25.10.21

 

he ran into her coming out of the bathroom

she opened the door lefthe was immediately at her rightsmall hallway an inyourface moment
                                                                                                JESUS they chorused she went soprano firstsurprising him startled he carried the bass 

the hostel preferred its doors remained shut had to rap on bathroom doors if it obviously wasnt in use

he took a step backnot too far she smelled like fresh bakery goods showered hair wrapped in a towel except for curly blonde tendrils that escaped it
                        My apologiesexcuse me  narrow halls

her big eyes gone bigger relaxed 
                                   No, my apology, it's that you were just . . RIGHT THERE.                                

I was  wasnt thinkingwasnt paying mind auto-pilot  distracted

Yes.

Yes a confused query

Yes. Heard you arrived yesterday morning to surprise your girlfriend.
                                                                                 She surprised you.
Ah succinct   Accurate

his words amused her 
                       Are you okay?

Okay he winked at her  Im okay 
                                   I expect honestyhad she been honest I wouldnt have come 

I suppose one might say, it is what it is.

I dislike that line  immensely Should have said Im a big boy Ive always said Yaneed an itch scratched Im not the one you want scratching it tell me

Tell you? That’s a big ask . .
. . No  Its honest
                   Three weeks ago this was a pipe dreamwe talked about it I pulled some stringsIve never been to Italy Queer how things can flip in three weeks he laughed drolly 
                                                                               Surprise

I’m sorry, it’s all around; news travels fast.

Not necessary but thank you

She said you haven’t seen each other for threefour months.

Four The semester  She said she had an opportunity to travel before beginning of next

How long had you been dating?

Seven months We were thrilledI was thrilled she got her grant
                                                                        Thrilled

Huh.

Huh  Wha


Four months.

Since seeing each other yes

 

You ah, horny? I am.
                     he would never forget the lascivious look in her green eyesher expression  a fox glaring at a rabbit she pinned


Nina made his Italy trip crazyworthwhile
                                             more times than he could count

0834,  Sunday,  24  10. 21
1533,  Sunday,  24  10. 21
Curtis Fuller – Red Garland  Stormy Weather https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bcRfhuNdGAQ

24.10.21


   kibitz  kibitzer 
                   Jesus  sounds like disease a skin rash  anif it wasnt either he definitely didnt want it anywhere near his face


they met for coffee while the former was president

they called their meeting a putschdidnt get too nutsdidnt call it Kapp Putsch  which went kaput
                                                                                               didnt doff a cap to Nazi Germanys formation the overthrow of the fledgling Weimar Republic  rather they meant to describe their disgust angst with those Americans who voted for a clown to represent America in the world  their disgust with the clown himself

if ever a presidency and its associated clan needed to be overthrown they were living through it 


he was measured calling him former
                                       during the yokels big tent he called him cunt
his buddy swooned
                     Jesus, man, would you quit with that, someone might hear you.

Let em  they got a bone to pick with me let em  Theres nothing else to call him  A cunt is a cunt is a cunt  just wish cunt didnt relate to the opposite sex  that said Ive meet very few women who I would call a cunt  more men than women an this clown is pedigree cunt


the cunt was voted out of office
                                  couldnt call their coffees putsches any longer  they had a placeholder  klatch   a coffee klatchreminded him of kolaches  apricot cherry cheese blueberry  long time since he had one they only took coffee   

klatch was tame compared to withstanding five years of vehemence and vexation

Man we gotta do something I hate calling this a klatch 

What do you propose?

Im conversing havent a proposition to mention  You

Nothing.

Nothing as in nothing or yare fine with klatch

I think it’s fine.

But ya don like to think so most anything an everything is fine with youYa don like to work too hard by your own admission

You’re gonna beat me . .
. . Forever A Louisville Slugger  I hadnt heard anything quite as dismal in a longlong time

I was frustrated.

Anwho were you frustrated with
                                  Be honest  Ya sat with it in your lap for years  It was on you friend

Damn, you’re unforgiving.

I got nothing to forgive Im relentless
                                      But ya ought know that bout me or should  Any gaff or misstep Im on it  Comes with being confrontational  May be step one first premise

Whatever.

I expected thatcuz why
                          Cuz ya don like to work too hard 
JesusChrist


Looks like Im going it alonehuh

I’m fine with it.

 

not a week later he proposed kibitz

That’s Jewish, isn’t it?

Yiddish Colloquial German kiebitzen a lapwing peewit interfering onlooker Thought yad like it because yare a boider

I didnt know that.

