today 

        if someone tried to tuck him in theyd get punched in the face 

when he was a kid hed punch someone in the face too 

he wasnt tuckable  

                      cute

not tuckable

or swaddleable 

                  which goes without saying

1927,  Twosday,  21  2. 32

Earth  Omens and Potents/Driver  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nDLaPKpym3o

Arthur Rimbaud he referred to him only as Rimbaud 

                                                         wasnt aware of the poem

although he believed Rimbaud was bisexual strictlyhomosexual seemed too chaste 

Sonnet to the Asshole

crass

he preferred the French Language of Love title  Sonnet du Trou de Cul 

                                                                         a reading reminded him of tasty truffles

Trou de Cul  cul-de-sac 

                           certainly not a dead endrather a lively catch-if-you-can giggling moving target 

Okayokay she relented but you gotta go slowbe gentle. Gentle. Gently. Slowlygently.   Gently.

   his ardor lust 

                  she knew how energetic he was how tough itd be for him to pump the brakeshowever  he was concerned to maintain visitation rights 

HE DID EXACTLY AS SHE SAID

                                    dark and wrinkled like a budding violet

 

what wasnt there to love about a lathered bathed anus

1245,  Monday,  20  2. 23

1547,  Twosday,  21  2. 23

http://www.practicalalchemy.com/troudecul.htm

Usher  Yeah  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GxBSyx85Kp8

his eyes were bright with tears 

                                    she choked on her emotion No . . no. Don’t call it that.

Can you think of something bettermore appropriate 

                                                     She loved horsessince a little girl though I suppose one can saymake the observation most little girls like horses

She didn’t race horses.

No  Though if she had the chance Id bet shed have been all over it Yeller was fearless toughya ever throw a competitve dive off a ten metre platform  I woudnt

No. I wouldn’t either.

Home stretch

Why?

     Why do you want to call this time that?

This is her last week three years ago Home isnt herethis existence Home is where we return after visiting Yeller believes shed been here many times before and will be many times to come Hence she visited 

                                                                                                   Home is elsewhere

                                            

Yellers entered the home stretch again

before 6AM,  Twosday,  21  2. 23

1251,  Twosday

Youll stop and stoop for birdshit . .

. . I like how ya did tha 

                         Stop and stoop  I may be rubbin off on you 

Don interrupt me

Me  You 

          You think ya can jump in both feet whenever ya want like Im a freshformed puddle  No me no you Zrozumiec Capeesh Got it Ya miss I was crossing the street in traffic 

I saw em

Pennies

Ive never not seen you stop to pick up money

No usually But then ya see me kneel in front of a moving vehicle

Theyd stop

If they were paying attention

                               How many motorcyclists have been hit Car driver didnt see them they werent looking for a motorcycle

Theres tha Ill grant . .

. . Youll grant me

                   Ya might wanna shaddup  I can revoke you

Revoke

         Is tha a thing

Yave been around 

                    Whadoes my daughter say when I ask if somethings a thing

damn if a little perspiration didnt pepper hishers hershis forehead 

                                                                      She says ifya ask if thas a thing its a thing

Yes she does

               Wanna dance on the head of a pin regarding my ability to revoke 

No

   No

No  No thank you

We are polite

               Yare welcome

approximately 1430 (walkin),  Monday,  20  2. 23

1543,  Monday

Stones  Midnight Rambler  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TxBuWpLtBtA

cant hide Israeli apartheid some government Jews really getting their freak on and meanwhile at the UN the US ought to vote to not veto curious the four same letters  halt new settlements in the West Bank

https://www.msnbc.com/opinion/msnbc-opinion/israeli-government-isnt-worth-defending-united-nations-rcna71220?cid=eml_mda_20230221&user_email=e4c91d00eead6d858374885584701152a02c6d873bb23bf387b4583a289e5951

https://www.theatlantic.com/international/archive/2022/12/israel-election-bibi-netanyahu-ben-gvir/672572/

yes he has a hard-on against apartheid 

                                           say South Africa* 

and like it Israel ought to endure boycotts sanctions disinvestments until such time they can get their collective head on straight

  

0950,  Twosday,  21  2. 23

https://apnews.com/article/politics-israel-government-united-states-benjamin-netanyahu-5d586384e4eff2b60c4af8e5245fc283?utm_source=Sailthru&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=2/21/23%20%20Punchbowl%20News%20AM&utm_term=Punchbowl%20AM%20and%20Active%20Subscribers%20from%20Memberful%20Combined

* a little history lesson in case one is ignorant    https://www.un.org/en/events/mandeladay/un_against_apartheid.shtml

UPDATE  1324hrs  Wed  22  2. 23  https://www.aljazeera.com/news/2023/2/21/top-us-court-refused-to-review-anti-bds-law-heres-what-it-means

Retard  Tard 

               today people freakYacant say that! 

