22.9.17



MyGawd
      what a dandy

he didnt have to see himhe caught a glimpsea wind of him at his peripheral above the leading edge of the book he held in his hands as he walked

he restrained himselflet his sensesthe nerveendings of his consciousness inform him 


sometimes you dont have to see to see



he could feel his swayswish not overt

he could hear his heels strike the pavement like those of a high-heeled woman in a tightfitting skirt that restricted her stride and set her cadance  their sharpspiked reports

the man walked quicker than he busybusy busy(theres something to be said about reading a book while walking -- everyone walks away from you) 

soon the tat tat tat was only an echo relived by his memory 
                                             and soon its elements were lost to the warm scented breeze traffics mulling and a ginger woodpecker mad at a live oak tree
    

1321,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  20  9. 17


21.9.17






on occasion he stumbledfell down a rabbithole
  
                                   then somewhat shaken bruised dusty and dirty  still on all fours
he pleasantly found himself staring up young Alices dress


now a decent person might avert their eyes

he wasnt indecent

just not that decent(hed have to be a fool not to make himself available to any opportunity which presented)


however Alice wasnt innocent to his predicament 

he landed in a huff and laid cockeyedsprawled behind her

she could have put her hand between her legs modestly wadded her skirt closed

rather she slowly spread her legs  enticing  encouraging him   and his peek up her skirther white panties became a
full-on stare  soft creamwhite panties surrounded by a pale cornflower fabric blue and yellow  tan stems

aahhh  Alice



               Alice would never have turned him onto the Holocaustnot Alders book Theresienstadt published in ‘55 in Germany about the Jewish ghetto formed in the Czech city of Terezin

she wouldnt have whispered barackenbestandteillager in his ear  not zusatzkostenberechnungsschein or bagatellreparaturwerkstatte  not menagetransportkolonnen(maybe  it began promisingly enough) or kuchenbeschwerdeorgane  not reinlichkeitsreihenuntersuchung or entwesungsubersiedlung  not because Alice wasnt Aryan or that nothing can possibly sound sexy in German barks  but because she wouldnt have known of them anymore than he 

no fingers could be wagged in their faces

he surmised very few people knew those compounded wordsthose words constructed meticulously concisely  perhaps created intoned to evoke how fantastic and surreal the Nazis heinously went about their murder muttering abracadabra entwesungsubersiedlung their Aryan gods clutching their airy breasts awaiting to materialise the SS Ahnenerbe shaking whatever bushes they needed to summons and extricate them  thus making part of World War II a divine conjuring

you cant play nice with the Faithful


being Faithful requires no Reason


without Reason balls to the wall




No  no reinlichkeitsreihenuntersuchung for him  at least not out of Alices mouth

he knew exactly what he wanted in Alices mouth


1228,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  20  9. 17
1114,  Thursday,  21  9. 17

Elton John  All the Young Girls Love Alice  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-eyjBBcUO9k
W G Sebald  Austerlitz