You’ve been single for awhi . .

. . Ive been a widower for awhile

Well, that’s what I meant.

No Single and a widower to two different things I was single before I got married

Please. Excuse me.

Youre excused Dont be loose with your words you know better particularly when youre addressing me I dont mince words

I said I’m sor . .

. . You said excuse me They dont equate

                                         he tried not to glower

Let me try again.

                  I am sorry.

Thank you for stepping backnot doubling down

Someone would be a fool to double down on you.

Correct

What I meant to say was that, rather ask; have you been seeing anyone?

As a matter of fact twotwoanahalf months ago I started seeing someone

No kidding?

No Im a little surprised myself I just asked It popped out Would you like to have a cup of coffee sometime

She agreed

            I think I surprised her and she surprised herself with her answer

How did you meet?

Shes a grocery checkout she sold me my groceries fourfive times in a row  I wasnt looking for her

You sure?

I buy groceries I dont look for anything other than getting in an out in as little time as possible

                                                                                                   I read in line so Im not wasting my time She asked me what I was reading a little dazzled that I was reading something different each time 

Nice I thought that she recognised that

So I asked what she was reading

We dont read the same kind of books but shes a reader

You asked her out in line?

I did

Did you think you may have had an advantage by asking her while you were in line an she was working?

Havent given it a thought you recall I said the invite popped out

Ohyes, yes you did.

May I ask her name?

Gabby

Short for Gabrielle?

No Actually shes gabby 

                          Her name is her nickname she told me I havent asked her given name

Honestly?

Yes 

Gabby . . sounds like she could possibly be irritating.

Shed be irritating if the damnedest things didnt come out of her mouth

                                                                        thats a coin toss But sometimes she just needs to shut it

That sounds precarious.

Doesnt it

Yes.

Weve worked it out Shes a spit of a womantiny Never thought Id date a woman under five feet

Under five feet?

Four-ten to be exact But shes packing quite the body on four-ten

                                                                    Though I hadnt noticed that until our first coffeefirst time out of her work smock a handsome figure

The precarious coin toss?

Yes

     Id not forgotten

An when she needs to shut it? as you’ve said.

he smiled he was bemused

                              We have an agreement

An agreement?

Yes

A mutual agreement?

Yes She appreciates why her name is Gabby

                                              When she cant stop her gabbing we agreed how to terminate it  mutually beneficial

Mutually beneficial?

Yes

May, I inquiry?

Because its mutual Ill say

You’ll say what?

When Gabby get to gabbing I say  Please quiet  or Ill stuff a cock in it 

he stood there with his mouth agape

Upside I flip her She stuffs her pussy in my face

                                                  Sometimes I think shes gabby on purpose But I aint bitchin

1933,  Thursday,  30  7. 20

0049, Reggae Friday,  31  7. 20

JOHN LEWIS LAID TO REST TODAY

he saw the police attack Civil Rights workers on the Pettus Bridge on television and asked his parents why

they didnt give him a good answerthey said he was too young to understand

so he asked Is it because they are black

they told him to go upstairs and cleanup for bed 

1115,  Thursday,  30  7. 20

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aUhhBvXc_Ao

https://www.politico.com/news/magazine/2020/07/29/what-john-lewis-taught-me-387050

President Obamas eulogy  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QAnaFwehJW4

John Lewis said on the day of his funeral  https://www.msnbc.com/the-last-word/watch/morgan-freeman-reads-rep-john-lewis-last-words-89332293780

he texted his brotherinlaw at 1135  :  :  Mornin’, Tarzan! Wrestle some Amazon or Hawaiian natives in your dreams?

Tarzan texted back at 1246  :  :  Sorry to say if I did I don’t remember the rough and tumble, the push and pull .. . . real or imagined.  Already 2 chapters into Rovelli’s Reality tho . . not quite Hawaiian level of titillation but fun for the cortex . . . et tu?

(1252)  :  :  Excellent timing! Just finished my 2nd piece, all prepped to publish later today – the first already up

Listening to Miles Davis from ’71 and getting some fresh coffee and begin #3 

I got my fingers crossed for ya, Tarzan, that you’ll remember a hot dream one day

(1323)  :  :  On a different note, Trump’s defeat in 99 days will mark a movement back to a kinder, gentler, more rational era . . we must progress . . matriculate the ball down the metaphorical field . . I’m ready for some fresh change . 4th quarter, baby!   

