her silence provoked him provocation was usually his card

calling out not an echo returned

he was okay with silenceNo news is good news though this past week three silencestwo he contended withplayed with when they thought to get back to him died the third was an acquaintance who hethey ran into each other it was a small town  died too

                         he was shaken   

he texted her

emailed

wrote letters

finally he telephoned and left a message

Im gonna be who I am until you tell me to stop that wasnt his message  that is the fabric he was made of

if she told him to stop hed stop on a dimedidnt need to be told twice

it would hurt his heart

but his heart had been hurtbruised badly before

he had to be who he was

2220,  Sunday,  17  7. 22

1141,  Twosday,  19  7. 22

Sammy Davis, Jr.  I Got to Be Me  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=17OwXVBmvQs 

Y’Akoto  Talk to Me  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uoxl5XM7rBM

Without You  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dXfoDMRMvtQ

Truth is the daughter – couldnt have placed it in better hands he wouldnt entrust it to a son – the daughter of Time, not of authority

               Francis Bacon  the English Bacon not the Irish  he knew them both cursorily because he was curious  or was cursorycurious stuff that in your pipe an smoke it

it was quoted during one of the three congressional hearinghe couldnt remember which nearly twelve hours of testimony and pandering that he witnessed in their entirety bit of a political junky two Judicial one House Oversight and Reform  it struck a cord with him he wasnt a fan of authority a venal hydraheaded monstrosity who was those in authority he wasnt going to dirty his knees kowtowing it itd have to knock him off his feet and keep him down 

                                                                                                      itd be easier to kill him

first figures of authority he danced with were his parents 

                                                            This kid, there’s got to be a better way.   We’ll just keep punishing him until he understands, gets his head around it, he crosses us it’s his ass, not ours.   He gets it; I fear he may be a masochist.   That’s from your side of the family.

he was hanging right up there beside Christnot that hed submit to Catholic mythology rather masochrist 

                                                                                                                eventually truth shakes its hoaryhead and appears

when it did he hoped itd bring Japanesecrafted swords hed help hew authority cleave it to its roots

1955,  Monday,  18  7. 22

1020,  Twosday,  19  7. 22

Pink Floyd  Careful with that Axe, Eugene  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V-HYayT1vwg 

Advantage  Richbitch girl

                             a Brand

though not his cup of tea

nevertheless a particular brand bright white teeth smiling coiffured touchedup to a T  wealthy 

                                                                                                     it didnt matter if it was Mommies or Daddys  theyve been groomedspoiled to be exactly who they are

not his cup of tea

So the plain fact of the matter, if you were in kind, wealthy, they’d probably be in a cup of your tea.

he laughed interesting tact

                            No  I don drink tea

That’s not an argument.

Im not arguing

But if you could afford them you would. that was her bullet

If I coud I woudnt I like women freshscrubbed right out the shower toweled off hair brushed back were out the door

Im confident Richbitch girls primpHA Quit pimpin primped girls

that might have been below the belt

her expression indicated discomfort

Ouch

A bit . . I think you know me better than tha . .

. . I thought I did

                  Don defend them to me when I told you from the getgo no  Remember Horton

Horace.

Horace

The Eloquent Elephant.

Havent heard of Horace Horton Hatches the Egg I meant wha I said said wha I meant an elephant faithful one hunred percent

         I sez no I means no You tell me no  Its no correct

You never hit on me I don’t know.

I woudnt were friends

Some friends become lovers.

Friendlys become lovers Lovers can become friends 

                                                       Weve been friendly friends though Im currently feelingsensing  fiendishness

Fiendish friends?

Fine

Alliteration?

Why not

          I was simply addressing the sometimes advantage of branding Which if I had to Id brand over tattoo Whole other can of wor . .

. . Cup of nonexistent tea?

Yes

            Are we movinalong

Yes.

     You never thought to ask me out?

Briefly when we met

                       But you were going steady  an steadily our friendship grew

No going back

You’re not going to ask me if I might have gone out with you had you asked.

he smiled slyly

                A hypothetical  he winked 

You’re a piece of work.

An a pieceyah 

               Not a hypothetical

Not a hypothetical. Yes.

As are you

                Still friends

she grabbed by his shirtfront tugged him to her kissed him

                                                                Still buds.

1340,  Sunday,  30  1. 22

1140,  Monday,  18  7. 22

   abortion  tourism 

                      how fuckin offensive 

                                                          thasaid a perfect fit coming from out the mouths of Republicans who are appalledinsist Democrats are extreme

abortion tourists levelled at women

                                      tourist “n. 1 a person who is traveling or visiting a place for pleasure The New Oxford American Dictionary, Second Edition, 2005”

Republican states are discussing legislation to stop women from leaving their state to seek healthcare seek abortions

Oklahomas Senator James Lankford – memorable for when he quit speaking fled the rostrum Senate Chambers on January 6 as Congress was violently attacked – he stymied Democrats efforts to take a vote

                                                                                                 “There’s a child (a foetus not a person) in this conversation, as well . . . (he accused Democrats of seeking) to inflame – to raise the what-ifs.”  he said proponents of the bill should ask themselves “Does the child (a foetus  not a person) in the womb have the right to travel in their future?”

