ever double down

he knew two examples

first gambling  blackjack

                            someone seeing their initial card doubles their bet theyre required to take an additional card

second politics

                 politician errs

but rather than admit they are wrong they double down            

   he thinks Idiot Admit your wrong

                                        evidently some kind of sin Heaven will repulse them when they show at the Pearly Gates

he wasnt going

even though he could admit when he was wrong

wasnt a character flaw

without it actually being said he witnessed double down

                                                              it was adamant

there was no money at stake

thought they were playing for fun playing pool   Eight ball 

he teamed up with his nephews wife against his nephew and brother-in-law

Man his brother-in-law said  We’re handing you your ass.

he chuckledthought machismo in jest  despite knowing his brother-in-law believed everything a competition

he competed in athletics in college

long after recognising he couldnt compete as he once did despite still wanting to he stepped away 

that was sane

given that definition 

his brother-in-law was insane

they were ahead  had but one ball remaining before they could shoot on the Eight

his nephew sank the Eight  lost

he said So lets switch up teams youth versus age

No.

     guess who

Bullshit. We’re keeping teams as is. fuckin grimacebad taste in his mouth We’re going to kick your ass.

his nephews wife was slender  fit   no ass

he certainly hadnt ass

                         Comon Lets switch it up

NO.  

he cleared his throat

                       I hope were aware that without being said  this is doubling down

Senseless he snarled  We’re beating you senseless.

his nephew sank the Eight again  lost the game

                                                     so much for doubling down

seemed to him  baked in the cake

1900ish,  Monday,  15  7. 24

1013,  Thursday,  18  7. 24

Whos Hiscock Microsoft

were they dislikes they they says nothing but its a big company programmers up the yinyang were they asking him the name of his cock

            his wife had a name for it

but when she died she took it with her

he cant remember

                    and given the interminable length depth of his memory

thats saying a lot

    she took a lot of things with her

Hiscock

Google confirmed that it is a surnameDUH

he looked at the first two pages

waste of histime SEE there  Why didnt Microsoft Word correct that to  his time

Hiscock has happened before

he types his cock – just did it again – and Word “corrects” it actually capitalises the h

    trying something

her cunt

Nope

her cunt remained

Googling Hercunt drumroll Nope

                                    Googles no longer reporting number of entries in how many hunredths of a second

Number One on the Hit Parade with a bullet is  Pornhub: Fuck Her Cunt Porn Videos

he actually crossed his fingers hoping it might be a surname

                                                                      an unfortunate surname

 

1622,  day-between-2-Ts,  17  7. 24

0921,  Thursday,  18  7. 24

Number One with a bullet  Mothers  Do You Like My New Car?  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hTqb8ndLe0k

met her at a wedding reception

a friend of the brides family

he came as a plus-one to a friend a cousin of the bride who said if he turned her down he was nuts There’ll be a lot of hot women and . . well . I’ve talked you up.

You trying to be my wingma . .

. . Not that you need any help, but if I were a lesbian, easy halfdozen coming that I’d want playtime with.

she was no slouch

                     if they hadnt become great friends first hed have asked her out

that ship sailed unfortunately anhe wouldnt jeopardise their relationship for all missing pieces of all the puzzles missing them

You’re relating me to missing puzzle pieces?

I am

      Had I found tha one piece before we were friends you might have completed me

she smiledgiggled

                      You tryin’ to get up my skirt?

If I say no woudya still be flattered

Flattered, and your my friend.

they huggedkissed

                     she held him pythontight

Wha arya doing kiddo crackin a rib

You are coming with me to the wedding and reception.

Awright awright he groaned  Ill come Ill come

she squealedkissed him again

                                 I’m so freakin’ excited.

Lemme go

Esther

dancing close

               My father chose. Mother won the coinflip, named my sister. It’s from old Persian, setara, means star, he said, although my mother, who loves to correct him, or throw shade, said some scholars identify Esther with Ishtar, the Babylonian goddess of love.