Now you do Were agreed
                              Well call it kibitz

Good with me.

Then kibitz  until something strikes you to offer

I’m good.

 

cat was always good 

Saturday morning,  23  10. 21
1259,  Sunday,  24  10. 21
The Walker Brothers  Make It Easy on Yourself  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bZTS9H-l5qQ 

 
he stubbed his toes on shit day-in an day-out
                                                his daughters laughed at himwhy were they laughing they were fullblown women with families of their own  hed have thought this would have occurred to them but it just occurred to him they laughed when he told them Every day I learn how little I know

todays trip on an invisible crack in the pavement regarded garum a fermented fish-base condiment ubiquitous thats a dandy word in Roman Empire thats a lot of places  

quickly garum led to umami  English words   he knew one language  apparently he was lousy at it

he dropped them on his mother-in-law 
                                       who was Japanese  who once owned a deli 
in her broken English she said she knewquickly asserting that umami was Japanese  she learned of it in Japan as a girl before learning English


stubbed his toes
                 he may have broken them 

garum fish sauce  stinky he really liked it but only knew it as fish sauce someone could have enlightened him
                                                                                                                             he wouldnt suffer a foolhed correct them if they wanted to remain a fool then that was up to them


umami meant savoriness
                             one of five basic tastes 
basic tastes
             he had to stop to think that through  DUH he never bothered to list them just enjoyed them without a thought
        kinda like when in an orgy you didnt learn the participants namesthe links of the daisychain  you were savoring themHMM   they were umami 

basic tastes
he had to think

sweet

sour

salty

bitter

umami  savoriness


when he delved into umami kinda like the punk kid who moves into the neighbourhood anyer trying to decide whether to pick on em or defend em
                  since he was the eldest of seven hed defend em but he liked thinking he had a choice delving in he discovered it had six subtexts

tongue-coating sensation
balanced taste
salivation
          the salvation of salivation
mouth fulness
long-lasting complexity

all this might have mattered when he was younger

his taste buds were blasted now
                                  they functioned like the lousy rabbiteared antenna on top his grandmothers blackanwhite television set   No.   No.  Oopsalmost.   There.  No. Almost.  ThereNo. ThereDon’t move. Don't move, hold it right there. Don’t move.
                                 Grandma I wont be able to watch the program
That's alright, it’s Lawrence Welk, music, just listen.

that Halloween he went out trickantreating dressed in school clothes holding rabbitears in his hands his candy bag hanging from his wrist   What are you supposed to be?
Im an idiot



his taste buds were blasted now

canned dogfood was delicious
                               lipsmacking good   just wear reallydark sunglass

Hell
      Umami sounds like wet dogfood

1009,  Saturday,  23  10. 21
1544,  Saturday,  23  10. 21

23.10.21

 
he didnt have any idea who the hell he was talking to
                                                        dreams are marvelous they say less and mean more if youre willing to dig in

hed been digging since he woke this morning an archeologic dig  he hadnt unearthed anything although he remained optimistichow could he not  he was rooting in his substrate he was confident hed find something something would find him
     the only downside finding something is that it might not be what cajoled him to swing a pick and dig with a spade

he was a dirtysweaty hot mess


emptyhanded



he   felt  he was talking to a male character
                                              the presence felt masculinehe could be wrong
he based his assumption on the edge and tone in his voice
men irritated him more than women didhe could be patience with them
although it wasnt inexhaustible

what they said peeved him

he replied
           If I wasnt here an I wasnt there   wharseywaseyden

wharseywaseyden meant he was out of sorts
                                               a short fuse 
which he normally wasnt

it meant he was provoked

he understood that much

which wasnt much
                   certainly excruciatingly little to go on
    still
           he was waistdeep in a hole of fertile jetblack loam that smelled of promise and happy hints

 

maybe wharseywaseyden would reveal itself tomorrow
                                                         his masculine sidekick was worthless

0904,  Saturday,  23  10. 21
1430,  Saturday,  23  10. 21
Red Garland  ‘Tain’t Nobody’s Busy  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TyOcSXisZbo

22.10.21

 

he was a little latefour minutes but his datehe laughed he could see the sneer twist his face Don’t call me that.   Relax man  ya say ya got no issues with homosexuality but when I allude or suggest it your feathers get ruffled

his date DON’T CALL ME THAT.
                                 he should call him his klatcher his putschster  fuck no matter   hed call him Late


he rolled up fifteen minutes later
                                   I’m sorry, I didn’t mean for you to wait for me.

