a picture of Marilyn Monroe that always arrested an warmed himflattering her  taken on a beach in Santa Monica

13 July 1962 curious he remembers that date alwaysnot her death enticed him to open storyamped.com   

as quickly he was repelled

writ to its pictorial  It’s a sad reality that we never know when our final day on this Earth is coming. It happens to everyone, even people that seem untouchable.

he was pushed off by a sad reality 

it was reality

It happens to everyone

if you exist you will die

even people that(not who) seem untouchable

untouchable  really

that was an unfortunate Indian Hindu caste  the Dalits that their untouchability continues in the 21st Century astonishes him  he borrowed from Vonnegut   Oh well

all this was nearlyinstantaneous as he clicked off the site for immediatelyrunning through his head like a wild African animal stampede was mindfulness apparently a bright-new-thing a darling of a thousand apps that spot you as if youre a gymnast on your smartphone interrupting you reminding you You Will Die  Oh well  No shit he had no idea who to credit for that exclamation   

he thought he might have been free of their mindfulness as he thought it existed only as smartphones apps never occurring to him they would also exist online  How naïve no credit either

his daughter shared her AT&T account with him  otherwise he wouldnt have a cellfone 

she recently lost hers she didnt want to think someone stole it and replacing it AT&T confided to her since she was the accountholder that they wanted him to acquire a new fone too

she texted him that from their office

he texted her back  I don’t give a fuck what AT&T wants. I have what I need.

:  Okay, Papa.

:  Thank you, love.

mindfulness

hed think since AT&T was propagatingfomenting these apps that they wouldnt have their heads tucked up their asses like rapid-blinking ostriches inspecting colons or prostates

Oh sacred male anus

however

        thinking isnt required in this spontaneous shoot-from-the-hip I-dont-have-to-take-anything-back reality  this sad reality 

  

1054,  Friday,  29  12. 17

https://www.nytimes.com/2016/10/05/arts/design/george-barris-photographer-who-captured-the-last-images-of-marilyn-monroe-dies-at-94.html

Fleetwood Mac  Oh Well  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TSPB15MLHD0

he was so attunedaware of spider suicides that even in the candleamberlit colour in the shower he could discern their flailing dark bodies moving towards the drain on the fresh run of warming water sprayed by the shower head

their size didnt offput or creep him out though bending quickly to snatch them up he was flummoxedSHOCKED that spiders sought his shower

he mentioned it to others 

                    but apparently they ran their showers without looking or ran them a long time before they entered them and thereby the suicides complete

they had no idea what he was talking about

furthur  they were conflicted why he would save a spider  particularly if it was determined to kill itself

he found that very telling about the particular individual

maybe it was an odd thing to hold against ones character

however he had found over time that minor deficiencies or defects usually lead to larger and more serious ones  and albeit an awkward one were revealed  it was only a matter of time before others manifested themselves

                                                                       thats how he culled the herd

he stooped quickly and scooped a large black spider up inches from the drain

its legs collapsed onto it and he laid the black tangle up on the windowsill to let the water drain offthe shock erode the book lung or trachea clear of water

they usually resuscitated and moved to the wall off the sill before he exited from showering 

hed saved appleseed three times

she was the longest-lived of the spiders that found his bathroom

I cant believe you allow them to build their websthat you dont take them down when you discover them his girlfriend said  it was a point of contention  If you think Im showering in there youre nuts

she had to bring up his nutsdidnt she

he usually allowed her to cool

                            before snatching her off her feet and plunging fullyclothed into the showerstripping her naked as the water heated and disrobing before soaping her up washing her hair delighting in whatever sex play that evolved

she was a good sportshe was a great sport

when he exited the shower he saw the spider hadnt untangledhadnt moved

he didnt think he injured it

he was ginger  adept

it laid in a heap where he set it down

when he finished toweling off and Qtipping his earshe hated that sensationthat aquamute that accompanied showers baths swimming  he was never far from a Qtip if he knew water and immersion were imminent  Whadafuckin boy scout

be prepared  always had condoms  no stranger called him Daddy

then hanging his towel up on a hook on the wall to the right of the windowthe whole time watching the spider for the slightest movement  he sighed   he reasoned he couldnt save them allreasoned there werent many human beings that saved spiders    and drawing near it his sorrow reverted itself his humour smiled and tickled him

he saved a ball of lint 

                  probably the pell from the pairs of thick cotton sweats he wore inside the house rather than firing up the heat to warm it  it was an old house and hemorrhaged air during the summer heat in the winter so he withstood the extremes until the cold extreme forced him  he had a trick knee an artificial shoulder that didnt play nice in the cold

gayly he snatched the moist lintball and tossed it into the toilet

utterly comfortable he wasnt exhibiting a deficiency or defect

evening,  Sunday,  31  12. 17

1616,  Monday,  1  1. 18

Alexandre Desplat  The Creature (The Shape of Water) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HhS1rI6H0dg

Israeli Ruling Party Votes to Annex West Bank and Seize Last Palestinian Lands 

Great!  Jewish mooks taking a Presidential cunt at his word

“This is a historic event that we have been waiting for,” Likud extremist Natan Engelsman told Focus Information Agency.

"If the president of the United States believes Jewrusalem is ours, there is no reason (of course -- no sane reason) why a right-wing party and coalition cannot. It's important for us to show Trump what the ruling party in Israel wants, and since he loves the Jewish people,sooner or later, he will come to the same conclusion," the activist added. 

Happy New Year!

1333,  Twosday,  two  1. 18

https://www.juancole.com/2018/01/israeli-ruling-palestinian.html