                       NO

a foetus is not a person it does not have personhood

without a womans womb 

a foetus is not viable

its a womans right an decision  hers assisted by her physician   no one else should put their thumb on the scale  

1517,  ReggaeFriday,  15  7. 22

1041,  Monday,  18  7. 22

crap  https://www.nbcnews.com/politics/congress/republicans-block-bill-protecting-women-travel-states-abortion-rcna38301 

Senate Judiciary Committee hearing on Roe v. Wade overturned  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=veDrsG8qesM

Professor Khiara Bridges  https://www.dailycal.org/2022/07/14/bridges/ 

abortion tourist   https://www.msnbc.com/rachel-maddow-show/maddowblog/nearly-every-gop-rep-rejects-bill-protect-interstate-abortion-travel-rcna38694?cid=eml_mra_20220718&user_email=e4c91d00eead6d858374885584701152a02c6d873bb23bf387b4583a289e5951

keep politicians out of womens bodies  abortion is between a woman and her physician  never heard too many cooks in the kitchen spoil the broth  https://www.msnbc.com/rachel-maddow/watch/doctors-sound-alarm-as-ignorant-abortion-bans-hurt-medical-care-cause-undue-suffering-144329797848?cid=eml_mra_20220719&user_email=e4c91d00eead6d858374885584701152a02c6d873bb23bf387b4583a289e5951

he disliked horseshit as much as he disliked someone feigning ignorance  the suddendumb retard look hooded eyelids loose jaw like theyd been pithed the moment theyd been exposed 

                                                                     If I know whayare doin you know what youre doing

retards dont follow quickhave to comprehend ameliorate build their sentenceresponse a soundsyllable at a time

                                                                                                                      Hu uh.

he had no patience

                    Thas the best ya got lets go round back an Ill put ya out of my misery anyours   Quit the theatrics 

I know you know we both know

but once they strike the iron they cant capitulate recant fucknever apologise thad be unmanly  so he was going to let them have their manly

                        he pulverised him split eyebrows blackened eyes split lips loosened teeth things to show for his troublenot that they didnt try to defend themselves but he an his animosity were one man too many

If someone asks he rubbed blood from his knuckles with a handkerchief you tell them I knew what you were doing  They can see your face is an exclamation point openingclosing quotationmarks 

                                                                                   We understand each other 

he didnt wait to hear he walked away

the acknowledgement followed sounding like a boot yanked from mud

2215,  Sunday,  17  7. 22

1459,  Monday,  18  7. 22

his wont to elaborateobliterate cellar door to continue to refigure phonaesthetics provides that he keeps his ears openeyeballs peeled for a next candidate

                                             redwood weathers well

its factual too

tickled him pink

coloured him gone 

it came to him during a conversation with a neighbour who was considering adding a porch to her home  eliminate an arid patch of ground that had been an expensive failed lawn  Californias semi-arid is on a clip to becoming desert

she stopped him idly wondered what wood hed consider for decking

he was partial to redwood

she turned to look at something over her shoulder Not ipe?

Im sorry Elle I didnt catch tha  Eep

No no, EE-pay, a Brazilian hardwood.

Why not homegrown redwood why depredatedespoil plunder rainforests

Oh don’t you be that way, Dealbreaker not that he was interested  think outside the box. There’s also lesser-known tropical woods, cumaru, garapa, cambara, massaranduba, tigerwood . . there's homegrown white ash, heat-treated . . baseball bats are made from white ash, you might know that.  Yes to beat you senseless

Their names roll off your tongue

I’ve been reading up on options.

Im confused  why ask me   Ya didnt listen when I recommended not planting sod

I wanted a lawn.

Shoudmove to the Midwest

I’m not listening to you.

he nodded

           Then please don ask save us time  its something we cant get back

You don’t have to be rude.

Being honest isnt rude

                         Ya prefer not to hear it Im the last person you shoudever ask

Oh well . . you’ll have to excuse me I’m busy.

You hailed me

                Have a fine afternoon

he did however gleam redwood weathers well

                                                 the silver lining in a sable cloud  Miltons Comus

1335,  Sunday,  30  1. 22

1321,  Sunday,  17  7. 22

insanely delicious to witness another candidate  Tastee – Freez soft ice cream cones triggered that

meddle

theocratic justices are responsible for the chaos and violent blowback they conceived

perhaps they shouldnt have been myopicblinkered and considered what abortionists endured were murdered during Roe v. Wade

it is the ramification of their actions believing themselves above law of human nature

everyone is equal in the eyes of their Original Intent Constitution

                                                                    We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator (his parents created him) with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness. 