(1349)  :  :  Halftime, baby! in the tunnel watching the cheerleaders – rumour has it that a few in the squad are performing with panties

their Fourth quarter/Halftime dance was ongoing

                                                    they were only three years apart his brotherinlaw older convinced that they were in the Fourth quarter of Life 

                                             Halftime sounded better than Fuck you and his brotherinlaw was a tad hung up on Fuck you because his father was hung up on profanity generally

Yaknow if your father were still alive I wouldnt hold my tongue An it wouldnt have anything to do with being disrespectful more how we grew upwhere we grew up  an that were two men I dont cater to another man let alone what might offend him  Deal with it Or walk away       

(1408) Tarzan  :  :  Now you are closing in on the meaning/purpose of life . . Sam Harris would commend your insight as carnal knowledge   

(1423)  :  :  Actually I meant to say “without” panties, but to write “some are performing with panties” implies that others are not . .

Did I tell you I bought their panties after they warmed up? Yup. Only 5 bucks a pair . . still warm . a tad moist, smelling good. And that’s why I worked a paper route for a penny a paper . . . 500 pennies, 500 delivered papers for warmed pairs of panties – truth be known, I would have paid more.

Sam Harris be damned. I wouldn’t buy his panties with your 500 pennies – yup, didn’t mean to crush you, Sam wears women’s panties – silk drawers – can’t blame him -- I tried them once but it was like getting a handjob with a silken mitten

(1541)  :  :  I did get the panties implication . . kind of backdoor but grasped. Sam in panties is all for u to muse about but a penny a paper really puts a different value on that price of copper . . akin to Jack London earning a pittance per paragraph for say, Martin Eden. 

It might be easier to list what you haven’t tried, Joe, butt not as fun and rather brief methinks

(1550)  :  :  I tried to teach my daughters the true value of copper

Methinks when something has a promise or a distinct possibility of pleasure in it for me – heterosexually speaking – because I am an avowed – like a churchgoer – heterosexual . . I’d be an idiot not to at least try and provoke it; and then try it again

   

Monday,  27  7. 20

1553,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  29  7. 20

worst ever

Donald J. Trump is making his charge to cement his standing as the worst president of the United States ever

U.S. Economy Drops 32.9% in Worst GDP Report Ever

                                                              https://www.npr.org/sections/coronavirus-live-updates/2020/07/30/896714437/3-months-of-hell-u-s-economys-worst-quarter-ever?utm_source=npr_newsletter&utm_medium=email&utm_content=20200730&utm_term=4712144&utm_campaign=breaking-news&utm_id=28916831&orgid=55 

                                         and that on top 150,000 Americans dead from the coronavirus  hundreds maybethousands of bodies of victims who died alone being kept in refrigerated semi-trailers because mortuaries cannot embalm or cremate them fast enough

1016,  Thursday,  30  7. 20

and always a lil’ firecracker the president also tweeted this for good measure  “With Universal Mail-In Voting (not Absentee Voting, which is good), 2020 will be the most INACCURATE & FRAUDULENT Election in history. It will be a great embarrassment to the USA. Delay the Election until people can properly, securely and safely vote???”

https://www.msn.com/en-us/news/politics/republicans-flat-out-reject-trumps-suggestion-to-delay-election/ar-BB17nyVX?li=BBnb7Kz&ocid=mailsignout

asshole

he felt like a fish at the end of an iron

                                              speared

she angled him

she jiggled the lure

                          then finally knowing in the back of his skull what he was doing but convincing himself he didnt he rose

      he had to placate his bestial nature he rarely did he was usually better than that

she was not errantshe lunged she got him she wasnt letting go

                                                              the water churnedit slapped her in the facesloshed up on her white blouse drenching it it went palepink where it stuck to her skin darker and peaked at her aureoles

she had him

           she wasnt letting go

she steered him

worked him

he submitted

           still grasping him she crawled into the water beside him 

she was going to finish him off 

he thought shed be quickmerciful

she wasnt

there was no escape

he erupted

         by then fighting back the best he could tore her blouse open pinched her nipples 

             erupting he hurled hot gobs and laces on her chest and throat and face

she kept at him  unmercifully   greedily   

0127, Twosday,  28  7. 20

1249,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  29  7. 20

$153K -- killed

Putins wet dream

                    courtesy of a President Donald J Trump handjob Donald John  Jackoff is short for John

https://www.msnbc.com/deadline-white-house/watch/rick-stengel-calls-the-removal-of-u-s-troops-from-germany-vladimir-putin-s-dream-88634949800

1817,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  29  7. 20

he caught a glimpse of something

                                it glimpsed back averted its eyes morphed into something else and before he could make out what that was it wander out of his view

it left him wondering what it was at first

what it became

he thought to run after it but his better halfthat half that was prone to thoughtfulness pulled back on the reins