What’s wrong with that, babe? her father asked

You want your daughter thought of as the goddess of love?

I’ll tellya, whatever our girls decide to do they’re going to excel, be stratospheric.

   Goddess of Love

                     Tha a pickup line

Is it workin’?

               she had balls 

hitting it off they went crazy ducked out went to a local bar she knew

Stomping grounds

Stomping grounds?

Youre familiar with Hang out

Ah. When I’m in the city, a haunt, yes.

they had several drinks on top of what they enjoyed at the reception it had been a rare open bar 

tempting but No they actually chorused

they had rooms

Could we go to my place? she asked

they were staying at different hotels hers was farther off

Yabetcha Ive never been to a real live love goddess room

disembarked

she wanted to shower

as much as he ached to shower with her he said hed go after her

good thing

           her shower was scalding steamswirled droplets formed on lavendercoloured tiles

trotting out her skin was bright pink looked a moist kewpie doll  Cupid goddess of love

Ill be right out

Cold beer?

Please Brilliant

in an out in five incentivised

she was sitting on the bed still wrapped in a whitefleece bathsheet

wrapped his around his waist

gingerly she held the sweating glass bottles at the neck

                                                           hadnt taken a sip

You waited Thas awfully cool

handing him a beer Wait. held hers out to him to click necks

                                                                  Na zdrowie.

Arya fuckin kiddin me

You’ve preceded yourself.

Na zdrowie

             they clicked bottles

effervescence was refreshing

bringing the bottles down from sipping she winked took a huge mouthful then undoing her towel let it fall let beer dribble out of her mouth onto her body her nipples aureole quickened flesh goosed

fingertips to her mouth

                         Ohmy giggled  Don’t let it go to waste it.

he nearlunged lapped lost his towel they toppled over at the foot of the bed she scrambled athletically over himcaught him at the wrists  leaned down directed one nipple then the other to his mouth his tongue

his cock poked the insides of her thighs

    collapsing on top of him she slid down his body flicked his cock several times then slipped over to the veryedge of the bed still on her side facing him  she tuckedup her knees assumed a lovely brightpink flower fetal position   

he turned on his side faced her

                                     she was so beautiful fit almond greenshard hazel eyes  the most beautiful woman he had ever laid down with

leaning forward on her elbow hip she kissed him eversosoftly

                                                                        he ached softly returned her kiss

she leaned away remained on her side

                                          I have a surprise.

Surprise so excitedfound he could barely speak

Yes.

Yes

Come around behind me and see.

he pushedup on his hip slid down off the foot of the bed was thankful his legs still workedcock wagged came around behind her

as he did she tilted forward eversoslightly

                                             spread her legs at ninetydegrees remained on her side

she did not look over her shoulder at him

behind her

saw her surprise

                   a perfectlyformed hairless smooth scrotum apricot gonads size of catseye marbles

without a word he knelt on the carpeted floor placed his hand on her hip nuzzled her  kissed her gently sucked her remembering how his balls were sucked

early March, 2024

1709,  day-between-2-Ts,  17  7. 24

Roman Catholic archdiocese  Freud  alive an well

                                                        Both hungup on Sex

Theres Father Son Holy Ghost Trinity  Theres Father Mother Sister Brother

Awright. Excuse me.

                      What are you getting hung up on? Your point.

Sex Orgy brother orgies  Usually considered unsavory pairingsIm no judge everybody gettin in on the act  Catamites likely . .

. . STOP.

          I don’t know what that is.

Too quick

          I usually say don I

You do, but seemed like you were headin' on a roll.

Thas fair Ill finishing my thought  Likely altar boys unlikely choir boys

                                                                            In ancient Greece Rome Id suggest the early Churchbut thas me a catamite a young boy an intimate companio . .

. . Companion?

Different days then   Aw mebbenot

                                       There was sexual appetites for young boys an girls but particular catamite  a boy A paederastic . . . 

You understand

Yes.