                                                               however as many devout Republicans insist  nowhere in the Constitution is there the unalienable Right to be born

he preferred the theory theyre all theories of a Living Constitution

he hoped these justices arent trying to foment a civil war a religious war backed by their ilk who believe in violencebelieve they have the guns – by extension -- January6 – by extension – a person after birth is a person prior to birth

    NO it is a foetus unable to survive outside a womans uterus until late term and even then survive without extreme medical intervention incubation sometimes surgeries augmented with unique prophylactics

344preferred,  ReggaeFriday,  15  7. 22

0949,  Sunday,  17  7. 22

https://constitutioncenter.org/interactive-constitution/white-papers/on-originalism-in-constitutional-interpretation

https://www.verywellfamily.com/what-is-an-incubator-for-premature-infants-2748445

Pink Floyd  off Meddle  Echoes  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KBca3xf-j3o

itd been a while since hed written a pensee 

                                                maybe thawoud mire his ire

  fit – fix

hypodermic

raise a good vein inject it

anywhere everywhere is nice

hope to die with a smile

0904,  Sunday,  17  7. 22

Please Mr Jordan  a stroll down memory-hole lane Mr Jordans fifty offences* in ten weeks

                                                                                                 Hold my hand cunt oops

lets get Colorados Mr Buck to join us hes sipped at your cup of Jim Jones Kool-Aid

Congressman “I’ve got nothing to hide”Jim Jordan regarding his part in the January6 plot and his actions then he refused to talk when subpoenaed by the January6 Select Committee  read from a list of fifty attacks on crisis pregnancy centers most religiously affiliated  unethical when heldup in regards to four fundamental medical considerations beneficence nonmaleficence respect for autonomy and justice  and churches read centers and churches not personnel 

                                                                                                  “. . . (these) attacks by leftwing activists – is that extreme? he questioned a grinning magpie witness Catherine Glenn Foster  YES! emphatically – in an effort to intimidate prolife Americans around the country”

Jordan ignoresfails to recite violent rightwing attacks on Planned Parenthood facilities for years which are mandated to regard medical ethics and abortion providers many who were targeted murdered  he fails to recite or compare his decisions  prolife that he is  allowing weapons of war to destroy Americans in the same ten weeks**

Shush cunt shush       

1800,  Saturday,  16  7. 22

0820,  Sunday,  17  7. 22

* 1:49:42minute-mark to 1:54:36minute-mark  House Judiciary Committee meeting on Supreme Court abortion decision 

not that it was the Courts as Republicans would tell its Gods designdecision  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T70kl2xDGGY

https://journalofethics.ama-assn.org/article/why-crisis-pregnancy-centers-are-legal-unethical/2018-03

https://www.plannedparenthood.org/blog/what-are-crisis-pregnancy-centers

** https://www.gunviolencearchive.org/reports/mass-shooting

Ssh  its secretssh

SS spokesman Anthony Guglielmi  he couldnt pronounce his name so it could have remained unknown  particularly in light of his malicious projection

                                  “The insinuation (no insinuation was made – a little sensitive) that the Secret Service (SS) maliciously deleted text messages following a request is false. In fact (those facts remain unknown to the public at this time), the Secret Service has been fully co-operating with the OIG (Office of Inspector General) in every (every?) respect (respect?) – whether it be interviews (none under oath), documents, emails or texts (which may have been deleted)  Guglielmi also said the SS had started to reset its mobile devises to factory settings in January 2021 (SS must have blinkedmissed its part restraining Mark Meadows from attending the war room meeting at the Willard Hotel on January5  –  then the January6 insurrection)  “as part of a pre-planned, three-month system migration.”

to meet its oath duty and obligation  SS should have suspended the migration 

SS has proven itself unworthy of its motto  Worthy of Trust and Confidence

                                                                                 but this is the SS   Schutzstaffel

409preferred,  ReggaeFriday,  15  7. 22

406preferred,  Saturday,  16  7. 22

https://www.cbc.ca/news/world/jan-6-commitee-secret-service-1.6521561 

https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2022/jun/28/jan-6-hearing-key-takeaways-latest

he had no idea how they got from here to there probably something begging from what was said in their conversation  despite they discussed nothing other than physics granularity Carlo Rovelli maybe Carlos unique writing style blendingfolding Art Literature Culture into his detailed explanations

                                                                         I hate that song.

he didnt let the flummox like egg on his face show

                                                     Whasong

Hall and Oates, they’re dead aren’t they?