What would you be running after

How can you catch something if you dont know what it is

he hated his logic but he had proved time and time again to be unerring to be correct and after more baldfaced fiascos than one might care to admit begrudgingly he tended to concede

                                                                he actually performed better when he didnt have to think when he could leave his better half mulling something over while he tended to immediate rawboned splitknuckled business

it tickled him to hear him ask What were you thinking

Thinkin Youre being rhetorical A ten cent word   

                                               Yaknow I know emright  If I didnt ya wouldnt

Ya tryin to be a funny man

his better half looked out for him whenever he could

he was grateful that he did

they were a good pair 

for the most part

the older he grew

he grew patient

Patient he ask him Is patience not picking your ass up out of the dirt not icing your jaw or holding a cold beefsteak to your eye

Dont knock it Builds character

Thats not an answer

Well then maybe yall have to look up my ass and see if theres one lurkin there

Sometimes youre a child

Sometimes one of us has to be

                            an yall never be

1123,  Twosday,  28  7. 20

1149,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  29  7. 20

Leon Russell  A Song for You  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZvazuyF6eXw 

https://www.theguardian.com/commentisfree/2020/jul/28/tom-cotton-1619-project-cancel-culture

Whadaya think yer doin?

Step away  Im clonin him yacant stop me

Tom Cotton?

Tom Cot Ton yah

Why would you do that?

Right now hes he I need three Three monkeys See no evil Hear no evil Speak no evil   Slavery was evil
Tom Cot Ton monkeys aint wise

JesusChrist!

Yasaid it

1711,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  29  7. 20

https://mronline.org/2020/07/28/slavery-a-necessary-evil/?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=slavery-a-necessary-evil&utm_source=MR+Email+List&utm_campaign=2b1ea8eaf3-RSS_EMAIL_CAMPAIGN_MRONLINE_DAILY&utm_medium=email&utm_term=0_4f879628ac-2b1ea8eaf3-295850895&mc_cid=2b1ea8eaf3&mc_eid=abc09823c1

The 1619 Project  https://www.arkansasonline.com/news/2020/jul/26/bill-by-cotton-targets-curriculum-on-slavery/ 

Hi!

Hiya

there were three of them sisters they introduced themselves the Fortiers they lived directly across the street from his house his family moved in at the beginning of summer 

they were Laura Nancy  Anne  he and Anne were the same age nine Laurie the eldest threenearlyfour years older she became the undisputed ringleaderhe would follow her anywhere Nancy was two years older

Did you wanna play with us?

they were the first kids to reach out since his family moved in

he wouldnt  he was shy 

Whadaya playin

Laurie said We were thinking we could play nurses and patient, you’d be the patient.

How do I be a patient

You play that you’re sick or wounded or hurt.

Yeah said Anne I betcha you can play hurt or ill, huh, Joe?

I think I can

Oh, we know you can. said Nancy

Where we playing

We sleep in the attic at our house, our family has twelve kids, Daddy’s a doctor in the city, so we have to play in our room. said Laurie

I gotta tell my Mom Ill be play at your house

Okay. Call up at the front of the house and one of us will come down and get you. We gotta fixup the room so it looks right for us to play our parts.

Laurie was precocious she said she was going to act in high school all the Fortiers went to different schools in the city and she did and later went to a college for performing arts and played coveted roles On and Off Broadway

she was a lookerprobably the only ginger he ever paid attention to he paid keen attention to her freckles he knew he liked freckles 
               then he discovered he also liked where they went 

Should only be fiveten minutes My moms arranging everything Stuffs still up in the air from moving in she might be busy I dont wanna interrupt her if I dont have to

We understand. and they broke into a run towards their house like band of young fillies

HEY

Anne came to the attic window at the front of the house Hey! she cried back I’ll be right down; this is going to be fun!

a three-letter word fun it didnt begin to describe the fun they had the fun they had the entire summer

Laurie had a patients gown for him You have to take off all your clothes and put this on.

he was shy
             but he wasnt stupid All my clothes just to confirm he wasnt hearing things the girls were dressed up in white nurses outfits and caps Bobbypinned to their hair

Lauries outfit was unbuttoned three buttons

he could see the swell of her nascent breasts

Yes. Now. said Laurie  You have to do everything we say; you’re our patient and we’re trying to heal you. Have you decided what’s ailing you? 
                                he had a good idea I have something wrong with my stomach

We'll have to palpate it to determine what might be ailing you.

he didnt know palpate Whats palpate mean

Yeah. said Anne

Nancy laughed demurely with Laurie That means we’ll examine you by touching your stomach to determine where you hurt, where your discomfort is.