Just did

           I just did 

   true or false   it was True

                               when he cut the article from the Star and Tribune it was a kneejerk reaction to the headline ‘Grossly retarded’ 

                             he was obsequiouscaught his eye it was odd to see it in papers unless they were tattler publications  National Enquirer New York Post Wall Street Journal

her name was Kimberly Bowie 

she was 12 when it was published in 1980 

the trouble with sensationalism is that its rarely followed up particular human draumas are nothing more than a blip brilliant Fourth of July rockets colouredsplashesFLASHes then disintegrating  remnant smoky jellyfish tentacles dissipating

           10minutes of Warholian fame  ill-repute   arrhythmia 

nothing to hang ones hat on

   True tha

7AMish,  Reggaefriday,  17  2. 23

1214,  Reggaefriday

Black Eyed Peas  Let’s Get Retarded  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LX-7AnOx22k

 

   page onesixtynine

                     he didnt remember where he read it happened when he kept fivesix books in the air at once  similar subjects

Senator Joe McCarthy COMMIES not that communism is a bad thing 

                                                                     an also howbout in '50 June another hot shot jumpin on a bandwagon Clyde Hoey Democrat senator from North Carolina

he opened an investigation into “sex perverts” in the United States government

OHbrother

I hear ya

I havent words

I do

   Im listenin

he chuckled Thas a lot of hooey     

afternoon in February 2023 before the 18th

1141,  Monday,  20  2. 23

https://www.archives.gov/publications/prologue/2016/summer/lavender.html

Hey buddy, spare some change?

guy may not have recognised him but hed hustled him beforean he wasnt his buddy

                                                                                         Havent any

he had cash  no change 

semantics 

          he didnt think so 

Dad?

Yes little girl

You know what I’ve noticed?

No  Wha

I’ve noticed that when homeless people approach us outside a grocery store for money for food you say No yet we’ll come out and you have bought them food from the Deli, soup and bread or a made-sandwich. Although you have me give to it to them.

Yes

Why don’t you give them money?

They asked for money saying they were hungry So I fed them

What if they wanted just money?

Then they shoudnt lie when was the last time I rewarded you for lying

incredulous For lying?

Yes 

Never. No. You punished me.

I did I don tolerate liars 

Spare some change?

hed told him No several times before somehow the guy cant keep his Nos straight

   Didya just laugh

shehe heshe Mariachi 

                      I did

Are you laughing at his circumstances

Im laughing at semantics 

                           I don know the guys circumstances how they presented if he was at fault or they were beyond his control  If he said he was hungry I woud have fed him

Thas not true

No

No You remember the guy who asked you for money in the city

Hone it

He had a dog

Yes I do

He said he was hungry

He asked for money first

He did 

        But then he said he wanted money to feed himself and his dog

A homeless person with a dog

Maybe protection

Dog looked wellfed

It did 

You turned him down

he knew where this was going  who knew a Mariachi woud try to play Conscience fuckin hilarious 

                                                                                                     I did 

Yaremember

I do 

Ya didnt just turn him down

No I did not 

You told the man . . 

. . Guy 

       Don credit him with being a man

You told the guy if he was hungry he could eat his dog

I said he shoud shoud eat his dogkeep our story straight

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1033,  Monday,  20  2. 23

he startedwas surprisedcouldnt believe his fortune 

                                                             but that dribbled away when he leaned over to pickup one of the brightshiny bathed in white sunlight coins

   Ah  twerent coin you gazed upon eh

Yakiddin me Twerent

Twas appropriate

Appropriate

I believe An humourous  I don believe weve ever bent over birdshit mistakin it for coin

 

It looked like money

It did

       Must have had just the right moisture content eh

Eh

   Whaswit the ehs 

Believe cant use twerent without its aid  like dredgingup bunghole  Eh

Twerent to bunghole to  lemme    ballsack

Balzac 

        La Peau de Chagrin  known also in English as The Magick Skin The Wild Ass’s Skin isnt often one get to write four ss in a row

Oh man Messedup 

Me is you were messedup 

                            I know ya havent forgot  eh

Coud we quit with the eh

Really riles ya . . 

