13.12.16





the black ceramic cat head didnt gag or choke when he stuck a burnt match deep in its mouth

it was always coy  and civil

handpainted  the back of it was adorned with florid symbols he had never seen anywhere elsewho knew what they meant or even if the curlicues and their parts werent duplicitous suggesting a sorted array of interpretations  

Interpretationshe could easily recall Drumpfs tweet a particularly nauseous attack bearing the Star of David that he defended by saying it wasnt rather it was a sheriffs badge and later his son following in his fathers footsteps through dogshit retweeted a friends item The Deplorables which coddled in its lineup the alt-rights* anti-Semitic neo-Nazi character Pepe the Frog   he too pleaded ignorance 

in a pigs eye  incredulous!  

no need to interpret

                                                                                  
but he was into symbols  semiotics  and coming to it late he studied it for pleasure and distraction

he was interested in extracting meanings  their purpose

he wasnt prone to wearing jewelry(effete)

though he did wear a babypin as a sign

a pin he used to diaper his daughters

he had no idea where its mate or mates disappeared

that was of another time another era in a century gone

he did remember buying them fingering the plain cardboard placard the clear plastic housing containing them shaking them like a rattle which distracted the cashier unduly


he was good at necessity

his wife was deft at outfits melding coloursHa presentation

she said she didnt want him dressing them like Polaks

which tongue-in-cheek their inside joke was hilarious

he was a Polak

raising their girls swept away the remainder of their Twenties all of their Thirties and when they broke into their Forties he thought the things they wanted to do when they were alone when the girls off on their own they would begin a new era

but his wife died

their plans to relish that timeGone

that desired deserved time swirled slowly eddied slowly and went down the drain

he saw every part as it disappeared


then there was nothing but the swirl of clean clear water



then that water was foetid by Bushwhacker it cleared a little under a too-reserved Obama 

now Drumpf came to shit in it


he mourned briefly  truly

then he redoubled his argumentshe wouldnt wait to see   he saw

and he recalled Karl Popper who popped into his mindnot reluctantly   but forcefully  The Open Society and Its Enemies:
If . . . harsh words are spoken about some of the greatest among the intellectual leaders of mankind, my motive is not,
I hope, the wish to belittle them. It springs rather from my conviction that if we wish our civilization to survive we must break with the habit of deference to great men. Great men may make great mistakes . . . some of the greatest leaders of the past supported the perennial attack on freedom and reason. Their influence, too rarely challenged, continues to mislead those on whose defence civilization depends, and to divide them. The responsibility for this tragic and possibly fatal division becomes ours if we hesitate to be outspoken in our criticism of what admittedly is part of our intellectual heritage.

“By our reluctance to criticize a part of it, we may help to destroy it all.”**


he knew a little bit about destruction  and the ease of it    nearly effortless

he knew a lot more about creation

hed be a devout critic

on the watch for its every sign
   


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1123,  Saturday,  10  12. 16

Five Man Electrical Band  Signs  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uYsBDmqJfjQ
 

12.12.16



a clutch of people sat at the front of the bar around a long rectangular table

the window behind them was rain-speckled and tossed myriad rainbows and sparks from passing headlights

he was watching football 

he had turned his back to them

more than once their voices rose

they were drinking quite a bit


since the flatscreen he watched was muted caption-enclosed there was nothing between their sounds and him

one young man in particular began to carry on

he glanced over his shoulder at him

butch  tatted   probably shouldnt be wearing the spotty beard he grew

he didnt like his politics

then the young man dropped what he had unfortunately anticipated  not prescient  just alert  whose words overrode and shut up those he sat with

When youre in Iraq . . .
muzzle him he thought

no one at the table did



he didnt think When youre in Iraq came out of many mouths

he knew many who served

who enlisted or were drafted for Nam

they didnt

he had uncles who fought in the South Pacific Africa Europe

they didnt


gathering his wits he paid his tab and left

What happens in Iraq stays in Iraq
Yah?



1723,  Thursday,  8  12. 16



Whereof one cannot speak, thereof one must be silent.  Ludwig Wittgenstein

perhaps more than many I take solace in Wittgensteins quote

I figure Drumpf has nothing worthwhile to say  

so as with his touted empire(we only have his word) he simply lends his name to things and lets others run the ball

                                     the fat mans got no legs


I believe it is plausible that he may have taken disassociation(detachment from reality) to an extreme never before realised in the Public sphere(though privately its likely those closest to him have tiptoed around it willfully as its benefits have substantially outweighed its detractions  happening in a bubble as it did   people do the strangest things for money  Ill cite a Cleveland Steamer)  a blonde pliable nerfball batted around and crushed into whatever form is necessary for whatever purpose being conspired or else the man is one of the most dishonest men ever to walked the earth  although that said  among the many others were despots who silenced their critics and detractors(I suppose well have to wait and see)  Bushwhacker and Company did alright abetted by President Obama who held the “’belief’ -- we need to look forward as opposed to looking backwards” and while that is a worthwhile tenet to raise childrenHuh  he refused to have any actors tried for Crimes against the State  possibly a challenge akin to trying to find credible doctors(experts – he had xperience) willing to testify against their brethren for performing malpractice  

if he had brethren and they crossed the line hed be first to stomp their toes and ask them who the fuck they thought they were

thats what being firstborn got him 

an irrefutable sense of truth and honesty and a hot intolerance for Liars


but Liars are never silent

when theyre shown video that attest to their lies they say No I didnt mean thatThats not what I meant    

and then they dont say what they meant

just that they didnt mean THAT



it was going to be a long dismal four years




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