O-kay

Laurie and Nancy looked like they knew something Anne and he didnt

Laurie told him to lay down on the floor 

Nancy covered him with a blanket

I’m covering you because I’m going to have to lift your gown to touch your stomach. said Laurie


he thought only Laurie was breathing

                                         seemed he and Nancy and Anne were in suspended animation

she kneeled beside himleaned over him the swell of her breasts swelled more 
                                                                                   he swelled  it was evident

only Laurie was breathing she had to to be able to speak she slipped her hand under the blanket and gently lifted his gown up to his chest
                       she pushed and rocked his stomach with her fingers her palm

Does this hurt? Does this hurt?

Does this hurt?

he fluttered his eyes as if he were struggling to remain conscious during her examination  playing his part

Stay with me, tell me if you’re uncomfortable or hurt, where those places are.

                                                                                 Nancy. Anne. Are you watching, are you paying attention?

Uhhuh they chorused

Where does it hurt?

Whadahell he gasped Lower nurse  lower

Here?

Lower

Here?

Lower

Laurie was biting her lower lip  she said This could be serious.

Yes

when she slipped her fingers lower she brushed the head of his swollen cock with one finger

touching him arrested her

then that finger quietly stealthily began to circle the head of his cock Laurie cleared her throat  Is this where it hurts, Joe?

he croaked Yes

I understand. 
               Nurses, I’ve located the source of his pain. We’ll have to work together to save him. We’re his only hope.

the three fell very solemn

We can do this Laurie said
                              at the attitude she was she was below him  he could see her freckles spread down her throat across the top of her breasts and disappeared into her cotton bra
                                                                            when he followed her constellations back up her throat to her chin to her mouth he found her looking at him looking at her she looked warmly into his eyes I think we can help you if you put yourself our hands.

Yes nurse

It’s Laurie.

Yes  Laurie

And Nancy. Nancy had moved to Laurie attitude at his right side her outfit was unbuttoned three buttons too her breasts were more conspicuous though she didnt have the freckles

Yes

And Anne. Anne was at his left knee

Yes

Laurie explained to them that she discovered the source of his ailment and with proper treatment he could recover 

it was the first time he felthe imagined what prey must have seen as it lay at the feet of the pride  at the feet of the hunting lionesses

all hands on deck

it evolved through the summer the nurses and their ailing patient
                                                                      palpate stroke finger  several times they let him played doctor

hands on

mouths on 
             snakebites

life and limb at risk

all patients recovered

                                     

they didnt think it was untoward  or nuts
                                             since and he could only speak for himself those he confided in considered his summertheir summer  insane

no matter

he was enduringly grateful 

0914,  Thursday,  6  2. 20

1604 or 404,  Monday,  27  7. 20

Power Station  Some Like It Hot  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hw1t7OCESUw

Robert Palmer  Bad Case of Loving You  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DlPHmYtqSdA whynot  Addicted to Love  (if love is pussy)  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XcATvu5f9vE an whydafucknot  I Didn’t Mean to Turn You On  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lyNa-ReeZc8                

the nice thing about sleeping in late was that he was that much close to a beer after noon or that because he slept in so late that he can open a beer immediately and have it with breakfast

                                                                         though probably the nicest thing about sleeping in was that he got there only because he woke and then let his hypnagogic reverie gather itself and enter him  and in its netherworld twilight sylphs and sibyls tossed faerie dust tumbled bones and laid down with him to relish the most outrageous phantasies perform

if he was stayed awake he would have denied himself  

he was at his best when he didnt

they watched two aerie nymphs dance and chase each otherplay together one was dark like a murmuration embodied the second was startlinglywhite like a sweep a drift of simmering white sand a strong oceanbreeze running its fingers through her 

                        they were clothed in sheer cloth knotted at their hips circling their waists and long enough to provide some modesty – which they were unconcern with didnt care – they played in a tall grassy field kissed by sunrays and ran through a spacious stand of leafytrees at the edge of a body of water  they dove into it then stood and splashed and kicked water at each other

moist and bejeweled they ran back up to the grass and performed a sinuous ritual dance exchanging the lead many times

they danced until they were exhausted and collapsed 

                                                         and on top the crushed aromatic sheaves the broken bearded heads they embraced each other panting and panting they closed their eyes and fell asleep in each other arms

it was only when they breathed deeplysonorously sleeping hard that he roused

when he rousedwoke he opened his eyes then closed them again and remained lying in bed taking inventory of his body of its discomforts where they were today they changed every day juggled their severity or abstained and lying there on the backs of his eyelids he watched them again reran their dancing and their play

                                                                                                   he smiled gratefully

       

1026,  Twosday,  28  7. 20