                     See  I didnt 

Though tha begs for it

It does beg

   Awright One last time 

Thank you 

            Really riles ya eh

It does 

         If it twerent you I woudnt have put up with it 

Thank you

Yare welcome

Were so polite

We is 

       However I woud be reticent if I did not also  I believeremind  remind you  it may have slipped your mind . .

. . Our mind

   Wha am I thinkin

I don know

No you don Im contained impenetrable impervious to you  though you are not to me   Aint seeing it on your slate

Yare killin me 

                Say it awready

I shall 

         Twerent is slang for taint for perineum 

Aahyes yes  Now thaya mention it I recall

Better boneup my li’l Mariachi

heshe shehe nodded emphatically

                                          May I ask 

Ask

Why Mariachi

You descended like a gaggle but were Mariachi garish

Ah

   Ah  I like tha

thinkin 2PM,  Saturday,  18  2. 23

1129,  Sunday,  19  2. 23

he bought her Trolli gummi octopus though in his note wrote I know youll love these gummy octopussies 

                                                                                                             he dug them because she did but also because they were as close to a tasty coloured psychedelic trip he could find they begged Peter Max posters begged Robert Crumb his worntattered tie-dyed Keep On Truckin’ tshirt

because she was his wannabefreak daughter

she called 

missed him

left a message on the machine

spokechewed with her mouth opensmacked her lips Can you hear me chewing the gummi octopus you sent? You totally stoked me. And I love the note you included.

   stoked her 

still on the machine all these years later

he held onto her any way he could  

2254,  Saturday,  18  2. 23

1017,  Sunday,  19  2. 23

Rod Stewart  Reason to Believe  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XJylcQ7CGfI

  

  he may have heard her incorrectlywas punching pre-set buttons on his car radio 

. . . de pièce de résistance

punched the next Don’t ya love her madly Morrison Doors wanna to be her daddyWha she say 

                                                                                                  Doors fell out of his ears was it pièce de résistance

or appease the resistance

he punched back dagnabbit commercial  of course hed return to a commercial  commercials formed a daisychain pleasured each other

                      his ears whispered Coud we move along please If its killin us it ought to be killin you 

Sssh give it another few seconds

Wanna bet

Earwax to wha 

Wed dig deep malleus stapes incus  

Cochlea

Whaya putting up 

I donwanna be deaf in one ear

Bets off

Yah 

Its been a few seconds  Music

   Awright  Music 

                    he punched what had been the Doors I know I keep you amused but I feel Im being used  whawas he complainingbout his buddys cousin was four years older than him 

                                                                         a piece he couldnt resist

3PM  walking at the timebest guess,  Saturday,  18  2. 23

0938,  Sunday,  19  2. 23

Doors  Love Her Madly  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5iqfXaGliq8 

Rod Stewart  Maggie May  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KlFPDi1B-jM

returning to the car with a sixpak a forty pound box of cat litter Well tha was worth it despite being an additional stop

turning on his hip in the drivers seat eyeing the cat litter as he set it down on the backseat

                                                                                                That’s huge, I didn’t know they made em that big.                  

Tend to be hard to come by but theyre just four bucks more than a twenty pound box  Thank you I appreciate you driving

That’s cool, ya baited me with beer.

I did Yare getting clever friend

Perhaps. 

            Soo yasaid it was worth it. 

sitting down in the passengers seatshutting the door Yah

                                                             Yare familiar with my luck ya really oughta come inside the market next time with me stop sitting on your ass waitingplaying with your smartphone

it was still in his hands  he laid it in his lap You don’t think I might screw up your juju.

Impossible Ive had it since I was a little boy Your presence woud make no matter

Maybe next time.

Ill remind ya

You don’t think I’ll remember? 

No

Jesus.