A paederastic arrangement Catamite was generally a term of affection  In Greek Ganumedes Latin Ganymede Youll remember the beautiful young boy tha Zeus in the shape of an eagle carried off to Mount Olympus to serve the gods as a cupbearer

No I wouldn’t remember. I appreciate the explanation.  Now I can.

Wha can I say mythology thrilled me thrills me

That I remember.

                   So what's with the sudden upset? The oral, if you will, blurb?

Oral  Perfect

What?

Church

What of it?

Sex Ive laid out the cast of character

You’ve laid out family members.

Clergy laypeople  priest is called father brother nun mother sister

                                                                         Follow

Okayyes, follow, though I must say your more exercised than usual.

Yah  stroked his chinshortcropped beard Yah

                                                 Absently recalled iridescent cumbubbles curbed by lips

Playfully

   What the hell are you talking about?

Youll recallperhaps he chuckled

                                     rather than submitting to the draft I hit the road for the better part of a year

I was new to town worked days as a ranchhand evenings a short order cook at a greasy spoon improved it  my Maw saw I knew how to feed myself stayed in a cheap motel on the outskirts 

I remember you said you hit the road.

Had an evening off went to a bar got a little tight nice treed park at the center of town creek running through it swang on a swing two young women walked through they stopped they swang with me we talked they were very gayhappy happy  dislike when people mistake gay one thing lead to another lead to the motel lead to we got carried away

Iridescence gleamedcaptured off the softlit nightstand lamp

When I woke they were gone Sunday  I wanted to take them for breakfast

After showering I went to a restaurant cross town Walked past a church Saw the women

With their families, their parentsChrist, not their husbands?

No No

They acknowledge you?

They did

You take them to breakfast?

No

     They were nuns

Early March, 2024

1300,  day-between-2-Ts,  17  7. 24  Miss Lucy Ts birthday

https://www.theoi.com/Ouranios/Ganymedes.html

truth unlike revenge  isnt preferred served cold

                                                    cold truth alienates

asif that bothered him

he teasedHowbout brisk  Chilly  Crisp  Frosty

Howbout freaking cockanscrotum shrinking

Nipple cringing crinkling

he could go on

                but  hed alienate people he maintained a high bar 

alienated so be it   

no big stinkin woo no big deal

rather that than associated or aligned with anyone whose nature wasshall we say a-lie-natured

his kid brother was that way  if he could lie stand a good chance of getting away with it motherfucker was creative hed lie

since he was little

one hot summer Saturday evening their mother put them in a cool bath before bed  his brother always sat forward

shat a turd

Ronny why did you poop in the tub

I didn’t.

he yelled Mom

Ronny yelled Mom, Joe pooped in the tub!

she rushed in snatched him by the arm stood him up cracked him on the ass threw a towel around his shoulder told him GO.

   whenever he thinks of that as now  what occurs to him is the proverb axiom  A lie will fly hafwayround the world before the truth gets out of bed

liars count on that

when emitted he stompedem hard

                                     the exclaim retort Oh! You’re so rude! 

Damnright while seeing that smooth bathwater turd

1130,  Monday,  8  7. 24

1055,  day-between-2-Ts,  17  7. 24

   transients

               thought they were so cleverthought they were throwing him a bone

no sooner it passed out of their mouths into his minds ear he realised he was ahead of the game an perhaps why they came an went an tried hard not to leave footprints fingerprints evidence

                                                                            if not they then who   DUH

HIM

he wasnt beyond reproach

he was reproachable

happens because he doesnt take shit for the briefest moment evenif to just get along

give an inch

take a mile

wasnt budging

a character flaw

innate 

no such thing as a tabula rasa

                                    empiricists were wrong

human mind before ideas imprint via reaction of senses to the external word of objects

as if objects didnt exist prior birth  existence

had a long memory

his wasnt Lockes scraped tablet clean slate

his was madlyscribbled all over

he understood palimpsest before he ever laid eyes on one

                                                                recycled

on parchment or canvas 

old erasedeffaced to provide flesh for the new next

if not innate hed blame his old ladyMaw  she was a piece of work

The God Spot.