I don wait I can occupyentertain myself I always have a book or pen and paper theres always something roaming around in my head always a gurgling inside it worthwhile to listen to

I tried to call you.

That was stupid

Not stupid.

No that was stupid  When do you know me to have a phone when Im out an around

You should have your phone

Have my phone for your convenience
                                           That makes sense

Dammit, man, why you got to be that way?

Way Be that way
                    Ya shouldnt be surprised    Id say if I was a broad ya wouldnt have been late

A broad?

Broads attract you
                     Women intimidate ya asis I gotta correct ya when you call em girls
Like you kno . .
. . I do   I do  I pay attention to what you sayI listen to ya Better than ya listen to yourself 
                                                                                                          Ya want a little play thing not a relationship


It’s baggage I don’t want.

Man hit twenty ya got baggage

1404,  Thursday,  21  10. 21
1646,  ReggaeFriday,  22  10. 21
Red Garland Trio  Hey Now  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mwHL_1XW4XM

 

You’re a godsend.

Im not

No no, you are . . if it hadn’t been for you I don’t know what I would have done.

You would have figured it out

I don’t think so.
                    I really don’t think so.


Ya ought to give yourself some credi . .
. . You ought to acknowledge that if it hadn’t been for you I’d have been screwed.

I didnt do anything you wouldnt have done for me

If we swapped places you’d have been screwed; I wouldn’t have been any help.  You’re a godsend.



he didnt like itdidnt like it one bit

godsend sent from God
                         he didnt believe in Gawdin anyones God
calling him such
                Please Id rather you drop the code and call me a sucker Yare a sucker
Id be better with that

when things unsettled himdidnt feel right  raised his angst
                                                              his angst raised his ire  then he had to be very careful for he became righteous righteouslyindignant  threw gas on the fire
it was exhausting

he was a researcher
                     hed bone up on both sides of the story pro and con  argued them on paper  willowed themdistilled them honed them like a boning knife
fashioned bullet points
                       hollowpoints they entered small exited HUGE

then he presented his argument  

he hoped his adversary had preparedthat the give and take would be redeeming  informative

it rarely happened

people afterall  arent interested in debate
                                            they become classic Shintos not that they knew Mizaru sees no evil  Kikazaru hears no evil  Iwazaru speaks no evil there is no such thing as evil  three wise monkeys striking classic poses

they didnt have the time they cut their losses somehow what they caused was water under the bridge
                                                                                                           Nothing personal.
Its personal

I got nothing.

Then you should have kept nothing to yourself




apparently theres no accountability when someone decides it was nothing

2044,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  20  10. 21
1202,  Thursday,  21  10. 21


202 House Republicans do not believe in their chambers constitutional rights and obligations 

Bannons a piece of shit  by association the 202 are too

nine Republicans understood their duty as a State representative they agreed with the January 6 Select Committee and all the Democrats
                     the vote was 228 – 202
they are:

Brian Fitzpatrick  PA

Peter Neuer  NJ

Adam Kinzinger  IL

Liz Cheney  WY

Anthony Gonzales  OH

Fred Upton  MI

John Katko  NV

Nancy Mace  SC

Jaime Herrera-Beutler  WA


it should have been unanimous 

January 6 was an insurrection

those who entered the Capitol are not patriots

it is time to learn who plottedwho enabled it  they ought to go to prison for attempting to overthrow Americas democracy

1733,  Thursday,  21  10. 21
0900,  ReggaeFriday,  22  10. 21

21.10.21

 
her arms attracted his attentionthey looked  weird her shoulders were symmetric but odd  off    her elbows under sleeves were bowedrounded  no anglesher hands hidden inside long gloves
                                                                                  her gait was impeccable he enjoyed the sway of her hipsthey were nicely rounded anthats saying something since he wasnt a fanny man
                                                                                                            yet something was amiss

the docks were mounted on brightyellow floats  tethered so they could rise with the quiet tides and should the sea menace they could manage the storms torque or sustained high sea levels

 

when he approached herhe used the excuse of curiosity he couldnt distinguish her scent from the seabreeze

she was agileshe asked him if his excuse wasnt actually his reason
                                                                        he was honest  You affected me
Affected? Affected.   I’m unsure how to take thatIt isnt necessarily complimentary.

Perhaps the tone of my voice I apologise  I don normally approach strange women         

Strange? Strange.   I’m also unsure how to take that.
                                                          her green eyes heightened
You are teasing me arent you

Perhaps perhaps notWhat would you like?