Nah Jesus

            Im up against your affliction your addiction Cat needs his fix I dig 

I’m not that bad . . 

. . Yare tha bad

                 Whe we go out go hiking go for coffee do I ever carry my phone 

Your choice . .

. . Your choice 

               Like yare going to miss something twentyfourseven world babe Youll catch it Shit will still have its stink on it

Christ. Really?

Really

Enough.

         You said that was worth it.

Awyah 

You gonna say? 

Yagonna put on your seatbelt

You telling me I need to?

If I have your undivided attention  Yah Yaneed to

he set his cell in the console between thembuckled up 

                                                         To Infinite and Beyond.

Yah

     She had big round titsfirst thing I noticed I was in the aisle behind her Then turning she had a big round ass an she set off the whole sundae with her big brown Hispanic eyes

Oh man.

Her purchase concluded she stepped out with her bag passed right in front of me an as she did the bag split her tequila tumbled  I was able to set the litter down an catch the bottle midair An bent forward as the other items toppled out she gave me an expansive gander at her cleavage An beyond 

                                                               She blushed beautifully

1600,  Saturday,  18  2. 23

1726,  Saturday

https://video.disney.com/watch/to-infinity-and-beyond-4be70efc7dbb2b6a6e9faf04

   dictum occurred to him

                            word made him laughlaughed because because his very next thought was alwaysalways Damn near rectum

talking aloud to himself often cause friction 

Excuse me? 

he looked across the café table at him 

                                         No I wasnt talkin to you

But you said something. 

Yes yes I did 

               Eavesdropping

No. You said something.

I did 

     Although I didnt preface it with your name did I

No. 

Then obviously wasnt meant for you besides  excuse me  ya waltzed out of our conversation when your cellphone buzzedya had to take it  It didnt ring buzzed  Text  Ya had to take a text 

                                                                               Addict 

I was expecting someone.

Didnt share tha with me

No. I suppose I didn’t.

Suppose

   I didn’t.

Thawoud have been courteous

I wasn’t thinking.

Ouchy he was being ridiculous 

                               Not tha I havent called you out before  Leading an entitled life man  

he didnt like being dressed down 

                                 What do you want me to say?

Nothing Not a damn thingnothing to be said ya keep to your script Ill keep to mine  Mines better written more considerate

Yet you talk to yourself.

Yah Talkin to an interested party

no idea when I scribbled this coincided with Miltons Areopagitica opposing licensing and censorship,  2023

1238,  Saturday,  18  2. 23

https://aeon.co/essays/reading-john-miltons-areopagitica-in-the-information-age

scapegoat 

           

   he wondered as he began leafing through the dictionary 

                                                             not that he really had tohad a creeping suspicion 

an as familiar as he was with it he named his Gary after Gary the Snail SpongeBob SquarePants pet 

YUP  as he gathered  on a brilliantlylit marquee LEVITICUS  Tha hobo yet again 

Old Testament 

mussed with Moses fingerprints Thirteenth Century BCE Before Common Era  not Before Christian Era  not BC AD ABRACADABRA hocus-pocus mumbo jumbo open sesame gibberish gobbledygook double talk jabberwocky   Take a breathtake a breath  Breathebreathe  breathe   Better   Yes  yes thank you   

cat with the Burning bush 

                           Exodus  3:13 – 14  I AM WHO I AM   Gawd 

                                                                            isnt everyone who they are

and to be who one is is to be true to themselves 

I’ve been thinking . . . I think you ought to take one for the team.

he might count his lucky starshis fortunate that she was able to pull back on her angerlimit him to a Fuck you!  she stoodturned went to the door

No wait stop, don’t go, wait, stop, I don’t think you ought to be alone right now.

You’re right she said over her shoulder as she opened the door  You don’t think.

he said something

she didnt hearshe had closed the doordidnt slam it 

it was so much horseshit if it was said on Sunday after Super Bowl after the children were down said face to face this drauma could have been alleviated

instead 

        she was fingeredmade the scapegoat Leviticus pair of kid goats one released into the wilderness taking with it all sins and impurities the other sacrificed to their thinking for their convenience   a convenience covering a convenience 

   she asked what he thought 

                                Be true to yourself baby  Ive got your back

0948,  Saturday,  18  2. 23