy
Ya better take a deep breath
                               Coming after your eternityyou also incorrectly fashioned has always existed  Something anything has to start at a beginning As you posed nothing exists without being in relation or related to something else No cold the absence of heat no evil the absence of good darkness the absence of light Shabby
                                                                                                  Eternity  absence of finite
Everything in our existence is finite  According to Death

Eternity has always been.

Its a human construct

The concep . .
. . Construction . .
. . Eternity, timelessness, the state of that which is held to have neither beginning nor end.

Time is a human construct
                             Why you being a horses ass  Anthroholic I know of it Sells anthropology  Perhaps anthroapology  Youre drifting into religion which ya usually abuse as I do
We’re done.

You takin my line

You heard me

As you like Done
                   I want credit   Comon a little love

Come near me I’ll bust you in the mouth.

Your bust in my mouth
                         Thad be plentyplenty D-credit

she turned on her heels walked away

Whabout my bust in the mouth
                                             wondering how long it would take her to cool off

1551 though he was keen on 351,  Saturday,  28  9. 24
1306, Thursday,  10  10. 24

https://anthroholic.com/theory-of-eternity-of-life#:~:text=The%20Theory%20of%20Eternity%20of,a%20new%20form%20of%20existence.

he turned around and found he had an audience in the kitchen
                                                                  he was cuttingup veggies for homemade chicken soup second day of preparation refrigerated overnight skimmed fat off the top finished deboning what the heat hadnt
Whasup gang

four cats
          three female torties blackbrown marbled october shy leftie the neutered Tom  bomber  an orange tabby like real feral Robert his old man

Whasup

he actually thought one day one would say
                                             they remained mute communicated with their eyes big cat eyes  watching

Excuse me

he set the large pot on the electric range dialedup a threeanahalf a long slow heatmarinating heat that would provide dinner round sixthirty seven would have a couple everything bagels on the side split and toasted

he stepped back to the sinkleaned against it
                                               Whasup
they were stoic

unmoved

statuesque

made him think of Gizas Sphinx

Well Ill tellya
                Is time to pee is time to tap a kidney

    they didnt appreciate the rhyme

he steppedthey fledbats out of Hell like they were next in the pot
                                                                    obviously
they didnt understand English

0929,  Thursday,  10  10. 24
1129,  Thursday

not one to beat a dead horse


but for Microsoft Word hed make an exception
                                                he wrote “I think everything you mentioned is a sign of the timesthe way things are going. You got to go along to get along.”

he typed upwards of onehundred words a minute with exceptional accuracy but while typing if he committed an errorhiccupped he usually caught it in his periphery a queerness a glitch a tha aint right and his hands came off the keyboard he read what he wrote beating a dead horse was confirmation of Word interjecting the wonder of its algorithms   faulty algorithms
                                   . . . everything you mentioned is assign of the times . . .
trying to be clever
asshole technology

a typewriter wouldnt presume to change the letter of the key he struck or spacing
                                                                                    Hellno errors were on the typist 

now he had to worry Words interaction or if jolly about ithumoured Words interplay  it was just joshing if he hadnt written this piece he likely wouldnt have formed just joshing a phonaesthetic to combat Tolkiens cellar door
                                                                                                        Thank you Word
he wasnt impolite
                    Now if youd step up an quit the shitput down what I lay down
Youre a function

Not a creator

    yes he was talking to an inanimate-wishing-to-become-animate formation or machine  that was ever-so-slowly scratching its way to singularity
                                  besting the human mind
while in turn tempted intern  the human mind is helping itself deteriorate erode by handing off work it could do but to quote his brother-in-law “I just don’t want to work that hard.”

once declared DUNCE in grade school sat on a stool facing a corner up front behind the teachers desk wearing a DUNCE cone cap
           now
Lazy Motherfuckers  who seem to be okay with it
                                                     they have more time for entertainment 
to perform witless acts
                          Comere boycomere Comere boy  Good dog throws a bouncyball  Fetch

does what its told dog expects treats

0941,  day-between-2-Ts,  9  10. 24
0859,  Thursday,  10  10. 24

9.10.24


steel wire egg slicer
                      freaked
october out of her mind 
                        shed hopped up onto the counter beside the kitchen sink times before when it was there but for some reason  likely he hadnt washed it yet after use  she glanced at it roseup on all fourswhirled her fanny and tail out of harms way
                lips pulled back  but no hissnear hiss  but no
then
      in the unique hip to crown quivershivering backanforth hed seen only felines do shheee tenuuousssly extended her left paw forward  aann CLOUTed the slicerbacked offnearly off the counter

then
        her tension eclipsed  it went out of her body

she leapt down

she killed it

it didnt pursue her

Hey october
               Can I wash this now tha youve dispatched it

she paid him no heed hustled out of the kitchen

in her defense not that she needed it was utterly capable he had scars to attest she was feral a kitten starved when his girlfriend brought her to him and asked if hed keep her

he had a cat indie  he was seven two of his house buddies died recently  figured he might like the company
not at first
             within a few weeks they were cool

he should have clarified keep her

his girlfriend was finding a place

she found it

has it still

0820,  day-between-2-Ts,  9 10. 24
1124,  day-between-2-Ts

he couldnt believe it


    he posted sixthousandsixhunredfiftyeight times before he labeled  lobotomy

he knew he described it in other pieces
                                           was flummoxed that he hadnt
I mean  Comon

pithed

scrambled brains (with eggs)

severed

cranium crumble

bashed skull
                not once before
“a medical awl held up against the flesh of an eyelid held firm to the thin bone beneath  occipital orbit  where a physician will aggressively rap it with a surgical mallet an perform lobotomies”
                                                                                    his
Really

Flummoxed

Dumbfounded

Stupefied

Astonished

Astounded

Staggered

Confounded

Nonplused
               no pussy  sex seems always to creep in
Buffaloed
           he got the point


Do you believe it now

Who asked you

Youre amazed
                 Fireworks an rockets went off in here forced us to take cover
Blew my mind

We saw
         We survived  Howbout a little warning next time
If possible

If possible Yah

Thank you Wed appreciate the headsup to keep our headsdown

Youre welcome
                 My apologies

Apologies accepted

he heard the shehes heshes sigh collectively
                                              could feel it come out his nose
he hadnt exhaled


Blew his mindPROOF
                         he hadnt been lobotomised

0921,  2sday,  8  10. 24
1014,  day-between-2-Ts,  9  10. 24