Id prefer I humoured you  I would carevery much if you felt uncomfortable
                                                                                I would walk away immediately

she hesitated but her eyes didnt waver off his
                                                 her eyes were  odd    too

Let me be bold would you care for a drink  Grog

she didnt cover her mouth when she laughedhe liked that
                                                                    Grog?
Its overcast I thought a warmed drink  we could warm our bon . .
. . I haven’t bones needing to be warmed.

Then to warm mine

You need your bone warmed?

he could swear he saw fireworkssparklers go off in her eyes he was attractedhe played  A warm bone is better than a cold one

  Yes.
        Let’s have a drink together.

Yes  Please
              Im not from around here if you are could you make a recommenda . .
. . For grog?

If not a pleasant repose for drinks and conversation

Drinks?
         her odd eyes twinkled

A drink If we hit it offIm hopeful drinks

You don’t sound confident.

As I told you Im outside my realm I don approach strange women an particular not when theyre alone

Wellthen . . actually, too, I’m out of my realm, men constantly approach me, bear a whiff of entitlement, that because I’m a woman I am somehow obliged to appreciate, attend to their attention.

Are you from around here

I am, I was born here, in the sea.

In the sea

Yes, in the sea.

Mygoodness  your parents were they hippies

I didn’t know my father, he was a sailor, maybe a girl in every port, but my mother was infatigable, she’d die her voice piquedsuddenly rawclouded of emotion She’d die . . before she let anything happen to me.
                                                                                            hair fell into her eyes
she swept it back with her gloved hand


Grog.
          I know a place her eyes fell from his . . if you’re still interested.

I am

 

they had several drinks not one grog


he called her a cab

she insisted he come with her
                                I’ve always wanted to ask someone in for a nightcap.
he couldnt resist


he followed her up the steps her fanny swished side to side before his face  he was mesmerised

her house was on a bluff above the ocean
                                            its woodwork shingled walls permeated by the salt air  brine  aged limegreen purple lichen abound  he was entranced
                                          he thought of the cool deep dark places secured by the sea which most men didnt have the appetite to exploredidnt dare explore   safe landlubbers

she had a cast iron turnkey to unlock the burly front door the glass in it was coloured imperfect  from another time

entering she said  Please, make yourself at home.  the moon coming through the unadorned French doors at the balcony lighted the livingroom  Is dark rum, molasses rum okay?

Yes  Please

he heard the tinkle of crystal glasses kiss each other  the gurgle from the bottle  healthy pours

he raised his voice so she could hear him
                                            IM TERRIBLY HAPPY I SECONDGUESSED MYSELF AN APPROACHED YOU

she slipped into the room silentlyhad removed her shoes held the glasses on an old tarnished silver tray  offered one to him
      she still wore her gloves 
I am happy you did also  she laughed brightly
                                                   I may never have asked anyone if theyd care for a nightcap
he may have laughed brighter than her



they finished the rum

he had sat on an overstuffed leather couchshe in a wingback chair across from him  a narrow table for their glasses between them
                their intimacy breached the short distance

he cleared his throat 
                      Its late I should be going  May I call on you for another time

 

You . . youcouldstay . . . if you like.

he thought his gulp was audible
                                  Stay the word sounded odd in his mouth  
If you would like.

I would like

Ah . . there is one thing.

he heard there is one thing on several occasions
                                                   none thus far had detered his affection
the moon began falling behind the horizon

she leaned back unbuttoned her pants  drew them off
                                                           it was hard to see he couldnt see panties
then from each arm she slipped off her long gloves
a quiet rustle
               a snake shedding skin
                                             tentacles unfurled sinuously tickling the air
her blouse followed
her breasts were unmistakable

he thought  stupidly
                         I swore I wouldnt eat octopus
her skin tickled scarlet and green
                                  she smiled vivaciously
You could hear that

I can intuit it You cant possibly imagine how vast or how sensitive my senses are.  

No  I cant imagine a brain in my every limb
                                            she writhed spectacularly sensually It would be like being with eight women
her laughter was musical 
                           Ya captured that too
                      
Maybe you should quit thinking.

Maybe I should

I have something for that.
                           she began undressing him with multiple armsunbuttoning the bone buttons of his shirt unbuttoning his 501s  stroking him
he shut up
quit thinking 
threw himself over to pleasure
                                   and pleasuring

2329,  Sunday,  17  10. 21
1653,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  20  10. 21
Lennon  What Ever Get You Through the Night  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6lFTD9O-XMw