I don think so

They’re dead to me.

Because of a song you hate them  Hate mighty strong word to attribute to a pop blue-eyed soul song

he looked at him incredulously eyes readying to pop 

                                                        You like that song?

Yahavent said wha song

I didn’t?

No

Oh, it went off in my head . .

. . While we were discussing physics

Yes.

Hell of a segue man

                         Yagonnasay

 

Rich Bitch Girl. his contempt was thick

  Its called Rich Girl

                      Rich bitch girlif Im correct are the last three words of the song Yare hangin your hat on tha

Cuts too close to home

Cuts too close to home? he glaredprobably didnt realise he was

Yah

What do you mean?

Can you summons the song

I . . I . no I can’t.

Yawanna find it on your own ya have your smatphone thaswha he called them figured it addressed his disgust

No, I’ll look later.

Ya want me to say

Say?

Yes I thinkI know rather  whaya dislik . .

. . Hate.

Not in my vocabulary

Ooh . . that’s right he said it uppity not hate, not evil.

Ya neednt make with tha inflection

Inflection?

Quit

Yawanna find it  I don think yare going to look

                                                    Or do ya want me to say he eyed him a cold dead fish look

You think you know?that’s audacious.

Not really

           Yare thinskinned bout it asif there was something you coudve done when nothing was to be done  It is it was

I have no idea what you’re talking abou . .

. . Yado the cold dead fish look remained in his eyes  he was playing hardball

Sowha do you think it is?

I don think I know

he didnt want to hear it

but thats what hardball is about facing the truth

  You can rely on the old mans money

1340,  Sunday,  30  1. 22

1044,  Saturday,  16  7. 22

Hall & Oates  Rich Girl  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AmHE65RAkSY

MILF  yes ofcourse he knew whathawas  thawas a defiant acronym hed withstand

MILF Mother Id Love to Fuck he was a MILFer  she was like a cool tall glass of milk he didnt eat ice cream preferred milk MILK Mother Id Like to Kiss  a MILKer

                                                   Yare being ridiculous 

Keep it to yourselfamong yourselves  Awright gang

                                                        he could see their eyes looking at him out of the dark

they jiggled updown briefly agreed

Thank you Now listen up ifya thought that was ridiculous 

                                                                I pilfered her  A pilferer

Or she pilfered me  Or did she pillage me  a pillager

                                                         a communal whisper Ridiculous

Im playing spokenword palimpsest pals 

                                           It mispronounced  pal incest Whadaya think of tha they didnt say but hes losing his mind ebbedwashed over him from their vast hold

Losing my mind

We didnt say that

Didnt Nahya didnt say   Lemme correct myselfbe more specific

                                                                     Yathought hes losing his mind

eyes jiggled updown briefly again

I appreciate your honesty our rapport

eyes jiggled in the vast hold

      he sighed

                   Awright strap in Lets dive inexplore this spokenword palimpsest bit

almost in unison he heard their seatbelts clasp

                                                   claspers

1335,  Sunday,  30  1. 22

0929,  Saturday,  16  7. 22

The Spiral Yesterday  More Than Yesterday  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=89eEa3RvCF4 

Y’Akoto  Talk to Me  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A8v1dI1slZg

What Makes You Strong  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XoQ0ZeChE2o

Wha . . yalookin to pick yourself up off the floor

he flinched  What are you talking about?

Whacha saidcalled me his fists were balledup could care less he gaveway three inches thirty pounds

Hey, it's nothingnot derogatory. his hands went up before himfingers to the skypalms out You're misunderstanding me.

Help yourself  make me understand

                                              It hasnt been a good day

Positive deviant.

Deviant

Positive positive . deviant.

Which meanswha

It’s good, good . . an approach to behavioral social change, based on observations that in every community . there are certain individuals . . you . whose uncommon behaviors and strategies . .

. . Thas a stretch . .

. . If you say . . . whose uncommon strategies enable them to find better solutions to problems than their peers . . while having access to the same resources . facing similar . . or worse challenges.

Yave been reading

I have.

Selfhelp book books

Yes. I find them valuable.

  I cant stand them

                       Nothing more than common sense  a matter of knowing oneself  

You know yourself better than a lot of people . . hell, far better than I know myself.

he relaxed his handsshook them out 

                                      I didnt know  Ya know Im confrontational Thank you for informing mehadnt heard it before    Positive deviant

Positive deviance.

  Deviance  Maybe ya shoudve said that instead of deviant

                                                                 Catch my drift

Caught.

1335,  Sunday,  30  1. 22

1443,  ReggaeFriday,  15  7. 22

https://positivepsychology.com/positive-deviance/

Dirty Heads  Doesn’t Make You Right  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tcZy3F2kYhg