Please

sidling off they glanced back

Please

         G-Spot

Drat.

Indeed

2027,  Sunday,  14  7. 24

1210,  TWOSday,  16  7. 24

https://www.health.com/condition/sexual-health/g-spot-how-to-find-it 

 

Sonofabitch

                went out of his mind

flashed him

             one of those flashes he wished he could run slomo

which was worthless

to wish

         he knew better

it was the second that weekend

what was the hustle

                       We’re just transients passing through, pay us no heed no mind.

Assholes Ya passed through mine

                                       A little courtesy Yawanna pass through pass through someone elses

We favored yours.

Favoured

             Yanuts provided no favours

Not to imply favors, favored.  Don’t be butt-hurt, you were convenient.

Convenient 

            Happens me mineanmind pays attention  Woud hate to have to setup toll gates

Careful.

Praytell

Donne.

You know Donne

Do.

     Therefore, send not to know/For whom the bell tolls,/It tolls for thee.

No bell  a toll gate

Pay us no mind

                 I mind  Not without me    

Present

Better stick around for more than a quick feel . .

. . Or a quickie?

Took the words out of my mouth

Can we leave you with something that perhaps you can hold onto, not let slipaway?

I woud appreciate tha

The God Spot.

Youre flashin me again arentya  Arentya

                                         HELLO

SONOFABITCH

1745,  Sunday,  14  7. 24

1115,  TWOSday,  16  7. 24

Harry Nilsson  Without You  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8dnUv3DUP4E

Id have my hide torn off

                            Movin right along

That’s cinematic.

No

     Thas graphic Vivid

Exquisite explicit detail

Cinematic

           Visual qualities  Aesthetics

A difference

You’re maddening.

Im listenin

   Why you’re maddening?you know why.

I know wha maddening is but I want to know wha maddening means to youwha a pear tastes like to you

Cinematic

Couldn’t we leave it at you know?

Of course we can

                    You have leverage

Leverage?

I like getting into your pants

Oh for God’s Sake.

Letem find somebody else not keen on sharing

You’re ridiculous.

he smiledwinked at her 

                          Maddeningly ridiculous

despite herself handsup  laughing through her fingers

                                                       YES.  Yes yes yes.

You can pickem

Would you stop?

Itll cost ya a kiss she had the softest lips hed ever kissed

One kiss?

Sure Well see where we go from there

                                         But wha I wanted to end with that pertains to prior

her humour dissipated

                          Yes.

I think I oughta go into comedy

Comedy. You.

Well actually dark comedy

There we go, that’s more like you.

Thought youd agree

Yes. And why?

Here ya go

             You can tell the truth without getting killed

Theoretically.

Gotta kill the buzz

Truth’s often not pretty.

Look at you

              Impressive

Thank you.

                Howbout that kiss?

Like Id forget

1740,  Sunday,  14  7. 24

1006,  2sday,  16  7. 24

City of Angels  pear  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MHckzPJuPKw

. . . aaw . . what I said I didn’t mean.

                                        I mea . .

. . Yah

   I didn’t exactly say what it was I meant.

Anhows tha  Your speech

                               Smacks of a curveball

I don’t know.

   I do

What?

To be honest by sayin you worry wha someone might think of you think yawere being cruel or ugly  Truths often not pretty

I called it ridiculous a cinematic headshotHell  threefour in the torsoeven Dirty Harry at the range plugging away wanted a tight chest grouping

Cinematic?

Got another name for it

                         Moviegoers are spoonfed it  Im thinking  Reeves character   Wick  ever see more headshots in your lifemind you at least they were in close combat not a football field anahalf away

You don’t feel bad?

I feel bad for the innocentfeel terrible bad for them  They have my deepest sincerest sympathy

But for what you said you don’t feel bad.

I was broughtup not to feel bad for being honest

                                                        Anif I lied

Id have my hide torn off

1642,  Saturday,  13  7. 24

1558,  Sunday,  14  7. 24

0905,  2sday,  16  7. 24