he
heard what he heard but he had to be sure he heard right
. . . Excuse me I don mean to interrupt
What did you say
What part? his daughter replied
The disorder he was being treated
for the
he had been murderedshot to death he had
told her murder for hire was out for him
The disorder, yes, it’s called I
E D.
Whas the acronym stands for Im only
familiar with one I E D Improvised Explosive Devise Apparently another fuckin acronym SAYWHA
Christ Say wha just say wha it is
You’re not upset with me?
he
could imagine her expression
No No no I’m not upset with you
Acronyms are euphemisms Or attemptsdabbling in semantics They antagonise
the shit out of me are caustic
But thas me
I’m sorry Papa, I don’t know what
it stands for. It’s what he told me he was being treated for earlier this week. He was terrified I
could hear it in his voice . . so terribly frightened.
a sob caught in her throat
I wish he
would have said when I vetted him.
But tha woudnt have been your
call
No.
I’m sorry to say . . . candidates lie I
wish they didn’t maybe he wouldn’t have been where he was.
Ah babe People lie
You don’t.
I don hangout with people only
person I can lie to now is myself
You don either
No.
No Were not popular
he had hisHA interactions thats what he called themhumoured him his employers called them fights
he didnt get bounced because he didnt
throw the first punch
he was defending himself
usually the provokedtruth be known he didnt work with Einsteins
were moved to a different job site one
or two fired
talk at lunch was rarely
informative
Mondays
the worst weekends preceding it the gallivanting bragging booze
conquests
liars
he listened
he was married with children
he didnt buddy with these guys
a lot of these guys were drugged
a lot took medications
a frightful
amount of medications like techs threw shit at the wall and hoped the
combinations worked
sometimes briefly they did
if not back to the drawingboard
several were still eating meds
they began taking as teenagers
listening
he was WHA THE FUCK WTF
they were treated for ADD which was upgraded with an additional letter
H ADHD Attention Deficit Disorder then Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder
fuck yah inside in school maybe FYIIS pronounced fizz
fizzes usually end with POPs
No specific medications for IED
but certain meds MAY help
antidepressants
selective serotine reuptake inhibitors of
course there is SSRIs
mood stabilizers
including
lithium valproic acid carbamazepine (he
misspelled that but WORD corrected it – why would WORD know tha an not other
words he had to Add to Dictionary)
Fluoxetine (Prozac)
Sertraline (Zoloft) & Citalopram (Celexa)
Paroxetine
(Paxil)
Fluvoxamine (Luvox)
Rosperidone (Risperdal)
Quetiapine (Seroquel)
and last but not least Olanzapine (Zyprexa)
(he recognised the brand names – Pharmas
moneymakers)
maybe just maybe
the country was
drugaddled keeping the economy chugginalong
I
see chewchews
he didnt want to work with them
they werent hard to provoke
DUH
1629, Sunday,
10 12. 23
1137, Monday,
11 12. 23
https://www.dhs.gov/publication/ied-attack-fact-sheet
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC10262303/
https://www.nichd.nih.gov/health/topics/fragilex/conditioninfo/medicationtreatments
