she didnt catch him off guard often  despite being a raunchy gingera big Irish gal  bigger than life   when she entered a room you noticed

frankly he adored her 

he loved watching her wakethe eyes that couldnt resistthe smattering of fuckin sneersGo ahead muthafucker show her your disdain shell mop the floor with ya anif she needs help I got her back

she was an acquired taste

                     though a taste he acquired years earlier in Montana  Missoula  The Heartbreak Hotel right outa Elvis mouth

a handpainted pine placardscabbed off a pallet hung off the shabby front porch eaves just above where he entered  fingerprints smudged itadorned it likely where tenants grasped it to steady their spins  he had no doubt people spun inside and out  he hadnt been through its steelmeshed double oakframed doors ten minutes before he sucked a stout ceramic pipe of opiumchewed a handful of shrooms  an hour later a woman in the communal bathroom kneeled in a warm bath and gave him head as he twisted the braids on top her head tighter  she was a ginger too  fullbodied  voluptuous  they fucked in the tub afterwards damn near sloshing all the water out of it  the water leaked down through the floor  it brought up the tenant below who shrieked that they were wetting her Murphy bed(the tenants all had Murphys) Mygawd shut that bitch up ginger howled  he dismounted herstood upclimbed out of the clawfoot tub and pushed the discontented gal down to her knees on the linoleum floor and stuffed his cock into her not-unyielding mouth  how fuckinamenable the Heartbreak women were

                                        Missoula  still the nice Wild West townsame as it ever wassame as it ever wassame as it ever was the many mirrors in the bathroom vexed himmade him repeat himself his reflectionstheir reflections dug the sex tooit was claustrophobic  which really only meant they didnt have far to reach to clutch or pinch willing flesh 

Wharya beenwhars yer clothes   I told ya that head didnt lock said his bearded hoary cohort who extended him the invitation to stay a couple of days

Took a leak and then some

More  he held up the pipe

No nothank you   Im sufficiently fucked

Awright when ya like  Wannabe a good host  his eyes rolled up into his head  he passed out

Whadja say Lindsay

Stop  You heard me

Idid  I just wanna be sure I heard wha I heard

You heard

Please  Humour me

I asked you if you smelled him

The guy you rang up

Yeah Him  You catch a whiff of him

Didnt

Mebbe you can go down the streetcatch him if youre quick                                                                        

Excuse meMind if I catch a whiff of you

Dont say anything to him

YeeaahI dont think Ill catch him  Talk to me  Was he offensivesmell bad

I wouldnt say  bad  Not unpleasant    Funky

I follow   Funky     How

Saying it out loud may sound strange

Its a matter of your recognitionsensuality  It wont sound strange to me

Alright   He smelled like semen and pepper

Thats an acute scent Lindsay   Ive smelled both though thats not to say he plaited and rubbed the fingers of his hands together Ive smelled them in tandem

Yeah  Me neither   Funky  Like I said

Apt description of funk  I think its coveted the first thing Ill ever think again when someone says funk

Right?

he hated Right? Correct  

                   

1029,  Friday,  29  9. 17 (originally conceived December, 2015)

Elvis  Heartbreak Hotel  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W4euyTDhFnk

Talking Heads  Once in a Lifetime  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=98AJUj-qxHI

so

      he found the word contemptiblechalk it up to his predilicktionwhat felt good in his mouth

he didnt put anything his mouth he couldnt swallow

so

   it was swallowing a loogie because he was either in mixed companyfuck guys or he was some place he couldnt genteelly spit it outin any event he didnt want it furthur inhabiting his cheek  never could fathomed snuff or chaw 

he did not want to appear rude

though meanwhile  his language seemed rude to the uninitiated 

                                                   he wasnt usually  at least not without provocation

rather he was quite gentlemanly

he did however caution women that the singular reason he was was that he didnt wish his mother to materialise and vigorouslyungentlemanly chastise him for acting like a bum

he preferred his mother existentially when he went to visit hersee her and his fatherwhich wasnt to say he didnt visit themto see his father  and his mother  neither appreciated his confrontational nature  they shruggedthey didnt invest it in him  where had he learned it

he told them I learned it here at home  Watching the two of you making nice when it was apparent in your faces that neither of you wanted to be niceyou curbed your tongues  Seemed dishonest to me then  You can either endure me full dose or not   You cant hurt my feelings

he didnt want his mother to use transmigrate in the sublime ether of her feminine noosphereTeilhard de Chandinno offence intended he didnt have a fucking idea what he was talking about  the Noosphere can function only by releasing more and more spiritual energy with an ever higher potential  did he really think the Noosphere accepted the spiritual energy of men  itd been coopted since time immemorial by females Goddesses Queens the Childbearers  de Chandin listen up  it wasnt in cardsnot in The Future of Man  Go out an kill something to eatyoull feel better

he couldnt be fooled  capable women everywhere had the pristine ability to haunt their children while still tethered to the planet

men hadnt the energy talentthe hutzpa the Jews had a word for everythinglike the Germansmaybe Germans were Jews a little finger of the Lost Tribe wouldnt that be ironic   and cookingwise!

                                                         but that was in his youthhe couldnt turn his back on his formative years  however he couldnt imagine a sensational Jewess cook who wouldnt have her daughters at her hips and elbows in the kitchen

he peered into the hanging blue smoke he exhaled from his cigar  so   this so was okaya placeholder  he pondered   he couldnt imagine any passionate parent not try to extent their passions onto their children  or should he call itrather  their prejudice  his daughters sought and earned bachelor degrees in biology  animal and fish  he and his wife were moved by scienceprejudiced  they were liberal freethinking  they weighed things with fact reason  that their daughters achieved degrees they had not(but had vicariously) hed be an ass(never his wife – he assumed their assdom – he was the confrontational onehed make people eat their words and didnt mind thrashing someone or being thrashed – you didnt win all your fights – but he gave as good as he got – what was another black eye – it healed – eventually all things healed)  his wife was the forgiver like her mother see! she was forgiving to a fault  that was her NatureNurture NurtureNature heads or tails Egg or Hen 

some things he couldnt forgive 

that was his Nature

                and if the things unforgiven made him less wellaffected him sighcologically  he had no apologises

he wasnt perfect 

not that there was a damn thing manmade that was

all he had to do was look around in the bright light of any day and see it was true despite sometimesbeyond his better judgment  squinting  lessening its abysmal glare buying himself a moment  he boned up again

so

   he might be more perfect than some others

he embraced their liberalness  embraced their rationale reasonableness  devoid of faith

dogma was for dogs

Fetch!

Good boy!

Good girl!

he didnt fetchhe rather they tried to beat him with a stick  if he got it out of their hands hed beat them as unmercifully as they intended to beat him

his wife loved him

she didnt love that about him

he told her You dont have to  I dont love your incredulous unending compassion(that was the stick others beat her with)

however maddening they were to each other she was she and he was he

marriage codified their differences

much to her chagrin

                 Baby  Im not a work-in-progress I yam wha I yam   Me an Popeye

SO.

1201,  Thursday,  28  9. 17

0859, Friday,  29  9. 17

War  Four-Cornered Room  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WFmCCxMp7BE